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MoonHorizons
Gold Sparx
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#31301 Posted: 15:39:56 14/07/2015
Seems that everytime you see something you don't understand, you need to find something to place the blame on. It's bugging me greatly how you keep doing this crap every day or so.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31302 Posted: 17:30:17 14/07/2015
Ahh the old days, so beautiful and nice. So much better communication. Oh where did that go? That just so reminds me of that one song that really took my mind. It was a wonderful example on questions I wanted to ask for so long.
Oh well.... People block me very easily these days, without a proper reason for them to do so. Or those who find it hilarious to continue with an outdated joke for more than a year long, guys that is getting really old. That's just so 2014. Seriously.. it here isn't my reason to cancel special appointments. Nobody shows me anything, so why should I show them? |
Dark Lord
Platinum Sparx
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#31303 Posted: 17:36:57 14/07/2015
I absolutely hate myself, absolute...
Absolution lead to self-harm... Self-harm lead to pain... Pain leads to death... Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in ten years...But someday, I will kill myself. Right now, right now I still have the will to survive, the will for self-preservation... So right now, I'll just cry to myself by myself, but I'll do it on the inside, no need to worry my family, no need to worry any friends.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31304 Posted: 17:41:49 14/07/2015
I get the blame on a mechanical devise quitting to live. I get negativity slapped at my face. That is not how I wish to start.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31305 Posted: 17:45:30 14/07/2015
oh and I forgot to mention that people seriously tend to ignore certain things that were asked before.
I think it will remain unanswered forever....... so much for making nice ideas. I think I'm about to burst in tears, and by this a shell of preciousness will be broken forever. Unless someone can extinguish these flames... Doubtful guys... Tired, stressed, depressed, what else does a human being want? |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31306 Posted: 18:53:49 14/07/2015
Out of all the things I hate about myself, if I could change one thing, it would probably be how I really struggle to put my thoughts into words. I can never explain how I feel, or whenever someone asks me a question I often can't tell them the answer I want to tell them because I don't know how to say it. It's a real pain in daily life and makes me feel really dumb. ----- |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31307 Posted: 19:06:24 14/07/2015
I don't feel like aproaching anyone who's wishing to make a bad remark on something I couldn't foresee. Can I help it my phone gave up on it and needs a charge? I get on skype and get bad remarks on how someone was so desperetly waiting for me on the phone. NO, I don't get a "welcome back" or "Muffin what happend?" or anything close to that... I get bad remarks on how I attempt to finish every site I have so I had full time for you.... Yet....The usual starts and I feel no need to converse. I'll just keep on watching Raven-Related videio's
How a fictional character can look so much like yourself... |
MoonHorizons
Gold Sparx
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#31308 Posted: 19:32:05 14/07/2015
Okay, now you're just being nonsensical.
Stop trying to take down what I like for dumb reasons.
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31309 Posted: 23:33:49 14/07/2015
I've been left alone and the thoughts come back. The ones that tell me she doesn't love me and I'm better off dead. They're winning
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AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
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#31310 Posted: 00:03:07 15/07/2015
Holy **** today was horrible... It's so hot.
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spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#31311 Posted: 00:49:03 15/07/2015
ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGJT NOW DO YOU NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS AT ALL I JUST WENT THROUGH HEARING THAT AND YOU START SCREAMING **** THAT DOESNT EVEN MATTER RIGHT NOW AT ME AND COMPLAINING ABOUT THINGS DO YOU THINK I CARE RIGHT NOW?!?! I don't know what to do anymore I DON'T NEED THIS I DIDN'T NEED THIS MORE STRESS I DON'T WANT IT MORE ANXIETY Can today get any more worse? ![]() ----- |
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31312 Posted: 01:24:29 15/07/2015
am i not allowed to sleep why do you have to bring your ****ing child over to invade my room
lucky murder is illegal |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31313 Posted: 02:31:56 15/07/2015
HOLY ****ING ****
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valskeletor
Yellow Sparx
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#31314 Posted: 02:41:02 15/07/2015
i'm still not over this and now i just randomly start crying every time i start thinking about it
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Ash Starkindle
Gold Sparx
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#31315 Posted: 02:57:41 15/07/2015
why.... do you feel the need to constantly point out my flaws? I'm not skinny enough.... I'm not tan enough... My skin isn't clear enough... Why must you do this when you know this hurts me so much! You're my mother! ..... |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31316 Posted: 03:02:49 15/07/2015
Well today was actually pretty nice, but it was a painful reminder of how difficult it is for me to enjoy myself. That dark cloud is still lingering, and it's hard for me to escape it and take part in conversations and feel and experience genuine joy and laughter for more than a few minutes. I'm sort of surprised they still enjoy hanging out with me since I'm probably boring because I can't let loose. --- Too much caffeine too much caffeine WAY too much ****ing caffeine... ----- |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31317 Posted: 03:05:35 15/07/2015
For the third day in a row, I want to die
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Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31318 Posted: 04:40:52 15/07/2015
Dang it!
