im still trying to figure out why so many people hate you
Simple: I used to bash Skylanders, since it doesn't have classic Spyro and the classic Spyro charm. Plus, I've spread my new Spyro game ideas too much, so wherever I turn, people would always bash me, crap on me, trash on me, etc. I constantly hate myself for doing that, constantly hate myself for just going ahead to obsess over my hate. I always want to slap myself on the head so hard that I want to go into outer space.
I liked the Skylanders concept when the game was announced, but there was no swimming involved, plus the game had you buy so many toys in order to play that game. I've already been there with UB Funkeys, so I didn't want to go there again with Skylanders.
I constantly wake up with all this moody music in my head (it's the BGM I want to put in my own Spyro game). I think it can be great in the actual game, but it makes me angry that I have to wait to develop the game, to write the storylines, etc, stuff like that. I at least wish that a hi-def classic Spyro was in the series, but it's not going to happen. I want it to happen, but it's not going to happen.
Plus, I took up the personality of my old avatar: I pretended to be Spyro all this time. I was liked only for a short while, but it was short-lived (ephemeral). I hate myself for that. I hate myself for many things.
Right now, however, I'm in a game design camp for a week. Hopefully, with the skills I gain, I will be able to do something Spyro-related (or I can stick to two plan B's: music artist or book writer, in which my songs/books will have Spyro symbolism).
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