darkSpyro

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If a really angry 12 year old Sonic Fan comes here and says he's looking for me, I was never here, okay?

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If a really angry 12 year old Sonic Fan comes here and says he's looking for me, I was never here, okay?

Don't worry I got your back.

The music is like magic to me:
-I listen, and to smile back.
-I listen, and I can open my mind.
-I hear, and my creativity begins to create.
-I listen, and I like to move my body.
-I listen, and I become the myself.

Really, it's one of the few things that make me feel alive & happy because my family is very boring. Because of what I do and I like it, they do not like.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm so opposed to my family. Inlcuding my physical appearance.

Uuugh my throat's on fire...

I'm just thinking back to the time where I absolutely HATED music...

Everyone I knew was into rap and the dirty sort of music while I didn't have a care in the world. I didn't listen to music at all and whatever music played wasn't my concern. Between my slow blues-loving mom, my salsa-loving grandmother, and my metalhead father, I was annoyed by it all.

With the exception of rap and R&B, I've come to enjoy every other genre of music and I am now dominantly a metalhead... I changed.

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I've noticed I've been becoming less social as I progress in life. I was extremely social in elementary school, fairly social in intermediate, and mildly passive now. I used to love being around loss of people but now I prefer being alone out with only a few friends. I don't know what's up. I need to talk to a bunch of metalheads or something because they keep me in my place but I know very few. Metal keeps me calm and it gives me the energy I need.

I really want to play Spyro right now. All I can do is think up random topics and watch cutscenes on YouTube. Bet playing a few hours of it would take my mind off of school on Monday. I don't want to go to school. Everyone knows that if the new kid hasn't made friends within the first month (or two, depending on whose judging them) then they're gonna be a social outcast. I'm managing to cling on to a group of people that, after what happened last week, I am going to leave. The library can be my friend. Wow I sound sad but why must school be so depressing and hard? It's supposed to be a place of learning. Not a place of judgement and anxiety. It's 1:40am, but I think I'll try and draw some Spyro characters..lol I can't draw. I've watched all the cutscenes from GtG and YOTD. I've watched the fail reels. Once the videos are over I remember why I'm watching them..to keep my mind off Monday. It's going to be hell. You know how awkward it is sitting there alone waiting for the goddamn bell to ring? I don't eat lunch so I'm spared the loneliness of the lunch room. I should just become the Weird Girl who everyone keeps a distance from. That way I'll be comfortable being who I am. Right now, I'm so paranoid about how I look, how my accent sounds, and everything.

YOU. Oh my ****ing god, how DARE you lie to me that much?!?!?
-You said you'd finished developing the app for our project but you haven't even STARTED it.
-You said you've kissed 17 girls (tbh I found that hard to believe since you're 14 and disgusting.) I think you're STILL trying to get me to go out with you. Even if you were a girl I wouldn't touch you with a thousand meter long stick.
-You said you had four jobs, but your mother told me that you sit around at the weekends eating the house out and playing XBox games, and that you can't be bothered to get a job.
-You said you stay up until five am every day and you never get tired, but your mother also said that you're konked out by 10pm. Gotta love mothers!
Dude, stop trying to impress me. I can see right through you. When you do that fake "Oh, no!" Thing like you've just remembered you've forgotten something important, I KNOW it's gonna either be a lie or a boring gaming thing that, to be honest, nobody gives a **** about.
Also, would you kindly not point out the scars on my neck and shoulders? This is why I can't ****ing wear short sleeves and low necks; because I'm too EMBARRASSED. FYI, I had chickenpox at age 3 like everyone does and some scars didn't fade away. And if you dare point out the gap between my front teeth ever again I'll give you a gap between your head and shoulders! I can say a lot of things about you. Like, you always have a pool of saliva in the corner of your lips. Wipe that **** away man.
How many times do I have to say this? PLEASE STOP MAKING JOKES LAST FOR FIVE MINUTES. ONE SARCASTIC COMMENT OR JOKE CAN BE LAUGHED AT, THEN FORGOTTEN. YOUR VOICE IS EVEN MORE ANNOYING THAN THE PEOPLE I LIVE WITH. IN FACT, YOU ARE EVEN MORE ANNOYING THAN THE PEOPLE I LIVE WITH.
If you call and I decline, it means I do not want to be disturbed. Do not call me seven more times after that, even when I send you a text saying "Do not call me, I DO NOT WANT TO BE DISTURBED!! You spend all your time making YouTube videos and playing Minecraft, sometimes you should look in a thing called a dictionary to find out what that sentence means, dumbass.
I don't think it's cool that you skip detention then brag about it. I don't think it's cool that you skip classes and brag about it. Yes, I've done both, but I don't say "Oh, I've got detention, but I'm skipping it cause I just can't be bothered to go," or, "I'm skipping English. My YouTube subscribers have been asking for a video."
Quit saying you've seen all the horror films. You haven't seen every single one ever created and I don't give a **** about what you have and haven't seen.
It's a typical Friday evening. I'm doing my homework. You call me. This is how the conversation goes (this is a real convo that occurred last week. Since then, there have been similar ones, but he keeps going ON AND ON AND ON about it. The guy I'm talking about will be named J.)

