darkSpyro

Is today literally existing to ruin my life. The ONE class I have where I can see the closest person to a friend I have, and it's going to be shut down, and I'll basically never see them again.

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I've never had a panic attack before, but I think you're constant harassment is putting me as close to one as I can get...

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I know it's a selfish thing to wish for, but I just want you back. I want you to be happy, but I can't take how much it hurts to not be with you.

lol I'm too young to understand love

I am 10 and I undertale love~ Love stinks~

ugggh.

Its two in the morning and i just finished helping my cousin do the finishing touches on the wings of giant foam insects and now I am going to help her with making a werewolf costume...
My life is AWESOME

It's always great to constantly doubt your relationships with people and find yourself annoying to everyone. Fun

I like the way this teacher does Biology.

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I know it's a selfish thing to wish for, but I just want you back. I want you to be happy, but I can't take how much it hurts to not be with you.

lol I'm too young to understand love

I am 10 and I undertale love~ Love stinks~

From the way you say love is. No

>___<

if i had made this bad choice just a few days earlier i might not be so screwed but what ya gonna do
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THEY'RE BROTHERS WHY ARE U SHIPPING THEM

I feel like I only have one true friend IRL. All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me. So I thank you, Rin ;.;

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Lactose in tolerance and puberty sure do mix well together xvx

I feel like I only have one true friend IRL. All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me. So I thank you, Rin ;.;

Then don't consider them friends and dump their asses.

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Lactose in tolerance and puberty sure do mix well together xvx

I feel like I only have one true friend IRL. All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me. So I thank you, Rin ;.;

Then don't consider them friends and dump their asses.

But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

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All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me.
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Sounds like my life.

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All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me.
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Sounds like my life.

Mine too

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Lactose in tolerance and puberty sure do mix well together xvx

I feel like I only have one true friend IRL. All my other friends hate me or dont talk to me or bully me or ignore me. So I thank you, Rin ;.;

Then don't consider them friends and dump their asses.

But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

then dump them?? Im sorry but if they aren't nice then they don't deserve your respect?? Don't hang around them??

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Then don't consider them friends and dump their asses.

But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

then dump them?? Im sorry but if they aren't nice then they don't deserve your respect?? Don't hang around them??

I don't. I hang around my cousin and my friend.

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Then don't consider them friends and dump their asses.

But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

then dump them?? Im sorry but if they aren't nice then they don't deserve your respect?? Don't hang around them??

But then ur a loner and u get sadder to have no friends than to have only friends who hate u.

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But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

then dump them?? Im sorry but if they aren't nice then they don't deserve your respect?? Don't hang around them??

I don't. I hang around my cousin and my friend.

I don't think you quite get it, I mean don't be around them at all, period. Just be around people who like you, so they don't end up hurting you more.

I know from experience that keeping toxic people in your life is not okay. All their going to do is pretend to tolerate you and then go behind your back and talk **** about you to the rest of the world. I know being lonely sounds sad and scary, trust me it is. But you'll eventually find solace else where.

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But that's mean. I am the nice and crazy and weird person at school XP

then dump them?? Im sorry but if they aren't nice then they don't deserve your respect?? Don't hang around them??

But then ur a loner and u get sadder to have no friends than to have only friends who hate u.

Okay but if I were surrounded by people who hated me, I would rather be a loner than the abuse victim.

You can always make friends that are tolerate of you and love you. You just need to learn how to have a judge of character.

My friends (acquaintances) IRL don't understand me at all. They just push their problems before mine, ironically. When I ask them for advice they'll just ignore me. Now I'm a really forgiving person, so I find it really hard to go up to them and say "Hey, I don't want to be your friend anymore." Plus I don't like being alone so I'll just hang around with them saying absolutely nothing. All they talk about are things I'm not interesting in. That's why I find a more common ground with people online.

Edit: I wouldn't say they "hate" me, though I'm just invisible.

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My friends (acquaintances) IRL don't understand me at all. They just push their problems before mine, ironically. When I ask them for advice they'll just ignore me. Now I'm a really forgiving person, so I find it really hard to go up to them and say "Hey, I don't want to be your friend anymore." Plus I don't like being alone so I'll just hang around with them saying absolutely nothing. All they talk about are things I'm not interesting in. That's why I find a more common ground with people online.

Edit: I wouldn't say they "hate" me, though I'm just invisible.

This.

Also I only have one friend that I know is a true one. Which I am really glad she transferred here. My cousin just likes to make me feel bad and makes me feel uncomfortable. YAY! She has to live with me ;^;

Ha, I like how you quadruple post, contradict yourself spectacularly, and then close the topic so the "idiots" can't reply. Real mature. If you're reading this, you know exactly who you are.

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Ha, I like how you quadruple post, contradict yourself spectacularly, and then close the topic so the "idiots" can't reply. Real mature. If you're reading this, you know exactly who you are.

I want to read that topic!

You do realize this is a forum, right? People are going to disagree with opinions no matter what. And it's a fact that some zoos treat animals disrespectfully. You just admitted it: "Some zoos aren't good, doesn't mean they're neccessaryly bad". Ah, yes it does. If they're harming the animal in any way, then I don't see how they're considered "good".

