Why am I always the last one to hear about everything? Why am I always the last person to hear about this?! I thought I was your best friend. I thought I made it was clear you could come to me about ANYTHING? and yet here I am going through your tumblr and seeing all of these suicidal posts. Listen, if something is on your hear, then ****ing talk to me, okay? ****ing talk to anyone and don't keep your feelings repressed inside.
darkSpyro - Spyro and Skylanders Forum > Stuff and Nonsense > Personal Thoughts
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#33151 Posted: 11:35:13 09/10/2015
*Punches wall next to me*
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DragonCamo
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#33152 Posted: 13:44:45 09/10/2015
That moment when you go to type in Myfigurecollection at school to see new anime figures but you accidently type in myreadingmanga that is a gay doujinshi manga site.
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ShadowStorm
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#33153 Posted: 14:28:50 09/10/2015
come on.. Hold it! Do NOT. I swear.. No point in shouting... Ok.. Close eyes.. Count to 10......... Ok.. Ok.... Just.. Get off and wait.. Yes.. wait.. That is all...
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AvatariDragon
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#33154 Posted: 14:39:35 09/10/2015
Is there really any point in saying it again. It won't change a single damn thing. ----- |
ThroneOfMalefor
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#33155 Posted: 16:43:29 09/10/2015
sometimes we wonder why we have problems then we don't seek to fix them so why bother :' )
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AvatariDragon
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#33156 Posted: 17:59:51 09/10/2015
I like how people still try to tell me I'm being catfished. ----- |
spyroisthebest8
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#33157 Posted: 21:42:50 09/10/2015
Not a single day goes by where I don't think of you. I know you're busy and can't always talk now but I just wanna say I miss you so much... ;( Apparently there's plans to do something soon and I CAN'T WAIT because I miss my bestfriend !! I really do miss you so much it hurts, I wish you were still living here so we could be complete idiots at school and I could open my window and shout for you. Distance is a *****! I really hope you'll come down soon. I miss yoooouuuuu ----- |
Trix Master 100
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#33158 Posted: 21:50:49 09/10/2015
I just love it when skype doesn't want to load messages.
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spyroisthebest8
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#33159 Posted: 23:16:50 09/10/2015
aha how many times are you gonna tell me I'm an idiot ?? Do I need to be reminded every day? No... Also get off the damn phone YOU'RE NAUSEATING after all this time!! Leave me alone if all you're gonna do is insult me, please. Get outta the house already if you wanna stay over there so bad. stop being an ass and maybe I'll care! - OMG!! Could you possibly be ANY MORE ruder? YOU TRY TO ARGUE WITH US AND YOUR POINT IS PATHETIC!!! "We're good people!!1!" THAT HAS NOTHING AT ALL TO DO WITH IT!! Stop acting like a piece of **** because that's how you're acting with them. You're so ****ing rude, I can't believe it I can't. I can't. ----- |
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Darby
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#33160 Posted: 00:25:22 10/10/2015 | Topic Creator
i like to believe i'm over it but i always have dreams about it now and then and wake up really sad. i never got closure and i tried to get some but at this point i know i'll never get it and i just want to be able to move on anyway.
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Project_Unnamed
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#33161 Posted: 00:26:16 10/10/2015
That was without a doubt the best live music experience in my life. Even though the performer is getting old, he still delivers in a way younger artists cannot even dream about. And I shared it with the friends I ever so cherish and love with all that I am. I think that I am feeling honestly happy for the first time since the time immemorial. This is a new kind of thrill.
So that was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…
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Lunarz
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#33162 Posted: 03:46:33 10/10/2015
im getting really worried, message back
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AvatariDragon
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#33163 Posted: 04:10:42 10/10/2015
This vent video isn't really helping, but I might as well finish it so I can finally have something to upload. Then again, why should I really bother. --- These thoughts are invading my mind so quickly.. ----- |
Lunarz
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#33164 Posted: 07:51:03 10/10/2015
ive never felt this way about anyone before, we talked for so long and when you said you loved me i just unf
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace. |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#33165 Posted: 10:23:14 10/10/2015
Honestly. If you cannot fix a problem you should stop bothering with it. You can forever sit on you bed wasting time on suicidal thoughts or stand up and make something of what you have,but you are not going to do that with me. I have my own life to work on. If you play hard to get or love I dont see the need to love you altogether. I just will look for a better person who will take proper care of me.
But then the question rises... Who wants to take care of a devil monster lije me? |
ShadowStorm
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#33166 Posted: 11:53:00 10/10/2015
LOOL I so called it when I knew that this weren't the actual credits! GG tho. I like the idea
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#33167 Posted: 11:54:06 10/10/2015
OH gee. I thought we did it "together" but since we're "Just friends" it seems it doesn't matter you any longer.
Okay. You think reasurring includes putting the blame upon a person? I don't think so. Try again later without all your ****ing rudeness |
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HeyitsHotDog
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#33168 Posted: 15:08:38 10/10/2015
My dog might have prostate cancer.
Holy **** no.
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#33169 Posted: 17:34:05 10/10/2015
Whatch me open skype and get spammed and hacked again. ------- |
spyroisthebest8
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#33170 Posted: 20:11:52 10/10/2015
Whãtėvêr
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ShadowStorm
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#33171 Posted: 21:37:04 10/10/2015
Please.. I'm bagging just stop..... please.........
