darkSpyro

God forbid I enter the new year with optimism. I have to sink low one more time before we leave 2015.

Goodbye Holiday weeping angel.


Hello plain weeping angel.

Okay? Are you embarrassed or something?

Finding out that that place closed kind of makes me feel empty. I know I hated it towards the end, but I spent at least 4 years there. It went downhill, so much hat I quit, and never wanted to take those classes again, yet it still makes me feel sad to see it closed. Why?


And that is my last personal thought of the year.

this will be a good year

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I dunno why you called me in the first place. I will not work for someone that is stupid enough to get drunk the night before they're scheduled to work. Its not my fault you have a hangover. It's not my fault you don't feel good. Besides I'm having mashed potatoes with gravy for dinner and no I will not give up my taters because you have a hangover. Now you enjoy that hangover while working, I'm gonna enjoy my mashed potatoes with gravy.

I'M SO HAPPY OH MY GOODNESS

^ wow I'm an animation buff too, I was telling someone about Don Bluth and Banjo the Woodpile cat, and I'm judging by your avatar, your a Don Bluth fan!

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^ wow I'm an animation buff too, I was telling someone about Don Bluth and Banjo the Woodpile cat, and I'm judging by your avatar, your a Don Bluth fan!

Yes! Don Bluth is my idol.

Just yesterday (December 31, 2015) I fall down the stairs & I started 2016 with a terrible pain in the neck. Really It's a lot of pain.
Fortunately it was not worse, but begin a new year in this way? Hope I will not have a run of accidents by have started the year in this way. Some say: the things that happen on the first day of each year will be the things of more probability to happen again.

God, hope it's not true. A full year of accidents?

So yet another full calendar year has gone by. With all the lessons learned or lessons that were available to be learned, things that were done or could be done, what is the difference? Just breathing from year to year and just existing for the sake of existing and satisfying the biological urge to be. I just don’t know… There were great moments, bad moments and mediocre moments depending on one’s own world of values. But how to judge when the borders between right and wrong, good and bad and all that eventually become so shady and without purpose? Well I guess that 2016 is just yet another year of soul searching but one thing is great about last year that I did finally realize what I’m going to do in short term planning on events to come.

That is my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…

In some ways, this has been a really awful transition for me.

^ I mean, I'm not sexually interested in cartoon anthro animals and characters, but is there really that much harm in liking Regular Show, Yooka-Laylee or any cartoon or video game with animal characters? Which is most of the entertainment industry?! I get called a furry all the time at school, but I'm not that kind of furry.
This is not directed at anyone, just following this conversation.

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^ I mean, I'm not sexually interested in cartoon anthro animals and characters, but is there really that much harm in liking Regular Show, Yooka-Laylee or any cartoon or video game with animal characters? Which is most of the entertainment industry?! I get called a furry all the time at school, but I'm not that kind of furry.
This is not directed at anyone, just following this conversation.

What people don't get is that not all furries are sexual. Most people hear about some of the weird **** that most furries don't even do, or they see some sexual furry art online upon googling a game or movie and immediately assume they're all perverts. And even if some of them are into that, it shouldn't really matter (though if they're into that side of the fandom, they really should keep it to themselves). But for the most part, there isn't anything wrong with furries at all. Like all interests though, there must be some limits, or else it becomes an unhealthy obsession.

^ much agreed

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^ I mean, I'm not sexually interested in cartoon anthro animals and characters, but is there really that much harm in liking Regular Show, Yooka-Laylee or any cartoon or video game with animal characters? Which is most of the entertainment industry?! I get called a furry all the time at school, but I'm not that kind of furry.
This is not directed at anyone, just following this conversation.

What people don't get is that not all furries are sexual. Most people hear about some of the weird **** that most furries don't even do, or they see some sexual furry art online upon googling a game or movie and immediately assume they're all perverts. And even if some of them are into that, it shouldn't really matter (though if they're into that side of the fandom, they really should keep it to themselves). But for the most part, there isn't anything wrong with furries at all. Like all interests though, there must be some limits, or else it becomes an unhealthy obsession.

I as a furry Agree with this

What I don't understand is why do furry's say they're furries and proud? Nobody really cares, and it's not part of your personality, it's just something you like.

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^ I mean, I'm not sexually interested in cartoon anthro animals and characters, but is there really that much harm in liking Regular Show, Yooka-Laylee or any cartoon or video game with animal characters? Which is most of the entertainment industry?! I get called a furry all the time at school, but I'm not that kind of furry.
This is not directed at anyone, just following this conversation.

