darkSpyro

Yes people, this needed it's own topic, because I feel terrible.

That quote where I called you all trash was terribly uncalled for. I feel terrible upon saying it and yes I kniow, I'm wierd, I am always the one popel shout against.
I just have enough of people's ****tish reaction against me, as if I'm the one who's the most useless.
Go ahead, scream to me like all other people do, I deserve it anyways.

Taking us on a guilt trip ain't gonna do squat.

Sure, I know I'm not forgiven easely.
Go scream to me like I'm trash mysefl
Go on then!
I ****ING DESERVE IT!

wait wat

um what

Okay didn't really bother me.

You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

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wait wat

//forum.darkspyro.net/spyro/viewposts.php?topic=100549

I still haven't fully read through it myself, gimmie a minute...

But I didn't see where he called anyone trash besides the people in the accident.

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Sure, I know I'm not forgiven easely.
Go scream to me like I'm trash mysefl
Go on then!
I ****ING DESERVE IT!

Try not making yourself seem like a victim when you are the one apologizing.

Quote: Ice Dragoness

You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

I... I know I need help
But.... they don't seem to...give me the right help.

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wait wat

//forum.darkspyro.net/spyro/viewposts.php?topic=100549

I still haven't fully read through it myself, gimmie a minute...

But I didn't see where he called anyone trash besides the people in the accident.

She only referred to all the lives that were lost in the accidents (from this one and past ones) as trash who are finally going to hell

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//forum.darkspyro.net/spyro/viewposts.php?topic=100549

I still haven't fully read through it myself, gimmie a minute...

But I didn't see where he called anyone trash besides the people in the accident.

She only referred to all the lives that were lost in the accidents (from this one and past ones) as trash who are finally going to hell

Oh okay

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Quote: NINJAsk11

Sure, I know I'm not forgiven easely.
Go scream to me like I'm trash mysefl
Go on then!
I ****ING DESERVE IT!

Try not making yourself seem like a victim when you are the one apologizing.

You don't see the trouble wen a person like me sees an accident, now you you?

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Quote: NINJAsk11

Sure, I know I'm not forgiven easely.
Go scream to me like I'm trash mysefl
Go on then!
I ****ING DESERVE IT!

Try not making yourself seem like a victim when you are the one apologizing.

You don't see the trouble wen a person like me sees an accident, now you you?

...I can't say I understand what you just typed.
Point is, calling yourself bad stuff is gonna get you nowhere and is just trying to make people feel bad.
Try just saying sorry and that you messed up, without all the drama.

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Try not making yourself seem like a victim when you are the one apologizing.

You don't see the trouble wen a person like me sees an accident, now you you?

...I can't say I understand what you just typed.
Point is, calling yourself bad stuff is gonna get you nowhere and is just trying to make people feel bad.
Try just saying sorry and that you messed up, without all the drama.

But to me, just saying that sounds cold.

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You don't see the trouble wen a person like me sees an accident, now you you?

...I can't say I understand what you just typed.
Point is, calling yourself bad stuff is gonna get you nowhere and is just trying to make people feel bad.
Try just saying sorry and that you messed up, without all the drama.

But to me, just saying that sounds cold.

Cold, but truthful regardless.

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I... I know I need help
But.... they don't seem to...give me the right help.

Who "they"?

Go to a professional, talk to your parents, a teacher, a social worker, the school councillor, any authority. You gotta look for help to get help.

Docters/Phychologists

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...I can't say I understand what you just typed.
Point is, calling yourself bad stuff is gonna get you nowhere and is just trying to make people feel bad.
Try just saying sorry and that you messed up, without all the drama.

But to me, just saying that sounds cold.

Cold, but truthful regardless.

R-Realy?

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I... I know I need help
But.... they don't seem to...give me the right help.

Who "they"?

Go to a professional, talk to your parents, a teacher, a social worker, the school councillor, any authority. You gotta look for help to get help.

Docters/Phychologists

Have you been telling them exactly what you think the problem is? With stuff like that, you can't skip over any details, otherwise they won't be able to help you properly.