J: Hey, what's up?
Me: Sorry, I can't talk. I've got this English essay to do and I don't want to do it over the weekend.
J: Whose it for?
Me: *teacher's name.*
J: Oh, nobody cares about homework, especially for that teacher! Come and play out.
Me: Uh, no. I'm doing homework.
J: Trust me, nobody's doing it.
Me: Well I am. And there's nothing to do even if I did play out.
J: We can watch a movie at mine.
Me: Look, J, for the last time I'm doing this essay whether you like it or not! I'm sorry. Bye.
Me: *hangs up.*
J: *calls back*
Me: *declining call* **** off!
*turns off phone*
*finishes homework half an hour later*
*turns on phone*
*TWELVE MISSED CALLS AND EIGHT TEXT MESSAGES SAYING PLEASE COME OUT, DON'T BE A NERD.*
I don't care if nobody does the homework. I don't care if I'm the sad loner who stays in on Friday nights. My life depends on a degree in English and Drama. If I want to get into an acting school in London and FINALLY leave this ****hole then I have to work hard. People like him are so insensitive and stupid. It mentally HURTS to be around people like that! He is going to get nowhere in life if he carries on. I don't know if I can do four and a half more months of it. Even if 4 months doesn't sound that long, when you think of it in days, or what I have it face every single day, THEN IT IS ****ING LONGER THAN THE UNIVERSE ITSELF.

~About other people at school~

-Don't treat ME like a servant. I've ranted about this before but it doesn't help as you KEEP DOING IT. Why?! The new kids at my old school were treated with the same respect as anyone else-which wasn't much, but at least they all made friends in a day!

-Ahem, excuse me, miss, but I do know how to spell "favourite," and when I wrote it on the board you didn't have to run up and rub the U out, making me look stupid. I'm English, what the **** do you expect?!

-I feel like an ignorant, dumb waste of space in maths class. I know I'm annoying the teachers with my constant asking for help on the simplest things, but I'll admit, I cannot tell my left from my right or count backwards in 2's from 20, and I need help! I can't get special help because it costs money and my family doesn't have a lot of that. So I'm trying all I can. I try so hard. You don't have to shout at me and make the other kids laugh :'(

-Mhm, oh really. Really now. You think that's the right way to go about talking to people? Hell. No.

I can't do 4 more months of this. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. I can't. STOP TELLING ME THAT IT ISN'T FOREVER. IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER. I feel mentally claustrophobic in this country, because I can't get out. It's like being locked in a tiny room with a low ceiling and no doors or windows. Or worse, it's like being in a lift which is crammed full of people and it's jammed, and the doors won't open, and people are shoving against me, talking at the tops of their voices while I can barely breathe, and I manage to scream loud until my lungs nearly burst but nobody can hear me.

Wow Jagged...read that al....I know how you feel... I'm a loner too, rather finish homework abd I'm just wierd. I always act cold to people I know or dont know...


Coming here on dS was a hard decicion... I wanted to at least try and make friends... at first I realy felt like failing, but later I started making friends...

Around september/October the unthinkable happend and in one slap I got two friends I ever since adore to talk to, I mean ....they both changed me as a person....in nov an even bigger unthinkable happend and there...crush....wow...thinking back about that single PM were I asked him....awwwkwuuurd.....

