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Wild Platinum Sparx Gems: 5045 |
#18201 Posted: 05:51:54 03/05/2014
why cant i do anything but write crappy fanfiction at 2 am
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Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365 |
#18202 Posted: 06:17:09 03/05/2014
I don't think anyone on here realizes that I can actually be serious and mature, either that, or they just don't say it...But that is less than likely...
The reason why I act immature because in my kind nature I try to ease the tension in peoples lives, so I just post what I feel, I don't think if the post is smart or dumb, I'm jus doing what I feel and having fun. I make more innocent jokes then sexual/dirty because I understand there are some people who don't like those jokes and they like and want innocent, fun-loving ones. And there are smart and mature jokes without being dirty, but I guess when I post what I feel, my forte is more immaturity. But there hasn't been a situation that has put me on my more serious side as of recently. Maybe people don't think of me as immature, but no one really says I'm mature or anything, I'm not exactly sad or down about this, it is something I just notice, I'm glad to be called kind though.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
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arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#18203 Posted: 09:32:19 03/05/2014
Quote: Crookshanks
get away |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#18204 Posted: 11:51:13 03/05/2014
8 hours later and i'm still confused...
all i wanted to do was relax and hang out with a few of my friends. i only had pepsi, no liquor at all. then you who i haven't spoke to in quite awhile asks me to dance. omg why wouldn't i, i love slow dancing. it was as if we were the bestest friends again. i really missed you, but your boyfriend doesn't like me at all he's the one that is keeping us apart from each other you really shouldn't have kissed me that's what really angered him. to think i had to defend myself against him i was terrified, but you stopped him and i thank you. i'm still confused though, you don't like women but you kissed me..sean we'll always be friends but sometimes you do confuse me...but it's okay???? |
MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3607 |
#18205 Posted: 12:20:02 03/05/2014
Thank you for understanding. ;------; *btw this vent is not aiming towards you-know-who-you-are, just most people at school in general. *
Look. I have no friends. Yes, I am a loner! I always walk alone, never talk, and even have my own imaginary ****ing friends. And if you have a problem with that? You can gtfo now, and suck a dick on your way out. I go on darkspyro.net cuz I want to...why do you always want to set me out from the world just because of my own likes? I love vocaloid, and books, yes, I am aware that I have an unhealthy addiction to books and video games, but guess what? Idgac if it's, oh, "tearing my body apart" ok? You've already done enough, limiting my "play time" to ****ing 4 HOURS A DAY, AND ONLY ON WEEKENDS???!??! Nope. I wish I could run away, find my own family, and live happily ever after. But you keep me encased in this ****hole with all these annoying bastards? I punched a wall a few times, but that didn't work, so, what, am, I, to...the world right now? I do nothing but bad to it, I am inresponsible, Disrespectful, disobiedient, dislikable, dis, EVERYTHING! I am the worst example of a human being. The world must be better of without me...I want to...but...I can't...kill myself. The few people that loved me already lost faith in me with that one incident...but...I am so lost in this world...no place in this world...no where to go...why not...this site? I have few friends ln here, but good ones...and...only 8 hours a week...my head hurts. I am going to go get some ice cream or something and think about my life for a moment. I just...can't fix everything together...my life is all in jumbles and peices...impossible to put the puzzle together...but with nobody on my side in this world...with no friends...who am I? Why am I here still. I shouldve just ended it the first time... By the way, no one would care if I died, cuz they either wouldn't believe me and say "ooh attention whore, wow what a loner, omg wtf is this" or you just simply. Dont. Give. The. Slightest. ****. Thank you. Btw, of you are going to respond to this, do it by PM.
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My life is complete. |
CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3610 |
#18206 Posted: 13:01:50 03/05/2014
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wspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4422 |
#18207 Posted: 14:24:52 03/05/2014
You didn't win, I just notice that you couldn't understand what I said so I stopped trying to explain it. You'll understand soon so why should I rush it? So I don't look like a fool? You know that I never really cared for my image. I mean, I appreciate seeing what people think of me, but I don't really focus on being seen as wise. More of letting off a simple goal, since everything else would be harder on them. Besides, I don't want to put people down. At least not constantly. But yada yada, I'm just saying that you you didn't prove anything. From my perspective, you were saying things and I'm thinking "But I covered this in here. Can't you see it?" You can't, because you haven't experience it. All you see is mumbo jumbo. I suggest that you put your ego aside and try to spend time seeing how things work. Otherwise things are going to be harder on you and as you grow, you'll start being seen as someone that's off in their own world. I'm still silly looking to you.
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Ninpire Gold Sparx Gems: 2951 |
#18208 Posted: 14:54:17 03/05/2014
Don't be sad be glad
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Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8028 |
#18209 Posted: 15:08:52 03/05/2014
lol i pinged my hairband and and it went in my eye
edit: i forgot to type band.. |
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CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6289 |
#18210 Posted: 16:00:42 03/05/2014
You are in no position to help people and if it were up to me you wouldn't be there.
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hardcoreignitor Gold Sparx Gems: 2583 |
#18211 Posted: 16:50:36 03/05/2014
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nyeheheheheh hey lois, i’m dustah from mudda 3 |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#18212 Posted: 17:09:31 03/05/2014
Quote: hardcoreignitor
Baro is best anti-verse character ever.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
LevanJess Emerald Sparx Gems: 3516 |
#18213 Posted: 19:23:01 03/05/2014
Yes, excuse me for not wanting to spend the next three years of my life or so surrounded by people who hate me because you want me to be a jackass to them for no reason besides what they did in the distant past that wasn't even that terrible. Sorry pal, but that's not in my nature
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but i love it all smooth |
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MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3607 |
#18214 Posted: 19:42:31 03/05/2014
Thank you~
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My life is complete. |
hardcoreignitor Gold Sparx Gems: 2583 |
#18215 Posted: 20:38:50 03/05/2014
Quote: Trix Master 100
Dark Link says hi Quote: Sesshomaru75 Naw, you all pale in comparison to how opposite Baro is from me. Quote: Pixilism
And Baro is pro-America/anime/MLP, furthering the idea that we are near exact opposites. There must be balance.