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But to me, just saying that sounds cold.

Cold, but truthful regardless.

R-Realy?

Wait, what exactly are we talking about here, what you aid or what I said?

Aaaaaand she successfully became the helpless victim.

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Aaaaaand she successfully became the helpless victim.

Well if she really does need help, berating her isn't going to do anything. She already apologized, so it's time to move on to the next issue.

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Aaaaaand she successfully became the helpless victim.

That just happends wen you believe in souls.


@Avatari: What if you're afraid to speak up? To even say a word?

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You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

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You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

I'm stunned upon reading tha, honestly. The reason I feel bad is because nobody treats me like a normal person. Upon seeing this comment... I...
ugh I can't even finish my comment....

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Quote: Ice Dragoness

You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

She called the people who died in a tragic car accident trash who are finally going to hell. Now, excuse me, but I'm not going to hold it against ID or anyone else who take offense to that comment and try to talk some sense into her.

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Quote: Ice Dragoness

You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

You must be just as bad as them then.

There's sure comical death and violence, but serious real life car crashes are not funny.

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Docters/Phychologists

And how exactly is their help not the "right" help for you?

They're professionals, don't dismiss what they tell ya. You're not the first one they've helped. It's their job, they do it every day.

Also, the way I see it from what you've said, I think you might be just a little reluctant in changing your ways. Don't be.
Stuff like hurting yourself isn't good for you. Not socially, not physically, not psychologically.

Well, they say thing such like "Trying to get mixed with the people around you."
But if you're a person who never wants to be like all those otther people?
I rather live my life alone, silently, no commands, notthing but myself.

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Quote: Ice Dragoness

You also said that the "trash" who you didn't even know was going to hell.

Let me tell you what happened at my sixth form. We all had an assembly where a traffic cop came in and showed us a video of real life stories of what had happened to crash victims told from the perspective of their loved ones. The video was shown to us to make us drive safely. It told us the death and showed us horrific images of several people, ranging from children to adults, pedestrians to drivers. Lots of people couldn't even finish watching the video and had to leave the assembly crying.
Meanwhile you are laughing at these situations, saying these people are trash that are going to hell. What is wrong with you and what are you thinking. Get help.

Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

You must be just as bad as them then.

There's sure comical death and violence, but serious real life car crashes are not funny.

Appearantly, they can be.
You just don't seem to understand.

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Think before you speak. Your words can come back to haunt you, as you are now seeing.

You should think about finding some help and talk to somebody.

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Eh. Reminds me of the time when I couldn't stop laughing at the fact that a Pokemon episode caused about 200 kids to die from seizures (I think around 700 of them actually had seizures).


I'm trying to tone it down a bit as well. It's not cool.

Wow, you people.

First of all, this is a website. We can say what we want. If you don't like it, you can leave. Second, why is it your business what we find funny or disturbing? Finally, why do you people think it's your duty to change peoples lives and mould them into something they're not?

Call us what you want, it's not going to change anything.

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Call me an asshole, but you're making it worse. People are different, some of us (Yeah, I'm included so?) find violence, death and tragedy funny. Why? I have no idea. Just because we don't fit society's standards, doesn't mean we have mental issues or need to be treated like animals, needing to be 'tamed' or tossed in some hellhole away from everyone else. You, nor anybody else, has the right to take away who we are from us. Ninjask, or anyone else, doesn't need to change, people need to start accepting who we are.

Oh, and if ANYONE who posted negatively in that last topic mentions ANYTHING about being judgemental towards others... Well, wouldn't that be ironic.

You must be just as bad as them then.

There's sure comical death and violence, but serious real life car crashes are not funny.

Appearantly, they can be.
You just don't seem to understand.

This woman on the video's car caught fire and the flesh on her legs was burnt right off down to the bone so just her leg bones were showing. One of the paramedics at the scene threw up at the sight of them. Muscle from her back had to be taken to rebuild her legs and she's been in the hospital for months.
Tell me that's funny.

