darkSpyro

This is beautiful.

Can't believe that we're finally moving outta here! Thank god there was a cheap rental. Though it's 3 bed room. It's better than staying the hell here with the druggies.

new avatar, bottles yay!

A Holocaust survivor came to my school today and that was pretty cool, even though I couldn't hear most of her words.

I can't believe I'm going to be 13 in 30 Minutes.
I think I'll stay awake until then.
Now if only my voice woudn't be so high-pitched, that would make a nice birthday present.

gah i hate you. you suck, youre the worst friend in the history of ever

jump off a cliff
into a cactus patch
with rabid tigers
and venomous snakes

Well, on the first of April I go to the hospital to see if I have this rare disease or not. If I do, it'll shave 10-20 years off my lifespan, if not more, depending on severity.

^....O____O

I hope you'll be alright.

I just don't know anymore. I feel like I am just wandering aimlessly through life with no sense of knowing what to do anymore. All I want to do is run. Just run and keep running just like the tears on my face. The world I live in is just so ****ed up I cant even explain it. For a brief moment I am happy with the unimportant fake realities of life, the chatter of people at school with there "Big" problems of how they should do there hair that day or whether they should go to soccer practice today or who supposedly loves who one day and not the next, but once I wake up the world caves in as I remind myself of the reality that awaits. Reaching with its ever growing hand waiting to consume me. As one thing gets better another thing gets worse. I cannot tell her anything anymore because the answer is always going to be no. Or if it is yes I will have to endure her constant moaning about how I ****ing expect everything and don't care about anyone. The truth is I do care. I care to much about everyone. About my family my friends and even people I know that don't care even a single bit about me. That is my problem. I want to help. I want to help my friends get better and fix there relationship problems, I want to help my parents and the financial problem that seems to be devouring us and will soon force us to sell our home and have to rent until me and my sister finish school and once that's over it will be time to say good by and move overseas to place I thought I would only have to visit. Australia is not a bad place. Just a place I will have to learn to live in for the sake of my family. But I cant stop wondering what I can do to stop this from happening. But I am only 17 with no divers license or job. No way to help support my family from the bankruptcy that awaits us in 2 weeks if my dad does not find a job. Why must our world be so dependent on money to survive? It is only a piece of paper or a coin which we cannot use to eat or drink or help sustain us in anyway. It is only a tool that society has used to restrict itself like a noose round our necks waiting for someone to kick the chair out from beneath our feet and watch us fall to our impending fate that awaits us. I am lost in a world I cannot control, cannot fix. My own hopes and dreams are dwindling helplessly from a single thread waiting to snap at any given moment. Once this happens I will have lost myself forever. My soul will no longer find the freedom it so desperately clings to. It will be lost forever. Crushed by the ropes of the peoples problems that surround me. Humanity is the reason why we die. We are the darkness that destroys each others light. The world is sick. I am being slowly strangled by the sickness of this world and once I take my last breath I will become part of the sickness that destroys this world along with the rest of us who are being strangled by our societies way of life.

you are obviously not a night person. (IRL)

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Well, on the first of April I go to the hospital to see if I have this rare disease or not. If I do, it'll shave 10-20 years off my lifespan, if not more, depending on severity.

Jeez...Be safe <3

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Well, on the first of April I go to the hospital to see if I have this rare disease or not. If I do, it'll shave 10-20 years off my lifespan, if not more, depending on severity.

Oh my. Good luck. I'll pray for you.

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Well, on the first of April I go to the hospital to see if I have this rare disease or not. If I do, it'll shave 10-20 years off my lifespan, if not more, depending on severity.

Please return save...

WILL THIS STORM EVER PASS?

Internet are you gonna be a ***** today??

Finally, I don't have to use my tablet to post on dS.

Good lord I'm so nervous for tomorrow. >~<;;

Ahahahaha really? You haven't changed at all. Don't even deny it. You're still a joke. A pathetic, stale, milked, overused, painfully unfunny joke. Stop acting like you know what you're doing or where you're going. It is sad.

Y'know, quitting while you're ahead might be in your best interest.

