darkSpyro

-> Goes on about how I don't want anything spoiled from the games
-> When I get the game I have avatars that can potentially spoil the game for other people

Haha well done me. Dunno how I didn't see this sooner.
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I wanna talk to you, and be there for you and comfort you, I really do! But I don't know how to, and I'm just afraid that I'll make you feel WORSE.

Don't yell at me because you're not happy with your marriage.

I feel like someone here made me who I am now, the person known as... well... me.... to me some peoplw here made me who I wanted to be.... some of you users have made me happy, I don't have friends nearby me, so I'm so happy I joined here, it made me feel free again....
I would love to thank these persons, even if I don't want to yell names, Thank yoiu Very much.....



I somehow feel like I can't take humans anymore, I just want to talk with humans, but I do not want to see them... strange... I wonder why I keep thinking humans are wierd... I think I'm wierd myself.....
But who cares? nobody does...

I like to climb in trees, think about the most Dark things ever, and I sometimes feel like jumping on someone's back and bite their necks, not that I have the guts to do it... I want to....Kill someone for no reason....

But trust me, I'll never do that...... or not.....?

Yay! My schools famous for once!

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Yay! My schools famous for once!

Can I know why?

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Yay! My schools famous for once!

Can I know why?

Da topic is right there .__.

Oh, isn't ignorance just bliss? :V

Well. That's nice.
So, yesterday, I was like "What the hell" and decided to stay after with my friend at the weight room and work out till 4:30. My grandma doesn't drive, and I'm obviously underage, so his mother picked us up and brought me home. On the way, we had conversation and stuff, then we arrived, I said goodbye, and entered the house.
Well, today in Art, we were talking, and of course, like everyday, the topic of "Is Damian Gay" came up. He said that I sound gay, and that his mother asked if I was gay because of my voice.
So, just a question, what the **** does a gay guy sound like?

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Well. That's nice.
So, yesterday, I was like "What the hell" and decided to stay after with my friend at the weight room and work out till 4:30. My grandma doesn't drive, and I'm obviously underage, so his mother picked us up and brought me home. On the way, we had conversation and stuff, then we arrived, I said goodbye, and entered the house.
Well, today in Art, we were talking, and of course, like everyday, the topic of "Is Damian Gay" came up. He said that I sound gay, and that his mother asked if I was gay because of my voice.
So, just a question, what the **** does a gay guy sound like?

Well... Just to be stereotypical for the day...

GURRLLLLL I LOVE THOSE SHOESSS

But in all honesty, I think they sound like normal people ._.

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Why was I the only girl talking to y'all I'm serious, I feel awkward half the time, but I enjoy talking to you guys. It's so fun! And I don't have to worry about hurting y'all. Being friends with guys is so much easier than being friends with girls...

That was a cool Bump Day
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Well. That's nice.
So, yesterday, I was like "What the hell" and decided to stay after with my friend at the weight room and work out till 4:30. My grandma doesn't drive, and I'm obviously underage, so his mother picked us up and brought me home. On the way, we had conversation and stuff, then we arrived, I said goodbye, and entered the house.
Well, today in Art, we were talking, and of course, like everyday, the topic of "Is Damian Gay" came up. He said that I sound gay, and that his mother asked if I was gay because of my voice.
So, just a question, what the **** does a gay guy sound like?

Well... Just to be stereotypical for the day...

GURRLLLLL I LOVE THOSE SHOESSS

But in all honesty, I think they sound like normal people ._.

Well, I do understand that a lot of gay guys get their voices changed...I think at least that's what they do.
I hate shoes
I hate clothes
I hate shopping

You made my childhood in general quite miserable, but hearing this just makes it even worse. Now it seems clear to me that my suspicions were true. You loved him more than me. You always did. And it seems you always will.

Your son was hurt. You wished to protect him. I understand, really I do.

...But to protect your son, you treated your daughter (that's me, don't you know?) like absolute crap. If my brother did something wrong, you tended to go easy on him. But if I did something even slightly out of line, you were merciless. I don't care if you wish to deny it. I don't care what you say you did, AS A CHILD I NEVER SAW YOU LIFT A DAMN FINGER AGAINST HIM BUT OH BOY DID YOU MAKE SURE I KNEW MY PLACE.

And you let him bully me 24/7 no matter how many times I asked for some relief. My feelings only mattered to you when he wasn't around, and even then you couldn't be relied upon to actually help. I didn't exist as far as you were concerned.

'Course, then my brother ended up becoming...a very terrible person. And so you started treating me even worse to ensure I did not become anything like him. But I could still tell you valued him over me. But given how sexist you were back then, this really isn't a surprise at all. But it still makes me so angry.

What was I to you, really? A punching bag? An annoying pest? A little brat? Oh, and let's not forget the idiot part, too. Even if you never said these things outright, it's how you made me feel. And it's damn clear you meant it, too. Don't even try to deny it, you damn liar.

And now you treat like I'm something? After you've absolutely destroyed my sanity and self-esteem? After you damaged all of my dreams enough to make me feel worthless? Even better, if my brother ever turns his life around... You'll probably just toss me off to the side to shower him with praise. You've done that before. No reason to think you won't do so again.

Yeah, well, as much as I want to say something kinder... Screw you.

I really wish you weren't ever my father.