I've been wanting to say something ever since I saw you posting stuff like this around the forums, but never really dared to since I don't like posting in random topics. But now I feel like I must say something.

You, my dear fellow user, need help.

You need to talk to someone. I don't care who. Therapist, school psychologist, family, friends, rock on the street, just anyone. And not about ''i'm queen of all trash in this world i deserve to die and rot''. Just no. Talk about what really troubles you. What makes you feel or think the way you do. Talk even to yourself if you must, just get it out there.

Being a whiny emo who is constantly trying to get attention by making everybody feel bad for you is not going to help you nor make you look any better. Not here, not on the rest of the internet, not in real life. You are just making yourself feel worse with your self-destructive behaviour, and making everybody feel bad or frustrated. Just like in that topic where you asked people to give you reasons to live, yet afterwards you just simply ignored what everybody was telling you and twisted it somehow against yourself anyway.

Now I don't know if this is just a phase, or something has actually happened to you. Whatever it is, find a different vent. Draw, play games, sing, dance, scream at the birds on a branch. Anything. Channel that thing through something. Hurting yourself emotionally or physically is NOT going to help you.

But most importantly, just talk to someone, woman. About the cause of your thoughts and feelings. Even if they don't know what to tell you back, you'll at least eventually figure out what is troubling you and then find a way to make yourself feel better.

And don't tell me ''I have nobody that would care about me''. You do. I bet my arse you bloody do. Believe it or not, there is at least one person that cares and would go through this crap with you to make you feel better. Be it a family member, a friend, or a homeless guy on the street.

I am sorry if this sounds harsh or insensitive, but it just had to be said.

P.S. This is coming from a person who's been through same crap and now thinks all those things that I've done/said are absolutely ridiculous.

edit: jesus christ how many of you have posted before i finished this.
oh well.

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You must be just as bad as them then.

There's sure comical death and violence, but serious real life car crashes are not funny.

Appearantly, they can be.
You just don't seem to understand.

This woman on the video's car caught fire and the flesh on her legs was burnt right off down to the bone so just her leg bones were showing. One of the paramedics at the scene threw up at the sight of them. Muscle from her back had to be taken to rebuild her legs and she's been in the hospital for months.
Tell me that's funny.

LOL yes, it was.

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Eh. Reminds me of the time when I couldn't stop laughing at the fact that a Pokemon episode caused about 200 kids to die from seizures (I think around 700 of them actually had seizures).


I'm trying to tone it down a bit as well. It's not cool.

But I'm guessing you didn't think those people were trash who deserved to go to hell.


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Wow, you people.

First of all, this is a website. We can say what we want. If you don't like it, you can leave. Second, why is it your business what we find funny or disturbing? Finally, why do you people think it's your duty to change peoples lives and mould them into something they're not?

Call us what you want, it's not going to change anything.

Have you not been reading or are you just dumb? We don't care if she finds some things funny, BUT SHE SAID THE PEOPLE WHO DIED WERE TRASH WHO WERE FINALLY GOING TO HELL. We all have morbid humor, and we aren't trying to change that, but what she said is disgusting.

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Go ahead, scream to me like all other people do, I deserve it anyways.

Well if you say so...

I would understand if you didn't cry or break down sobbing because you saw someone die or in school you were shown a video of sorts about it. I don't cry about it. But to often laugh at the dead when they're in the process of dying is a despicable reaction and is a sure sign of emotional detachment. For ****'s sake you can at least TRY not to laugh at them. Theoretically speaking, what if someone survived that accident with severe life-changing injuries? What if somebody you originally saw die came out living and eventually found out you laughed?

What did these people do to you for you to call them trash? I'm aware that I'm applying judgement here but at least I've seen and heard this **** to be able to at least come to a conclusion on this part of your character. Nobody is a saint but very few people are completely worthless and I fail to see how anybody in there could've been seen as trash that deserves to go to a place of eternal punishment. Unless Kim Jong Un was in one of those accidents you've seen calling these people trash is unwarranted.

