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#35751 Posted: 00:51:53 19/03/2016
ugh im so sick kill me
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 6692
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#35752 Posted: 01:20:27 19/03/2016
The Sakura Blossom frappicinos are ok i guess. They are interesting though.
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CAV
Platinum Sparx
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#35753 Posted: 04:51:36 19/03/2016
I probably have something really good on my hands but because it doesn't sound like one of the professionals I like I immediately discredit it as being crap.
There's a chance that perhaps instead of trying to mimic what others have done before I should accept that this is my own personal style and sound for this genre and that maybe it's a unique take that loads of people will enjoy, and I should just embrace this sound as my own over being yet another Zimmerman clone. But there's also a chance it's just **** and I need to do better. Any other artists on here (drawing, music, sculpting, don't care), have you felt something like this before? How did you deal with it? |
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TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#35754 Posted: 05:06:25 19/03/2016
@CAV, this is an extremely common phenomenon for any skill. Especially artists. The problem is that you should stop comparing yourself to a professional artist, and instead use them as a reference. How do you use a musical artist as a reference? Well, study a bit up on musical theory. Watch some YouTube tutorials on music editing and maybe start taking courses you find somewhere. Then analyze a piece of music you like from a particular artist.
What chords, keys, and what major does the artist use to help with the tone of the piece? How is it organized? It's a little bit harder analyzing music, but once you've worked with music long enough you get a feel for it. I'm just a choir girl, I don't write music and I know very little music theory. Yet I can analyze a piece of music like I can a piece of artwork. Granted, I don't have much to talk about, but I can identify things and work off of that. Once you've analyzed, you can use your analysis as notes for when you want to do a piece that brings out the same emotion. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *lays down on ground* yo just so u know this spoiler is some PT if u feel me, my dude I want to stop thinking about you. What used to be something that I thought was really happy for me is now annoying at this point. Everyone says it's cute, and I just want them to stop saying that. But I can't. Because I talk about you for seemingly no reason. Why?? Do I like the attention? Do I like the fact that I have a crush on someone other than a fictional character/celebrity? Do I just like the idea of being in a relationship with you? You're not perfect (no one is), but you seem to fit inside my "type" so well it seems almost unreal. When I do think about you, it's always done at unconventional and/or inconvenient times. It's not like the "at every waking hour for as long as the sun burns in the stars I think about you" deal. I would be WASHING DISHES for Christ's sake and suddenly think about you. Or waiting in a lunch line. Or doing math homework. the WORST is when I take a test, especially that french speaking one I took a month ago. Hell, I was listening to old Tony Awards videos when I suddenly thought about you. I got so mad I started typing this to vent out my anger and annoyance. I'm not saying I'm annoyed at you (if anyone has the idea this may be about them), I'm just annoyed at myself. You keep being you. It's what got me to like you in the first place, and I would hate to see you change just because my brain likes to think about you. Don't listen to my brain, it's dumb.
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Hot Dog 542
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2872
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#35755 Posted: 05:37:21 19/03/2016
It's been around a month now and I really hope you come back. I do remember what you told me so I'll try to be patient but I hope you decide to come back soon!
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| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35756 Posted: 05:41:27 19/03/2016
**** this im playing sims
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Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
Gems: 10573
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#35757 Posted: 07:27:53 19/03/2016
Why won’t these thoughts leave me alone? What the hell am I supposed to do with all this that is on my mind? I just don’t know. Maybe just living in constant state of confusion is the temporary meaning of my life and existence etc. I just don’t know… what is the meaning, what is the purpose and why should I care? Maybe the answer is to respect and let things go on their own without any outside interference.. Confusion... yeah…
That is my personal thought of the day… Carry on being personal, people…
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Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4607
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#35758 Posted: 07:39:40 19/03/2016
Urg... it is 2:39 am and I have been watching Mirai Nikki for the past hour and a half. I don't wanna stop! They are good cliffhangers ;.;
EDIT: Oh, also I have a cold, so this is probably making me sicker, I shall go to bed now. Night.
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
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angelg
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2791
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#35759 Posted: 11:16:12 19/03/2016
One of those wonderful days where I ****ing hate being alive.
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Life sucks...and then you die. |
Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2159
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#35760 Posted: 17:40:39 19/03/2016
That was crazy. I really expected the worst to happen, but we got away safely.
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 7038
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#35761 Posted: 19:16:21 19/03/2016
Why do you call him your "best friend?" He doesn't even like you at all.
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Bumblebunnii
Yellow Sparx
Gems: 1474
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#35762 Posted: 19:47:03 19/03/2016
Just venting.
