There I go again, acting on my anger.
I'm such a *****. I've tried to change that, but... I can't. I'm so hopeless. It's pathetic.
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I'm sorry.
I've told you a million times before that I'm far from being the nicest person on this ****ty planet.
I'm sorry for everything.
I honestly regret it all. Meeting you, talking to you, becoming so close with you... Falling in love with you... Dammit. It sucks to know that the only thing I've done to you since I met you was treat you like garbage. I tried. I tried to be nicer to you than I am to most people. You've seen sides of me that nobody knew existed. I tried so hard, but that wasn't good enough. After all, look at how this all ended up. Everything led to this... I want to forget this ever happened, but with my amazing memory, I can't forget a damn thing. I wish you'd forget, too. It would make this all so much easier. I'm such a horrible person. I'm a bad friend.
Hey girl, if you need someone to talk to and vent out on, please I am just a PM away. I've been told I give out great advice, and I want to help you feel better. Just an offer.