Jstar old buddy, I'm so sorry for all the pain you have to go through. I know how you feel. If you need any help...pls talk to me...you dont know how much I want to help you.

What happened to that one user's dying brother?

I have started to believe in Nirvana.
Yeah. Not the band. Nirvana.

oh my god you're such a tryhard kissass azskdhsuiewabdfaujnfewkhfbwe
you don't sound sophisticate we all know you're 9 stop acting like we dont remember your past

Today was rather stressful. My boss must think I'm the energizer bunny. What the ****? I think she's trying to kill me. omg ***** go away and stay away. And YOU, do you really think I'm that stupid, huh? Seriously, I'm not stupid or confused at all. ^.^

I can not wait for this day to be over with.....

Dayum, I was hungry. I've never eaten that fast before.

stupid stuff

I have a pimple on my left buttcheek and sitting is so awkward.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1mV1kl0XvA

this is fabulous.

I missed the Olympic Opening Ceremony this morning and I've been feeling down about it all day....

I just noticed that every single avatar I've ever had on DS has been of some sort of animal.

Quote: MagicFizz

R.I.P. Unknown Brother~;_;

It was a happy July evening. My parents were out and about, and we did a little study together. All of the sudden, she starts sobbing in front of me "Mom, what the heck? What happened?" "You had a brother, before ** and...*sobs*...he died in my belly of pneumonia. I'm so sorry" What are you apologizing for? You are the one who lost your kid. Am I the last one to know about this? If it was before ** I wasn't even born yet when he died! Wtf mom and dad ;_; I ran to my room and started crying my heart out. I already had 3 brothers, but I've been wondering what his personality was gonna be like. So I created him in a notebook. He was very tall, nice, and handsome,and loved the water.


*dissecting starfish* "Guys I wanna bring the starfish and honor somebody." "DUDE WTF??? Do you know how much that will affect our grade? It's going to be way harder! Hell no!
*still cuts with bottom and goes on with dissecting* "Whoops Josh, we accidentally cut of one of the rays. It doesn't really matter anyways. Ok, idc anymore. *ragequits and puts on sad face*

*while going to next period with meh new friend*
"Dude what's wrong?"

I wanted that starfish...to honor my dead brother.
*embraces*
No homo, but I just feel so sorry for you.

*leaves*

I wanted to meet with my brother. Just a little reason I committed suicide...One reason was to meet with him and embrace with him and play with him like a real brother. All my brothers but Jerry are ruthless to me...I can't hold it in anymore...so I try to keep a positive attitude from now on so it doesn't happen again...But when I went unconscious.... i think I a saw him...the brother I've been imagining and wanting held his hand out to me...I reached for it.......and woke up in the ER.

But I'm feeling a lot better now guys, I really appreciate all the help. And to the people I offended (Spyrobaro, CG, thumper)...You don't know how much guilt and regret I feel for saying that. I realized I lost all your trust, bit really, trust me or not, I just wanted you guys to know that I am sorry, so so sorry for what I did. I realize it was very rude and ruthless, so again sorry, I hope you guys will forgive me one day. But again....I am SO SO SORRY ;_; I feel so bad now, thinking what I did offended people...omg so sorry....:(

Sounds so fake.

Quote: MagicFizz

R.I.P. Unknown Brother~

It was a happy July evening. My parents were out and about, and we did a little study together. All of the sudden, she starts sobbing in front of me "Mom, what the heck? What happened?" "You had a brother, before ** and...*sobs*...he died in my belly of pneumonia. I'm so sorry" What are you apologizing for? You are the one who lost your kid. Am I the last one to know about this? If it was before ** I wasn't even born yet when he died! Wtf mom and dad I ran to my room and started crying my heart out. I already had 3 brothers, but I've been wondering what his personality was gonna be like. So I created him in a notebook. He was very tall, nice, and handsome,and loved the water.


*dissecting starfish* "Guys I wanna bring the starfish and honor somebody." "DUDE WTF??? Do you know how much that will affect our grade? It's going to be way harder! Hell no!
*still cuts with bottom and goes on with dissecting* "Whoops Josh, we accidentally cut of one of the rays. It doesn't really matter anyways. Ok, idc anymore. *ragequits and puts on sad face*

*while going to next period with meh new friend*
"Dude what's wrong?"

