Quote: crystalhero37I finally found a Pikachu with a light ball ;n; That took so long, but it's going to be worth it.
Is it bad that I caught a pikachu with a light ball
Without even trying
Like, first pikachu I found.
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How... How can I be happy, when you're like this?
You continuously keep asking me to change.
You keep telling me, be happy, why cant you be happy? Toughen up and move on.
But you see, its not that simple...
I'd be more happy, if I knew you were alright..
But.. you aren't..
Can... can you remember? It wasnt even that long ago.. but it feels like a lifetime ago..
Sunday..
We were happy, we were as happy as always, maybe even a bit happier then usual.. but... I had to **** up, I had to let my EMO ERGUES flow free, they still are, dont get me wrong..
Why.
Why cant I cheer you up anymore?
Why cant things just go back to the way things were?
Im terrified, terrified that im going to lose you...
But I want you happy, I would sacrifice anything for it..
Why the hell did I have to screw up, I'm in a wreck, I didnt mean what I said, I dont even know why were fighting any more... I didnt want to hurt you...
We started fighting, because of me, just looking at the days when we were happy together, make me break down.
Its because I wouldnt cheer up, its because I couldnt cheer you up..
Its because i failed at doing what I do.
But... I'll change, for your sake, I want to see you happy again, I want to be happy.
I'll continue changing myself for you untill you're happy, destroying the real me.