darkSpyro

*sigh*

Suicidal thoughts are back.

What's wrong with me? Why does no one seem to care?

Quote: Cynderfan507

Damn, this pre owned copy of Omega Ruby was a GOLD MINE of pokemon! Shinies and legendaries and ****. Unbelievable. But at the same time it was like a can of worms. Nobody will help me transfer them all because "3many5 me" so I'll just have to reset it. Despite some of these Pokemon being ones I've wanted forever. Dammit ;-;

Psst. I already said I'd help you transfer some of them.

Yesyesyes YES *screams in pillow*

Hell yes!! I freakung love this girl.

Quote: Cynderfan507

Quote: Mesuxelf

Quote: Cynderfan507

Damn, this pre owned copy of Omega Ruby was a GOLD MINE of pokemon! Shinies and legendaries and ****. Unbelievable. But at the same time it was like a can of worms. Nobody will help me transfer them all because "3many5 me" so I'll just have to reset it. Despite some of these Pokemon being ones I've wanted forever. Dammit ;-;

Psst. I already said I'd help you transfer some of them.

But what if you can't when you said you would? Cuz **** happens.

I'll make time, don't worry.

Quote: Cynderfan507

Quote: Mesuxelf

Quote: Cynderfan507

Damn, this pre owned copy of Omega Ruby was a GOLD MINE of pokemon! Shinies and legendaries and ****. Unbelievable. But at the same time it was like a can of worms. Nobody will help me transfer them all because "3many5 me" so I'll just have to reset it. Despite some of these Pokemon being ones I've wanted forever. Dammit ;-;

Psst. I already said I'd help you transfer some of them.

But what if you can't when you said you would? Cuz **** happens.

You could always use Pokemon bank.

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Quote: terrafin2299

Reveal Spoiler

I want to ask him out

*sigh*

Hey! Now I know why you really left. Thanks!

(Read with a load of sarcasm and as many tears as you can possible imagine.)

Busted

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I just wish I could've been there for longer. It was too amazing to whine on and it was so sweet... but now here it just seems curses are laid on me again. I get constant complaining from them and I seem to be unable to rest.... It's like this place simply hates me.... I want to walk away...back to safety but I can't.... It seriously makes me cry and feel suicidal about it... I just don't want to be here....

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I don't normally visit here but

There was a fire in front of our house

Someone has been lighting fires in my street, went to sleep early and woke up because I heard yelling about it

I can't believe it. Why would someone do this?

There's been more **** happening in our neightbourhood lately, I'm really worried. But, welp, farewell sleep and dreams outside of nightmare.

I'm just trying everything I can to calm down but I'm still panicked even with the fire gone

I don't understand...What? Did I just hear voices...?

Welcome to the friend zone. Population, me.

I wanna die. and now. I can only be a monster. everyone only sees a monster. I'm done. I'm going to jump out of my windo wnad crash on the street. Nobody is going to care? Good!

I've never cried this much before in my life.

Quote: BlackWing116

I wanna die. and now. I can only be a monster. everyone only sees a monster. I'm done. I'm going to jump out of my windo wnad crash on the street. Nobody is going to care? Good!

Erm
I'd rather you not, even if I don't know you

tags, tags everywhere....

Done, done, done! I can't deal with you any longer! You never take time to understand me or calm me down or anything like that! All you do to me is swear to me and all that crap! I'm done!

WOW, you block me again!? Seriously!? What have I done now to deserve these bloody assaults and hating behavior!!

Oh a simple "good mirning" Wasn't allowed, because I directly got attacked by your painful words, do you even know in what medical condition I am in right now? Oh no, cause you don't care, you've told this to me that you seriously just don't care, that you are my slave for no bloody reason! What slave?? I said good bloody morning, and you reply with, "yeah not going to deal with this." Oh only because I was a little worried? No I'm not allowed to talk to you this way, because it's apperentaly not allowed. What is allowed? After thinking that you would forget all of these problems that had been a issue for a very long time, basically gets thrown back into the ring without any needed explanation. I get shouted at, and told that you're simply going to commit suicide, because of me? Is this how I had to wake up today? Is this even reality? This isn't right, what the hell has gone wrong to make all of these chaotic events to take place after such a wonderful time together? And then yeah, with a dangerously high blood pressure, and in full tears, as I write this down, for myself to possibly relieve that painful feeling that is acing at my skull the entire time, only making things worse, and I'm only being assaulted even further down the road of sadness, what have I done? Seriously what have I done?

I'm done
*removes EVERYTHING relative*

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That made me really happy

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Every time i log on i have at least 3 moderated messages

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Halo 5 hurry the **** up I'm sick of waiting

*tries to log into accounts on certain sites for the millionth time*

*fails*

k fine, i'll send a lost password...

*email stops loading*

fffffffffff

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I guess it figures that I start feeling better, start feeling alive, start regaining my confidence, and then you show up and I'm back to the starting line.

And the worst part is there's nothing I can do about it. After all, you're one of us.

I'm kind of relieved, yet sad that this is all over now. It's been really fun and I'm not sure when I'm gonna see any of you again.

I hate headaches

I Am really sad. My neptunia dvd may be stuck in the tv ;3;

I really really feel like I am ignored...

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My really attractive guy friend wants to give me shirtless hugs... I dont know how to feel about this

Quote: Riolu-Blue-247

I really really feel like I am ignored...

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My really attractive guy friend wants to give me shirtless hugs... I dont know how to feel about this

If IRL: Tell him no and that it's not okay

I dunno how to feel about tonight cause it could go either way. Eh, I sure as hell hope it don't go that way cause it would mean I'm gonna get in trouble too. omg...

.....

uh, i feel as though I've been slapped with a stupid stick.

omg why?

So many bad things have happened, yet along with it, an equal amount of good things have come.

I'm confused on what to think of what just happened right now.

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:c sadness

what a productive day i'm so happy. i'm finally getting things done that will lead to me being a happy & independent adult