darkSpyro

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Hahahahahha..hahahaha..hahaha..haha..ha..h..a.no.

I don't know what to do with myself! I am very angry at you *resists urge to say and you won't like me when I'm angry!* Jokes aside, I'm FURIOUS. I like putting things in lists so here we go. Note readers: Just ignore. It's only stupid me rambling on about my stupid life. Nothing special

-You said that I'm half-mentally ill. Okay, what? Lets stop right there. I was in hysterics earlier and screaming my lungs off at you because you said I should think of my mum as my aunt and shouldn't have a close relationship with her, I feel trapped in this god-awful country, you said mum should get rid of the baby, you said she isn't a fit mother AND YOU ****ING MADE ME RE-LIVE LAST YEAR!!And you say I'm mentally ill. I think it's you that's gone nuts. Maybe I am on my way there. I won't deny that I'm depressed. But you are making it worse. And FYI, when I said it was all your fault that I'm in this state, you didn't have to shriek at me! It IS your fault that I'm in this state.

-Sometimes when I'm just a little, teeny bit pissed off and sad, I don't feel like eating. Do not ever try to shove food down my throat ever again. Also, I don't feel like cleaning the table when my sister and cousin are allowed to go running off to play with the dog. When I asked why, you said because you're fourteen! THE OTHER TWO ARE PERFECTLY CAPABLE OF CLEANING THE TABLE. You then lectured and shouted at me the WHOLE TIME about how if i didn't eat I was gonna make a habit of it and become anorexic, how I needed to change my attitude about life and how my problems are tiny so I should stop bawling like a baby. FOOD IS NOT THE ANSWER TO ANYTHING. MY ATTITUDE DOES NOT, AND WILL NOT, CHANGE IN FIVE SECONDS. MY PROBLEMS MAY SEEM SMALL TO YOU, BUT TO ME, THEY ARE HUGE AND UNSOLVABLE.

-For the past few days I've been stressing about school. You think about saying to suck it up again and I'll rip your throat out SOME SYMPATHY WOULD BE NICE! ANXIETY ATTACKS OVER HERE!

-You want to ban phone calls between me and mum? Lol not happening. You can try. But I can register my mobile to your home phone so I can make international calls whenever the **** I like and you will pay the bills.

Someone hug me and never let me go, please :'(

Quote: Jaggedstar

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Hahahahahha..hahahaha..hahaha..haha..ha..h..a.no.

I don't know what to do with myself! I am very angry at you *resists urge to say and you won't like me when I'm angry!* Jokes aside, I'm FURIOUS. I like putting things in lists so here we go. Note readers: Just ignore. It's only stupid me rambling on about my stupid life. Nothing special

-You said that I'm half-mentally ill. Okay, what? Lets stop right there. I was in hysterics earlier and screaming my lungs off at you because you said I should think of my mum as my aunt and shouldn't have a close relationship with her, I feel trapped in this god-awful country, you said mum should get rid of the baby, you said she isn't a fit mother AND YOU ****ING MADE ME RE-LIVE LAST YEAR!!And you say I'm mentally ill. I think it's you that's gone nuts. Maybe I am on my way there. I won't deny that I'm depressed. But you are making it worse. And FYI, when I said it was all your fault that I'm in this state, you didn't have to shriek at me! It IS your fault that I'm in this state.

-Sometimes when I'm just a little, teeny bit pissed off and sad, I don't feel like eating. Do not ever try to shove food down my throat ever again. Also, I don't feel like cleaning the table when my sister and cousin are allowed to go running off to play with the dog. When I asked why, you said because you're fourteen! THE OTHER TWO ARE PERFECTLY CAPABLE OF CLEANING THE TABLE. You then lectured and shouted at me the WHOLE TIME about how if i didn't eat I was gonna make a habit of it and become anorexic, how I needed to change my attitude about life and how my problems are tiny so I should stop bawling like a baby. FOOD IS NOT THE ANSWER TO ANYTHING. MY ATTITUDE DOES NOT, AND WILL NOT, CHANGE IN FIVE SECONDS. MY PROBLEMS MAY SEEM SMALL TO YOU, BUT TO ME, THEY ARE HUGE AND UNSOLVABLE.

