darkSpyro

u.u;;

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It's lonely here.
Sure, there's a huge doberman laying beside me, but without you, little guy, there's something missing. It's like with your death, a part of me went with you.
The empty spot on my dresser where your cage used to be is depressing to look at. Some would yell "dumbass, get over it, he's a ****ing gerbil, rodents die after a couple years, nobody gives a **** about them". Those people can go **** themselves. You may have only been my pet for about two years, but it feels like you've been there forever. When I wasn't home, it didn't affect me as much, but now I see just how lonely it's going to be here without you. You may have been a rodent, but you were more than that to me. You were my pet, my friend, and a member of my family. I'll miss hearing you run on your wheel while I try to fall asleep (despite how annoying it was). I'll miss opening the door to my room and seeing you look up from your nest. I'll miss you.

Oh **** dood, that sounds tough. Sorry for your loss.

Constant seeking for meaning in various aspects of life, at least to me, seems to be a very energy consuming thing. When everything is over-analysed and rationalized, everything can appear to have no value or whatsoever. Maybe the trick is to analyse things and their meanings only to an extent where it stills handle life in practical and concrete manner.

People seek out for meaning, but is the meaning all there is to it to life? We are eventually pre-programmed creatures to do different certainties and our free will is an imaginary invention created by ourselves, so eventually overdoing things like thinking and finding something larger than life are just consuming the energy that we could use just to live our everyday normal lives.

Maybe realizing that is the way to get one’s own life going without the need to escape from reality etc. That is my personal “thought” of the day.

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I'm stuck in the waiting place...

There's no way out..

Unless i risk it all...

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Quote: HotDogAndZap

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All my friends want husbands, and lots of kids, and pets. Am I the ONLY one who just wants to be alone? They think being alone is a bad thing, they even use it as an insult. But honestly, there's nothing I'd like more. The ability to rely on myself and nobody else sounds like bliss.

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Thats fine C:

Quote: redditor

Right. What the hell is up with this Netherlands team. So much negativity from them and some of their fans.

Quote: Myself

I feel as though it's an even split. Dutch players and the coach haven't been behaving the way they should be as of elimination, but it seems as though suddenly everybody has come out to speak against the team and their run now that they have been eliminated as if they were some sort of band of villains that went out to ruin everybody's fun.
Before their elimination people here spoke about how Robben was a good player and how he was fouled, but simply oversold it. Now suddenly he is a terrible diving crybaby that needs to go home. I just don't get it.
I do not agree with Robben's opinion of Argentina having no chance against Germany, nor do I agree that Netherlands played the superior game (it was balanced). But I recall people here being a tad kinder and not necessarily gloating at how one team beat the other to the finals. What happened to sportsmanship?
Also Robben doesn't speak for the entire team and certainly not all of the supporters. Robben will be Robben.
And watch me now get downvoted because my flair implies bias from me.

Hup


Holland


Hup

“You can get so confused
that you’ll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place…

…for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.”

I wish I had better things to do with my life, but to be honest, I really don't.

I just realized I missed my 2 year anniversary on this forum T.T

I'm sitting in front of something shiny.

I'm staring at that thing, waiting for it to break (I touched it, but it just stayed the same).

Quote: AvatariDragon

Based on some of the comments I've been seeing on my school's class of 2018 fan page, I already feel like I'm going to be classified as one of the "nerds."
I'm not complaining, though.
Just saying.

Well, I must say that my class meeting of my high school never even happened; it is not just as deep tradition here in Finland. But I must say that eventually only thing that matters is that one has grown as a person; no matter the profession or the social stature. Just do what you want to do and do what makes you happy and in distant future you only have to show a person who has succeeded in her life to your old classmates.

11:38 at night? You know what that means!

CHOOOCOLATE MILLLKKK!

this fanfic is so long if I read it from start to finish it'll take all night

should I start it now

or wait until morning


eh it's not like I sleep at night imma go for it

TMI and it's not Tuesday

Can you at least think before you act? You decided to be a complete ****ing hypocrite, and here I am trying to make it better for both of us, and you're just ignoring me.

Maybe I should take up lucid dreaming...

Quote: hardcoreignitor

Maybe I should take up lucid dreaming...

HOW DO I START TO LUCID DREAM???? I WANT TO TRY IT!!!

I have a cut on top of my eyelid.

*Facedesks* I'm mad :l :I

I just want to be happy, must it be so hard to achieve it? >.<

Still waiting.

Jon REALLY dropped the ball with the whole Game Grumps situation.

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HAHA **** YEAH!

IN YOUR FACE!

WHAT YOU SEE IN FRONT OF YOU IS THE EMBODIMENT OF SUCCESS AND SUPERIORITY.

ALL HAIL THE WII BOWLING QUEEN

You're really milking this "being an army girlfriend" thing, aren't you?

I reeeallyy need a vacation... Even though I just took one not too long ago...

One last day.

One day you'll be as good as Wrecking Ball as long as you bolieve!

I feel so embarrassed.

Curse you elderly women and your assumptions.

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Quote: hardcoreignitor

Maybe I should take up lucid dreaming...

HOW DO I START TO LUCID DREAM???? I WANT TO TRY IT!!!

What I did was start up a dream journal. Directly after you wake up, write down everything you remember about the dream. Occasionally check back and read through until you start to notice patterns. (My pattern is that I'm always with a bunch of people, but it can be something as simple as an object.) Whenever you see the pattern in real life, take a note of it and ask yourself, "am I dreaming?" You'll get so used to doing it that you will do it in your dream. And then, you can answer "yes!" Once you're aware of the dream, you can control it!
Alternatively, I heard of a method called the "hands" method. It's where you hold up and look at your hands before you go to bed. Say something aloud and repeat it, along the lines of "I will lucid dream. I will lucid dream." It'll take many tries, but sometime in your dream you will wake up looking at your hands!
Another thing to note are watch/clock faces and words on books, for example. Words will be blurred, and clock faces might either be blurred or change every time you look at them in a dream. So get used to checking things over and over in real life, and you'll do it in the dream.

another crazy thing on ds happens again ._.

I am wayyyy too bored... Why did I even make this?..

That looks nice! You should be proud, AR!

why does this have to be so PERFECT

ITS RUINING MY LIFE

*sobbing*
I will no longer be physically capable of going to bed before midnight.

Quote: Toynerd14

That looks nice! You should be proud, AR!

Thanks!

Quote: AmethystRose

Quote: Toynerd14

That looks nice! You should be proud, AR!

Thanks!

You're welcome, bro.

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Quote: AmethystRose

I am wayyyy too bored... Why did I even make this?..

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Thanks, LocoGuy.

Quote: Jaggedstar

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It's been months since we spoke. The truth? I miss you. I miss you so much. But I don't deserve your friendship, or love. I'm a horrible person for what I did to you. I wish you would get out of my mind. I'm clearly not over you.

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And I know how you feel... I'm feeling that right now actually, but its the other guy who doesn't deserve my friendship or love... Considering what he's done to me... ): Damn this depression, I need somebody to love me...