I wanted that starfish...to honor my dead brother.
*embraces*
No homo, but I just feel so sorry for you.

*leaves*

I wanted to meet with my brother. Just a little reason I committed suicide...One reason was to meet with him and embrace with him and play with him like a real brother. All my brothers but Jerry are ruthless to me...I can't hold it in anymore...so I try to keep a positive attitude from now on so it doesn't happen again...But when I went unconscious.... i think I a saw him...the brother I've been imagining and wanting held his hand out to me...I reached for it.......and woke up in the ER.

But I'm feeling a lot better now guys, I really appreciate all the help. And to the people I offended (Spyrobaro, CG, thumper)...You don't know how much guilt and regret I feel for saying that. I realized I lost all your trust, bit really, trust me or not, I just wanted you guys to know that I am sorry, so so sorry for what I did. I realize it was very rude and ruthless, so again sorry, I hope you guys will forgive me one day. But again....I am SO SO SORRY I feel so bad now, thinking what I did offended people...omg so sorry....

I don't think I could ever write something faker than this.

Quote: MagicFizz

R.I.P. Unknown Brother~;_;

It was a happy July evening. My parents were out and about, and we did a little study together. All of the sudden, she starts sobbing in front of me "Mom, what the heck? What happened?" "You had a brother, before ** and...*sobs*...he died in my belly of pneumonia. I'm so sorry" What are you apologizing for? You are the one who lost your kid. Am I the last one to know about this? If it was before ** I wasn't even born yet when he died! Wtf mom and dad ;_; I ran to my room and started crying my heart out. I already had 3 brothers, but I've been wondering what his personality was gonna be like. So I created him in a notebook. He was very tall, nice, and handsome,and loved the water.


*dissecting starfish* "Guys I wanna bring the starfish and honor somebody." "DUDE WTF??? Do you know how much that will affect our grade? It's going to be way harder! Hell no!
*still cuts with bottom and goes on with dissecting* "Whoops Josh, we accidentally cut of one of the rays. It doesn't really matter anyways. Ok, idc anymore. *ragequits and puts on sad face*

*while going to next period with meh new friend*
"Dude what's wrong?"

I wanted that starfish...to honor my dead brother.
*embraces*
No homo, but I just feel so sorry for you.

*leaves*

I wanted to meet with my brother. Just a little reason I committed suicide...One reason was to meet with him and embrace with him and play with him like a real brother. All my brothers but Jerry are ruthless to me...I can't hold it in anymore...so I try to keep a positive attitude from now on so it doesn't happen again...But when I went unconscious.... i think I a saw him...the brother I've been imagining and wanting held his hand out to me...I reached for it.......and woke up in the ER.

But I'm feeling a lot better now guys, I really appreciate all the help. And to the people I offended (Spyrobaro, CG, thumper)...You don't know how much guilt and regret I feel for saying that. I realized I lost all your trust, bit really, trust me or not, I just wanted you guys to know that I am sorry, so so sorry for what I did. I realize it was very rude and ruthless, so again sorry, I hope you guys will forgive me one day. But again....I am SO SO SORRY ;_; I feel so bad now, thinking what I did offended people...omg so sorry....:(

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Quote: MagicFizz

R.I.P. Unknown Brother~;_;

It was a happy July evening. My parents were out and about, and we did a little study together. All of the sudden, she starts sobbing in front of me "Mom, what the heck? What happened?" "You had a brother, before ** and...*sobs*...he died in my belly of pneumonia. I'm so sorry" What are you apologizing for? You are the one who lost your kid. Am I the last one to know about this? If it was before ** I wasn't even born yet when he died! Wtf mom and dad ;_; I ran to my room and started crying my heart out. I already had 3 brothers, but I've been wondering what his personality was gonna be like. So I created him in a notebook. He was very tall, nice, and handsome,and loved the water.


*dissecting starfish* "Guys I wanna bring the starfish and honor somebody." "DUDE WTF??? Do you know how much that will affect our grade? It's going to be way harder! Hell no!
*still cuts with bottom and goes on with dissecting* "Whoops Josh, we accidentally cut of one of the rays. It doesn't really matter anyways. Ok, idc anymore. *ragequits and puts on sad face*

*while going to next period with meh new friend*
"Dude what's wrong?"

