darkSpyro

I hate the fact that I still love you, and I am sorry for avoiding you... I know you wont love me anymore, I dont deserve it

I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER. Why can't he stay sober forever

i wish youd actually talk to me again, i feel like ive done something wrong because it genuinely feels like you're ignoring me
you're literally my only irl friend, you're one of the reasons im not as depressed anymore, please treat me like a friend again and not like a stranger

I want to ask you, but I'm afraid I'll just anger you. I need to be quiet.

After reading the messages between me and you from half a year ago, I now see how much you cared, and how much of an asshole I was to you. You're still a person, after all, with thoughts, feelings, and emotions, and I should've treated you like one. I'm sorry.

Never mind, I guess you hate me now. Oh well, there goes another piece of my heart

I just threw up on my way to course, and as soon as I got to course I threw up again. I have no idea why this is happening and its stressing me out

Now my best friend is againts me. No one understands but me. :L

You're a bit annoying so please, shut the **** up and go away.

I don't know what to think of anyone anymore, except Rin. But everyone else, nada. :L

i swear to god if your stupid plans get in my way tomorrow...
i have too much to do tomorrow and this ****s up all my plans, i dont have time for your bull**** antics

I barely feel like doing anything. Ever since yesterday thanks to some dream crushing.

my voice sounds like a boy going through puberty ffs, my throat is so soooore

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ARRGH. I hate you. I hate you. I'm so ****ing stressed. **** you. I just need to let out this anger because you always pick out my flaws and judge me all the time. You don't even see yourself in the mirror and act as if I'm an inferior. At least I admit that sometimes I get aggressive but I've never treated you like **** like you have to me. I'm sick of being nice to you or anyone of you in that matter.

It's becoming a lifestyle. It shouldn't be.

Please don't take any offence from this.

i wish i could tell someone, anyone, but im too afraid of the backlash to confess it...

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tfw dysphoria's been hitting you hard for days

Why do I always do this :^)

I'm starting to feel like even on DS I that odd useless guy that's not needed i wish i could do more and help you guys....and i feel like i have to say sorry for that. i wish i could contributed and add more to topics like all of you.

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that was seriously just about the worst news i could have possibly gotten all year...
hopefully gaming can keep me occupied through this like it did through the last major distress i was going through