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I really hope caramel and french vanilla cappuccinos will keep me up for the next 26-28 hours.

Blech...One of -those- thoughts again, wondering if I help anyone, -any- of my friends...Do I help?

I feel as if I do help, that's all I'm there for...In your standards, friends, how you feel, do you guys think or feel I'm a friend?...

I don't know what's wrong with me...I guess because I easily faded already once from my old friends...I feel as if I'll fade leaving an impression, I tell myself sometimes...If that happens, at least I left an impression to remember me by...But I honestly sometimes get really afraid or depressed knowing I could just fade...You guys only know me through words not of my own voice...Even so...I still care...As a friend, a best friend...

I could fade at any moment from anyones life...I could disappear...From those I care about...But if I left something on your hearts...On your very Souls, anything good, I'd be a little happier if I did fade from who you find exists.

Gah...I wonder if my friends read these, I've most likely annoyingly to most repeated myself on this...I can't help it, I want to get out my thoughts and feelings, I want to say to get these things off my chest, even if a repeat...It makes me fel somewhat better...

Hell no you're the whole entire closet, in fact if you get rid of half the clothing you have, I'm sure you'd fit your clothes in there. And Hopefully it won't be too long to get a new dresser. In fact if I remember correctly you had 3 dressers last time we were in a house. 2 being made out of wood and a pink plastic one that I think is in storage. You can improvise and you that as a dresser. I'm probably gonna have to cut back some clothes as well as many other ****. But you having the entire closet to yourself? That's oh hell no. If that happens, we might as well get a RV that I can live in. But I doubt you'll get the whole entire closet and we'll split it, so basically tough ****. Oh and also, what did my shoe had to do with the closet? I put my shoes in a box, you know something new to you.
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You know the only reason I don't have many games that don't the internet to play is either they don't interest me at all/ loss of interest or it requires money to buy it. Money that probably requires credit. Or my computer can't any more because it's an old fart. My computer is not a god like my brother's, where everything is lag free. Hell it doesn't even have a SD card port. It's pretty ancient, but I guess if it's still running it's good. Especially when have some videos you can watch. Actually. If we easily find a good conditioned TV and put it in the room so I can actually play some old games that I've been needing to finish, that can work. That can work real well for my brain being.
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In fact thinking about all of this right now kind of has me wondering and remembering, about back in Mesquite where dad put in shelves in the closet to it helped organize my stuff. Maybe we can do something similar to that when we move in, or figure out some system to make us all happy. Maybe I can stash some stuff in there....Well it's a closet dur.

Wow, how many times have I read though this?
And how many times do I get the same feelings~ X3 Thank you so much, for all the things you say to me, every Thank you, every supporting thing, every sweet thing, They make me smile so much~ Thank you. My dearest friend~

i really hope people see me as a friend they can turn to...and not some naggy old *****..

hi crookshanks

I really hope I don't mess this up somehow, and I hope that my connection won't be stupid again and cut out the call.

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I really appreciate how you always check up on me and talk to me on there, it's really sweet

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hi riku

Crookshanks no.

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hi pixil

hi carm

Thank you for giving me a reason to smile. ^.^

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hi pixil

hi carm

hi semp

hi baro

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hi semp

hi baro

hi ganon

hi jcw

uh oh i think i've fallen into the copic trap

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we got our drama!

Dear stuck-up teacher,

I took 3 hours putting that information on that project and you gave me an F because it was a single scrap of paper, not a damn poster like everyone else?

what should i do about this?

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I hate it when I'm on YouTube, listening to a beautiful, amazing, and sometimes emotional song, and a stupid ad ruins it completely.

adblock

I wanna go to bed, I need to go to bed, I must go to bed.... please let me sleep

Quote: Spyrobaro

*IRL*

So apparently I'm "hiding something" just because I'm sick and ****ing tired of people coming into my room? Dad was in my room for TWO GOD DAMN HOURS. I think I have a right to act "pissy".

At least you don't have your mother coming into your room and saying "Can I sleep here tonight? THANKS"

Looks like I'll be sleeping on the couch...