darkSpyro

I feel invisable again :'(


Yet again I feel ignored, and once I get attension I act cold and haunt them away....maaaah.....

So, im shattered to you, is that it? Great observation skills. I dont want you to hate me, im just being who I am, so stop trying to change me.
I know im shattered, I know im a wreck, you dont have to remind me ya'know. You think I want to leave you, I dont, but now im scared to talk to you because you're just gonna remind me of how broken I am and how I should change my ways...

I shouldnt of said anything, it would of been that much easier, people wouldnt be pissed at me or her, you wouldnt hate me, I wouldnt be broken, well, im always broken but whatever.

I just wanna break down now, I just want to ignore the fact that im a terrible person. and just break down, so I dont have to deal with this, i'd start up again but..
I NEED TO BREAK DOWN

Stupid reset button.

this is all so ****ed up

McDonald's coffee is cheaper than Starbucks, and it's just as good.
Just saying.

Quote: AvatariDragon

McDonald's coffee is cheaper than Starbucks, and it's just as good.
Just saying.

I'm going to say you aren't from Washington. *jk*

(And god only knows what they put into their coffee)

Oh fantastic, you're slowly losing it... you out of all people. ****. And then you say I shouldn't worry about you so much.

All my friends are dating and having successful crushes and I'm just here with a abonded GB

goddamn what an ugly loner i am ;mmmmmmm;

It was so ****ing easy to do, I walked away. I feel great, I thought I would just turn around, but I didn't, and I won't. omg I should have done this weeks ago! ^.^

Can I just stop existing? Seriously, this is all to much for me, I just want to break down..
No one is comforting me, they're just getting pissed, I get it, but it doesnt make me feel any better.
You guys.. would be better off without me.
I have way to many things to deal with, way to many things to say, way to many things to do...
Cant I just give up?

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Oh for **** sakes! Don't tell me that's what you're aiming to be.
You're not even close to being a villain!

Quote: wspyro

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Oh for **** sakes! Don't tell me that's what you're aiming to be.
You're not even close to being a villain!

Gotta start somewhere, lol

Quote: hardcoreignitor

Quote: wspyro

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Oh for **** sakes! Don't tell me that's what you're aiming to be.
You're not even close to being a villain!

Gotta start somewhere, lol

"I'll do whatever I can for some sort of affection."

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Well, actually you need an evil villain….

hahahahah
/bad joke

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Quote: Cynderluv8801

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

Well, actually you need an evil villain….

hahahahah
/bad joke

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Yeah, I sing in Japanese. Now, did you really need to tell the entire Spanish class and the teachers passing by? T.T

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Nopenopenopenope
I will not. Absolutely not. Step away from the sharp objects, Heather. Step faaaaaaaar away from them e.e

Well Antiheros are Kewl too

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

As that may be true in most stories, but on the internet you just need to stop and take a week break from what the hell you're trying to do.

i had a thought of
"oh i'm going to regret that"

but instantly forgot what i was thinking about

darn

Predictable ending. 1 out of 2. >:I

I feel a little better now, lighter even.
Thanks guys..

The worst thing about this site is the fact there is no strike through feature.

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

what about that movie frozen

it seemed to be doing fine for the most part without a villain. except for the wolves, but they only got like only 5 or so minutes of screentime. but it does get a villain in the end.

@HCI: Most stories have a villian to make it only a drama

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*IRL*

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**** you. If listening to Vocaloid music makes me happy, I'll listen to it until the day I die. I don't care what you think of me. I don't care what anyone thinks of me. I am my own person. I have my own ideas. I have my own interests. I have my own opinions. You cannot take my ideas, change my interests or sway my opinions. I ****ing love Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka, Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len, Kaito, all of them. Got a problem? **** off. I won't sacrifice my happiness for your approval.

OMG this is how I feel right now with my family

Everybody hates me for what I like, DS, Vocaloid, all japannese music, anime, shoes and yeah ;-;

Is this cute or is it dirty?

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

As that may be true in most stories, but on the internet you just need to stop and take a week break from what the hell you're trying to do.

I was going to go off on a tangent that had even more hillarious insults at you morons who think that you are my mom that would end in flames, but I`m too lazy.

