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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8761
#34751 Posted: 23:29:48 22/01/2016
Why am I stressing myself over you? You're not causing me anxiety or anything, but like, I get really excited when I see you online but then I feel disappointed when you don't talk to me. There could be a number of reasons for that to happen!

But the one that appears in my mind the most is that you don't want to talk to me, or that you find me annoying....ah well, it happens, I guess.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
weebbby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4220
#34752 Posted: 00:28:03 23/01/2016
I'm not taking this badly? In fact I'm kind of hoping it's true so I can see how weird it'll play out..
Man, I'm a creep and a weirdo.
mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3993
#34753 Posted: 03:23:30 23/01/2016
Nonono, my grandpa is sick and in the hospital, and they don't know what the problem is. They think it's cancer. I already lost my other one like that, I don't want to lose another.
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Dead
ReshiramForever Platinum Sparx Gems: 5331
#34754 Posted: 03:27:17 23/01/2016
i knew this was too good to be true

i knew thrred be a catxh

i shouldve known that eceryrhing would go wrong
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self professed austGAYlian
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34755 Posted: 05:06:20 23/01/2016
*dances jig*
I SURE DO LOVE BEING REPLACED
*dancing intensifies*
IT SURE FEELS GREAT TO LOSE SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT
*angrily dances*
I SURE DO LOVE DEALING WITH THE EMOTIONAL FALLOUT AND SPIRALING INTO A DEEP DEPRESSION AGAIN


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Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4948
#34756 Posted: 05:09:28 23/01/2016
I knew I Shouldn't have said that, any of that. Now he stopped talking to me. I know he wants to, but he can't.... I JUST KNOW IT! D: I wish you can talk to me again, and I can tell you how I truly feel.


Nothing directed to any users, just to my friend IRL!
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372
#34757 Posted: 05:16:55 23/01/2016
I'm thinking about the past yet again, and I'm being reminded how much I lost because of the pain I've stayed in.

Really, I'm confused and I don't know who I am anymore.

I hate myself for feeling sorry for myself when others deserve to be apologized to more than me.

I know I have more than most people have, but my memories and all that I've lost, I feel like I have nothing... This pain makes me feel like I have nothing left to lose except my life. But it ain't worth nothing if it's full of hate and pain. It is not worth one thing, so I'll offer it to those who need it even if it isn't worth anything, I know someone out there somewhere wants to use me up, I'll just do that, I'll give them what they want, at least someone will be happy.

Maybe these thoughts is what makes me lose so much, but it's freaking hard to pick myself up, so I need to say this, what I feel I should be, while holding back crying. I can't cry... I won't, I don't deserve it...
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34758 Posted: 05:53:21 23/01/2016
OH MY GOD YOU ARE LITERALLY THE MOST ANNOYING EVER
SHUT UP HOLY ****


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Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4948
#34759 Posted: 06:01:47 23/01/2016
I wanna get homeschooled so bad, so I Can stop seeing "him," But I Want to see him everyday. Why is love so counfusing? Why can't I just stay home, play PC Games, and cry in a corner? Thats all I Wanna do, is that too much to ask for?! (Yes) Fine :L



*filler*
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34760 Posted: 06:12:10 23/01/2016
Yeah, I'm just gonna assume you don't want to talk to me. I'm just gonna go then.
Sorry.


what happens next? check out tomorrow's new mental episode!
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#34761 Posted: 09:06:25 23/01/2016
I'm scared of getting too close to her. I'm scared because I already love her so much and I feel like I don't know what I would do if she wasn't around. I find myself constantly thinking about her and wanting to talk to her and be around her.... Its stupid. I'm scared of loving her in a way she won't reciprocate... I'm scared I won't love her as a friend... but more... and I know she would never see me that way and it would never happen. It makes me want to vanish but she asked me not to vanish.


Why do I have to get attached to people so easily..?
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822
#34762 Posted: 11:12:34 23/01/2016
Seriously DUDE. I can understand you loving your genes and being happy about it. But when you stick your Hey Arnold head in front of people's faces like you're a gift or some ****. Stop making me feel inferior for having normal genes and not being "special" like you. Because if we were all special, it'd take away the meaning of "special".


burrito
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 11:13:49 23/01/2016 by whirlwind fan
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519
#34763 Posted: 15:43:52 23/01/2016
If you only knew...


