darkSpyro

I feel trapped in a unending state of nostalgia...longing for a past I never really experienced, yet at the same time, I long to see the future. And even so, I desire to focus on the present. My mind is in three different points of time, it seems.

All I know right now is that I feel confused.

edit: i hate my ICT teacher so much.

oh CRAP didn't mean to delete that post..fkin iPhone

This has to be said,

Dear Principle,

I'm not "lazy" or "disconnected from class." I just don't understand math and maybe, you should help me with that. I mean, it's reasons like you that make me not want to try at school.

Dear teachers,

IF I HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER ****TY SUBSTITUTE, ESPECIALLY ONE WHO IS A DIE HARD COMMON CORE SUPPORTER, I'M GOING BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL.

This is the first year where I've actually like 95% of my teachers. Don't ruin that by never being there when I needed you.

*Gulp*
There we go.... eeieieieieieeee.....

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*Gulp*
There we go.... eeieieieieieeee.....

Be careful...

Gah! **** this....this.....pain! I remembered it WAY too late! WELL TOO BAD! I missed this crap so much! Heheheeee.... Wwee! I could easely go for a second or ten more!
Maby I'll redraw it on what I just made...gehehaha! BUT DEEPER!

*Cough* then to look for banda-****... I forgot to buy those.
Well, **** those, I dun need them. I'll use a tissue instead.
Son of a ****ing ****tish ***** cant put me down!

NINJAsk...

^What the deal?

Just...be careful. *forgets everything that happened in the past 10 minutes*

That was very nice of you. It was nice actually getting to talk to you, since we don't really see each other that often since the school is dumb at schedules and always placing me with the dumbest of people. I would definitely draw you and your little niece a picture. It was very nice to socialize with you.

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That was very nice of you. It was nice actually getting to talk to you, since we don't really see each other that often since the school is dumb at schedules and always placing me with the dumbest of people. I would definitely draw you and your little Nease (what uncles call the daughter of their sibling(s)) a picture. It was very nice to socialize with you.

Do you mean niece? Or can it be spelled that way too?

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That was very nice of you. It was nice actually getting to talk to you, since we don't really see each other that often since the school is dumb at schedules and always placing me with the dumbest of people. I would definitely draw you and your little Nease (what uncles call the daughter of their sibling(s)) a picture. It was very nice to socialize with you.

Do you mean niece? Or can it be spelled that way too?

That's what I meant. Just couldn't figure out how to spell it. Thank you.

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Quote: Trix Master 100

That was very nice of you. It was nice actually getting to talk to you, since we don't really see each other that often since the school is dumb at schedules and always placing me with the dumbest of people. I would definitely draw you and your little Nease (what uncles call the daughter of their sibling(s)) a picture. It was very nice to socialize with you.

Do you mean niece? Or can it be spelled that way too?

That's what I meant. Just couldn't figure out how to spell it. Thank you.

You're welcome, I was just making sure, wasn't sure if it was spelled like that somewhere else.

if you're gonna hold this here hose,

PREPARE FOR A ****ING FLOOD!

ANDDDDDD I HAVE TWO YEARS LEFT

So....Chrome just stopped working...

and oH MY GOD WAS FIREFOX ALWAYS THIS SLOW?

I hate dreams at times
Only thing i'll say is that last night i had a dream, and Marth was in the dream
Enough said

Now i shall try my best to forget the whole dream.

I'm pretty sure my computer literally has minutes left to live..

**** you!

By all means I should feel on top of the world. A good bit is going right for me right now and, in some ways, I'm at the top of the mountain. It's one of the very few times I could say or feel that.

But I'm still not happy. Why?

Just saying, back the **** off

i feel like rpg ;_;

I don't feel that great. I'm going to get really furious if I get sick at the END of spring break. Maybe it's because I got up at 5 in the afternoon? I always feel pretty ****ty when I do that when it's not summer break. Just great. Damn printer that kept me up until 6 AM. Damn me for not just giving up and going to bed

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When will my sinus issues just go the hell away? About seven months later and it's still happening AT LEAST TWICE DAILY. Every single day, no breaks. This has never happened any other year. UGH!!

AAANND THERE GOES FIREFOX

i wouldn't be surprised if this thing died in like 10 minutes..

Still trying to forget that dream 0-0

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I don't feel that great. I'm going to get really furious if I get sick at the END of spring break. Maybe it's because I got up at 5 in the afternoon? I always feel pretty ****ty when I do that when it's not summer break. Just great. Damn printer that kept me up until 6 AM. Damn me for not just giving up and going to bed

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When will my sinus issues just go the hell away? About seven months later and it's still happening AT LEAST TWICE DAILY. Every single day, no breaks. This has never happened any other year. UGH!!

