darkSpyro

Why are there always so many issues with this family?

Can we not just have something nice, without crap following it

[add my typical vague words here]
my eye has been twitching from stress even more lately rip
its whenever i sit still that i end up realizing how much my feet actually hurt
i guess i should occasionally wear socks but Would that help much

leftover spaghetti is a lost cause to me
it never tastes good like other leftovers do
maybe its the sauce
(i havent actually ate other leftover pasta so maybe its all pasta for me too V)

^ All leftover pasta is that way for me.

Technically I'm this way about hotdish as well.

I still love you. I shouldnt so I want you to hate me. Im so stupid. Im sorry

I almost want to say that I believe in karma after what just happened to you.

Things.

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I don't appreciate that you're inviting the entire family but you're not inviting us.. Either you invite us or stop posting these pictures to facebook. Seriously. My mother, your grandchild, has cried over this. If my grandfather was alive and Grandma was still in this state , this would not be happening at all. I don't care if you say that we would never show anyways, it's the thought that counts but I guess if you guys want to act this way fine. Just don't expect me or my mother to forgive you right away the next time we see each other.

Some of my classmates are bloody nosy
so mature guys.

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Some of my classmates are bloody nosy
so mature guys.

I have no reason to, so why do I feel this way?

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Phew. I took some milk of magnesia and now I'm better.

Why is it so hard for me...? I still love you and it drives me crazy. I miss being yours. I miss you.

Damn you, cop... It wasn't my fault, I swear. Now I have to go to court, just great.. You know it's their fault this happened, not mine...
Greeeat today has just been fan-tucking-fastic.

Why did I have to get sick why?
Bestie gonna be pissed got no credit.
only just woke up and ive slept though the whole day feeling like a train wreck.
Wonder what I missed today at school?
The work yuck Presentation has to be done but I've been doing other work trying make it look good.
Year 11 so much fun.
No new video games since March don't get out of the house can't afford it and no life point blank nothing at all.
except friends I see 4 days a week and never on holidays. And I'm 18 I should be partying but nah not for me.
#Nolife

Im meeting my dad for the first time this Sunday. Im so nervous I feel like Im gonna cry

Writing lore and backstories for characters is so much fun~

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Hopefully this goes well. It's a lot to remember at once...

Feelings of completion, misfortune and loneliness, without a single reason to give, I feel abandoned in darkness, even though light can be seen in many of the still open standing doorways and windows. But for me they are faded and blocked by a shadow that I cannot describe, nor banish from my sightings. Where it came from and why it is here? Is a question I cannot answer, even if I want to do so.
Uncertainty strikes within my body as if it wants attention in a way like no-other. While equality sustains control and power in a fair manner. But it is resisting. It wants more, more attention, more love, more care and power. What its purpose may be, is also very less likely to be known, especially to me, as I wonder what it could possibly be, my heart beats can be heard loudly as I progress on my journey to self-confidence. Searching for an endless stream of answers that I will never be able to find, as they have been locked away centuries ago. Preventing them from being discovered by anyone that is alive today, and for those who will be born in the future and beyond. Wiped away out of existence, a possible solution that seems too hard to accomplish. If there were possibilities to begin with. Doubtfulness fills my mind as minutes pass away, uncertain about any kind of luxury that I may will receive in this unclear lifetime. Avoiding spoilers that may determine my lifetime cycle, I remain with hope, trotting forward as I hold my chest up in pride. Smiling gratefully, but truth cannot be seen in eyes that met none, wishing for that to stay, no changes should be applied to the problem, as it will only affect the ones I care for, they should be left alone, and not suffer the way how I have to suffer. Mercy pray on forgiveness, not wanting to quit my job, to break apart from the rest of the world, and having to say goodbye to the most precious people of that I know of. Not wanting anything to be negatively taken, seriousness cannot be judged in situations like these, and shall never be testified as it has no purpose or anything related whatsoever.