I had another cancer scare. I've been back to normal for a few months, but two weeks ago my old symptoms hit me like a brick wall. I'm doing my best to keep this from the people I love and care about so they don't start worrying about me again, but this is so hard to deal with on my own. I just need answers, and no one can seem to give them to me. |
| willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#35763 Posted: 20:48:14 19/03/2016
After this upcoming week, just 9 more weeks left.
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| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35764 Posted: 21:23:46 19/03/2016
HHHNNG im soo ready for summer.
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Metallo
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 6419
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#35765 Posted: 22:31:46 19/03/2016
I've decided that my chances with this girl are too slim. I'm going to open up my options.
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yelvy
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2450
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#35766 Posted: 22:35:25 19/03/2016
*Feels all the feels*
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HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#35767 Posted: 22:36:22 19/03/2016
Quote: Metallo
Try looking at your local gay bars.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 6692
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#35768 Posted: 00:47:19 20/03/2016
Yesss, my first concert will be Fall Out Boy this July :DDD
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Gay 4 GARcher |
Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
Gems: 8213
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#35769 Posted: 00:59:27 20/03/2016
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35770 Posted: 02:20:56 20/03/2016
you know you're still emotionally ****ed up when you feel sad just being in the same general area of town as her - - - |
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 6692
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#35771 Posted: 02:44:58 20/03/2016
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awesomerockets
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4149
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#35772 Posted: 02:46:33 20/03/2016
I wish I was smart. I mean, I get good grades and I make good choices, but I'm not smart. I always feel so stupid and I hate it. Things that are common knowledge for other people I don't know. Things that come naturally to others are difficult for me. I can't comprehend the simplest of instructions when given to me. It takes me forever to understand things. I just once wanna feel smart. I'm sick of feeling like the stupidest person in the room at all times. Everyone else is so much smarter than me that I just can't bring myself to speak because I'm scared I'll say something dumb. Half the time I post here if I get a response it's usually just to tell me why what I said was wrong. I barely post anymore, so I didn't really care about that, but It's making me miserable in reality. I can't go a single day without doing or saying something that makes me feel like an idiot. I'm completely useless to my Robotics team. I joined because my friends recruited me, and the whole team is filled with my closest friends, but I feel like I'm just gonna let them down because I'm not smart enough. Every time I go to a meeting a feel like the dumbest person in the room. Sometimes some of my non-Robotics friends call me an idiot, and even though I know they're joking, it makes me really sad every time. That's really the only thing you have to say to get to me. No amount of insults or racial slurs will do anything, but if you call me an idiot, I'll turn into a miserable mess because I know it's true. If I had one wish, I'd just wanna no longer be the dumbest one in the room.
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Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
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#35773 Posted: 04:53:26 20/03/2016
Bad Idea staying up that late, today I threw up.... yay
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35774 Posted: 07:44:33 20/03/2016
im so sick that im seeing things now
even if i need to go to the hospital, im not going until my math test is finished |
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#35775 Posted: 16:50:44 20/03/2016
I find it extremely dubious that you claim to be on my side, yet you avidly defend whoever opposes me, even if you don't even know them.
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AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
Gems: 1132
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#35776 Posted: 16:53:21 20/03/2016
**** one day it's 80 the next it's snowing. Come on spring, get your ass over here.
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darkwolf
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 7397
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#35777 Posted: 21:35:47 20/03/2016
It takes a week for you to reply to my message ... ??
Then you disappear again. Okay. I'm getting tired of this. |
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2159
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#35778 Posted: 23:45:52 20/03/2016
Why do I do this? No matter how many times I tell myself I'm worrying about something stupid, I still can't help myself. I can't rest, my mind is all over the place. I can't stop panicking.
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| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35779 Posted: 01:42:27 21/03/2016
I want to delete your name out of my memory, and never think about you again. At the same time, I wish we could still be friends.
