I've cried myself to sleep for 9 nights now. Tonight will be night number 10.
I've never cried this much before.
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k25205
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#31551 Posted: 22:41:54 28/07/2015
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#31552 Posted: 22:53:18 28/07/2015
Quote: k25205
Holy ****ing ****. Boys do have to worry about being judged! Have you ever been to a High School? Where I come from, if you didn't fit into a certain cliche as a guy, you were pretty much bullied and judged relentlessly. Sometimes you were even beaten up. There was no place to hide because teachers didn't give a flying **** because to them, boys had to suck it up and be tough. However, boys can be emotional, boys can cry, boys can feel like they don't belong. Hell, According to the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, men actually commit suicide more then females do. Why is this because again, boys are taught by society that they can't ****ing be emotional because if they do, they're called names and judged.
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valskeletor
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#31553 Posted: 23:19:47 28/07/2015
Quote: k25205
actually, the wage gap refers to the average pay of a female vs the average pay of a male, not within the same business and usually not within the same field. females work in lower paying fields of work on average compared to men. although this is still a cultural problem, it's a very different problem. in fact it's illegal to pay males and females different for working the same job with the same level of experience and qualifications in the united states and presumably most first-world countries. and in terms of culture, both males and females both face big problems, although very different ones. males get unequally higher prison sentences for the same crime, are significantly less likely to win child custody cases due to a cultural belief that females are better parents, and are more likely to be the victims of violent crime. although it's completely true that in many third-world and less developed countries that females have much less rights, in most first world nations it's practically equal.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#31554 Posted: 23:59:13 28/07/2015
Quote: valskeletor
This is why I don't feel like feminism is needed in America as much as it's needed in third world countries, girls there struggle to even read. Girls get stoned to death for driving a car, girls are treated more like cattle rather then human beings. Basically what I'm saying is: It's good to have feminism, but other places need it more right now.
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spyroisthebest8
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#31555 Posted: 00:48:50 29/07/2015
Nooooo, this really can't happen! ![]() ----- |
Wild
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#31556 Posted: 02:30:08 29/07/2015
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IM SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS holy crap textexttexttext |
k25205
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#31557 Posted: 03:00:31 29/07/2015
fighting with someone you love really sucks </3
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AvatariDragon
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#31558 Posted: 03:19:14 29/07/2015
Ew, wtf no. Just stop. ----- |
shroom boom
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#31559 Posted: 03:30:52 29/07/2015
Quote: valskeletor
Men have four time higher suicide rate then women, if we get divorced our lives become ruined giving women half of our money and never seeing your kids and sometimes having to move in with your parents. if you cry or show emotion your a pussy, every man is expected to never show emotion and cry thus killing themselves more often. we have double the prison sentence then women, women don't have to pay alimony men do. male abuse is hardly ever mentioned or looked at its always focused at women because they are the majority of the victim. Male rape victim are laughed at and mocked and in a lot of countries its not even considered rape, its only If you have been penetrated. girls can wear guys clothes and girls clothes but if guys do it they get mocked. if we try to defend ourselves in an abusive relationship we are labled abusers we have zero to almost none sucuide and abuse shelters and we make up 90% of workplace deaths and we have a short crappy life cause we die early. I know that women still have issues but I think that mens issues are very important but womens issues are considered more important by society and thus having us ignored and worst of all we get basically **** all funding for male sickness like testical cancer. **** being a man sucks a lot!
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AmethystRose
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#31560 Posted: 04:29:45 29/07/2015
Plz ignore, just a hardcore pms-ing ***** over here <3
Why is it that whenever you want it, I do it even though I don't necessarily want it at the moment, but when I want it, you don't do the same for me? Ugh... Whatever. Goddamn it those were MINE. I bought them with my OWN money, and they were ****ing expensive, don't eat all of them when I'm gone and leave the ****ing empty package sitting there! I even hid them away in a bag, how the **** did you find those anyway? Grrr...
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DragonCamo
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#31561 Posted: 04:42:19 29/07/2015
NO
ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN IS DOWN HOW DO I LIVE
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TacoMakerSkys
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#31562 Posted: 05:17:55 29/07/2015
i wasted a whole summer seeing as i didn't reach my goal of becoming level 30 on league
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words. letters. filler. |
Eevee88
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#31563 Posted: 05:56:28 29/07/2015
Oh no, I am soooooooooooo scared D:
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31564 Posted: 06:30:30 29/07/2015
It finally came! <3
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Trix Master 100
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#31565 Posted: 08:05:39 29/07/2015
Where did we get these nice handled silverware? These please me and make me feel nice and fancy.
