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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8202 |
#33801 Posted: 09:37:54 02/11/2015
Sometimes I feel like I should remind you of the rp we have going on, but at the same time I feel like it's pestering in a way. That and I really don't know schedule (well except that you get fridays off) or what have you planned out. So I suppose asking a simple question later might work. I mean questions can't hurt right?
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#33802 Posted: 10:10:51 02/11/2015
well, its for the best
screw it oh god was that irrational i dont know **** also its hard to make serious posts with this avatar omg |
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Angel220200 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4401 |
#33803 Posted: 13:42:45 02/11/2015
holy cow I had no idea you rang me my phone was on silent all day and I only looked then---- It's too late to call you now though??? but you didn't sound okay on the message as well---- I don't know what to do sobs - I can't even text you bc it was from the home phone ;;;;;; aaaahh I'm really sorry, man ;u; ;;;;;
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you. |
Samius Hunter Gems: 9336 |
#33804 Posted: 14:31:29 02/11/2015
Quote: arceustheprime
I find that hard to believe. |
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#33805 Posted: 15:23:09 02/11/2015
Just woke up dreading what else would happen today. Ugh...
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Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run. |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33806 Posted: 15:29:11 02/11/2015
Ugh... --- I really don't care what your opinion is, but don't sit there and bash mine expecting me to tolerate yours. -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
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Xalainu Gold Sparx Gems: 2208 |
#33807 Posted: 15:36:48 02/11/2015
The moment when you feel like you have nothing to look forward to.
And then that other moment when you feel like you have to apologize for everything, even if it wasn't your fault. And finally, that moment when you feel like nothing will ever get better so you think about suicide sometimes.
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Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run. |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33808 Posted: 15:51:27 02/11/2015
Well, I can either let this effect my week and submit to being miserable, or I can try my best to be confident and fight the circumstances.
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arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#33809 Posted: 15:58:24 02/11/2015
Quote: Samius
i-i swear its the truth officer, i did not light that man on fire |
Xalainu Gold Sparx Gems: 2208 |
#33810 Posted: 16:04:27 02/11/2015
Is it bad that I was uncomfortable at my own Halloween party because one of the guys there was trying to hit on me?
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Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run. |
Samius Hunter Gems: 9336 |
#33811 Posted: 16:09:36 02/11/2015
Quote: arceustheprime
Against the wall and spread 'em! |
Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10358 |
#33812 Posted: 16:14:18 02/11/2015
It's just a goddamn fan comic just draw the characters and don't expect them to be accurate woman
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want) |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#33813 Posted: 16:36:45 02/11/2015
lol, whatever
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33814 Posted: 16:55:03 02/11/2015
Dude I'm sorry it's taking so long to pay you back but literally if you hadn't paid for my ticket I wouldn't have been able to go in the first place, so you shouldn't have expected us to be able to pay you back super quickly. I'm sorry you're going through a rough time financially right now but at the moment we can barely afford to buy groceries. I mean I really do feel bad but there isn't much we can do right now... -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4272 |
#33815 Posted: 17:18:10 02/11/2015
100% not loving life right now --- I don't get how you can possibly say all that oh my days. There's me feeling bad that I can't help everyone who needs it, who will worry about things for days if it means others don't feel bad and then you don't care about about that like what do you even have a heart?! --- right so apparently i have severe anxiety and ADHD admittedly kind of self diagnosed but still. is it bad that I'm not at all shocked. - - -
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Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#33816 Posted: 19:42:28 02/11/2015
Quote: Cynderfan507
Well, it's a classical piece of music. It's not like FNAF made it up. |
Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4272 |
#33817 Posted: 20:08:43 02/11/2015
that glorious moment when you've basically figured out your sexuality and are getting there with the romantic attraction part this is good - - -
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The darkness only stays at nighttime, in the morning it'll fade away. Daylight's good at arriving at the right time, it's not always going to be this grey~ |
weebbby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4220 |
#33818 Posted: 21:50:21 02/11/2015
Woah. Did I really do that many stupid things in the past?
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#33819 Posted: 21:53:43 02/11/2015
tfw you don't agree with people on something controversial.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8202 |
#33820 Posted: 23:02:16 02/11/2015
Although my left thumb is in a fiery sensation right now. Those fights were freaking fun.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#33821 Posted: 23:46:34 02/11/2015
Quote: Cynderfan507
Alright. I was just pointing something out. No need to act all pissy. |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33822 Posted: 00:10:19 03/11/2015
Stop. --- Hopefully I'll have more time next semester because I really need help... -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#33823 Posted: 00:23:26 03/11/2015
I wish I would have bought those snickerdoodle cookies.