It hurts me deeply not telling you. smilie
Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4477
#34764 Posted: 16:37:26 23/01/2016
ugh it never gets any easier or any better
Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106
#34765 Posted: 19:43:49 23/01/2016
[User Posted Image]

Actual photo of me agonizing over starting college again on Monday.
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34766 Posted: 20:48:00 23/01/2016
who would have thought that a diabetic, depressed genderfluid would be high maintenance???

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DarkCynder_543 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5350
#34767 Posted: 22:21:30 23/01/2016
urrggghhh I really hope I make friends at this new animation school I'm going to. If I don't and become a loner yet a ****ing again, I'm probably going to go a point of no return, and I'm ****ing scared as hell.

yeah i need to talk to the psychologist about this


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a true saiyan always sprinkles when he tinkles
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 22:23:06 23/01/2016 by DarkCynder_543
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116
#34768 Posted: 22:32:11 23/01/2016
Quote: DarkCynder_543
urrggghhh I really hope I make friends at this new animation school I'm going to. If I don't and become a loner yet a ****ing again, I'm probably going to go a point of no return, and I'm ****ing scared as hell.

yeah i need to talk to the psychologist about this


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Lucky, You get to go to animation school! I'm saving up.
Oh, and what animation school are you going to? I'm going to CalArts when I get enough money.
I hope you do make friends while your there, though, and If you have any questions, ask while your there. Show some people your project if you do any, they might be impressed, that might be a way to make friends.
What do you mean by a point of no return? I'm kinda scared to. honestly.
DarkCynder_543 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5350
#34769 Posted: 00:00:21 24/01/2016
Quote: Bryman04
Quote: DarkCynder_543
urrggghhh I really hope I make friends at this new animation school I'm going to. If I don't and become a loner yet a ****ing again, I'm probably going to go a point of no return, and I'm ****ing scared as hell.

yeah i need to talk to the psychologist about this


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Lucky, You get to go to animation school! I'm saving up.
Oh, and what animation school are you going to? I'm going to CalArts when I get enough money.
I hope you do make friends while your there, though, and If you have any questions, ask while your there. Show some people your project if you do any, they might be impressed, that might be a way to make friends.
What do you mean by a point of no return? I'm kinda scared to. honestly.


It's called the AIE, Academy of Interactive Entertainment. Basically 3D animation for film and games and you can choose ether one. It's a 2 year course and it's called a school because you're their longer than University (Uni in Australia is different to college. It's not like school and you're there for a lot less time) and the breaks are the same length as school.

The main reason I said that can be explained in the confessions topic. I don't really want to explain it all again. >__<
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a true saiyan always sprinkles when he tinkles
Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10891
#34770 Posted: 00:26:01 24/01/2016
Wish I could go to one of those without having to save up tons for an exchange program, though the cheap in me hopes the drawing course I'm planning to take here(on top of uni) really lives up to its name of having teachers that used to work on Disney. Good luck to you both! :3
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT
(What I need is never what I want)
HIR Diamond Sparx Gems: 9034
#34771 Posted: 00:49:22 24/01/2016
When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.

[User Posted Image]
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Congrats! You wasted five seconds reading this.
Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10891
#34772 Posted: 00:58:05 24/01/2016
Quote: HIR
When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.


[User Posted Image]

(unless it was a Sunkern. I wouldn't wish using something that bad for my worst enemy)
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT
(What I need is never what I want)
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 00:58:19 24/01/2016 by Bifrost
HIR Diamond Sparx Gems: 9034
#34773 Posted: 01:35:22 24/01/2016
Quote: Bifrost
Quote: HIR
When you make a Lugia fangirl use her most hated Pokémon to KO a Lugia in a battle.


[User Posted Image]

(unless it was a Sunkern. I wouldn't wish using something that bad for my worst enemy)


Nah, she used a Ho-Oh, which she despises. ~_^
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Congrats! You wasted five seconds reading this.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#34774 Posted: 04:29:07 24/01/2016
Alright. I'm slowly beginning to find stuff to apply to..But...no response.

I'll keep trying.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34775 Posted: 04:33:07 24/01/2016
Why do I still feel so alone?
I guess I'm just really needy...


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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#34776 Posted: 04:42:59 24/01/2016
Me: *Siitting here watching cop shows with my mom*
Me: *20 minutes in* Oh. That's the culprit. Seriously? They can't think of a better twist? I think they've done this before, actually.
Mom: You're not fun to watch TV with.


