darkSpyro

People are strange, I dont get them and They are the cause of what I am. Wen I start getting these visions I endure the tears, then start thinking about a way to feel better, I cant find that thing and have to endure tears from two sides, thats worse for me, my only solutions is to distract by hurting myself, I realize that doesnt work either, THEN people come to me, and I have to endure the tears of being scared by them... then there are those like "those three" that come around me and there I go lose and I lose my total control...


I dont know why I tell this to you first, but you are the first to understand... my feels...I...He isnt here as often as you are, so you are the first go to person

I hope you understand, that I'm scared of even my parents and teachers...its just too hard for me to trust people who are older then me for.,, reasons...

Quote: NINJAsk11

People are strange, I dont get them and They are the cause of what I am. Wen I start getting these visions I endure the tears, then start thinking about a way to feel better, I cant find that thing and have to endure tears from two sides, thats worse for me, my only solutions is to distract by hurting myself, I realize that doesnt work either, THEN people come to me, and I have to endure the tears of being scared by them... then there are those like "those three" that come around me and there I go lose and I lose my total control...


I dont know why I tell this to you first, but you are the first to understand... my feels...I...He isnt here as often as you are, so you are the first go to person

I hope you understand, that I'm scared of even my parents and teachers...its just too hard for me to trust people who are older then me for.,, reasons...

*hugs* Don't worry, you'll fond someone you'll be able to trust.

Quote: Rickorio

Quote: NINJAsk11

People are strange, I dont get them and They are the cause of what I am. Wen I start getting these visions I endure the tears, then start thinking about a way to feel better, I cant find that thing and have to endure tears from two sides, thats worse for me, my only solutions is to distract by hurting myself, I realize that doesnt work either, THEN people come to me, and I have to endure the tears of being scared by them... then there are those like "those three" that come around me and there I go lose and I lose my total control...


I dont know why I tell this to you first, but you are the first to understand... my feels...I...He isnt here as often as you are, so you are the first go to person

I hope you understand, that I'm scared of even my parents and teachers...its just too hard for me to trust people who are older then me for.,, reasons...

*hugs* Don't worry, you'll fond someone you'll be able to trust.

It's easier said then done...

I use dS to escape real life...

Quote: NINJAsk11

Quote: Rickorio

Quote: NINJAsk11

People are strange, I dont get them and They are the cause of what I am. Wen I start getting these visions I endure the tears, then start thinking about a way to feel better, I cant find that thing and have to endure tears from two sides, thats worse for me, my only solutions is to distract by hurting myself, I realize that doesnt work either, THEN people come to me, and I have to endure the tears of being scared by them... then there are those like "those three" that come around me and there I go lose and I lose my total control...


I dont know why I tell this to you first, but you are the first to understand... my feels...I...He isnt here as often as you are, so you are the first go to person

I hope you understand, that I'm scared of even my parents and teachers...its just too hard for me to trust people who are older then me for.,, reasons...

*hugs* Don't worry, you'll fond someone you'll be able to trust.

It's easier said then done...

I use dS to escape real life...

Well then.

Hehe. I'm still the tallest in my grade, at 5'5...

I don't like this snow one bit. All I wanted to do was get a new goddam phone and as I'm crossing the parking lot..*slips and falls on the freaking ice* omfg my butt hurts.... oh and that's not all of my wonderful morning..dude loses control of his freaking car and almost hits me...I should have stayed home today.
Sooo, I did get my new phone and maybe just maybe the rest of today will go a lot better.*sighs* I can dream can't I?

**** **** **** **** ****
**** **** **** ****
Dammit!
*slams head on desk*
Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot.

The snow is finally melting! It's gonna be a great week!

Today was one of the most depressing days of my life ;____;

No brain, no!
I refuse to fall into the same cycle!

I LOVE IT!! THANK YOU <3
The fact that you made it yourself and said you stayed up a little late to finish it makes it that much better!

Aww! That's adorable, Levan!
Lucky you!

Quote: wspyro

Aww! That's adorable, Levan!
Lucky you!

Oh hey, thank you! My friend made it for me, she's amazing at all sorts of art.
I named the horse Linda

Handing everything as cautiously as possible.

