I can't take anymore! ;--------;
I just want to lay down and die right now!
Please let me die!
I just want to lay down and die right now!
Please let me die!
. . .
Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32201 Posted: 01:55:20 19/08/2015
I can't take anymore! ;--------; I just want to lay down and die right now! Please let me die! . . . |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32202 Posted: 03:02:40 19/08/2015
I thought I was so sure about things, but now that I'm here I feel so lost. ****... .__. ----- |
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VespiDragon8
Platinum Sparx
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#32203 Posted: 04:12:00 19/08/2015
Well, tomorrow at 6:00 (AM) I start the next ****ng semester of university, so, I'll have to cut several activities of my tastes at half time to devote that career that chose for study, just because I want to make my parents happy of that I studied for something in the life.
As I wish to have studied what I like to do, but, sadly I can't do that [decision & taste of my parents], although have this as goal in a years later, when I leave the disadvantage of still live with the parents, earn my own money & everything needed to be completely independent. |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#32204 Posted: 04:51:38 19/08/2015
Hopefully this avatar isn't as condescending as my last one. ;w;
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Dark Lord
Platinum Sparx
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#32205 Posted: 05:05:11 19/08/2015
Why didn't I just say I was uncomfortable with the questions? Why didn't I just skip it? I don't like talking about my distrust in others, it makes me hate myself, chokes me up, makes me cry...Why did I do this to myself...Why...I should've just ran away...But instead I decided to remind myself of how much I hate who I am....I'm so....Stupid...And then I answered that second question just to remind myself more about my weaknesses.
I feel so much like I'm a ****ing husk of a person....I hate myself....I hate myself....I ****ing hate myself....
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
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spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#32206 Posted: 05:33:23 19/08/2015
No, please, I don't wanna leave! Please please please make something like that work out where I won't have to. Please... - It turns out everything's not lost... I feel so happy about that and honestly, I think I deserve it. I Have tons of **** going on right now and all I need is that to make everything worse. That added onto my problems would make me go insane. i'm nervous about this and that and don't need to add any more stress. It felt like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders indeed, but AHAHAHA a whole new one is going to crush me to the ground, and I know it. ![]() ----- |
Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
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#32207 Posted: 09:39:44 19/08/2015
Good job and congrats to a few lazy asses for attracting ants to this house. You deserve the pig of the world award, in fact you guys won a house, that is 100 times grosser and smellier than this one, yes it is called the dumpster. You know where we put filthy things in. Like whomever attracted these tiny spawns of Satan to this house. Because you know, they don't clean their act.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32208 Posted: 13:55:48 19/08/2015
Is it so hard to understand it's very unwanted to break into someone's skype account somehow and put them back online? Do it one more time and you'll face the consequences. I swear to ****ing Riskar! :/
As if the two week gnorc didn't teach you enough about hacking. |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32209 Posted: 14:00:36 19/08/2015
Another crappy day... Still don't feel well... Whatever... ----- |
darkwolf
Diamond Sparx
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#32210 Posted: 16:12:24 19/08/2015
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spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#32211 Posted: 16:44:28 19/08/2015
No, I'm not okay with it, but I can't be honest and tell you what I really feel... ----- |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32212 Posted: 17:50:48 19/08/2015
I'm unhappy here. It's nice seeing friends every day, and I like the campus and my room and everything. But I'm unhappy here. ----- |
MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#32213 Posted: 18:44:34 19/08/2015
These new users are seriously starting to tick me off. :/
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My life is complete. |
gillgrunt987
Diamond Sparx
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#32214 Posted: 19:54:14 19/08/2015
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I can survive scalding hot coffee and being whipped for 24 hours a day. Digestive biscuits or riot. |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32215 Posted: 23:01:57 19/08/2015
Stop being such a child... ----- |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#32216 Posted: 00:03:23 20/08/2015
"And I could write a song
a hundred miles long well, that's where I belong, and you belong with me. The streets you're walking on, a thousand houses long well, that's where I belong, and you belong with me." |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#32217 Posted: 02:07:43 20/08/2015
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
slambam104
Gold Sparx
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#32218 Posted: 02:11:27 20/08/2015
Quote: gillgrunt987
Hey, I mean they are new. We were all kind of like that when we joined, so they could change. But yeah they do annoy every now and then. |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#32219 Posted: 02:16:18 20/08/2015
Quote: MagicFizz
Who? The only new user's I can think of now in S&N is PopFizzMagic, and he's not too annoying :/ |
CAV
Platinum Sparx
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#32220 Posted: 03:23:04 20/08/2015
What is my major malfunction?
Why can't I just act right in front of you goddamn... |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#32221 Posted: 03:23:58 20/08/2015
Wow, I impress myself a lot. - - - Sometimes I think I'm too mean, or harsh, then I think I'm too nice. - - - - |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32222 Posted: 03:26:24 20/08/2015
I feel pretty bad that I didn't show up tonight. And I feel even worse knowing that I probably won't go back much, if at all, this semester, or even this year. I mean, I know it's not all my fault because I'm gonna be pretty busy with homework and projects and stuff, but if I really wanted to show up I would make time to go. Idk, I just feel sort of uncomfortable there anyway. While I still believe and worship and pray, I sort of prefer doing it alone? I'm feeling a bit detached right now anyway... And everyone there is so outgoing and so dedicated and I always feel so awkward around them. I have made some nice friends though, so I almost feel like I'm abandoning them by not going. And my mom keeps pushing me to go, so I almost feel like I'm disappointing her and my friends, like it's almost as if I have to go. But I don't really want to, and I'm not really able to. I dunno... I'm sorry... ----- |
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Snow
Green Sparx
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#32223 Posted: 03:36:07 20/08/2015
This is toward out in general which is why I am not quoting, but...