Making plans to keep my attention from slacking, Is futility. I cannot keep myself busy for eternity. Nor do I want that to happen to me. Rest and peace are things a person like me requires from time to time, and without the proper requirements, I will be unable to succeed in acquiring these needs. Without them, I cannot control myself, as I will mostly become tired of the lack of energy….

Let me be in peace with what I love and care for. Let me not be taken by what hurts, but what heals me instead……

The desk is the devil

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spirits can be there, for those who doom others. forbidden words spoken to those who cannot bare them.

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OH, so it was your fault... Clever...veeeryy clever...

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Where did you get the stupid asumption I blocked you ffs....

stupid enough you did it yourself.
And. LOOOOOOOOOOOL
Cleverbot just sings the MLP theme song, wtf LOLOLOL

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Well, forget it. I'm never going to calm down after that blow. YOU HEAR ME? I'M NOT CALMING DOWN, SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO!

Well, that felt good to say.

I want to torture you more...but I got to go to bed

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Sigh, ShadowStorm. What have I said about publick fighting. People will get a bad vision about you and they'll start pulling opinions on you (and me) without even talking to either of us. Please stop.

Finally I'm able to let my thoughts flow on this one. I've got so many wild ideas on what to do with you. We'll make you a cousin! No wait! Far away brother! No no! ACTUAL DAD! LOOOOOL

Please stop. I wasn't talking to you. Please this is public posting... Not for everyone to know.

I don't know what's going on right now.......... Why would you pick on me like this as if you hate me.

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Sigh, ShadowStorm. What have I said about publick fighting. People will get a bad vision about you and they'll start pulling opinions on you (and me) without even talking to either of us. Please stop.

Finally I'm able to let my thoughts flow on this one. I've got so many wild ideas on what to do with you. We'll make you a cousin! No wait! Far away brother! No no! ACTUAL DAD! LOOOOOL

Please stop. I wasn't talking to you. Please this is public posting... Not for everyone to know.

I don't know what's going on right now.......... Why would you pick on me like this as if you hate me.

because it was clear you deleted your post. seriously, don't play stupid on me.

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Sigh, ShadowStorm. What have I said about publick fighting. People will get a bad vision about you and they'll start pulling opinions on you (and me) without even talking to either of us. Please stop.

Finally I'm able to let my thoughts flow on this one. I've got so many wild ideas on what to do with you. We'll make you a cousin! No wait! Far away brother! No no! ACTUAL DAD! LOOOOOL

Please stop. I wasn't talking to you. Please this is public posting... Not for everyone to know.

I don't know what's going on right now.......... Why would you pick on me like this as if you hate me.

I saw your post you dumb ****.

Taking a driving test tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous. ._.

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Taking a driving test tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous. ._.

Good luck ot you!

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Well, tomorrow at 6:00 (AM) I start the next ****ng semester of university, so, I'll have to cut several activities of my tastes at half time to devote that career that chose for study, just because I want to make my parents happy of that I studied for something in the life.
As I wish to have studied what I like to do, but, sadly I can't do that [decision & taste of my parents], although have this as goal in a years later, when I leave the disadvantage of still live with the parents, earn my own money & everything needed to be completely independent.

Hopefully this avatar isn't as condescending as my last one. ;w;

Why didn't I just say I was uncomfortable with the questions? Why didn't I just skip it? I don't like talking about my distrust in others, it makes me hate myself, chokes me up, makes me cry...Why did I do this to myself...Why...I should've just ran away...But instead I decided to remind myself of how much I hate who I am....I'm so....Stupid...And then I answered that second question just to remind myself more about my weaknesses.

I feel so much like I'm a ****ing husk of a person....I hate myself....I hate myself....I ****ing hate myself....

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Good job and congrats to a few lazy asses for attracting ants to this house. You deserve the pig of the world award, in fact you guys won a house, that is 100 times grosser and smellier than this one, yes it is called the dumpster. You know where we put filthy things in. Like whomever attracted these tiny spawns of Satan to this house. Because you know, they don't clean their act.