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Quote: wspyro

Aww! That's adorable, Levan!
Lucky you!

Oh hey, thank you! :D My friend made it for me, she's amazing at all sorts of art.
I named the horse Linda :)

It shows!
That's a great name!

HERE WE GOOO.

sorry. very excited right now.

someone please lock me in a room for a few hours

please

I really wish I was quicker...

Quote: wspyro

It shows!
That's a great name!

Thanks

IfeelsofreakingrudeiwishineversaidthatahhhT___T

A DROID MAXX???? You shouldn't have! Thank you SO much! I'll take a super sized Moto X any day! <3 <3

Oh my god you sended me a massa-YOU ARE SO ****ING LATE! V-DAY WAS YESTERDAY

Dat time lumut :s

Stil luvv you tho <3

#inb4Furfroukillsmeforsayingthis

If you become suicidal I will then proceed to cry...

Quote: DummyZ

If you become suicidal I will then proceed to cry...

Edit: Ur right O.O

^ Not entirely sure, but that sounds like something she'd really want to be personal, might want to delete that post.

^Yeah, I did so just after you posted that. xD

Still need to throw it away ;>.>

I was referring to MagicFizz's post but thanks anyway. ^.^;

^Your post just makes mor sence now, since it was pointed at both me and MF ;>.>

No offence, but I do have the same "Problem" but I never wanted to find a way to..well..stop...

Anyone help?

*double post for whats sake*

UGH! Not again! not a vision again, no Li! DON'T do it, don't don't DOOONNN'T Slam you head into the locker again, jsut don't! You've already hurt yourself! No Stop! Endure and-*Loses total control....again*

Well that was dumb of me. :U
Better add another point to the counter!

Times I've regretted something dumb I typed: 25,613

*Slams head into locker*

What happened? .-.

*Is still ramming head in the locke*

I think I need to go see a psychologist...or...whatever you say it....

Quote: DummyZ

What happened? .-.

MagicFizz revealed something very personal about someone and I thought it was inappropriate and asked him to remove it, it's gone now.

Quote: DummyZ

What happened? .-.

I've just stabbed myself and I'm dizzy because I rammed my head into a locker

Call me stupid

Broke my ice scraper and needed to use steel-toed boots just to get some of the ice off my car. Ha ha ha. <.>

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I don't understand why there isn't a Flappy Bird topic in Video Gaming... And if there is one, then people should keep all the Flappy Bird sh** there.

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Oh! I'm reading you!
Ha ha! Oh! I'm finally reading you! Oh! Oh! Ooo! I can't believe it! I thought it would take longer!
Maybe I can actually not be boring to you now!

aww come on, y u do dat? u knew i had to sa sumthing 2 u. omg y?

*throws a sno ball at u*

let's fight fire with fire then, dear brother

Behold folks: The (dumb) stuff CG thinks during the day.

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OMG thank you random youtuber! I thought I was gonna have to drive an hour to get this issue fixed ones my iPad.... Thank you so much!
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Aghhhfodsihfnkjsdnfjkwdnkjfdwjnk YES IT WORKS!
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I dreamt of when I was about 8 years old, when I used to play Sonic Unleashed on Saturday mornings, when I played power rangers with my cousins, when things were so much more simple. why do I feel so old?
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It was nice that I could spend so much time with you yesterday.... I had so much fun, hell, we could have done anything, I would have had fun because you were around. You're such a great guy....*sighs*
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lol I have to have read up to page 97 of this book by Monday an I'm at page 18 lol
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SNAP SNAP UH-HUH BIOTCH, TAKE THAT
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writing this made me realize that I have so many dumb things going on in my head omg

YESYESYES

My grandparents finally fixed their indoor pool. I can go swimming tomorrow! :D They also expanded it. NOW IT'S BIGGER THAN MY BEDROOM

tomorrow's gonna be epic

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YESYESYES

My grandparents finally fixed their indoor pool. I can go swimming tomorrow! They also expanded it. NOW IT'S BIGGER THAN MY BEDROOM

tomorrow's gonna be epic

Curse you.

Thank you for telling me that. I can't believe you would tell me out of all ur friends. I really appreciate it. And then we started talking non stop all day. It's good to find someone who feels the same as me.

Ily <3