*drinks Tim Hortons coffee*

Quote: hardcoreignitor

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: hardcoreignitor

This is regarding all of you dSers

You can't have a good story without a good villain.

As that may be true in most stories, but on the internet you just need to stop and take a week break from what the hell you're trying to do.

I was going to go off on a tangent that had even more hillarious insults at you morons who think that you are my mom that would end in flames, but I`m too lazy.

*drinks Tim Hortons coffee*

If we really wanted to be "Your mother" we would've done some weird ****. But more or less, you're being an asshole about the whole thing that YOU asked about. Looks like you can't seem to handle the truth without pissing people off.

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: hardcoreignitor

Quote: Trix Master 100

As that may be true in most stories, but on the internet you just need to stop and take a week break from what the hell you're trying to do.

I was going to go off on a tangent that had even more hillarious insults at you morons who think that you are my mom that would end in flames, but I`m too lazy.

*drinks Tim Hortons coffee*

If we really wanted to be "Your mother" we would've done some weird ****. But more or less, you're being an asshole about the whole thing that YOU asked about. Looks like you can't seem to handle the truth without pissing people off.

*contemplates*
*spits Tim Hortons coffee in your face*
*resumes drinking Tim Hortons Coffee*

yesterday i felt great walking away from you, tonight i can barely breath from this anxiety attack..it hurts so much...i just wanna lay down on my bed and ****ing cry myself to sleep...

Who was the dumb*** who's idea it was to open the park today? It's a school day. Most of our staff is high school students. Thank god it was a slow day today because we did not have the staff to handle being busy. We had to pull supervisors and department heads from all over the park and our sister park to run cash registers just so we could open. These are people who haven't run a register or been in a stand in years and don't remember how! We still couldn't open half the stands cause we jsut didn't have the staff.

You try spending the day teaching your superiors how to cook popcorn and change out drinks on the dispenser and then tell me your day wasn't weird.

speaking of tim hortens

-sips ice capp-

Quote: hardcoreignitor

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: hardcoreignitor

I was going to go off on a tangent that had even more hillarious insults at you morons who think that you are my mom that would end in flames, but I`m too lazy.

*drinks Tim Hortons coffee*

If we really wanted to be "Your mother" we would've done some weird ****. But more or less, you're being an asshole about the whole thing that YOU asked about. Looks like you can't seem to handle the truth without pissing people off.

*contemplates*
*spits Tim Hortons coffee in your face*
*resumes drinking Tim Hortons Coffee*

What did you just type there you little tiny mouse?

I'll let you know that I'm a high ranked officer in the army and have control over when and where jets get sent.

I just sent an untested jet which is armed in lasers to come and destroy your "Canadian" house.

I can already hear it flying by. Your dead kid.

@HCI: I don't know what you're flipping out about, but you need to take a deep breath and walk away. Your insults don't even make sense right now. >.>

You're still trying to be relevant like that. >_>

I'm full aware of these mistakes and do believe me when I say that I don't know what's going on. I must be loosing it or something. I don't know. I want to handle it but I can't seem to hold it in. I have been-...but I don't want to leave them. Just bear with me and please do forgive me. I'll see what I can do.

Quote: HIR

@HCI: I don't know what you're flipping out about, but you need to take a deep breath and walk away. Your insults don't even make sense right now. >.>

This.

Great, now all this better. My older sister had an interview today for a better job & of course, more pride for my parents, but what about me? A case I'm invisible & for worst thing, they try to point out as if I were a waste of valuable time & effort. Honestly I'm happy for my older sister, even she helped me in other situations where I've been wrong & bad. But, what bothers me is the disregard that my parents have with me & I know, I deserve to be punished, but I do not understand why they have to humiliate me in that way.
My dad tells several of his friends that he grew up at least one child that if it's worth; I mean, he's very proud of my older sister, but, & what about me? He thinks that I'm his worst failure in his life. & recently my mom agrees with him, and when I thought that my mom was the only hope that I could have had for a chance again, now also I have lost her.

Damn, I really hate my life. I'm still thinking why I'm still alive.

That scene from Shrek 2 where the mermaid gets thrown and eaten fills me so much, I start crying.

...

As you can see, I don't like Ariel.

i've been so angry these last two days

but things are starting to look amusing again