I hope I am not being an annoyance to anyone in these forums, I am sorry if I am.
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In-question; The only truth we look for is an answer... In-answer; The only thing we desire of it is to question it. |
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huge dotd freak
Emerald Sparx
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#32224 Posted: 03:55:54 20/08/2015
I don't quite care for my life at the moment, could I please have a new one?
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Do you not like my mouth words? |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#32225 Posted: 04:02:07 20/08/2015
Oh, what I would do to spend this year with you guys... It makes me really depressed looking at all of our pictures/videos etc. please... Let me actually not have a bad situation this year? I can only hope it'll turn out alright... - Did me yelling "Slow down" at you knock any sense into you today? Have you realized how fast you're taking things? Don't think so. It felt good, though, I kinda felt like I just let all my anger out at you, if only you knew how long I could rant to you about how wrong you are... ----- |
xXBeavcoonXx
Gold Sparx
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#32226 Posted: 04:04:31 20/08/2015
Get that giant stick out of your ****ing ass and cheer up a bit will ya?
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now its time to get funky |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#32227 Posted: 04:55:01 20/08/2015
I'm sorry if I've offended a few people on here, I'm just incredibly blunt and sometimes I get a head of myself...and.. I'm really sorry. --------
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#32228 Posted: 05:39:25 20/08/2015
This would have never happened if you were open to letting me talk about how I felt, and if you didn't see depression as an absolute impossible thing to happen to me. Last time I said I was just sad you got pissed. - - - |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#32229 Posted: 05:53:44 20/08/2015
i dont know what to do im so scared i need someone to give me advice my mom saw the scars on my arm and shes gonna check everything later what am i supposed to tell her theres no way i can lie my way out of this im so dead what the **** was i thinking ohhhhhhhhhhhh god |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#32230 Posted: 06:00:31 20/08/2015
The closer I get to Sunday the more nervous I get. Oh dear...
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
CAV
Platinum Sparx
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#32231 Posted: 06:48:30 20/08/2015
Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight Well we're all in the mood for a melody And you got us feeling alright |
Templarhunter97
Yellow Sparx
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#32232 Posted: 09:59:10 20/08/2015
Acting like a idiot with my bestie haha lol
Lol and falling to the ground laughing feeling like an idiot but i will be laughing about it in the end
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We work in the dark to serve the light-Nothing is true-Everything is permitted. And i am still waiting for a sequel to bully ![]() |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32233 Posted: 12:05:45 20/08/2015
It's fine if you think being with the same person for a long time is weird. I mean, considering how he and I have been together for four years and we are each other's first relationship, yeah it is a bit strange. But you said it like it's a bad thing, and you basically said it right to my face. I didn't really appreciate that tbh. If you only knew the kind of **** we had to go through, and all of the criticisms we had to face before you, you would probably be more amazed than anything. I know our relationship isn't exactly conventional, but please don't call it "freaking weird." I really don't appreciate that. --- Happy thoughts..~ ----- |
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#32234 Posted: 17:39:18 20/08/2015
in all honesty id rather get completely used by someone in a relationship than not have anyone at all, and thats really pitiful tbh
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LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#32235 Posted: 18:20:30 20/08/2015
This has gotten to the point where I'm afraid to even mention any opinions of mine. I'm just going to hang back for a while. ------ |
ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#32236 Posted: 19:45:52 20/08/2015
Broken shell, burned Plushies, what else is wrong in world like this. Blame dogs for barking till death comes stalking. Get shouted by those who deserve some calm and relaxation. Unwanted thoughts, and GREAT it happened, life is broken, life has stopped, it's done with trying, because this is a personal thought.
and why do you PM me ...... i cannot reply to those who block me. |
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MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#32237 Posted: 20:59:56 20/08/2015
Quote: parisruelz12
Quote: Badwolfmichael
I'm talking about DarkSpyro in general.
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My life is complete. |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32238 Posted: 21:12:34 20/08/2015
Some people are just perfect... --- Well... that talk didn't really help at all. And really it just confirms my fears even more... --- And here you go again practically stalking my facebook. Are you going to ruin some posts like you did last year? I know you miss me and all but Jesus Christ... ----- |
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Darby
Platinum Sparx
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#32239 Posted: 02:51:58 21/08/2015 | Topic Creator
I'm aware you just confessed through that song you sent to me but I'm kind of scared and confused so I'm just going to play oblivious.
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Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32240 Posted: 03:09:58 21/08/2015
I can't keep my emotions under control anymore! I can't take this stress! I know its a part of life, but I just can't accept it! ... ... GOD DAMN IT NELLIE! YOU CAN'T DIE ON ME! ;---------------; . . . |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#32241 Posted: 03:39:27 21/08/2015
"It could be worse, I could be alone
I could be locked in here on my own... I could be lost Or I could be saved, Calling out from beneath the waves Beaten down by the ocean rain Never again, never again... " |
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32242 Posted: 03:47:36 21/08/2015
I actually got invited to a legit college party. I’m not even sure whether I want to go or not though ![]() ----- |
Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
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#32243 Posted: 03:54:44 21/08/2015
I might actually go to this college. I just hope someone or something covers the expenses for it, if I can go.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#32244 Posted: 04:15:33 21/08/2015
the guys in ****ing story of seasons are so recycled from animal parade, Yoshifumi Hosimoto, you can make original personalities.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32245 Posted: 04:35:58 21/08/2015
Can I be the one to die instead?
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Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
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#32246 Posted: 07:35:44 21/08/2015
Little sister. You have slept out in the living room and in mom's room multiple times. Now you're being a pussy? Seriously? What hit your head this time?
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
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