darkSpyro

I'm still wondering how you're doing. I hope you're beginning to feel better. And don't give up on your aspirations.

This just triples my stress, rather than relieves it.

I don't think saying "Oh, you're still alive?" was the best choice of words there. I hope they don't think I've been secretly trying to kill them since we last saw each other. At least the laugh they did kinda confirms that.

To a person I have not yet met...

Why do I feel your presence? What is it you seek? I can feel your longing, and I, in turn, want to meet you so badly.

But as your aura, your spirit, your very being, is mostly a mystery to me, I can't help but ask myself...

Are you real?

Or you a figment of my imagination, born from my insanity?

Are you alive?

Or are you dead, doomed to haunt me until I can see you?

I knew you would say it. "But when dad drinks..." Listen, It hurts. Just please stop mentioning his drinking problem whenever possible. If you don't mention it, it'll get better. Just please, don't talk about it. He's gotten better. SO much better. He used to drink every single time possible. He's drank about once in the past few months. Cut him some slack!! Heck, you drink more than he does. But please, don't talk about him. It kills me a little more inside whenever you do.

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This chicken sammich is amazin'. The swiss cheese complements it so well o3o

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I'm worried about you. You left in the middle of math class and never texted me back. I know that look on your face. It means you're worried or nervous and trying to act cool about it. I sure hope you're okay...

All the thoughts here depress me. It help me realize how lucky i was to have nice parents. I'd take nice, caring parents that are pretty much broke over other ones that ignore/abuse.

Best of luck to anyone experiencing problems, though.

Quote: John 3-16

All the thoughts here depress me. It help me realize how lucky i was to have nice parents. I'd take nice, caring parents that are pretty much broke over other ones that ignore/abuse.:)

Best of luck to anyone experiencing problems, though.

Yeah, it's best to ignore the other stuff if you're in a bright, cheery mood. ^.^; That's why I kind of stopped posting here.

I actually think I have a shot at getting this.

At getting what?

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At getting what?

Pokémon X/SSF

OMG. Hear that actually made my day!

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE A GUY???!? ? I spent two years totally convinced you were a girl everything I know is a lie.

Quote: John 3-16

All the thoughts here depress me. It help me realize how lucky i was to have nice parents. I'd take nice, caring parents that are pretty much broke over other ones that ignore/abuse.

Best of luck to anyone experiencing problems, though.

Thank you very much. You are very fortunate indeed.

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Big red pimple on the tip of my nose... Why won't you go away? I can't believe my acne is this bad and I'm almost 17. And I clean my face every damn time I shower. Perhaps genes are in the equation?

My mom bought me the entire classic Sonic collection thinking it was the entire classic Spyro collection. *slams head on table*

Brain.. Brain what're you doin'... Brain.. Stahp...

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Ohh... I thought these thoughts were gone for good. But nooooo, my brain decides to just have them mosey on back in. This happened long ago, but I remember the time well. The day I hurt you. I'll try to forget it, but I just can't. I used to be paranoid as to when I'd hurt you again. I've gotten over it... slightly. I remember I just wanted to die when I hurt you. Only listened to sad songs... I even had to leave the site. (Well, you knew I was still "lurking". I think you're one of the only people who knew about that... I forget. But I just wish my brain would stop putting in the bad memories and instead return the good ones. Like the ones that are rushing in right now. When we got back together... When our relationship got deeper... When I knew you were the one...

You have no idea how much you annoy me.

I finally found a Pikachu with a light ball ;n; That took so long, but it's going to be worth it.

Maybe it's because I don't see death as death.

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I finally found a Pikachu with a light ball ;n; That took so long, but it's going to be worth it.

Is it bad that I caught a pikachu with a light ball
Without even trying
Like, first pikachu I found.


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How... How can I be happy, when you're like this?
You continuously keep asking me to change.
You keep telling me, be happy, why cant you be happy? Toughen up and move on.
But you see, its not that simple...
I'd be more happy, if I knew you were alright..
But.. you aren't..
Can... can you remember? It wasnt even that long ago.. but it feels like a lifetime ago..
Sunday..
We were happy, we were as happy as always, maybe even a bit happier then usual.. but... I had to **** up, I had to let my EMO ERGUES flow free, they still are, dont get me wrong..
Why.
Why cant I cheer you up anymore?
Why cant things just go back to the way things were?
Im terrified, terrified that im going to lose you...
But I want you happy, I would sacrifice anything for it..
Why the hell did I have to screw up, I'm in a wreck, I didnt mean what I said, I dont even know why were fighting any more... I didnt want to hurt you...
We started fighting, because of me, just looking at the days when we were happy together, make me break down.
Its because I wouldnt cheer up, its because I couldnt cheer you up..
Its because i failed at doing what I do.
But... I'll change, for your sake, I want to see you happy again, I want to be happy.
I'll continue changing myself for you untill you're happy, destroying the real me.

Quote: crystalhero37

I finally found a Pikachu with a light ball ;n; That took so long, but it's going to be worth it.

The first Pikachu in X I saw had one ^.^
I caught her.

Hope you find one soon

Shooooot. I haven't had a nightmare in so long. I officially don't like Umbreons, or Sylveons. Or Roman Centurions, for that matter. ... Man I have weird nightmares. Now I'm too frightened to go to sleep because I'm nervous that the Umbreon will turn invisible and break all the glass around me, while send- Hold on a minute. This sounds like what happened to Joan in Chain Letter. HOLYCHIZ ITS EXACTLY LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!!! Except she doesn't know who her Caretaker is. ... I read too many books. But what's with the Roman Centurion and the Murderous Penguin? Probably just something my brain had to throw in because if it hadn't, it just wouldn't have been a Heather nightmare. I'm still not going to sleep though. Heavens no.