"I'd vote for Donald Trump because you can make funny word plays on his name" Well, that certainly makes him qualified for president, doesn't it? Plus, seeing the little temper tantrums he throws when the media does anything he doesn't like, you really think he would not try his hardest to pass some dumb*** law that make it impossible to say anything against him?


Originally posted on random thought topic, because I'm to stupid to look at the titles.

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"I'd vote for Donald Trump because you can make funny word plays on his name" Well, that certainly makes him qualified for president, doesn't it? Plus, seeing the little temper tantrums he throws when the media does anything he doesn't like, you really think he would not try his hardest to pass some dumb*** law that make it impossible to say anything against him?


Originally posted on random thought topic, because I'm to stupid to look at the titles.

That could go on the random thought topic! It is kinda a random thought.

She was too young to die. Why couldn't it have been someone else? She was one of the nicest people in my school and now she's gone. RIP Harley, fly high girl. <3

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She was too young to die. Why couldn't it have been someone else? She was one of the nicest people in my school and now she's gone. RIP Harley, fly high girl. <3

If you don't mind me asking, how did she pass?

Also sorry for your loss! D:

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She was too young to die. Why couldn't it have been someone else? She was one of the nicest people in my school and now she's gone. RIP Harley, fly high girl. <3

If you don't mind me asking, how did she pass?

Also sorry for your loss! D:

A major car accident

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She was too young to die. Why couldn't it have been someone else? She was one of the nicest people in my school and now she's gone. RIP Harley, fly high girl. <3

My condolences. I'm sorry for that.

I must really hate myself!
Trying to drain water from the Ocean Monument without killing the Elder Guardians is a royal pain >.<

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I must really hate myself!
Trying to drain water from the Ocean Monument without killing the Elder Guardians is a royal pain >.<

It really is, at least it has a good loot. Take all the blocks and get a silktouch pick and get the sea lanterns! IT is WORTH IT

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I must really hate myself!
Trying to drain water from the Ocean Monument without killing the Elder Guardians is a royal pain >.<

It really is, at least it has a good loot. Take all the blocks and get a silktouch pick and get the sea lanterns! IT is WORTH IT

Actually, I plan on keeping it the way it is. I'm going to move the Elder Guardians into my base and make a Guardian farm inside the Monument
Its just a pain because I'm doing it strictly in Survival only

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I must really hate myself!
Trying to drain water from the Ocean Monument without killing the Elder Guardians is a royal pain >.<

It really is, at least it has a good loot. Take all the blocks and get a silktouch pick and get the sea lanterns! IT is WORTH IT

Actually, I plan on keeping it the way it is. I'm going to move the Elder Guardians into my base and make a Guardian farm inside the Monument
Its just a pain because I'm doing it strictly in Survival only

KEEP THE SEA LANTERNS! They're pretty! Also inside the temple, there is a hidden stash of gold, so you may need to wreck it.

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It really is, at least it has a good loot. Take all the blocks and get a silktouch pick and get the sea lanterns! IT is WORTH IT

Actually, I plan on keeping it the way it is. I'm going to move the Elder Guardians into my base and make a Guardian farm inside the Monument
Its just a pain because I'm doing it strictly in Survival only

KEEP THE SEA LANTERNS! They're pretty! Also inside the temple, there is a hidden stash of gold, so you may need to wreck it.

Once I get the guardian farm going, I can make unlimited Sea Lanterns. I've already taken the gold and all the sponges, just need to get rid of all the water around the outside and move the Elder Guardians.


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I have a lot of crap to do today and I really don't feel like doing it :/

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I'm so bored waiting for Bayonetta and Corrin to come out. I'm currently making a night club/gay bar in Disney Infinity.

Buzzed Lightyear

Sometimes you just look in the mirror and tell yourself that what the hell has happened to you. Constant existence in confusion and sailing in sea of indifference seem to be the only certain things that you can count on all the time. The ultimate question is that do you want to get better and improve or get worse with consequences irreversible or just stay in status quo. Eventually all the answers to those questions are rendered meaningless by your cold heart and mind.

That was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…

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i can't help but feel ignored

I'm now questioning how much you've actually truly liked me throughout our five months of knowing each other.

trying to upload art on devinantART, but for 20 minutes it just says uploading, god i hate slow internet. i'd be pissed but im listening to my fave music.

^ I don't think that you're boring. It does suck when nobody is online.

drawdler you are cool
we have mean timezones compared to the americans

I'm so ****ing stressed

I'm thinking about how every single day is just the same thing repeating over for me: I wake up, work, eat, YouTube, walks, reading, writing, drawing and sleep. It's literally an endless cycle, much like me thinking about this over and over again. :T
I'm also thinking about how much better things were about a year ago.

I thought I was crazy and petty over something,thank god it's not just me. I'm the last person that'll stand against opposing opinions but on that matter I seriously thought something was wrong with me to not praise it and knowing that someone else with a different mindset entirely agrees lifts such a weight from my shoulders.


It also means I can stop thinking that I must "miss" great things from media to criticize so much, no I just dislike them.