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IsisStormDragon
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#31566 Posted: 08:12:26 29/07/2015
I haven't really been feeling social lately. I'll have my moments where I'll make some posts on some sites, for example, then vanish... And I try to make sure I talk to friends but I just feel so exhausted and wish I could get away from it all for a little bit. But then I'd feel like a horrible friend and then that makes me even more afraid to talk to my friends because what if they get upset with me and my sanity just spirals.
My mind's tendency to wander and torment me can't be healthy. I feel like I worded this so poorly because I always make posts like this when I'm tired and not thinking clearly... hbsfkdg |
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31567 Posted: 08:43:17 29/07/2015
I didn't do anything to you! What have I done now!? What's your ****ing problem now I didn't do anything!
Well great there go my headphones. I don't even have money at all to buy new ones... just...****ing great.... first this stupid keyboard, now the ****ing headphones. This vacation is a nightmare. And on top of that all I'm constantly crying and nobody is ever ****ing going to make me happy! **** this life! **** this world! I'm done being myself.... |
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#31568 Posted: 13:31:56 29/07/2015
I seriously don't understand your humor at all. To throw a dog against the wall to see it slide down is ****ing cruel. You laugh cause the dog is limping yet you're scared someone is going to turn you in for animal abuse. You need help girl and to be honest with you saying that it's your dog and you can do what you want with her is ****ing wrong. I'll take the dog and find her a loving home, you are an animal abuser and someone will turn you in.
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Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31569 Posted: 14:09:02 29/07/2015
Quote: thumper
Sorry if this is intruding in your business, but you really should report this person if they aren't a close friend (you should report them anyways, but with close friends it's harder to do. Abuse is wrong no matter what form. |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#31570 Posted: 14:20:41 29/07/2015
Quote: Mesuxelf
I reported her this morning. Apparently some other people have reported the abuse as well. Hopefully the dog will be removed from the home today. |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31571 Posted: 14:36:11 29/07/2015
Quote: thumper
I was going to say something along the lines of Mesu. That is just ridicekous. That dog deserves better. I hope he gets a better life soon. |
AvatariDragon
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#31572 Posted: 15:45:34 29/07/2015
My eyes ache again, and I didn't cry myself to sleep last night. What the **** is wrong now? --- Stop it. Sit on your hand if you have to, just stop it. ----- |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31573 Posted: 17:32:04 29/07/2015
Quote: thumper
Thank you. You did the right thing. |
crystalhero37
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#31574 Posted: 21:48:58 29/07/2015
Ugggh I agree with you there but I really wish I didn't see that, now I'm reminded of stuff.
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k25205
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#31575 Posted: 23:03:00 29/07/2015
Quote: Cynderfan507
Story of my life ![]()
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AvatariDragon
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#31576 Posted: 00:24:26 30/07/2015
Sorry... ----- |
Trix Master 100
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#31577 Posted: 00:45:39 30/07/2015
How the **** does this drawer work? It has this metal pieces that were never ****ing drilled onto, what the hell?
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CAV
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#31578 Posted: 00:54:54 30/07/2015
We should talk more. I'm still nervous to try and talk to you.
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spyro fan 8 Ripto Gems: 2948 |
#31579 Posted: 01:00:59 30/07/2015
I just got back from a 3 year hiatus from this site and I'm afraid of being known as the hipster who went on this site before Skylanders was a thing. I came back to talk to my old friends but sometimes I wonder if they're ever coming back. I feel stupid rambling about stuff that no one else cares about, I'm an adult. I should learn to move on. But I've lost almost everything in my real life and I don't want to lose this site or the memories I made with my best friends so many years ago. ._.