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nyeheheheheh hey lois, i’m dustah from mudda 3 |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#18216 Posted: 20:56:21 03/05/2014
*mind-blown*
i did not just read that I DID not just read that, omfg I DID NOT just read that..nah, I DID NOT JUST read that..WHAT?, I DID NOT JUST READ that..no it can't be.. I DID NOT JUST READ THAT!.. *SCREAMS* I did, I did just read that...omfg I wanna... *screams again* WHY THE **** DID I READ THAT? I DID NOT LIKE WHAT I READ. |
Rickorio Gold Sparx Gems: 2463 |
#18217 Posted: 20:57:14 03/05/2014
Quote: thumper
What'd you read?
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DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6692 |
#18218 Posted: 21:23:19 03/05/2014
Quote: AvatariDragon
It was something SADD did for Prom. The whole "no drunk driving" deal that they stress only the day before some big event and totally forget about it the rest of the year. Basically, this one girl dressed up as a grim reaper, and went around and every so many minutes touched one of the participating SADD members, and made them "die." They then had to wear all black, paint their faces white, and show no emotion and say nothing the rest of the day as they are "dead." They wore a sign on them that said something like "I was killed at *insert time* and now I'm less than a memory" and stuff. When they died, they put an obituary on various walls. Then at the end of the day we had an assembly that you could say was sad and emotional. Then there were the douche bag idiots who tried their hardest to make the "dead" people talk or react.
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Gay 4 GARcher |
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Cynderluv8801 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3305 |
#18219 Posted: 00:18:11 04/05/2014
Hmm..
I have no words to describe how much that hurt me.
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~ Nami One-Trick ~ |
I-Brawler Emerald Sparx Gems: 3565 |
#18220 Posted: 00:20:19 04/05/2014
Quote: thumper
I want to know what you read. :| Please?
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you never saw me |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#18221 Posted: 00:35:49 04/05/2014
Oh man that was fun. Tis nice to get out of the house and chill with you. Though I did throw up, and such. It was till nice, and very nice of you to buy things for me. Though I really didn't want to burn a hole in your pocket. Hopefully we'll be able to go out more often :)
-------------------- THEY FINALLY RESTOCKED IN PEACETEA!! **** YES! ------------------------ I was exhausted from free comic book day, the Jamboree, and the store! And you damn dare to ask me to give the dog a bath? Exactly right after, I didn't get time to relax. And you expect/hoped for me to do the other dog, I'm ****ing exhausted! One dog is good at the moment, she stank really bad. Thanks for not cutting me some slack.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#18222 Posted: 00:49:54 04/05/2014
Rickorio and I-Brawler, you don't wanna know. I can't tell you, and besides you both are too young and you wouldn't understand, sorry.
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somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8874 |
#18223 Posted: 00:57:23 04/05/2014
Quote: thumper
Dar sig with that post though. |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18224 Posted: 01:01:05 04/05/2014
Quote: thumper
WAS IT 50 SHADES OF-*nuked*
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Rickorio Gold Sparx Gems: 2463 |
#18225 Posted: 01:06:14 04/05/2014
Quote: thumper
I've read/scene some pretty ****ed up ****. I think I can handle it.
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#hu |
Rickorio Gold Sparx Gems: 2463 |
#18226 Posted: 01:11:30 04/05/2014
well, this is so cool! Sort of..... I found out yesterday that my best friend/crush is an empath! If you don't know what that means, it means she can feel/read emotions, just by looking at someone's eyes. It's pretty cool. Though, the only bad thing is that she might be able to find out I like her through this.....is that bad? ..........
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#hu |
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6692 |
#18227 Posted: 01:13:23 04/05/2014
Quote: Crookshanks
Wait.....that first quote..... ASH AND HCI ARE THE SAME PERSON! I KNEW IT!
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Gay 4 GARcher |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18228 Posted: 01:20:34 04/05/2014
^
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#18229 Posted: 01:46:52 04/05/2014
Quote: Cynderfan507
To be frank, I didn't learn what that was either until your topic and such.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18230 Posted: 01:51:07 04/05/2014
Quote: Cynderfan507
when was the last time you were in sex ed? they don't teach that **** anymore.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18231 Posted: 02:14:48 04/05/2014
Me: holy **** i want to work there so ****ing badly. But the odds of that happening are low *gets a fortune cookie*
Fortune Cookie: *a fortune about working in entertainment.* Me:
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8874 |
#18232 Posted: 02:19:00 04/05/2014
Quote: Cynderfan507
I actually learned what they were a few weeks back. |
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6692 |
#18233 Posted: 02:23:03 04/05/2014
Quote: Cynderfan507
I learned what it was a while ago while looking at Ruko's profile
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Gay 4 GARcher |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18234 Posted: 02:35:54 04/05/2014
Quote: Cynderfan507
I learned what they were while watching an episode of Grays Anatomy. Or House. I really couldn't ****ing tell.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#18235 Posted: 03:03:24 04/05/2014
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#18236 Posted: 03:11:21 04/05/2014
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#18237 Posted: 03:13:49 04/05/2014
what is this topic now.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
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