Aww, I do hope you feel better soon. ^.^ I feel your pain with the sinus issues. Hopefully it gets better as well. Take care and feel better!

^ Oh! Thank you Sorry to hear you have sinus issues too, but I hope they get better soon as well!

There are times when there are things that I would like to leave, however, there're something tells me that I do not do that, and continue as I really am.

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Lately I've been feeling very out of all my IRL friends. I just hope that they do not forget me.

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Sometimes I feel that I lost the "magic" with this place. As I would like again to have the same feeling when I was a Red Sparx.

**** **** ****

I'm so damn stressed out I want to literally curl up in a ball and cry.

Oh hey, it's my birthday soon.
I won't need my parents' permission to go on Disney.com anymore

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Oh hey, it's my birthday soon.
I won't need my parents' permission to go on Disney.com anymore >:)

u bad boy ;)

Holy crap, has it really been almost 2 years already? Was I really only 15 back then? Damn, this is, I can't believe how time flies.

Im sorry, but I had to do it. Im glad no one else was around, seriously..
You haven't even been caring, haven't said 'Good job' or 'I'm proud of you' Nope, I've just been invisible to you, I've been doing all these things by myself, and you haven't really cared at all, its like as soon as I got this job, I've become invisible..
I have never been so mad in my life though, Jeez.. Im just sorry for what I did, but come on, you were seriously asking for it.

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No matter what I say, we're going to be miserable. So whats the point in replying? Im sorry, but I just don't want to reply to it, its just going to be hard for both of us. And also, what am I to you? I don't even know anymore.
Thanks for the support, and thank you for being there..

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Just stop, please, get out of my life, you're lucky enough I haven't called the cops on you, and now you have the guts to do this as well? Seriously, Why are you so obsessed with me?

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How I calm you, I have no idea, I thought I usually annoyed you by being so attached and protective.. Oh well, I guess not~ Im glad I have that sort of power though..

The small time I get to spend with you (AND EVERYONES BESTIE) are probably my happiest days, we usually laugh our heads off until it hurts, and everyones so nice to me there, especially you. I feel so happy when im with you~
Just gotta keep on waiting, how long though? Im not really fussed by it though, I said Ill wait, and thats exactly what i'm going to do. Im just curious on what you feel these days.. I dont know. >.<
But thank you, thank you so much for just being there, really, it means a lot..
Dont know where I'd be without you, seriously.

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I swear, all you girls are crazy, Why are you so like, obsessed with me anyway, JUST STAHP I DONT NEED YOU

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As you would say, this is all so ****ed up. Thank you as well, seriously, the small amount of time I get to spend with you, makes me unwind, makes me feel at ease really, its great to just relax with you, without a problem in the world, I feel disconnected from everything else really, Thanks man.

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Im sorry for making you worry, I really am, Im going to be fine, this is nothing new, I just hate that you were feeling down, because of me..

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There is so much to do, Can I really handle it all by myself? If I cant, who's going to save me, and how are they going to save me? Im worried to be honest..
Am I really going to make it? Am I going to survive for that long? Sometimes I doubt myself

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The River, filled with waste and dirt, slowly flows on the set path, the Angel, wings white as clouds, is allowed to fly to its hearts content, The Light is shining forever brighter across the earth. The Daisy, revealing its beautiful colours, continues to bloom in the empty field. Your victory seems hard to achieve, Friend, but still achievable. As the two friends, One who has been rich his whole life, The other working for what he owned, breeze across life easily. Time slowly ticks on, slowly, but surely.
(I have no idea what im doing but I like it)

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Its going to be one of those nights.. Huh, how fun~
Owwww, I really regret slamming my head into the wall that much, IM SORRY THUMPER!

Crookshanks no.

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omg Riku..

*hands you an ice pack and a pillow* Riku...that wall will never move...

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omg Riku..

*hands you an ice pack and a pillow* Riku...that wall will never move...

I can dream, cant I?

Of course you can dream. Riku. Just stop slamming your head into the wall, please?

Use the pillow instead, no pain or and no worry for a concussion.

Heh, Fine, if you say so.

Yeah, you're right.

Uh okay, not entirely sure why you just blocked me all of a sudden but okay. :U

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Oh gohd, please tell me you didn't...

It's time like these where I feel beyond excommunicated (IRL)

This is beautiful.

Can't believe that we're finally moving outta here! Thank god there was a cheap rental. Though it's 3 bed room. It's better than staying the hell here with the druggies.

new avatar, bottles yay!

A Holocaust survivor came to my school today and that was pretty cool, even though I couldn't hear most of her words.

I can't believe I'm going to be 13 in 30 Minutes.
I think I'll stay awake until then.
Now if only my voice woudn't be so high-pitched, that would make a nice birthday present.