darkSpyro

Ug, I feel sad, tired, sick and nervous all at once right now. I don't even understand why.

Quote: awesomerockets

Ug, I feel sad, tired, sick and nervous all at once right now. I don't even understand why.

Maybe you suffer from a lot of unexpected stress, or anxiety, not too sure, maybe you are needing sleep, or you think of something, like love. Or it's something that you are excited to do, like a fun event.

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Darling, I know I can do it. Trust me. And you believe in me. But would you tell me the truth, no mater what the question of it is? Wonder if you wake up, to make me smile, or to disappoint me.

So that was a hella awkward. We were riding around looking for this anime shop using a address we got. Anyway, we started riding and soon we were around cornfields and in a small town. Yeah, turns out the address was a house. The shop didn't have an actual store and is only online. But she let us in, awkwardly and I appoligized like a million times that we didn't know but she was kinda ok, so I did buy a Makoto Naegi Nendoroid and a Yuzuki Yukari resign scale....but that was still really awkward and like, i feel bad now.

Quote: DimitriDM

Quote: awesomerockets

Ug, I feel sad, tired, sick and nervous all at once right now. I don't even understand why.

Maybe you suffer from a lot of unexpected stress, or anxiety, not too sure, maybe you are needing sleep, or you think of something, like love. Or it's something that you are excited to do, like a fun event.

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I most likely just need more sleep.

If that's not it, I'm not sure what else. The only significant event coming up is High School orientation tonight, but I'm not too worried about that. I'm gonna try going to sleep earlier tonight and see if it helps.

Quote: awesomerockets

Quote: DimitriDM

Quote: awesomerockets

Ug, I feel sad, tired, sick and nervous all at once right now. I don't even understand why.

Maybe you suffer from a lot of unexpected stress, or anxiety, not too sure, maybe you are needing sleep, or you think of something, like love. Or it's something that you are excited to do, like a fun event.

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I most likely just need more sleep.

If that's not it, I'm not sure what else. The only significant event coming up is High School orientation tonight, but I'm not too worried about that. I'm gonna try going to sleep earlier tonight and see if it helps.

Any sort of event can also make yo ufeel like that. But I wish you good luck.

Seriously?!?!?

That was satisfying.

I skinned my knee while flopping on a floor

Seriously, that was not a coincidence.

what you talkin bout girl red is totally better than ash

idek what sort of ****ed up universe you must live in to think ash is better

Moving in tomorrow.
Oh **** @_@

Quote: HotDogAndZap

what you talkin bout girl red is totally better than ash

idek what sort of ****ed up universe you must live in to think ash is better

define 'better'
If the anime actually made sense still and Ash had character development, he could be as good as Red, but the show sucks so...


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I hate when someone just ruins a prank or a joke, like, seriously, if you aren't involved or you know it's meant to be a joke just stay out of it.

So that's why I'm antisocial.
I finally decided to get off my butt and I texted a bunch of my friends two days ago to hang out. We were gonna cook hot dogs and s'mores over a fire pit and have a good time.
Only one of them had the decency to tell me that he wasn't able to make it. I was like, fine. There's still 5 coming.
Only one showed up. The rest were unresponsive, and didn't tell me anything.
If I hadn't tried to find out what they were doing, I would've been stuck sitting there waiting for nobody.
Usually I beat myself up over this. Oh, I should've given them more warning! Oh, I should've called them individually! Maybe my message didn't send!
...It wasn't my fault this time, though.
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Things like this are why I don't talk to people. I bury my emotions and hide under a mask of good-naturedness. I don't like seeing people get hurt. I don't mind taking the blame for others, and sacrificing my things for others.
But sometimes...
I want to be left alone. I'm perfectly fine with listening to my own music, with headphones, and sitting by myself in the corner. I like being a shadow. The things that conflict are the fact that I don't like seeing others get hurt and the fact that I'm very indifferent to the world. This conflict is why I'm quiet and mysterious, but not a bad person.
Maybe being like this isn't healthy. Maybe I won't learn any of the social skills that I'll need when I'm an adult.
And then I get stuck typing out my feelings on an online forum, chasing myself in circles over this. Is it my fault, or isn't it?!

Quote: Lunarz

Quote: HotDogAndZap

what you talkin bout girl red is totally better than ash

idek what sort of ****ed up universe you must live in to think ash is better

define 'better'
If the anime actually made sense still and Ash had character development, he could be as good as Red, but the show sucks so...

better as in character development, and ash having some original personality. also hes been ten forever

Quote: HotDogAndZap

Quote: Lunarz

Quote: HotDogAndZap

what you talkin bout girl red is totally better than ash

idek what sort of ****ed up universe you must live in to think ash is better

define 'better'
If the anime actually made sense still and Ash had character development, he could be as good as Red, but the show sucks so...

better as in character development, and ash having some original personality. also hes been ten forever

he was 11 once...