I wanted that starfish...to honor my dead brother.
*embraces*
No homo, but I just feel so sorry for you.

*leaves*

I wanted to meet with my brother. Just a little reason I committed suicide...One reason was to meet with him and embrace with him and play with him like a real brother. All my brothers but Jerry are ruthless to me...I can't hold it in anymore...so I try to keep a positive attitude from now on so it doesn't happen again...But when I went unconscious.... i think I a saw him...the brother I've been imagining and wanting held his hand out to me...I reached for it.......and woke up in the ER.

But I'm feeling a lot better now guys, I really appreciate all the help. And to the people I offended (Spyrobaro, CG, thumper)...You don't know how much guilt and regret I feel for saying that. I realized I lost all your trust, bit really, trust me or not, I just wanted you guys to know that I am sorry, so so sorry for what I did. I realize it was very rude and ruthless, so again sorry, I hope you guys will forgive me one day. But again....I am SO SO SORRY ;_; I feel so bad now, thinking what I did offended people...omg so sorry....:(

i'm-

You CANNOT get pneumonia before you are born.

Quote: MagicFizz

R.I.P. Unknown Brother~

It was a happy July evening. My parents were out and about, and we did a little study together. All of the sudden, she starts sobbing in front of me "Mom, what the heck? What happened?" "You had a brother, before ** and...*sobs*...he died in my belly of pneumonia. I'm so sorry" What are you apologizing for? You are the one who lost your kid. Am I the last one to know about this? If it was before ** I wasn't even born yet when he died! Wtf mom and dad I ran to my room and started crying my heart out. I already had 3 brothers, but I've been wondering what his personality was gonna be like. So I created him in a notebook. He was very tall, nice, and handsome,and loved the water.


*dissecting starfish* "Guys I wanna bring the starfish and honor somebody." "DUDE WTF??? Do you know how much that will affect our grade? It's going to be way harder! Hell no!
*still cuts with bottom and goes on with dissecting* "Whoops Josh, we accidentally cut of one of the rays. It doesn't really matter anyways. Ok, idc anymore. *ragequits and puts on sad face*

*while going to next period with meh new friend*
"Dude what's wrong?"

I wanted that starfish...to honor my dead brother.
*embraces*
No homo, but I just feel so sorry for you.

*leaves*

I wanted to meet with my brother. Just a little reason I committed suicide...One reason was to meet with him and embrace with him and play with him like a real brother. All my brothers but Jerry are ruthless to me...I can't hold it in anymore...so I try to keep a positive attitude from now on so it doesn't happen again...But when I went unconscious.... i think I a saw him...the brother I've been imagining and wanting held his hand out to me...I reached for it.......and woke up in the ER.

But I'm feeling a lot better now guys, I really appreciate all the help. And to the people I offended (Spyrobaro, CG, thumper)...You don't know how much guilt and regret I feel for saying that. I realized I lost all your trust, bit really, trust me or not, I just wanted you guys to know that I am sorry, so so sorry for what I did. I realize it was very rude and ruthless, so again sorry, I hope you guys will forgive me one day. But again....I am SO SO SORRY I feel so bad now, thinking what I did offended people...omg so sorry....

Can this go on in the darkSpyro quotes collection?

bull**** please stop

Quote: MagicFizz

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You know your stories would be a lot more believable if you didn't write them in the style of a bad fan fiction. You don't have to tell your whole life story like it's a novel to tell us your brother is dead. No one ever starts off a confession with "It was a happy July evening..." They generally just straight up say "yeah I had a brother who died before I was born".

I promise it is true...my brother caught pneumonia...u know wut it was a bad idea to post this

i cant even

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Quote: MagicFizz

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You know your stories would be a lot more believable if you didn't write them in the style of a bad fan fiction. You don't have to tell your whole life story like it's a novel to tell us your brother is dead. No one ever starts off a confession with "It was a happy July evening..." They generally just straight up say "yeah I had a brother who died before I was born".

^That too much.