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Spyrobaby
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#33172 Posted: 21:44:58 10/10/2015
NO YOU'VE RUINED EVERYTHING WHYYYYY. I know I'm overreacting it's such a small thing and nobody's fault at all when you think about it but still. The perks eh. - - - |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#33173 Posted: 21:46:37 10/10/2015
I love the new 3ds
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#33174 Posted: 21:48:40 10/10/2015
I don't take **** from you again. I always do it wrong anyways. You know what? No! I hate love, I hate relationships, I hate boyfriends. Close friend? Fine! But boyfriend!? Yah, bye. Unless its one that isn't as commanding and forcing as you, because you're using me. Who ****ing cares you're in depression? Well I don't because I have my own life to ****ing deal with it
So either you shut your large winer and become the person I love or go to my ****ing funural next weak because I won't be able to keep this up for long. |
Spyrobaby
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#33175 Posted: 22:36:22 10/10/2015
So proud of Wales for making it to the Euro's in 2016, it might not seem like a big deal but they've done the country proud, and I know Gary Speed is looking down and feeling immense pride for the boys right now <3 RIP legend, still hurts 4 years on </3
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#33176 Posted: 22:42:50 10/10/2015
Well, there goes 1 and a half year of hard work and deternation
"My coat is yellow my fur is blue, I don't remember my friends of old. I don't compare to the legend you are. My family has left me my friends have died. I'm on my own. OC of lonly night." |
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Mrmorrises
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#33177 Posted: 00:45:13 11/10/2015
You're a goddamn hypocrite, and on top of that, what you just said is literal bull****.
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ShadowStorm
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#33178 Posted: 00:50:18 11/10/2015
That was a good one. Maybe an awkward ending, but still, it was a good one non the less :3.
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mega spyro
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#33179 Posted: 01:21:42 11/10/2015
I fell like I should laugh, cry, and go die in a hole, all at the same time.
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Trix Master 100
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#33180 Posted: 02:17:41 11/10/2015
I know being honest is okay with you, but it doesn't make me feel better. If anything it makes me feel worried whether it was okay to say or not.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
Project_Unnamed
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#33181 Posted: 02:48:41 11/10/2015
Maybe I am depressed and miserable. But the most irrational thing to me is that I do not want to get better. I’d rather be gloomy and stable than happy and unstable. But who cares eventually right? It is all meaningless, right?
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spyroisthebest8
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#33182 Posted: 03:12:43 11/10/2015
I just wanna say how different my personality and outlook on life has changed since February of this year. I've been through **** with severe anxiety and panic attacks and I'm so glad it's over, for now at least. I remember wanting to die every day because my mind was telling me I couldn't do ****. I missed too much school, I wouldn't get out of bed, I wouldn't eat, now it just seems silly. I've improved immensely since then, I'd think so anyway. It really shows how your mind can take over. ----- |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#33183 Posted: 05:36:16 11/10/2015
*Sonic Boom character uses the word "Noob"*
Bye. I'm done. See you all later. This show just became ****tier then it already was. EGGMAN SAID "OMG" IM ****ING D O N E
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Dark Snap Shot
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#33184 Posted: 07:39:47 11/10/2015
i ****ing hate dogs, they are just the worst, I prefer cats, liek do u see a cat piss and **** everywhere? Do u see cats make loud and annoying noises? I've had very bad experiences with dogs though, and I just simply hate them
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xXBeavcoonXx
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#33185 Posted: 10:54:00 11/10/2015
I really have to catch up...
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spyroisthebest8
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#33186 Posted: 13:57:02 11/10/2015
I wish I could move somewhere else but still have everyone with me. It's a good and a. bad thing that I'm probably staying in the same city, rather than another state. Honestly, I hate it here. It's never warm, there's nothing ever going on, it's not like the places I used to live. I'm stuck here, but that's okay because I have everyone I love with me. If that wasn't the case I would wanna get out of here, but it is. I cant even think of leaving my friends and family behind. ----- |
AvatariDragon
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#33187 Posted: 14:09:13 11/10/2015
Lmfao okay. --- I'm sorry... .____. ----- |
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CAV
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#33188 Posted: 17:06:56 11/10/2015
I feel like I'm in denial and that it'll slowly kill me on the inside.
I just don't want to accept that nobody cares or will care that way. |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33189 Posted: 17:37:41 11/10/2015
you know it'd be really nice if you stopped invalidating my gender... - - - |
Thunderdragon14
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#33190 Posted: 18:44:15 11/10/2015
you're my best friend but you are ****ing stupid as hell
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#33191 Posted: 18:47:04 11/10/2015
page 669 lel
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DragonCamo
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#33192 Posted: 22:20:14 11/10/2015
*gazes out the window* when will my online purchase come back from the war
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#33193 Posted: 23:07:57 11/10/2015
I am irritable and stressed and unfocused, the noise of my class is giving me a headache and I just wanna go home. UGH
--- Im gonna get nowhere in therapy today
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#33194 Posted: 05:15:59 12/10/2015
so i got my fortune read via tarot cards and apparently i have some ****ty people in my life, but people ive been around lately are definitely helping, and to be truly happy i need to "let out my secret"
so you mean an accurate depiction of these past few months o KAY summary: like 90% of my irl ppl are jerks and betrayed me i got a new friend who's very great and has helped me get through some really personal stuff involving my ex and to be truly happy i have to stop hiding from like everyone that im genderfluid makes sense EDIT: really needed to vent this but didnt want to make another post seeing how well off you are legitimately makes me contemplate self harm again if you're going to make me miserable INTENTIONALLY then you deserve the ****ing same you're like a cancer and i wish i could cut you out of my life entirely |
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ThroneOfMalefor
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#33195 Posted: 14:51:08 12/10/2015
so remarkably dense
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BREATHE AIR. |
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