darkSpyro

All i've done is hurt everyone.. I tried helping, I really did, but all I did was make everything bad, i've broken people, i've shattered them. Let me pay the price aand die for it.. I havent eaten, I refuse to sleep, but I deserve death, I deserve the worse punishment, a slow, painful death. I hope I get hit by a car, I hope I had enough courage to jump off a building.. eeveryone would be happy, then? You would all be happier if I was dead. I know all of you are happier when im not here, if I could, i'd lock myself up in my room. Even now, you're all happier when im over here, by myself, I can hear you all laughing and giggling.

Who the hell needs me? Who would even trust me now? I'll keep on wearing this mask. You dont need to know this.

why did i get my hopes up

why can't bloodborne come out already totes fml

I did my homework all last week. Why the hell do I have an F for homework that week? Should I confront you about it? Just...why.

**** this head cold.

This is dangerous territory. I don't like having to say this stuff but at this point I don't think I have much of a choice. The pressure is on and there is now a time limit. You need to see what is going on.

It's time to tip the scales.

Quote: CAV

This is dangerous territory. I don't like having to say this stuff but at this point I don't think I have much of a choice. The pressure is on and there is now a time limit. You need to see what is going on.

It's time to tip the scales.

i cringed im sorry

Quote: zer0dch

Quote: CAV

This is dangerous territory. I don't like having to say this stuff but at this point I don't think I have much of a choice. The pressure is on and there is now a time limit. You need to see what is going on.

It's time to tip the scales.

i cringed im sorry

You're welcome.

Stop talking to her like that! She's not a monster.

*Not on DarkSpyro.*
Is that roleplay going where I think it's going? God that is freaking awkward for everybody. The little guy is awkward about it, I'm glad I'm not roleplaying on that site yet, because I am confused and awkward about it.

Sad right now and the worst part is that it is my fault! >–<

Come on guys I need to know these things. You don't own it. I do. You gotta run things by me before just doing whatever willy nilly.

Its stopped hurting. Its all over. But I know Im going to try again, because im selfish...

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Didnt eat yesterday, probably wont eat today...

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Im not your problem anymore, and really I never was

why can't it be the 6th of December already ?

I want to go to that game already

Dumbass artist and his bigass watermarks.
The artwork actually looks cute but that watermark just ruins everything.

i feel really sad, jealous, anxious and lonely wow smh

What's with him for gods sake!? He's been angry for a reason I do not understand! I'm his girlfriend ffs and he doesn't tell. "Don't evoid" pfft....

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Why am I getting so worked up about this? It shouldn't even matter. Maybe it would just be a nice little confidence boost and I don't really like the other party.

Manhattan commute from SI is WAY too long, there has to be a faster way to the city.

Why do I continue to fail with all of you? Why can't I get a smile or sustained happiness from you guys or even myself? Why do you guys keep closed off?

I really need to get off my lazy duff and get to work on my beading.
I have a small white rose to finish and I've only got 4 petals done

Jesus Christ almighty, my mom called 911 because my grandma said she was going to faint and an ambulance and a fire truck came

help me i'm holding on for dear life
yeah i'm just holding on for tonight

My patience is wearing off, mom.
I'd like to go home now.
You better be lucky that I am mature enough to not swear at you.
This is why I really freakin' hate having to wait for you to take me home from work due to your retardedness that is called computer illiteracy.
I freakin' hate you for this.
I'm gonna piss you off the same way you did when I get the chance. Just like how you laughed at me for being so mad, I'll laugh at you and possibly treat you worse.

*sigh* I really don't want to go to this thing...

Wishing Screwball and Discord were an actual thing in the canon MLP FIM show.. ._.
*Le sigh*

Why am I so nervous?

YES! YES! YES! >=D
I get to go look at a S-10 tomorrow after work
If everything goes well (and I'm hoping it does), it'll be hello truck and good bye $2200

SOOOOOOO00 PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE LET EVERYTHING GO WELL TOMORROW!
I WANT TO HAVE A S-10 AGAIN!

May the Valkyries welcome you and lead you through Odin's great battlefield. May they sing your name with love and fury, so that we might hear it rise from the depths of Valhalla and know that you've taken your rightful place at the table of kings. For a great man has fallen: A warrior. A chieftain. A father. A friend.

it's taking forever to get to age 17.

Maybe is because I treat them with complete understanding and do my best to show that I'm not irritated. Which is easy, because I don't get angry easily. No matter how many times I get yelled at by them, all I do is show my full attention and do my best to show them that I understand. And kinda give a lecture too if I don't have anyone else waiting for me. So basically, I treat them with calmness, respect, and understanding. Maybe that's why I have an easier time with them and all that I said before. Since what they say doesn't bother me. The only thing that'll bother me is if they hit me, because I can't hit them back since I need the job.

Maybe you should treat them like you would like to be treated. Or something along those lines. >~>

I'm not letting my feelings get in the way again of rational thought, no matter how badly I want to talk to my friends, I'll leave them be if they want me to, I won't help unless asked, I'll keep my problems to myself and even though I never did it anyways, I won't pry on anything...They'll receive my show of care when they need or want it...I'll care inside but if someone doesn't want it on the outside, then I won't bring it on the outside.

I'll go back to my old ways, unless I'm wanted the way I am now...Because I know I've been immature, and it was more selfish of me to force my help upon people who didn't want it...If people want to talk me individually, then they have to talk to me. I'm not forcing anyone to listen to me anymore because that's what I've done when I talk.

I'm who I used to be again...I knew that was inside all along, it was the cold, the snow that was always there, and it has frozen my heart again, I'll close the door, close myself up again to protect myself from the cold, the warmth will be hidden deep inside once again.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

when i need a healing I just look up to the ceiling
I see the sun coming down, I know it's all better now..
not.

finally, I've been waiting for this

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I want to try this, but I can also see so many consequences happening if I screw up... Not only would I likely lose my parents' trust, but I can also see it harming myself a lot as well and possibly start a lot of gossip about me. Part of me wants to buck up and give this a try, but another part of me, and that's a HUGE part of me, wants me to just let it be and not get involved. Ugh... This is such a hard decision. I just want to crawl into a dark corner and not come out until it's all over.

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Why didn't someone remind me that I had used some of my money for that emergency D:>
I'm short $400 of $2200 and can't get the truck ;_____;
Why cruel world?! Why?! ;____;

There maybe a small chance they'll call me back and accept my offer, but I doubt ;___;

Flash was so good!

HOLY ****ING **** AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! 6 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN SEE MOCKINGJAY PART 1 IN THEATERS!!!!!!

Why does all the cool stuff happen in New York? (Mutants, and Superheroes.)