Im constantly being harassed and bullied irl. Some people don't know how hard it is, being made fun and getting hurt everyday. Yet I still put a smile on my face. It's not a real smile, a forced one. Me and my brother are the only ones that know. And that very horrible and severe breakup turned everything upside down. Life is so hard to deal with. Many people don't even know. Yes, I'm in a garbage dump. I'm crying. I've been crying for a week now. And yet no one reached out, gave me a hand, nothing. I'm being crushed by the world here guys, HELLO. Ok, but seriously, I need someone to reach out to...someone I can lean on...to vent to...to smile with(a real smile) I just need someone. Almost everybody irl doesn't care about me, my friends just try to make me feel better of all these terrible things that are happening to me. It's horrible. So that's why I have DS. To give me laughs, and to amuse me a little. Helps me forget the troubles that I have. So just...I need something to hold on to. I ran out of tears. So many tears...so much sadness...
Help me....
...please...
...I'm so depressed...
...I'm about to end it here and now...
...bah...