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I've been getting this Spanish target ad on my phone when I'm on here... IM IN AMERICA FPR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! A-M-E-R-I-C-A. *sigh* I mean at least translate it. Not all of us here speak Spanish T_T

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4:15 AM... I'll stay up for another 2 hours... Or try to...

You need to find healthier ways to relieve stress, and learn to deal with your problems a lot better. Your current methods have never worked, and if you're doing as terribly as you say, they will work even less now.

I feel lucky that my parents are normal too.

I got an MM for posting someone's PM. e.e

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SCREW YOU, MATH!

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My math homework gave me a paper cut today.

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SCREW YOU, MATH!

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My math homework gave me a paper cut today.

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THE WORLD SHALL BURN

I failed my math homework. I'm one step closer to failing life. Hooray.

We're on the same boat then.

Oh god, I did fall for another guy. ****, and just as I was getting over the other one.

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My math homework gave me a paper cut today.

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THE WORLD SHALL BURN

I failed my math homework. I'm one step closer to failing life. Hooray.

We're on the same boat then.

Hopefully that boat doesn't sink!

*bricked*

You thought I was passing the puck to a member of the other team? No, when I had it he snuck up on me twice and said "I got it" so naturally I faltered a bit because I thought it was someone on my team, but I noticed and smacked it away a moment later both times. That wasn't me "passing it on" to him.

It makes me sad some of you think I'm that stupid.

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I actually got to sit in my seat this afternoon?? I hope it's permanent because that was great.

Ugh, I ushered you to come back, you were convinced, but we don't talk often anymore... :/

Quote: John 3-16

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I failed my math homework. I'm one step closer to failing life. Hooray.

We're on the same boat then.

Hopefully that boat doesn't sink!

*bricked*

No, that boat sunk a long time ago. It's a ghost ship now. Gets many roles in movies.

I can't wait until the weekend. It may seem sad, but I want to stay on DS all day, just so I may be able to say Hi to you. That's how much I love you. I'm willing to waste away my weekend for you~

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WOAH
DID YOU REALLY... NOT GET MAD AT ME FOR BEING ON DARKSPYRO? OMG... OMG YAY! SO THAT MEANS I'M ALLOWED ON FOR REALZ!
WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO PARTAYYYYYYY

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... I gotta rewrite your name on my hand.... and write a cute little love note...

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We're on the same boat then.

Hopefully that boat doesn't sink!

*bricked*

No, that boat sunk a long time ago. It's a ghost ship now. Gets many roles in movies.

I think I've seen it in this movie

I'm sorry if I'm hard on you. How about you don't dislike me and ask me why I'm hard on you?
You might understand my purpose and see that you have been getting the wrong image of me.

JUST WANT T ****ING HURT SOMETHING IM SO ****ING PISSED.

Goldie sparx

Sometimes, I'm sick of this. What happened to the days where everyone was happy? When I was constantly surrounded by my smiling friends? This whole entire year has been nothing but complications. Every day I think to myself, "I wish you were here. I wish your problem disappeared. I wish you were healthy. I wish you were happy." I say I don't mind, but frankly, often I do. I just want everything to go back to how it used to be. How it was supposed to be. I know this is selfish. I know things can't go back easily. But I have to say it. I'm content as long as one of you are with me in my daily life, because I want to make the most out of our high-school years. Even so, I long for the days when you're all here with me. Without my friends, sometimes I just feel.. invisible. There's no one there to share special moments with me. I want to help you, but even as I say that, you know very well that I can't do anything but listen and try and offer some advice. That's it. I want to do more, but I don't know what I can actually do. I don't want to force any of you to do anything, but.. I just want you all to be genuinely happy again.

I miss my friend.....

Such an emo song... Why do I like it?

everyone has their teams, and is so much further, and probably even have them on level one hundred by now...

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I want a 3DS with Pokemon X! D:

Quote: Dark Lord

everyone has their teams, and is so much further, and probably even have them on level one hundred by now...

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I want a 3DS with Pokemon X! D:

Xerneas is just a deer, I'll love Yveltal with my heart, the evil within him

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everyone has their teams, and is so much further, and probably even have them on level one hundred by now...

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I want a 3DS with Pokemon X! D:

Xerneas is just a deer, I'll love Yveltal with my heart, the evil within him

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everyone has their teams, and is so much further, and probably even have them on level one hundred by now...

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I want a 3DS with Pokemon X! D:

Xerneas is just a deer, I'll love Yveltal with my heart, the evil within him

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I have many brothers and sisters, I'll get that freakin' thing by trading, I just want X on the box!

I'm kidding. xD Well..I changed my mind, I might get Y *Wish looked up the legendaries before saying wants X* I don't go to the store much, so I don't see the boxarts. xD

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Xerneas is just a deer, I'll love Yveltal with my heart, the evil within him

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I have many brothers and sisters, I'll get that freakin' thing by trading, I just want X on the box!

I'm kidding. xD Well..I changed my mind, I might get Y *Wish looked up the legendaries before saying wants X* I don't go to the store much, so I don't see the boxarts. xD

Xerneas is ugly, isnt he?

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I hope I don't make an enemy out of you. It's too early in the year to be doing so....

u must be 2 slow then becoz da year is almost over, it is a fleeting memory, gottagofast, gottagowithdaflow, gottakeepupwithdatimes