hmm, maybe I'll get them tomorrow. |
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Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#33824 Posted: 00:48:53 03/11/2015
I hate how whenever I touch my hands against my face, I feel imperfection. I hate how tight my back is because of it. I hate how whenever I solve a problem with myself, I create 2 more. I hate how I always keep to myself. I hate how I expect everything to get better just by me not doing anything. I hate how I can never say what I mean because I can't word it correctly, and then people take it the wrong way and think I'm more of an asshole than I already am. I hate how everyone treats me like I'm normal, but laugh at me behind my back. I hate how I'm told that my problems aren't worth other's time, and that they're insignificant. I hate how I'm insignificant. I hate the reputation that I let build up for me in elementary school and middle school as that one spaz who tries too hard to be funny, and now I can't shake it off. I hate how, with all the opportunities I've been given in my life, I haven't done jack **** with them, and I've only now started to realize that what I do actually matters. And mostly, I hate how I am. - - - |
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33825 Posted: 01:44:33 03/11/2015
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Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8137 |
#33826 Posted: 02:09:37 03/11/2015
BEST BDAY EVER
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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843 |
#33827 Posted: 02:55:12 03/11/2015
Its getting easier and easier to fade away
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#33828 Posted: 03:01:42 03/11/2015
There's one user here who drives me crazy how pretentious they sound when they talk, and it seems like they're trying hard too sound smart, but they're actually pretty stupid. And another user here who is so ****ing negative about everything it even makes me feel bad. No comment on the names. |
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7038 |
#33829 Posted: 03:30:31 03/11/2015
As much as I like you, you get way too salty (for lack of a better word) when someone says something that you disagree with.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33830 Posted: 04:07:09 03/11/2015
here's hoping i do well on that exam tomorrow, i hope tonight's stress and isolation of three of the people i love most gets me a good enough grade that ill keep my scholarship...
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33831 Posted: 04:47:34 03/11/2015
"I'm bad. I'm a badass." |
LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#33832 Posted: 05:36:35 03/11/2015
One little spark of procrastination~
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33833 Posted: 13:31:39 03/11/2015
I'm just not gonna bother trying anymore, there's no point. --- Sorry but I'm not riding in a car for eight hours with a total stranger just to eat some turkey. Life's a *****, I know. -----
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Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4272 |
#33834 Posted: 20:12:21 03/11/2015
When you find a song that you can actually sing and your voice sounds alright singing and it's the best moment ever
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The darkness only stays at nighttime, in the morning it'll fade away. Daylight's good at arriving at the right time, it's not always going to be this grey~ |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#33835 Posted: 20:29:48 03/11/2015
History teacher: it's an art project.
Me: :D Yay! History Teacher: On America's political history. :) Me:
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33836 Posted: 22:37:30 03/11/2015
OH WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME TO **** UP 3 OF MY CLOSEST RELATIONSHIPS
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derpyhooves Platinum Sparx Gems: 5737 |
#33837 Posted: 23:19:42 03/11/2015
I can't believe you never knew I always hated you. I try to be nice to you for once and all I get is trauma in return... I felt terrible... and I still look at it like I was at fault... but you knew how anxious I get...... Ever since that, I've been more isolated than I already was. And my mother knows how much I want you gone. You *****! You ruined everything. Sometimes, I wonder why I ever stayed by your side or acted as your friend... I could use so much against you, but I'm not that evil. Catch me on a day I'm not myself and it will escape. You're so ****ing terrible!! I need help and I have relied on even my worst enemies to keep me sane. I can't take anybody anymore!! Make.....it... STOP YOU WERE MY BREAKING POINT, AND I. WILL. NEVER. FORGIVE YOU!! People wonder why I'm always sick and mentally unstable... People like YOU is exactly why. Now get out of my sight.... I just need to be normal... You helped with what happened last month... if you never did that... I would have NEVER DID WHAT I DID.... I think I need some serious help.... -takes deep breaths and goes back in the deep depths of the abyss- |
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#33838 Posted: 23:57:43 03/11/2015
Great I'm stuck with these for 3-4 months more than told originally. Aw well it's not too bad being used to it.
The only graphic part about the ortho appointment. Which happened to my sister. Holy **** you know you can sue the office for leaving a trainee unsupervised and doing everything terribly. I mean you cannot make a person brush for 10 minutes, especially roughly because it erodes the enamel too. With bleeding gums. And you can't just yank off a bracket from a tooth. That's just ****ed up. ESPECIALLY ON A CHILD! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE ****!? I know she's a irresponsible **** wit, but jesus christ she shouldn't be put through that ****.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33839 Posted: 01:00:23 04/11/2015
Do you have any idea how uncomfortable this is going to make me? I'd rather spend the time completely alone instead of spending a whole day with a complete stranger. -----
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DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6692 |
#33840 Posted: 01:09:56 04/11/2015
Can we just talk about how ****ing horrible Youtube Red is
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Gay 4 GARcher |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6097 |
#33841 Posted: 02:14:20 04/11/2015
Should I cry or should I sleep -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7437 |
#33842 Posted: 02:45:08 04/11/2015
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I really don't know why I've been looking for commissions for the past hour or so. - This is going to be another day when I want to draw, but I don't. - I don't feel motivated to do anything today. |
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7038 |
#33843 Posted: 03:21:55 04/11/2015
Seriously, simmer down.
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Darby Platinum Sparx Gems: 5738 |
#33844 Posted: 04:45:19 04/11/2015 | Topic Creator
i feel emotionally dead.
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