darkSpyro

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Blaze it, Ken.

I should name one of my Blazikens Ken, but I haven't. They're either Batista (males) or Holly Holm (females). XP

Fixed.

Also if you wanted to name him Ken, it's still work because Street Fighter exists.

What did she lose, like, a few months back? I haven't done a playthrough with a Blaziken since then... because Randomizers. ^.^

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^ Nah, I have Amethyst and MoonHorizons has Garnet, now we need Pearl.

I got you covered. ;)

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how is asking people to pm me if they think knack is hot "illegal activities" i explicitly stated it wasn't sexual in nature

Um, no.
Just no.

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Wow. I'm sorry for asking.

Why am I stressing myself over you? You're not causing me anxiety or anything, but like, I get really excited when I see you online but then I feel disappointed when you don't talk to me. There could be a number of reasons for that to happen!

But the one that appears in my mind the most is that you don't want to talk to me, or that you find me annoying....ah well, it happens, I guess.

I'm not taking this badly? In fact I'm kind of hoping it's true so I can see how weird it'll play out..
Man, I'm a creep and a weirdo.

Nonono, my grandpa is sick and in the hospital, and they don't know what the problem is. They think it's cancer. I already lost my other one like that, I don't want to lose another.

i knew this was too good to be true

i knew thrred be a catxh

i shouldve known that eceryrhing would go wrong

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Nothing directed to any users, just to my friend IRL!

I'm thinking about the past yet again, and I'm being reminded how much I lost because of the pain I've stayed in.

Really, I'm confused and I don't know who I am anymore.

I hate myself for feeling sorry for myself when others deserve to be apologized to more than me.

I know I have more than most people have, but my memories and all that I've lost, I feel like I have nothing... This pain makes me feel like I have nothing left to lose except my life. But it ain't worth nothing if it's full of hate and pain. It is not worth one thing, so I'll offer it to those who need it even if it isn't worth anything, I know someone out there somewhere wants to use me up, I'll just do that, I'll give them what they want, at least someone will be happy.

Maybe these thoughts is what makes me lose so much, but it's freaking hard to pick myself up, so I need to say this, what I feel I should be, while holding back crying. I can't cry... I won't, I don't deserve it...

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*filler*

what happens next? check out tomorrow's new mental episode!

Why do I have to get attached to people so easily..?

burrito

It hurts me deeply not telling you.

ugh it never gets any easier or any better

Actual photo of me agonizing over starting college again on Monday.

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urrggghhh I really hope I make friends at this new animation school I'm going to. If I don't and become a loner yet a ****ing again, I'm probably going to go a point of no return, and I'm ****ing scared as hell.

yeah i need to talk to the psychologist about this

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Lucky, You get to go to animation school! I'm saving up.
Oh, and what animation school are you going to? I'm going to CalArts when I get enough money.
I hope you do make friends while your there, though, and If you have any questions, ask while your there. Show some people your project if you do any, they might be impressed, that might be a way to make friends.
What do you mean by a point of no return? I'm kinda scared to. honestly.

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urrggghhh I really hope I make friends at this new animation school I'm going to. If I don't and become a loner yet a ****ing again, I'm probably going to go a point of no return, and I'm ****ing scared as hell.

yeah i need to talk to the psychologist about this

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Lucky, You get to go to animation school! I'm saving up.
Oh, and what animation school are you going to? I'm going to CalArts when I get enough money.
I hope you do make friends while your there, though, and If you have any questions, ask while your there. Show some people your project if you do any, they might be impressed, that might be a way to make friends.
What do you mean by a point of no return? I'm kinda scared to. honestly.

It's called the AIE, Academy of Interactive Entertainment. Basically 3D animation for film and games and you can choose ether one. It's a 2 year course and it's called a school because you're their longer than University (Uni in Australia is different to college. It's not like school and you're there for a lot less time) and the breaks are the same length as school.

The main reason I said that can be explained in the confessions topic. I don't really want to explain it all again. >__<

Wish I could go to one of those without having to save up tons for an exchange program, though the cheap in me hopes the drawing course I'm planning to take here(on top of uni) really lives up to its name of having teachers that used to work on Disney. Good luck to you both! :3

When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.

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When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.

(unless it was a Sunkern. I wouldn't wish using something that bad for my worst enemy)

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When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.

(unless it was a Sunkern. I wouldn't wish using something that bad for my worst enemy)

Nah, she used a Ho-Oh, which she despises. ~_^

Alright. I'm slowly beginning to find stuff to apply to..But...no response.

I'll keep trying.

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Me: *Siitting here watching cop shows with my mom*
Me: *20 minutes in* Oh. That's the culprit. Seriously? They can't think of a better twist? I think they've done this before, actually.
Mom: You're not fun to watch TV with.


Its not my fault cop shows are boring as tar, mom.

i dont deserve anything lol

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i miss u i miss you so much it hurts

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am i whiny? am i annoying? im just gonna go

WHY IS THIS STUPID DISWASHER SO LOUD
ITS SO ****ING ANNOYING


^if you think this is about you, its not. said person isn't on ds so

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i really want my computer to work again
i miss github and my local projects associated with it
i miss the tactile and flexible experience
i REALLY miss stably talking to my online friends and others i can't otherwise meet irl anymore
i miss my steam games
i miss using an os designed for domestic use and not an os oriented towards mobile
replacement motherboard shipment is delayed and im getting really upset
funny how if i never had a computer this would not be here but after using such a superior machine and having it croak makes me feel like what i do have meanwhile is primitive

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guy is crushing on me but he can get really awkward, and although i think he's cool, i can't find an emotional attachment as much as i want to but it still stands i can't get romantic with a guy as something doesn't click inside
i really need advice

Hello, it's me

Gold in 2 weeks.

ur such a dummy head

Thanks.

im going back to bed

college is bad

EDIT: have another

if you haven't bought death of a bachelor how are you even alive

im just annoying everyone today lol

I miss the summer when all we would do is swim, have bonfires and not worry about life.

Sooooooooo not ready to start college again tomorrow. This break has been so long, it's like summer all over again, as far as the anticipation.

Desperately wanting to talk to someone, but you don't because you think you're actually being annoying. Relatively new emotion I'm experiencing, and so far I'm not liking it.