Its not my fault cop shows are boring as tar, mom.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#34777 Posted: 05:21:23 24/01/2016
i dont deserve anything lol

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i miss u i miss you so much it hurts

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am i whiny? am i annoying? im just gonna go
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 05:45:46 24/01/2016 by parisruelz12
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34778 Posted: 05:51:51 24/01/2016
WHY IS THIS STUPID DISWASHER SO LOUD
ITS SO ****ING ANNOYING

literally stop trying to contact me all the time
im dead serious, one more time and im gonna get a restraining order
its bad enough that i let you break me this much, but you rub it in every time you try to talk to me
im sick of telling you to leave me alone, so for the final goddamn time,
STOP
****ING
TRYING

^if you think this is about you, its not. said person isn't on ds so
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34779 Posted: 07:14:15 24/01/2016
Oh god I hope you don't think I'm a weirdo already ;~;

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ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5538
#34780 Posted: 07:21:13 24/01/2016
i really want my computer to work again
i miss github and my local projects associated with it
i miss the tactile and flexible experience
i REALLY miss stably talking to my online friends and others i can't otherwise meet irl anymore
i miss my steam games
i miss using an os designed for domestic use and not an os oriented towards mobile
replacement motherboard shipment is delayed and im getting really upset
funny how if i never had a computer this would not be here but after using such a superior machine and having it croak makes me feel like what i do have meanwhile is primitive

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guy is crushing on me but he can get really awkward, and although i think he's cool, i can't find an emotional attachment as much as i want to but it still stands i can't get romantic with a guy as something doesn't click inside
i really need advice
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BREATHE AIR.
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6710
#34781 Posted: 09:16:07 24/01/2016
It's funny how I can be having a good day and with one sentence and a soft spoken "oh", it can suddenly become a terrible day


Hello, it's me
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Gay 4 GARcher
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862
#34782 Posted: 09:33:18 24/01/2016
Gold in 2 weeks.
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385
#34783 Posted: 14:48:18 24/01/2016
ur such a dummy head
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7158
#34784 Posted: 21:02:26 24/01/2016
Thanks.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#34785 Posted: 21:08:04 24/01/2016
im going back to bed
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looks like ive got some things to do...
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34786 Posted: 21:40:13 24/01/2016
YOURE VERY ANNOYING AND YOUR OPINIONS ARE STUPID


college is bad

EDIT: have another
i feel like i annoy you and you don't like me and idk why but it really really bugs me
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 22:29:10 24/01/2016 by StriderSwag
Toadytoady22 Blue Sparx Gems: 533
#34787 Posted: 22:41:35 24/01/2016
if you haven't bought death of a bachelor how are you even alive
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BELLY BUTTON SNIFFING IS NOT A FETISH. NORMALIZE BELLY BUTTON SNIFFING.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#34788 Posted: 23:46:00 24/01/2016
im just annoying everyone today lol
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106
#34789 Posted: 01:01:59 25/01/2016
I miss the summer when all we would do is swim, have bonfires and not worry about life.

Sooooooooo not ready to start college again tomorrow. This break has been so long, it's like summer all over again, as far as the anticipation.

Desperately wanting to talk to someone, but you don't because you think you're actually being annoying. Relatively new emotion I'm experiencing, and so far I'm not liking it.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 01:14:26 25/01/2016 by Kitty
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34790 Posted: 01:48:10 25/01/2016
Every day I want to kill myself more and more and I'm pretty much done with living tbh

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whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822
#34791 Posted: 07:02:57 25/01/2016
Oh my god. I am shocked and confused asf. Who are you anymore? Why am I envious when I don't even care?


ughhh
CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6417
#34792 Posted: 07:09:46 25/01/2016
What do I think?
Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217
#34793 Posted: 13:23:28 25/01/2016
Ugh I wish I could express my outfit style or experiment. But if I wear anything remotely feminine, my mom would have a heart attack and likely disown me.

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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#34794 Posted: 15:00:31 25/01/2016
ughhhhh why am i so stupidly nervous about this, it's just college...


Quote: Spyrobaro



At least you have a really cool home screen!

EDIT:
i wish i actually looked how i want to look, im so ashamed of my appearance...
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 17:16:22 25/01/2016 by StriderSwag
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