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Wild
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#31580 Posted: 01:39:42 30/07/2015
I'm not sure how useful hiding negative emotions from others actually is. I'm not very good at being helpful when someone else is having a hard time, I mean, I downright freeze up, I don't know how to comfort or help others unless I know them as well as this one person. It adds to my general feelings of inferiority, uselessness, and when others actually try to help me, it's so unfamiliar to me. I'm quite incapable of helping others emotionally, so what help do I actually deserve from them? I don't want to impose on others. I'm very tied up in how others perceive me, incredibly so, but I sometimes like to act as if I'm somehow invincible to that when, more often than not, I'm not at all. I'm a massive coward. I'm afraid to become close to people. I've become even terrified of disagreeing with anyone, especially friends. I hate myself so much and it's not like I don't try not to hate myself, or to do things about it. I hate how I'm so hypersensitive. It's disgusting to me since I don't know how to deal with it. I'm a lot to deal with if I'm actually comfortable with you, and it's probably not even worth your time? I don't trust others, and it has so little to do with thinking ill of people or of humanity as a whole, rather, it's just me, I don't trust others and it's not because they are untrustworthy, but because of something else... And my memory is just getting worse. I don't want to have my family spend any more money on me than they already have. Okay, okay. I don't feel like writing any more. I'm not really looking for advice. I just need to rant. |
k25205
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#31581 Posted: 04:06:58 30/07/2015
Thank god my grandparents replaced the carpet in their bathroom with tile. If they hadn't, I would be in so much trouble for getting blood everywhere. .....
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Darby
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#31582 Posted: 05:10:36 30/07/2015 | Topic Creator
i hope you're experiencing what you put me through ya jackass -------- |
CommanderGame
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#31583 Posted: 05:20:15 30/07/2015
**** yes I'm so happy!
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AmethystRose
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#31584 Posted: 08:26:47 30/07/2015
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Hello old thoughts of wanting myself to suffer and think I deserve it... It's been a long while since I last had you... It's just that seeing you like this wants me to just take all of the pain onto myself, I think it would be a lot more bearable than the emotional pain I'm going through right now by having to watch you go through that... I try to be happy and optimistic, but it ****ing wears on me and wears on me until I just...cannot take it anymore... And you ****ing wonder why I'm so goddamn depressed all of the time... It's because even when I think the day is going just swell and I fool myself into believing I'm having a good time, nope... it's ripped away from me. I can't have that... I don't deserve to have happiness... Stupid me... I should have known... And you're not helping, you son of a *****... get out of my sight... There's a reason I don't talk to you anymore, asshole. ---- I wish I would win the lottery, so ****ing bad... I wouldn't even use it on myself, I'd take care of my family and friends first... to help them... If only...
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Greeble
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#31585 Posted: 08:55:12 30/07/2015
You made a mistake so why not just be big enough to admit to it?
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31586 Posted: 09:12:47 30/07/2015
After hearing about this, what the ****.
--------- **** me dsl internet I love it when it crashes and doesn't work for awhile. |
AvatariDragon
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#31587 Posted: 14:23:56 30/07/2015
An apology isn't gonna do **** when he's already dead. Stupid ****er... R.I.P. Cecil ----- |
Greeble
Emerald Sparx
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#31588 Posted: 14:35:12 30/07/2015
Quote: AvatariDragon
A friend?
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MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#31589 Posted: 14:40:32 30/07/2015
Quote: AvatariDragon
Sorry for your loss. ![]()
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AvatariDragon
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#31590 Posted: 14:43:42 30/07/2015
Quote: Greeble
Quote: MagicFizz
http://www.cnn.com/2015/07/29/...he-lion-killed/ |
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Greeble
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#31591 Posted: 14:48:18 30/07/2015
Quote: AvatariDragon
I saw that. How can people be so cruel.
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AvatariDragon
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#31592 Posted: 14:55:52 30/07/2015
Quote: Greeble
Yeah... |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31593 Posted: 14:57:33 30/07/2015
Quote: AvatariDragon
I don't understand why he payed $50,000 to kill the lion. You could buy a brand new Corvette for that price </3 |
AvatariDragon
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#31594 Posted: 14:58:39 30/07/2015
Quote: Mesuxelf
Because he's a disgusting piece of **** ![]() |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31595 Posted: 15:00:33 30/07/2015
Quote: AvatariDragon
It's disgusting to even kill a lion. But to pay 50K? |
AvatariDragon
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#31596 Posted: 15:01:43 30/07/2015
Quote: Mesuxelf
Some people are just sick like that... |
DarkCynder10
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#31597 Posted: 17:07:09 30/07/2015
I hate people sometimes.
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weebbby
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#31598 Posted: 20:05:20 30/07/2015
Idiots...
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