darkSpyro

I've got absolutely no where to go
I've hardly got a cent
the majority of my friends moved away or departed
no one wants to chat with me
I'm broke as hell
ive got absolutely no one to talk to IRL or online about what I have to deal with
my last friend just left me for good
literally no one to text on my contacts list besides my dead beat family members
literally no one on FB to chat with
get turned down by girl at school constantly because I either don't have a vehicle or I'm not rich enough
all of my family members doubt me and think of me as some sort of drop out even though I do pretty well in school

its gotten to the point where I legitimately feel depressed where I am in my life and all I do is sleep, browse the internet, speak (more like spoke to now...) to literally my only friend, hardly eat enough, and still abruptly sick and have reoccurring pain where my spleen used to be and also around my lower left chest wall. Weird thing is, I got my spleen removed in 1999.

At this point if I was dealthy ill I wouldn't care. My presence according to my mother has been nothing but a mistake and disturbance to whatever social life she used to have.

I've literally got no friends right now. I have absolutely no one close and personal to speak to, and honestly, its probably better this way than for me to bother people. I'm only Twenty years old but god damn, I can't tell you about the amount of years of being yelled and screamed at has hurt and affected me.
I could really use someone to talk to. I feel like I'm at the ultimate low point in my life. The only upside is that I'm now working and still going to college and plan on succeeding.

Edit: I just want to clarify, by no means am I suicidal and nor do I use physical pain as a getaway. I still happen to love life when it can be bright and nice....I just feel at such a low point now. I'm only saying this because some user freaked out on me last time through PM and asked if I was okay.

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I'm sorry for the massive rant. I have no friends. I wish someone would talk to me for once.

No prob about rant I'm the almost the same.

You can chat to me.

I just lost a (friend) after he dumped me a the show after I gave 15 bucks and then he comes back for more.

I ignored him and then he sends me 3 horrible voice messages. We are never going to be friends ever again no matter how sorry he is.

No one sits next to me except in detention.(I'm there to get away from my ex friend) The message were very violent.

I get ship off to school every day.
Boys don't like me in the like like way I don't think?

I'm too busy in my video games and I think that makes then feel threaten in someway.

I'm a tomboy dresses in jeans and shirts and hoodies.

Family members well the same there Mum good Dad good other than that nothing.

Sleep yeah I do a lot of that 12 hours done that one a lot lately.

I'm a Aussie and next year I'll be going to another school kinda like college.

That sucks about your Mum.

Not allowed on Facebook.

I'm 17 and it sucks to be me people at school steal my stuff, My work and more my confidence also food which is why I go hungry at school and put a padlock on my bag.

Now I've had my rant too sorry.


Hey so if you do wanna talk I'm open.

Quote: Templarhunter97

No prob about rant I'm the almost the same.

You can chat to me.

I just lost a (friend) after he dumped me a the show after I gave 15 bucks and then he comes back for more.

I ignored him and then he sends me 3 horrible voice messages. We are never going to be friends ever again no matter how sorry he is.

No one sits next to me except in detention.(I'm there to get away from my ex friend) The message were very violent.

I get ship off to school every day.
Boys don't like me in the like like way I don't think?

I'm too busy in my video games and I think that makes then feel threaten in someway.

I'm a tomboy dresses in jeans and shirts and hoodies.

Family members well the same there Mum good Dad good other than that nothing.

Sleep yeah I do a lot of that 12 hours done that one a lot lately.

I'm a Aussie and next year I'll be going to another school kinda like college.

That sucks about your Mum.

Not allowed on Facebook.

I'm 17 and it sucks to be me people at school steal my stuff, My work and more my confidence also food which is why I go hungry at school and put a padlock on my bag.

Now I've had my rant too sorry.


Hey so if you do wanna talk I'm open.

Damn, I'm sorry to hear that too. Hmu a PM.

Quote: zer0dch

no one wants to chat with me

I was sleeping at the time chill. If I don't respond back right away it's because I'm sleeping or busy with something else.

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I'm sorry to hear of all these things you've gone through in your life and how tough of a time you're having now. I think the issue you're having when it comes to making friends here is that your manner of posting can come off as that of a douche. And sometimes you do act like that towards someone for differing thoughts from yours (even if it's just on games), and that leaves people here less tempted to try and get to know you better or be your friend.

Simply do some attitude tweaking and you'll have an easier time here.

Quote: CAV

Quote: zer0dch

no one wants to chat with me

Simply do some attitude tweaking and you'll have an easier time here.

this tidbit right here is all (darkspyro) asks of you, everyone can more easily gravitate towards you then

i think if you stopped trying to be the opinion lord people would approach you

Quote: CAV

Quote: zer0dch

no one wants to chat with me

I was sleeping at the time chill. If I don't respond back right away it's because I'm sleeping or busy with something else.

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I'm sorry to hear of all these things you've gone through in your life and how tough of a time you're having now. I think the issue you're having when it comes to making friends here is that your manner of posting can come off as that of a douche. And sometimes you do act like that towards someone for differing thoughts from yours (even if it's just on games), and that leaves people here less tempted to try and get to know you better or be your friend.

Simply do some attitude tweaking and you'll have an easier time here.

I'm sorry I didn't really have a clue. I get what you mean.

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: CAV

Quote: zer0dch

no one wants to chat with me

Simply do some attitude tweaking and you'll have an easier time here.

this tidbit right here is all (darkspyro) asks of you, everyone can more easily gravitate towards you then

I didn't think I had actually offended anyone here on dS besides MagicFizz for spoiling Kill La Kill back in July. Most of the time I'm fooling around, tbh.

Quote: Samius

I was half-expecting a topic like this to show up eventually. Maybe not so soon, but anyway..

You already know what I think. Just lose the /v/-tier attitude and you're golden, really. Obviously I can only talk for myself here, but your negative behavior is the only thing that irks me about you.

As for your money problems, didn't you say you already found a job?

All of the money I earn doesn't go to me. I try my best to help around, and its still not enough.

bump:

do people legitimately hate me? im just interested if its my personality or something because i legit just got stood up/walked out again. wtf gives..

Quote: zer0dch

bump:

do people legitimately hate me? im just interested if its my personality or something because i legit just got stood up/walked out again. wtf gives..

Nah, I don't hate you.
Sorry that you're going through tough times. I really do hope that everything gets better for 'ya.