-For the past few days I've been stressing about school. You think about saying to suck it up again and I'll rip your throat out SOME SYMPATHY WOULD BE NICE! ANXIETY ATTACKS OVER HERE!

-You want to ban phone calls between me and mum? Lol not happening. You can try. But I can register my mobile to your home phone so I can make international calls whenever the **** I like and you will pay the bills.

Someone hug me and never let me go, please :'(

*hugs u tight* I won't let go. J-star sending luv to you as well. ^.^

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What do I do?!
Someone please tell me what do I do.
Do I hurt myself?
That won't help anything.
Do I run away?
With my luck they'll find me.
So I'll stay locked in the bathroom.
In the dark.
Where it's cold.
Because these days, the darkness is my friend, my partner, my soul.
I have a million problems.
None of them can be solved.

HOW ****ING DARE YOU SAY THAT ABOUT MY MOTHER?! I HAVE TRIED TO BE CIVIL TOWARDS YOU BUT THIS WAS THE LAST STRAW. SCREW YOU, I AM NOT GOING TO TRY HARD IN SCHOOL ANYMORE BECAUSE FRANKLY, I DON'T SEE MY LIFE GOING ANYWHERE ANYWAY. I AM NOT GOING TO THINK OF MY MOTHER AS AN AUNT. HOW CAN YOU EVEN SUGGEST THAT?! I. HATE. YOU. OH MY GOD. HOW DARE YOU.
I'm crying my eyes out and you're making pancakes. Not even trying to make it better for me. You just felt the need to relive my ****ty life, didnt you? Why, may I ask? Because you need to face the reality of this world. WHAT THE ****????? YOU MAKE NO SENSE. why is this happening. Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy. A question in my life that has NEVER been answered. I want answers and I want them now.

What do I do.
I can't stay locked in the bathroom forever.
Though I wish I could.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I don't want to live here anymore.
Never did in the first place.

Please ignore this

*hugs JStar* Darn.. that's awful.. )':
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Aah. How can I earn money? I want a 3DS. I need a 3DS. I need to play Pokèmon X. NEEED TO. I sound crazy, I know. But I've never played Pokèmon, and I really want to change that.
Okay, um, I need $243 for that deal on Wal-Mart's site, and I have $99. Not even close. PLEASE. Someone tell me how to make cash!!!

*hugs JStar* Darn.. that's awful.. )':
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Aah. How can I earn money? I want a 3DS. I need a 3DS. I need to play Pokèmon X. NEEED TO. I sound crazy, I know. But I've never played Pokèmon, and I really want to change that.
Okay, um, I need $243 for that deal on Wal-Mart's site, and I have $99. Not even close. PLEASE. Someone tell me how to make cash!!!

Quote: Jaggedstar

Someone hug me and never let me go, please :'(

*hugs*

We're here for you, Jagged!

Quote: Jaggedstar

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What do I do?!
Someone please tell me what do I do.
Do I hurt myself?
That won't help anything.
Do I run away?
With my luck they'll find me.
So I'll stay locked in the bathroom.
In the dark.
Where it's cold.
Because these days, the darkness is my friend, my partner, my soul.
I have a million problems.
None of them can be solved.

HOW ****ING DARE YOU SAY THAT ABOUT MY MOTHER?! I HAVE TRIED TO BE CIVIL TOWARDS YOU BUT THIS WAS THE LAST STRAW. SCREW YOU, I AM NOT GOING TO TRY HARD IN SCHOOL ANYMORE BECAUSE FRANKLY, I DON'T SEE MY LIFE GOING ANYWHERE ANYWAY. I AM NOT GOING TO THINK OF MY MOTHER AS AN AUNT. HOW CAN YOU EVEN SUGGEST THAT?! I. HATE. YOU. OH MY GOD. HOW DARE YOU.
I'm crying my eyes out and you're making pancakes. Not even trying to make it better for me. You just felt the need to relive my ****ty life, didnt you? Why, may I ask? Because you need to face the reality of this world. WHAT THE ****????? YOU MAKE NO SENSE. why is this happening. Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy. A question in my life that has NEVER been answered. I want answers and I want them now.