Quote: ShadowMewX

So that's why I'm antisocial.
I finally decided to get off my butt and I texted a bunch of my friends two days ago to hang out. We were gonna cook hot dogs and s'mores over a fire pit and have a good time.
Only one of them had the decency to tell me that he wasn't able to make it. I was like, fine. There's still 5 coming.
Only one showed up. The rest were unresponsive, and didn't tell me anything.
If I hadn't tried to find out what they were doing, I would've been stuck sitting there waiting for nobody.
Usually I beat myself up over this. Oh, I should've given them more warning! Oh, I should've called them individually! Maybe my message didn't send!
...It wasn't my fault this time, though.
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Things like this are why I don't talk to people. I bury my emotions and hide under a mask of good-naturedness. I don't like seeing people get hurt. I don't mind taking the blame for others, and sacrificing my things for others.
But sometimes...
I want to be left alone. I'm perfectly fine with listening to my own music, with headphones, and sitting by myself in the corner. I like being a shadow. The things that conflict are the fact that I don't like seeing others get hurt and the fact that I'm very indifferent to the world. This conflict is why I'm quiet and mysterious, but not a bad person.
Maybe being like this isn't healthy. Maybe I won't learn any of the social skills that I'll need when I'm an adult.
And then I get stuck typing out my feelings on an online forum, chasing myself in circles over this. Is it my fault, or isn't it?!

U ok, Shadmé?

Quote: Lunarz

Quote: HotDogAndZap

Quote: Lunarz

define 'better'
If the anime actually made sense still and Ash had character development, he could be as good as Red, but the show sucks so...

better as in character development, and ash having some original personality. also hes been ten forever

he was 11 once...

oh oh show me

i have never heard of that alternate universe

I am seriously really excited for High School

Omg!
Some people just can't stand to loose a pokemon battle.
They called me a cheaternoob
Anyone who's battled me before knows Triple Battles are my strong suit
And they only won the single battle thanks to that Stealth Rock which was their very first move of the battle

Maybe Ramen wasn't such a good idea.. e.e

Dang, I knew it. Again, for the second time, I just knew it!

Quote: HotDogAndZap

Quote: Lunarz

Quote: HotDogAndZap

better as in character development, and ash having some original personality. also hes been ten forever

he was 11 once...

oh oh show me

i have never heard of that alternate universe

*butts into conversation*

he probably meant the Pichu Bros. short, it was the 1 year anniversary of when Pikachu and Ash met.

(also in one episode in the actual English version of the anime they mentioned it was almost a year since they were at viridian city, though that was just added by the dubbers apparently :U)

Also I like Ash a lot more than Red myself just because I find him more interesting and I just really like the character (well in the older episodes). Nothing wrong with that.

why the heck did i edit this so much holy geezus

Is waiting worth a try? Is it going to help? Uhg what is it for anyways, well I don't know. Why doe this seem to be a mistake, what s happening out there?

Uhg I need to stop asking all these questions.

@Dark Bro
I'm fine now. I just needed some sleep. e.e

Friend: Wanna hang out?

Me: I can't go to yours because I'm in foster care; but you can come to where I'm staying for a sleepover if you like?

Friend: Oh, uh, I'd rather not..bye!

WHAT DID I DO WRONG..

I explained that I'm only here until my home life gets sorted out, I explained that my mum is perfectly able to care for me but she just needs to get a flat and a job, but my friend was just like "Yeah whatever bye." That hurt so much.

BUT I'M STILL HAPPIER THAN YESTERDAY

I like my profile pic.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Friend: Wanna hang out?

Me: I can't go to yours because I'm in foster care; but you can come to where I'm staying for a sleepover if you like?

Friend: Oh, uh, I'd rather not..bye!

WHAT DID I DO WRONG..

I explained that I'm only here until my home life gets sorted out, I explained that my mum is perfectly able to care for me but she just needs to get a flat and a job, but my friend was just like "Yeah whatever bye." That hurt so much.

BUT I'M STILL HAPPIER THAN YESTERDAY

At least you are thinking positively.

Quote: DimitriDM

Quote: Jaggedstar

Friend: Wanna hang out?

Me: I can't go to yours because I'm in foster care; but you can come to where I'm staying for a sleepover if you like?