Quote: MagicFizz

I promise it is true...my brother caught pneumonia...u know wut it was a bad idea to post this

One problem: pneumonia is an infection of the lungs as a result of breathing in pathogens in the air around you. A fetus's lungs are collapsed because it's in a fluid-filled sac. So how could the lungs get infected if they're not actually working yet? <.<

Just Stop just STOP

AGH I CAN't EVEN. AGH. I FEEL LIGHTHEADED....OMG NO....I keep hearing his voice...

*curls up into ball*

Wth is wrong with me...I can't deal with life

I shoukd just end it again. I just can't anymore

this isnt even funny anymore its just

painful

You got some serious attention whoring problems, I believe.

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Quote: MagicFizz

I promise it is true...my brother caught pneumonia...u know wut it was a bad idea to post this

One problem: pneumonia is an infection of the lungs as a result of breathing in pathogens in the air around you. A fetus's lungs are collapsed because it's in a fluid-filled sac. So how could the lungs get infected if they're not actually working yet? <.<

Now that I think about it...I think he died of something else.m-~-

But seriously, my brother died...I cried and think about him everyday....thinking how good of a brother he would be to me...if you guys don't believe me fine...but I will always have him in my heart forever...R.I.P.

Quote: MagicFizz

Now that I think about it...I think he died of something else.m-~-

hate to be a ***** but that is the laziest way to cover up a flaw

but-

you said he wasn't even born how could you miss someone who never was

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Quote: ReshiramForever

but-

you said he wasn't even born how could you miss someone who never was

Sympathy, perhaps? It's possible.

sure, maybe, but to feel so strongly and depress about them?

I feel bad for my mom...I can't believe she has to go through this. Her pain in losing a child...who wasn't even born yet...wow...



I'm A ****ING WHORE AM I? IM A ****ING LAIR AM I? IM A ****ING PEICE OF ****, AM I? IVE HEARD THAT FROM LOTS OF PEOPLE, EVERYDAY.

Can we please all forget this and go on with life...every post the follows mine breaks my heart more and more...

Quote: MagicFizz

I feel bad for my mom...I can't believe she has to go through this. Her pain in losing a child...who wasn't even born yet...wow...



I'm A ****ING WHORE AM I? IM A ****ING LAIR AM I? IM A ****ING PEICE OF ****, AM I? IVE HEARD THAT FROM LOTS OF PEOPLE, EVERYDAY.

Can we please all forget this and go on with life...every post the follows mine breaks my heart more and more...

hey now im gonna sound like a 2nd grader but


you started it

Quote: MagicFizz

I'm A ****ING WHORE AM I? IM A ****ING LAIR AM I? IM A ****ING PEICE OF ****, AM I?

ye pretty much

Quote: MagicFizz

I feel bad for my mom...I can't believe she has to go through this. Her pain in losing a child...who wasn't even born yet...wow...

;_;

I'm A ****ING WHORE AM I? IM A ****ING LAIR AM I? IM A ****ING PEICE OF ****, AM I? IVE HEARD THAT FROM LOTS OF PEOPLE, EVERYDAY.

Can we please all forget this and go on with life...every post the follows mine breaks my heart more and more...

some people should not be allowed on the internet

Thats why I deleted it To get this over with, why are you guys treating this like I said something offended TOWARDS YOU? It'd called PERSONAL THOUGHTS GAIS...LIKE...*facedesk*

we went from MF discriminating gays to talking about his dead brother who died of pneumonia wtf

If your story about your other brother is true and this event happened then your parents are bad.

This happened on the bus today. Faith in humanity restored.

"Guys, leave him alone."
"Haha, it's none of your business."
"Why are you harassing him, anyways? I'm pretty sure you don't know each other."
"Word around school is that he's gay."
"So?"
"Dude, he's gay."
"You shouldn't harass someone for their sexual orientation, and it's none of your business in the first place. Homosexuals have just as many rights as we do, and it's pretty low for you to bully someone just because they aren't like you. Lay the **** off before I get the bus driver."
*dude shifts uncomfortably* "You're bluffing."
"Try me."

The bully stopped, and moved to another seat on the bus. The boy who was bullied thanked the dude that stood up for him, and they spent the rest of the bus ride talking and laughing.

Faith in humanity restored, it's good to know there are people like this out there still.