What do I do.
I can't stay locked in the bathroom forever.
Though I wish I could.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I don't want to live here anymore.
Never did in the first place.

Please ignore this

*hugs* Aww, don't worry, eventually, I'm sure this will get better. Also, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

*hugs HCI, accepts Cynderfan's hug, hugs parisrulez12*
TS-unfortunately, that person is my aunt. Whoopee me.

Jaggedstar, I feel so bad...
*hugs* You can talk it over with me like old times or others, you've got fans and friends here!

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Hahahahahha..hahahaha..hahaha..haha..ha..h..a.no.

I don't know what to do with myself! I am very angry at you *resists urge to say and you won't like me when I'm angry!* Jokes aside, I'm FURIOUS. I like putting things in lists so here we go. Note readers: Just ignore. It's only stupid me rambling on about my stupid life. Nothing special :)

-You said that I'm half-mentally ill. Okay, what? Lets stop right there. I was in hysterics earlier and screaming my lungs off at you because you said I should think of my mum as my aunt and shouldn't have a close relationship with her, I feel trapped in this god-awful country, you said mum should get rid of the baby, you said she isn't a fit mother AND YOU ****ING MADE ME RE-LIVE LAST YEAR!!And you say I'm mentally ill. I think it's you that's gone nuts. Maybe I am on my way there. I won't deny that I'm depressed. But you are making it worse. And FYI, when I said it was all your fault that I'm in this state, you didn't have to shriek at me! It IS your fault that I'm in this state.

-Sometimes when I'm just a little, teeny bit pissed off and sad, I don't feel like eating. Do not ever try to shove food down my throat ever again. Also, I don't feel like cleaning the table when my sister and cousin are allowed to go running off to play with the dog. When I asked why, you said because you're fourteen! THE OTHER TWO ARE PERFECTLY CAPABLE OF CLEANING THE TABLE. You then lectured and shouted at me the WHOLE TIME about how if i didn't eat I was gonna make a habit of it and become anorexic, how I needed to change my attitude about life and how my problems are tiny so I should stop bawling like a baby. FOOD IS NOT THE ANSWER TO ANYTHING. MY ATTITUDE DOES NOT, AND WILL NOT, CHANGE IN FIVE SECONDS. MY PROBLEMS MAY SEEM SMALL TO YOU, BUT TO ME, THEY ARE HUGE AND UNSOLVABLE.

-For the past few days I've been stressing about school. You think about saying to suck it up again and I'll rip your throat out >_> SOME SYMPATHY WOULD BE NICE! ANXIETY ATTACKS OVER HERE!

-You want to ban phone calls between me and mum? Lol not happening. You can try. But I can register my mobile to your home phone so I can make international calls whenever the **** I like and you will pay the bills. :)

Someone hug me and never let me go, please :'(

Quote: thumper

*screams* I really tried hard. I can't do it. There's way to many decisions to make. Each answer is wrong. Each question is stupid. I quit. Game over. *throws game in trash can, sets game on fire, buries ashes in the snow* I'm done.

Guuurrll, you just gotta believe in yourself!

Quote: thumper

Quote: Cynderfan507

Guuurrll, you just gotta believe in yourself!

Oh but I do believe in myself. It was that game I didn't believe in. Seems like I always made mistakes. I think that game was cheating so I couldn't win. . Don't matter now, it's buried in the snow. To be forever forgotten until Spring, then I'll bury it in the mud.

I don't think games can cheat...

Quote: thumper

*screams* I really tried hard. I can't do it. There's way to many decisions to make. Each answer is wrong. Each question is stupid. I quit. Game over. *throws game in trash can, sets game on fire, buries ashes in the snow* I'm done.

Guuurrll, you just gotta believe in yourself!

butthurt fanboi
fap to that blue ass
laugh at yourself and loosen up that belt you whore

butthurt fanboi
fap to that blue ass
laugh at yourself and loosen up that belt you whore