Friend: Oh, uh, I'd rather not..bye!

WHAT DID I DO WRONG..

I explained that I'm only here until my home life gets sorted out, I explained that my mum is perfectly able to care for me but she just needs to get a flat and a job, but my friend was just like "Yeah whatever bye." That hurt so much.

BUT I'M STILL HAPPIER THAN YESTERDAY

At least you are thinking positively.

Yep. I don't need her putting me down.

I had 5 cats this morning, I now have 4

Hes dead. He's not sleeping, he's not okay, hes dead. DEAD!! You were saying that cause you didn't want it to be true, but its is, he is dead.dead. If yiu had just gone and looked at him we could have avoided a lot.

me: you need to go look at garfield, hes been laying in the same position with his eyes open for hours.

Mom:hes fine! Why would I need to look at him? Theres nothing wrong.

me:No hes not fine, you need to look at him.

Mom:if your so worried why don't you go look at him? I bet if you poke him he'd wake up

Me:I did, he didn't move, theres something wrong.

Mom:he's not dead, you'd know, he'd be all stiff *puts arms out straight in front of her* likes this.

Me:he is

Well, guess what, hes DEAD. and it was 2 hours before someone else looked at him, they believed HER.

Started playing Skyrim. I didn't get to any of the epic parts yet, but so far, I'm having a good experience.

@huge dotd freak
I am so sorry for your loss. D: May your cat rest in peace. I know how you feel, pets grow and pretty much become part of the family. Losing them is hard.

Quote: huge dotd freak

I had 5 cats this morning, I now have 4

Hes dead. He's not sleeping, he's not okay, hes dead. DEAD!! You were saying that cause you didn't want it to be true, but its is, he is dead.dead. If yiu had just gone and looked at him we could have avoided a lot.

me: you need to go look at garfield, hes been laying in the same position with his eyes open for hours.

Mom:hes fine! Why would I need to look at him? Theres nothing wrong.

me:No hes not fine, you need to look at him.

Mom:if your so worried why don't you go look at him? I bet if you poke him he'd wake up

Me:I did, he didn't move, theres something wrong.

Mom:he's not dead, you'd know, he'd be all stiff *puts arms out straight in front of her* likes this.

Me:he is

Well, guess what, hes DEAD. and it was 2 hours before someone else looked at him, they believed HER.

That hurts.... When nobody believes you..... Normally it's you who can't believe the fact that someone died..... This.... WOW... Just .... WOW. I know how it feels to lose a cat. It hurts....... Lettign go is even harder... Good luck friend...

I just watched a movie and I don't know how to feel..

You ****ing ***** why would you even say you felt bad about this weekend? Don't stand there and say you wish you were working with me. I don't ****ing like you, I tolerate you cause I have to. Don't bare face lie to me and say how sorry you are, I actually heard you say it was funny that I had to work by myself this weekend. Pay back is a *****, don't look to hard cause this ***** is already laughing at you...you work next weekend by yourself. lol **** you!

Quote: thumper

You ****ing ***** why would you even say you felt bad about this weekend? Don't stand there and say you wish you were working with me. I don't ****ing like you, I tolerate you cause I have to. Don't bare face lie to me and say how sorry you are, I actually heard you say it was funny that I had to work by myself this weekend. Pay back is a *****, don't look to hard cause this ***** is already laughing at you...you work next weekend by yourself. lol **** you! ^^

hey at least you can let off some steam

say what you want mom, I still ****ing hate cats.

Quote: parisruelz12

say what you want mom, I still ****ing hate cats.

What D':

I feel like bringing out my "New Spyro Game CONFIRMED!!!1" avatar just for no reason...

Quote: AvatariDragon

Quote: parisruelz12

say what you want mom, I still ****ing hate cats.

What D':

As a person with over 3 cats, I can say they are some of the grossest creatures ever. Not only that, but they show little emotion.

Quote: parisruelz12

Quote: AvatariDragon

Quote: parisruelz12

say what you want mom, I still ****ing hate cats.

What D':

As a person with over 3 cats, I can say they are some of the grossest creatures ever. Not only that, but they show little emotion.

You haven't met my cats xD

finally this weekend began

OH MY GOD

SHUT UP I HAVEN'T SEEN THE EPISODE YET!

Quote: DragonCamo

SHUT UP I HAVEN'T SEEN THE EPISODE YET!

I WILL NEVER SHUT UP BECAUSE THANKS TO THAT EPISODE IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK
EISJAKDJDKSKFJEKSK IM CRYING, MAN

It's a shame Toynerd isn't here anymore, I'd love to talk to him about this.