It took a lot longer to take everything I wanted to keep off my AS xd At least it's done and I can start it over now ![]() |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#31319 Posted: 04:45:53 15/07/2015
Agh. Agh. Agh. You were amazing today, and so was I. I kept cool, made witty jokes, had fun with you, we talked together, and we both had fun I neeeeed moreeeee. 0100011 |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31320 Posted: 04:52:28 15/07/2015
I miss you so freaking much right now... I don't think I've cried this hard and for this long in awhile... ----- |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31321 Posted: 05:04:32 15/07/2015
**** power outages
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31322 Posted: 13:37:30 15/07/2015
Everyone ignores my cries for help, and don't realize how fast I'm sinking. Maybe death is better than loneliness
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31323 Posted: 15:06:39 15/07/2015
i know i can't say it but i hope you know how much affection i have towards you :x aaaaaaaaaaaaa |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31324 Posted: 16:07:20 15/07/2015
Let's just try to get through the day without falling apart every half hour~ ----- |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31325 Posted: 17:17:08 15/07/2015
I can't believe it took me until now to realize you don't care and never had. I kept coming back with hope but I'm done now.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31326 Posted: 18:31:20 15/07/2015
I thought I could tend to you, may it be wrong to underestimate that decision? Cause it feels that I'm abused and mistreated for far too many times now. I may can be an awful joke maker, but this isn't a joke that has been funny since the beginning of time.
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Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7911 |
#31327 Posted: 18:37:40 15/07/2015
hurry up uni, i want to know what accommodation i have gotten into
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31328 Posted: 22:29:15 15/07/2015
You do realize I'm still in a relationship, right? Why do you talk to me as if I'm not? Are you that oblivious to what's going on or do you just think it won't last... ----- |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31329 Posted: 01:25:43 16/07/2015
i can't bear the thought of you being with someone else it's been how long now and i'm still not over it but i can't help it oughhhh |
Darby
Platinum Sparx
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#31330 Posted: 02:27:08 16/07/2015 | Topic Creator
so i thought i heard a puppy crying outside my window last night but upon closer inspection it was our downstairs neighbors doin' the hanky panky and now i'm uncomfortable sleeping with the window open
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valskeletor
Yellow Sparx
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#31331 Posted: 03:10:51 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
THAT SOUNDS HORRIFYING WHAT THE HECK
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MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#31332 Posted: 03:27:29 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
Sorry about that, I'll try to tone it down a bit tonight.
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Hot Dog 542
Gold Sparx
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#31333 Posted: 06:43:50 16/07/2015
was that pepe the frog as a kiwi on television???
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Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
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#31334 Posted: 08:48:55 16/07/2015
I'm pretty sure the main issue is a division problem for the toilet paper. 5 people use 1 bathroom, while 1 person has the other. Do you see the scales tipping over now, you old walking sack of flesh?
Also sister, have fun convincing mom to get those braces removed on Friday of next month. Because I am sure as hell it's not going to happen. If it was possible. You would figure that I, your older sister with braces (and had them longer than your weak ass), would have them off eons ago.
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31335 Posted: 14:57:53 16/07/2015
.......... :/ --- Finally ----- |
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31336 Posted: 16:23:15 16/07/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
Yaaayy~ Btw what did you end up naming her? I don't think you ever told us what you decided on. Sorry if I'm intruding |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31337 Posted: 16:52:30 16/07/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
Aww, well that's still really cute ![]() |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#31338 Posted: 18:23:30 16/07/2015
Why are you acting so strange today? You seem annoyed at me and kinda pushing me aside? That's not like you at all. You better stop texting while I'm trying to talk to you or telling me to go before I throw your phone in the lake. Also, what's up with you being so secretive? Half of the time you get mad at me because I'm "not spending enough time with you" when you just tell me to go and make your bed. I'm honestly really upset because I wanted to have fun today when I guess I'll just sit in my room all day. Stop being such a hypocrite and GET OFF YOUR DAMN PHONE AND TALK TO ME. Also, it would be nice if you end the ****ty mood you're in now, okay? Like you'd do that. ----- |
MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#31339 Posted: 20:25:31 16/07/2015
Quote: Sapphire
^ Me right now.
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31340 Posted: 20:31:11 16/07/2015
lmao i love how you don't care at all
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31341 Posted: 20:41:19 16/07/2015
I can't stop the bleeding
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TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#31342 Posted: 21:03:01 16/07/2015
Quote: terrafin2299
What did you do?! You can stop the bleeding, just apply pressure to the wound like a towel or cloth. Don't worry if it starts to leak through, just keep applying more.
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Trix Master 100
Diamond Sparx
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#31343 Posted: 22:09:13 16/07/2015
"She's always in skype calls!"
Not really. Yesterday I skipped out, and the join.me was functioning right. "Wiser and stupider!" Okay pick one dumb ass.
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