I don't know how to feel about you, my dear friend. All I've changed, and so have you. We can't be friends because of these changes. It makes me sad, but that is just how life works. I guess. :\
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Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
Gems: 8213
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#35780 Posted: 09:52:30 21/03/2016
I'm sorry for not knowing you were there. I was looking for the doggy gate, so you know my dog wouldn't crap in the house. But it appears that it literally disappeared... Well we may be screwed.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
whirlwind fan
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 5792
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#35781 Posted: 10:20:57 21/03/2016
I literally do not feel remotely close with anybody around me. I cannot talk to people, nobody will listen. Now, don't get me wrong you do but it's just not how it seems. I know finding actual friends that care about you is a toil and struggle itself, but I just want somebody I can physically talk to like a friend. I can't wait till I have my freedom, my divinity to do what I want. So I can escape this aversion. Today I had a panic attack, I couldn't see clearly, I was having flashbacks to things that didn't exist, I was in a different place, I couldn't breathe properly. There's particular people in my life that I know I won't have to see when I'm older but that's in like forever... Just when I was feeling better and focusing on work, I get this. All my "important" friends are either caught in oblivion, non understanding or just plain narsassistic. Friend A and B don't hang out with me anymore, they're too dumb to know who their real friends are. They take others sides even if they've known me for longer. Friend C has a disability which makes them find it hard to understand me. To get this straight, I know it isn't their fault and they cannot help it but I feel like there's no point in confiding in them as they can't help me. They're one of those friends that brushes it off like: "Oh you'll feel better tomorrow". Sadly, I listen to their problems and empathize with them whenever they're upset. Friend D I don't get in contact with much anymore and if I was to they're too busy with their clique. And then there's people here that I've drifted away from. nothing interesting |
| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35782 Posted: 16:41:30 21/03/2016
I don't like how you make me feel. You make me feel happy, and I really don't deserve that, nor do I want that in my life right now. I like you. I more than like you, and based on your recent conversations with me, I think you feel the same. There's a lot of reasons it wouldn't work out. I don't even know if you'd want to continue pursuing me if you knew about my genderfluidity, just because I don't know your views on it. I'm a little scared about that, truth be told. Plus, I don't like how much you've interrupted my life. Ever since you told me that, I've thought about you. I've toyed with the idea in my head, I've enjoyed what could be, but it's distracting me and I don't like that. The past few nights I've had trouble sleeping because I've been thinking stupid romantic thoughts, but I need sleep so I can get stuff done. You're invading my life and that's the last thing I need right now, especially with all that's happening this next month. I need to focus on studying and training, not how much I want to kiss your dumb, cute face. I know maybe it'd be beneficial to me, and having someone in my life in this stressful time would help me emotionally, but without romantic attachment I'm more focused and more driven. I need that right now. Maybe once this semester is over, I'll have time to start something, and hopefully it'll end up well, but for now, I'm happy with how I'm doing. What I need now is to focus on myself and get better. I love you, but I'm not going to say it to your face. Not yet, anyway... But if you made your move first, I can't say I'd be that opposed. feelings are dumb and confusing and i dont need them right now |
cowpowa23
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4833
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#35783 Posted: 17:26:07 21/03/2016
Quote: StriderSwag
I know how you feel here. There are times I don't feel like feeling anything either, but of course... ------ Lovely, I felt like I was literally about to self-combust for a while there. Nice.
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| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35784 Posted: 18:36:17 21/03/2016
Quote: SuperSpyroFan55
how about you don't post ****ty memes on my PERSONAL thoughts just to grab some cheap attention??? it's really rude and insensitive |
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35785 Posted: 20:32:51 21/03/2016
^I thought that said Skylandersspyro and I actually almost got ready for some action to be taken.
I can still give them a warning if you want me too. ----------------- IM ABOUT TO HAVE A MENTAL ****ING BREAKDOWN HHHNGGG
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2159
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#35786 Posted: 21:55:29 21/03/2016
I am so messed up. What the actual ***** is happening to me right now?
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IsisStormDragon
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 7127
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#35787 Posted: 23:44:01 21/03/2016
i'm gonna try that 'positive thinking' for a bit
i can do this, i can get through this, things will be better i can- *breaks down sobbing* |
| thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#35788 Posted: 01:37:59 22/03/2016
Sir you're an asshole, a dick, a scum bag, a low life piece of ****. **** you. Have a lovely evening dirt bag. 
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 6692
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#35789 Posted: 01:38:51 22/03/2016
*INTENSE AND DISTRESSED SCREAMING*
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Gay 4 GARcher |
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35790 Posted: 01:45:44 22/03/2016
im ready for today to be over. :,,,,)
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35791 Posted: 02:08:55 22/03/2016
Quote: parisruelz12
I'm fine now, I was just mildly insulted. Also please feel better soon, Paris. ;~; |
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35792 Posted: 02:19:59 22/03/2016
After playing Sims, I'm feeling a little better, Thanks. (:
"Lets not tell BriAnna that we're looking at the menu, because she might not like anything. Oh! There is something she eats, but lets not tell her. Let's also get mad at her when she *****es about not feeling like she was included and has to eat ramen for the 50 billionth time. (,:
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whirlwind fan
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 5792
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#35793 Posted: 08:59:46 22/03/2016
I'm excited and scared to start this. I don't know anybody there. But it's something I want to do. edit: I feel as if we've drifted away. I really want to talk again like we used to. |
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Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
Gems: 12485
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#35794 Posted: 13:39:18 22/03/2016
i can already tell you're never going to mesh well
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| StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35795 Posted: 14:00:04 22/03/2016
haha you're such a jackass im glad i dont have to talk to you anymore lol - - - |
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