darkSpyro

There's a part of me that wants to do a 1-season Survivor revival this summer before I end schooling and join the work force for realz. But I don't think it'd get enough attention anymore. XP

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I'm not funny enough

You're honestly one of the funniest people on this site. I wish I was as funny as you ;A;

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There's a part of me that wants to do a 1-season Survivor revival this summer before I end schooling and join the work force for realz. But I don't think it'd get enough attention anymore. XP

pssssst

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I'm not funny enough

I see it as the other way around,

too funny actually >.>

we only just became friends recently but i feel way more comfortable when you join the call aaaaaaa

Tonight was amazing. I had so much fun, all of our worries seemed to just simply wash away tonight. I never wanted it to end.

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HOnestly, my life is just a hell. Only people that realy seem to care are them who take care of me. I don't like weekends anymore because I have to go home. :/ I wanna stay theeereee!

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I can beat Spyro 2 in 3.5-4 hours, cool.

I'm sad
Lonely
Annoyed
Angry
Hungry
Many things right now

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JFGHVJBYUSGIUKXJH,BH EJLRK.SUDGHVBHIDGKU MRYUEIK4URT7G9EIURKDBXF CIUGDKC I JUST DROPPED MY EARPHONE IN THE BATH WHAT THE **** THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRY FOR SOME REASON.

You know it's love when you take 1 hour to say goodbye and when you finally manage to stop talking you feel empty, for the night.

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I feel like starting a campaign for "masculism", which is basically feminism towards guys. With all these "feminists" out there I feel like I or someone that can actually do something about it should.

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Let me list the **** I did to clean that bathroom you little *****. (may or may not be safe for work)

this was a nice birthday

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I feel like starting a campaign for "masculism", which is basically feminism towards guys. With all these "feminists" out there I feel like I or someone that can actually do something about it should.

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Perfect

Great, Mr. Skunk, spray your load of disgusting fumes ALL over right outside my window, thank you so very much. <3

Jurassic World was better than I thought it would be. I'm so glad that they didn't **** it up.

Oh, and to reply to this, sorry, I forgot:

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Excited to go see Insidious 3 tonight, hope it's good.

TELL ME HOW IT IS

It was pretty good, it was a very nice backstory of Elise and how it all started. Although it didn't scare me much at all, but then again, I am a hardcore horror movie fanatic, so scary movies don't really scare me anymore. But everyone else in the theater was jumping, so I guess it was just me. :P

You choose not to get a job and you ask your kid for money for your addicting poker game that is virtual. YOU HAVE NO INCOME! That is near the equivalent of asking your kid for money to get drugs. You're not gonna pay anyone back. You're just gonna do what a young uneducated teenager is gonna do with a credit card and spend it dry with bad credit. Get a job, pay for your own ****, leave your kids out of your money issues.

At first I was like "Oh they're gonna ruin it by turning into a love story between the girl and The Little Prince" but then the old guy showed up and I was "OMG I WANNA SEE THIS"


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Please get the **** out of my life.

My migraine is so strong everything is hurting it, my mom and I thought maybe some food would help, nope, the smell is making me sick

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Tbh I hate the beach and the ocean, but I'll try to make the best of this vacation.

but...Hot girls in bikinis....And sandcastle fortresses and swimming and tanning and girls in bikinis and sun and grils

^how dare you eat a dog biscuit!

I don't understand why people think that my arguments with them are personal. I'm just a guy trying to prove a point; I'm not gonna think of you any differently afterwards. Unless you insult my momma. Then I'll end you <3

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I think I'm going to throw up

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I guess I shouldn't try to apologize for things that put people off?

^ it was a stupid fight...

LMAO DRAGON LOVER IS MY NEW BFF
WHETHER SHE LIKES IT OR NOT
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Have you not figured out why I log off when we're talking? I log off cause you piss me off saying what you say. I don't like being asked over and over the same question when in fact I said no to begin with. You're one of the reasons why I might be leaving and it really isn't fair to me at all. I have very close friends here, friends that have helped me when something was wrong, friends that I love dearly that never made me feel uncomfortable talking with them. But you, you make me feel uncomfortable, why is that? I'm depressed because of this and I shouldn't be depressed. I don't like how you talk to me. You need to stop doing this, you need to change your signature too, cause it is creepy.

Long personal gibberish rant following. The ending paragraph gives a certain view of things about it. But once again, long nonsense rant following, already stating my apologies beforehand.

I halve always conducted my own attitude and level of self-acceptance in life with this simple rule: when you wake up and stare at your reflection in bathroom mirror and look in your own eyes and are able to give yourself an honest nod and tell yourself that it is going to be okay. When you are able to do this, you are just fine. Today was a whole different thing.

Today when I did that routine of mine, I could not nod, I just couldn’t. I looked into my eyes and realized that probably there is something wrong. I just started to wonder that what had happened to me. Where is that person who used to have goals, ambitions and believed in the meaning and purpose? Did I feel a thing when I realized this? The answer is no.

Then I realized that I haven’t felt any remarkable emotions since the time immemorial, no happiness, no misery, I only felt the physical sensation of existing. I knew that I was there and still am here. All the colours seem gray to me even though I can recognize their differences, all food tastes the same and every sound, melody and whatnot sounds the same without generating needed emotional thrills. It seems that the human experience at its, traditionally considered, fullest is just sailing to other horizons day-by-day and I’ve just stagnated and keep guard at the lighthouse which’s light is just grey.

I don’t know what to do. One option would be to seek for professional help but I consider my little existential problems, conflicts, quarrels and trials of mind, body and spirit to be quite insignificant compared to people who actually have to dig in deep and keep on going on. I actually have all necessities covered but somehow I see no reason to utilize that fact. Going to see professional would be just taking the spots of the people who really need help and advice. Even writing this post feels like wasting somebody other’s page space which could be used way more efficiently.

Change is something that could help, although I somehow also feel at peace with this state of being. It is just existence after all without any emotional engagements. It is just observing various things in a way they just simply happen without attaching values to them. I just don’t know. Maybe the only definitive state of mind is this anxiety over own personal ignorance and feeling of being lost. I’m just afraid of the possible outcomes this type of mindset can do to me in a long run.

In a nutshell I have been feeling quite confused and lost recently. Emotions both the positive and negative are nowhere to be found. Purpose and meaning have just wandered off and passion, ambition and motivation have all just turned to indifference. Well… carry on being personal people.