It's funny though, how we people on the internet always talk down to bullies and people in our schools for being stupider. We always talk with a sense of moral superiority and that we have feelings and sympathy unlike those people. And yet here we have one of us laughing about a dead person or an unfortunate event in the same manner that the people we detract would. Weren't we supposed to be better? My classmates laughed about an autopsy video of a man shot 13 times with his guts and brains spilled out. I didn't think we would ever go that low while still avoiding 4chan.

I know this sort of thing can be natural for teenagers and very young adults, but I don't know how old you are so I can't predict that all of this will pass in time. If you're 17 or younger then maybe you will mature enough and get over this whole thing. Even then, however, I would suggest you look into getting help or learning to have more control over your thoughts and emotions (or at least when not to present them).

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You must be just as bad as them then.

There's sure comical death and violence, but serious real life car crashes are not funny.

Appearantly, they can be.
You just don't seem to understand.

This woman on the video's car caught fire and the flesh on her legs was burnt right off down to the bone so just her leg bones were showing. One of the paramedics at the scene threw up at the sight of them. Muscle from her back had to be taken to rebuild her legs and she's been in the hospital for months.
Tell me that's funny.

If you really want me to tell you that's funny I will, but do you?

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Eh. Reminds me of the time when I couldn't stop laughing at the fact that a Pokemon episode caused about 200 kids to die from seizures (I think around 700 of them actually had seizures).


I'm trying to tone it down a bit as well. It's not cool.

I don't remember them dying from it.

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Wow, you people.

First of all, this is a website. We can say what we want. If you don't like it, you can leave. Second, why is it your business what we find funny or disturbing? Finally, why do you people think it's your duty to change peoples lives and mould them into something they're not?

Call us what you want, it's not going to change anything.

No you can't, have you read the rules? I got suspended for 2 weeks years ago for saying 1 word. You cannot say what you want here.

Trying to stop psychos and potential future criminals is a bad thing? >.>

Oh right btw

We shouldn't forget that in this particular moment the user in question cried. The laughing and trash is something that has likely happened in past events. Maybe they are slowly becoming more attached to reality and their morals are being adjusted.

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Oh right btw

We shouldn't forget that in this particular moment the user in question cried. The laughing and trash is something that has likely happened in past events.

thank you.
SERIOUSLY!

Anyways, what some of you are trying to say (Getting help) is like, shut up.
I'm trying my best to get help, to accept it. But saying I need help, doesn't help honestly.

Maybe if we constantly say get help you will get help faster yo.

Read my first post if you haven't already.

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Appearantly, they can be.
You just don't seem to understand.

This woman on the video's car caught fire and the flesh on her legs was burnt right off down to the bone so just her leg bones were showing. One of the paramedics at the scene threw up at the sight of them. Muscle from her back had to be taken to rebuild her legs and she's been in the hospital for months.
Tell me that's funny.

LOL yes, it was.

I'm sure you'll be laughing real hard if it happens to you.

First of all! Nin, do realize that while stuff may be ****ty now, it doesn't mean it'll keep being that way. Like I've said, you have to make the change. You're putting yourself down. So stop that by having a positive goal and doing your best to meet it. It's hard but you'll like the reward. Do care about people. They're like you, but a bit different. You can find that you can relate a lot to them. You keep judging by the cover and making yourself think they behave this way instead of that way. Stop that.

Also, what's this about others seeing you badly! I still see you as a human being. One that is asking for help.
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Wow, you people.

First of all, this is a website. We can say what we want. If you don't like it, you can leave. Second, why is it your business what we find funny or disturbing? Finally, why do you people think it's your duty to change peoples lives and mould them into something they're not?

Call us what you want, it's not going to change anything.

Second!
They don't have to leave! Just ignore.

It's not. We just choose to make it so. Why? Because we care, I suppose.

We want you to see it our way because it's happier and it'll prevent you from being in pain.

The answer is simple. The journey is not.

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Maybe if we constantly say get help you will get help faster yo.

Read my first post if you haven't already.

Well, I did.

Samius@: Yes, I'm a teenager, but I suffered from this since I got mature enough to understand *Like, in the age of 8*