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Oh ****. XD I'm glad we were quick to react, otherwise we would've been in a lot of trouble. ^^;
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I don't believe you would be that low to think that...would you?
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I never knew a wanting feeling could be painful.
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So that's what it feels like.
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You kept breaking into my thoughts during the exam. >.< I couldn't concentrate properly. I didn't do very well anyway, but it honestly doesn't bother me that much. I'm over school.
Its funny, isn't it?
I disappear for a while, and everyone can just simply replace me.
I mean nothing to anyone, they're all simply using me as a part-time thing, something to keep them happy for a while.. i'm sick of it, i'm sick of it all. If I leave, it doesn't matter, you'll all replace me. Even if I don't leave, you'll still replace me. Maybe you already have.. guess this applies to everyone, huh?
No one truly needs me, thats a fact. As I stare at your face, soaked in disgrace, what is the price? A judgment of life. I cry out in this dispossession.
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Hesitant Captain, it's too late to turn back around. The party is waiting and leaving this earth is such a beautiful sound.
You wanted me to move on, I didn't wanna hurt you by hanging around so much while the wounds were still fresh. If you want to talk again just say so... But I bet you aren't thinking of me. Oh well...
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How can he make me smile so much already? I don't understand him, he just turns me into a fool. He makes me blush and when he looks at me like that I find it so hard not to blush and stammer and feel like a fool. He didn't have to choose me... I don't expect people to choose me when theres an option of others. I know that they have better choices, but he said I won... and I dont understand how it makes me so happy.... pale into flushed? I can't help but blush....
--- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation,
And it looks like I'm the queen.
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried!
Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well, now they know!
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door!
I don't care
What they're going to say
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway!
It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all!
It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me I'm free!
Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry!
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on!
My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back,
The past is in the past!
Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone!
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway!
I know I've been shy since fourth grade. Screw it! I WILL come out of my shell this semester. Just wait. I don't care. Slowly but surely I will not be shy anymore.
Dad you are using google chrome, it has a spelling check on it. Also I think you are losing intelligence, because you asked me how to spell Godzilla when you spelt it like "Goailla" or something. You watched the movies, you pronounce the name perfectly, wtf?
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I have found my hang out nerds of the 5th period drawing class! Frick yeah!
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
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I'm more and more by myself as the days go along...And people think they understand, but they don't, they think they know what I'm going through...No, I'm not talking about lost loves like most would talk about, I'm talking about lost friends...They abandon me, they forget me, they stop talking to me, they stop liking me for some reason...For some damn reason, I don't do anything bad to them...And they still grow apart from me, yeah, sure, I have friends still, but I don't think I'm any longer a best friend to anyone...I don't think I am as close to them as I once was...It fricking hurts...It fricking damn well hurts...That no matter what I do, that no matter what good I do or how good I am, despite the person I am...And I know kindness won't always get people to get close to other people...But people keep saying that I deserve better than what I have, my friends keeping say that...And they still grow apart from me, and it...Fricking...Hurts...I want to be best friends again...I want that back...Give me it back...Why? Why life? Why are you taking away so much from me? I can't stop...Stop crying...
--- Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
I feel very terrible for forgetting the birthday of one of my best friends from school, although that was in the whole group, I was not the only one, but anyway it was a failure and now that person is very upset with us, I hope he can forgive us. Too many work, university, workplace, family and responsibilities sometimes makes me or makes one forget activities or things with the friends and best friends.
Kill me.
Kill me.
Someone kill me if I don't have the courage to try. Wake me when I have the courage to die.
I just want my sister home and also Malfoy (my sister's cat) home... Oh but then they would have to go back sometime soon.
Will anything ever get better? Will anything ever possibly get better?
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See those letters? Each piece of that word is a broken piece of my heart which had been also broken again. They don't care much anyways so give up already.
I don't even know why I'm writing similar to Stephen King when he wrote Carrie. I'm being such a copycat omg I need to freakin' stop already.
Why hasn't anyone killed me yet? Why hasn't anyone ever killed me yet?
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Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run.
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