And you're going to go through Hell and back if you want me to forgive you. Good luck with that. You aren't doing a good job.

I honestly hate my dad. I'm never good enough for him
And he doesn't even like me >.> today he literally slammed me to the ground and shouted at me: WAKE THE **** UP! I was asleep in bed and he pulled me out by the arm and threw me to the ground and now my arm won't stop hurting. Of course my mom doesn't even give a ****. I don't know why I go on tbh.

Wow...Just wow....

I couldn't help reading your guy's personal thoughts, and...I dunno, it feels kind of strange reading about other abusive fathers.

Not because I don't have one, oh no, my father is abusive, controlling, lying freak who loves control and would, I swear, kill for it.

It's just kind of strange to know so many people having abusive fathers, it makes me both sad what people are going through, yet understand and not be so alone in such subject.

my father is amazing

he stays out of my way and pretends i don't exist

life is good

*sits here like, "My mother is worse than my father"*

My dad tries to be social, but he is quite an ass hole enough to barely even socialize with his kids.

I love my mother to bits because she understands what the hell I'm saying. My dad doesn't get it and nor does give that many ****s.

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I honestly hate my dad. I'm never good enough for him
And he doesn't even like me >.> today he literally slammed me to the ground and shouted at me: WAKE THE **** UP! I was asleep in bed and he pulled me out by the arm and threw me to the ground and now my arm won't stop hurting. Of course my mom doesn't even give a ****. I don't know why I go on tbh.

*hugs u* I'm really sorry you had to go through that, I hope your arm feels better.

My Dad was a jerk. Every time He got mad I was the one that got the **** beat out of me. Damn I can't stand belts, they really leave big welts and it hurt like hell when I was hit with it. Honestly, at one point he even turned me against men, I really thought all men beat women, I know now that isn't true at all. Yea, he used to slap my Mom around, a lot. Every time I would try to stop him, I got the hard hits, then that ****ing belt for interrupting their discussion. So yea, I understand your hatred for your Dad. My Dad died a lonely man, and I should feel bad, but I don't. Honestly, I don't miss him or his god damn belt. Bad memories? No, more like a ****ing nightmare.

Glad to settle that, but there's still so much pressure being put on me, right now.

I did.

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Whenever I see someone who uses an Iphone just to play games I wanna rip off my balls.

I did.

I do too but when I see someone with an iPhone in general.

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Farewell, I guess. Maybe we'll meet again, but I doubt it. I didn't want it to be this way but I felt it was best like this after I tried to build things back up. "why do you care?" I couldn't have been more frustrated with that reply. I don't have to take time out of my day to check on you and I guess you you were done wuth me at that point. I could've gone too far but you know how my actions were triggered. If you don't like me, that's fine. I just wish you had never changed the way you did. And you see I wasn't the only one aware of it. I hope you find an audience you feel more snug amongst.

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Whenever I see someone who uses an Iphone just to play games I wanna rip off my balls.

I did.

I have 0 Games on my phone <3

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Whenever I see someone who uses an Iphone just to play games I wanna rip off my balls.

I did.

I have 0 Games on my phone <3

My games.
I play them when I'm stuck somewhere with nothing to do.
I have Minecraft but I hardly even play it. I only got it to play with my little brother since he always wants to play it with someone else but I don't really like it. With Realms up and working I think I'll delete it. C:

i hate my self. im such a dork.

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The worst kind of useless is when you try to help a friend but they resume to be miserable.
It really shows how powerless you really are and how you're no good at all in this type of thing. Especially when you're just some kid.

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*sits here like, "My mother is worse than my father"*

I live in a tree... only come home for Darkspyro and my parents care for me once a week

How great...

I don't hate the world. Just most people in it.

Ayup...One of those days where I'm feeling eeeeeeeextraaaaaaaa lazy right now.

I'm letting these thoughts get to me and I don't like it.
Now I just feel like a worthless human body walking to its death without any sort of accomplishment. I can't stop wishing for the end of the world to come. But turning all those lives from happy to miserable. Hmm.
I have to distract myself.

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my father is amazing

he stays out of my way and pretends i don't exist

life is good

You just took the words outta my mouth.

Oh you know what, just go **** off, you sad ******!

You know, I think if we ever knew each other IRL, we'd be great friends.

Sometimes I wish I could meet you all in person, it'd be fun.

*remembers darkSpyro con dream I had*

Dreams are freaking scary.

Yay! The monthly character education meeting has succeeded in making me feel even worse about myself!

oracle is watching us

...Should I even bother to call you 'Father' anymore?

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I swear you want this. But I'm a bit nervous to ask, mostly because I simply don't know how you'd react. Maybe I'm misunderstanding your actions, but so far it seems like my guess is true.

...I'll probably never know.

well you've prove to me that you really are extremely unreliable.

Seriously, why do I keep having this feeling? IT MAKES NO SENSE...
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Why does it seem odd to me? IT MAKES NO SENSE...

Every time someone gives me a insult, it's like I'm not even insulted by it. I don't let it get to me. I just say "Thank you. I try my best." and glare at them.

Yo-yos are amazing.

I wish I never answered that oh man.

I ACTUALLY SUCCEED AT HARD DIFFICULTY IN GUITAR HERO III!!!
But Expert is still impossible. Besides one song.