What people don't get is that not all furries are sexual. Most people hear about some of the weird **** that most furries don't even do, or they see some sexual furry art online upon googling a game or movie and immediately assume they're all perverts. And even if some of them are into that, it shouldn't really matter (though if they're into that side of the fandom, they really should keep it to themselves). But for the most part, there isn't anything wrong with furries at all. Like all interests though, there must be some limits, or else it becomes an unhealthy obsession.

I as a furry Agree with this

Yet every time you've every said you were a furry it was because of something sexual?

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What I don't understand is why do furry's say they're furries and proud? Nobody really cares, and it's not part of your personality, it's just something you like.

It's constantly seen as a bad thing so they try to counter that by claiming pride in it.

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I as a furry Agree with this

Yet every time you've every said you were a furry it was because of something sexual?

You know furrys are not always sexual. Furrys can be fun and amazing friends in real life and on the internet. This is one thing that get me annoyed people thinking furrys as sexual thing when really they aren't.

Err, yes of course I know that, I just read Cynderfans large paragraph about it, but I was talking to skylandersspyro in particular.

He said: "I as a furry Agree with this", but every time I've seen him post about being a furry, it's always in response to someone posting a picture of an anthropomorphic animal, in most cases the picture is intended to be taken sexually. Not exactly making "amazing friends in real life and on the internet". Besides, from my experience, all the furries I've actually talked to, have said they have some attraction to anthropomorphic animals, and I don't care how their fetish came to be, or how nice they are, that's pretty ****ing weird.
Now, I have no doubt furries can lead you to meet amazing real life and internet friends, but so can anything really, that's not much of supporting statement.
I'm not going to go out of my way to say furries are terrible or anything, I guess there's worse they could be doing, but I just decided to join in on the "debate" because of skylandersspyro's post, nothing against you, or, the furry fandom or whatever.

i didnt expect a peanuts comic to speak to my soul.

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Besides, from my experience, all the furries I've actually talked to, have said they have some attraction to anthropomorphic animals, and I don't care how their fetish came to be, or how nice they are, that's pretty ****ing weird.

Of course it's weird, but who actually cares?

There are far worse fetishes to be a part of, and if you ask me the furry one is a lot more mild in comparison to a lot of the fetishes out there.
(Especially since anthropomorphic characters are pretty much humans with exaggerated animal characteristics)

As long as they aren't all up in your face about it, flaunting it around, and always talking about it than I don't see the harm.

Well, yeah.
I agree with all that, your post is basically mine restated. I don't care, but I just took this moment to say my thoughts on the subject.
lol, I'm not mad or anything.

Okayyyyy.......

I don't have time for this.

Why do I have a hard time with this?

i sort of pissed off Qantas airline yesterday by being late for my flight and then having a claustrophobia attack and refusing to stay on the plane heehheheh enjoy school u suckers in england

Is today the day where I am supposed to be pissed at nearly everything? Like barely any food options, terrible family members, aggressive demands for help, and some people bringing up 2 year old drama. I thought League of Legends had more ****ing salt than this ****.

It's funny. I make myself go to bed early, more than once, yet I still can't sleep, even with taking precautions. Tonight I barely even feel like lying down, I kinda just want to sit up. I still have to force myself to sleep either way.

I suppose this is because I'm not exhausting myself nearly enough. I guess that really means I just haven't been experiencing enough lately. After the big Christmas rush, it's like I just came to a screeching halt with everything. It's like I've been on autopilot most of the time.

It's probably just a phase. I'll be fine tomorrow.

Hahahahah I got NONE of my art project started/done during the break. This'll be fun.

I'm falling. Hard.


Again.


This time, I know it's not right.


I need to control it.


I need to stop it.


I have to.

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edge.

Reveal Spoiler

i really don't want to go to school tomorrow

i'm not ready to go back to that state of mind

i've been (mostly) relaxed over break but the workload of school is probably gonna ruin this streak of feeling really good


ugh

Same. : (

rare pepe

i feel so numb.

I only slept for 4 and a half hours last night! What the hell? That never happens!

Note to self: Look at the alarm app once a week. Missed a day of excercise because I turned Monday off long ago and woke up super late, off to a good start.

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Note to self: Look at the alarm app once a week. Missed a day of excercise because I turned Monday off long ago and woke up super late, off to a good start.

Thank you for reminding me to turn my alarms back on. I almost forgot!

You're so immature.

I couldn't go to sleep last night because of you. Not in a bad way...in a good way.

In a good, pathetic way.