darkSpyro

Who knows, maybe I'm the one making this task so damn difficult on myself. Well I've struggled through it like this for a whole year before, it won't be easy, but I'll probably be able to do so again... probably. I guess the things that have actual worth don't come around so easy and I'm gonna really have to work my arse of to even get a chance of accomplishing this. C'mon... you can do this...

Just stop messing me around >.> Seriously, I don't care if you think it will upset me or something, I know I haven't reacted well in the past but I really just want you all to be direct with me. Please. I only say this because I really do care about you and I know it may be private, but if it's about me I think I have the right to know.

STOP BEING SO PERVY, CHRIS. >___>

... I don't know how to be happy anymore.

****! WHY IS CRUSH HERE??!!

MOTIVATION GET?? ? HOW DO I GET MOTIVATION

(this is a bit darker than i make it out to be)

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MOTIVATION GET?? ? HOW DO I GET MOTIVATION

(this is a bit darker than i make it out to be)

I hope the motivation is not for hurting yourself. :c

R.I.P DragonAdopters.

Another amazing game gone.

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Things have really been depressing lately. I was fine until...

Some things aren't meant for others to see.

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I'm off to play Wizard101!

... Don't look at me like that..

oh my ****in god why do feminists use egalitarian as a buzzword for misogyny o yea i dont identify w/ ur movement I AM A WOMEN HATER!!!!!

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R.I.P DragonAdopters.

Another amazing game gone.

I was hoping I would get to be there at the end... I didn't think they'd end it until it was 12:00 AM everywhere. Which isn't for at least 8 hours, I don't know exactly. But they posted all the GIFs.

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R.I.P DragonAdopters.

Another amazing game gone.

I was hoping I would get to be there at the end... I didn't think they'd end it until it was 12:00 AM everywhere. Which isn't for at least 8 hours, I don't know exactly. But they posted all the GIFs.

I was there. It was depressing.

It's weird really. How my emotions change so drastically. I was literally lonely and depressed for a sec, then my crush walked in and I was happy again. I then went on to completely make a fool of myself, riding a stuffed kangaroo and saying this is how Australians get to work (I'm sorry ) and Making a doll site on the kangaroo and yell "FOR NARNIAA!!!" But I didn't care. I thrived on his laughter, his smile, everything about him, He makes my mind go numb, and my heart explode. He makes me want to keep on living, but he is also the reason for the suicidal thoughts. It's confusing.

Today was seriously an amazing day, holy crap.

I just can't do anything without ****ing things up..

Stuck in a rut...Can't think for clearly...

Whatever. I should stop moping around about this. I was depressed all day. I couldn't think about anything but you. I'm sorry I ruined this friendship.

I should move on. You obviously have.

Goodbye Dragonadopters, I will always remember all my ♀dragons forever. Even, I have my trick up its sleeve, but it is very sad not to be able to continue on the page.

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Nothing has changed, but at least, not in a bad way. Only is a neutral point, but it is hard to know when it will become good, or bad.

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I've had that feeling (again) in how will darkspyro.net in the future (between 30 to 50 years). I hope I still be alive: in real life, & here with my account, to see that.

I'm so glad that I said that now nnggg.
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Woah, it's so windy outside... hooray! I love it when things are DIFFERENT here. It's kinda relaxing.

I don't know why, but I always find it so hard to imagine life anywhere else from where I live. I can't imagine the people, or what they would do or what their normal life is. All I know is my little world. That's why I really can't imagine people in other countries. They might as well be from the moon.

The daydreams of us meeting are gone... They're now replaced with you leaving.. *sigh*

I want to have a pokemon battle!
Sadly there's no one on to battle

Oh how I am so ****ing in love with you. I would do anything to not be ;v; ANYTHING to move past you. Dylan, you asking her out was the nail in my coffin. I can't even fathom how we will be together. Girlfriend #2, odds of Boyfriend #1 is looking very slim. Oh how I want the pain to go away.

You think I'm "out of it today?" NO! I just don't want to talk to you anymore! I'm sick of your **** and I'm sick of feeling abandoned by you all of the time. I'm sorry it sounds selfish but I don't even like most people like you anyway (bragging about underaged drinking and drugs, fighting all the time, has that "gangster wannabe" kind of aura), why should I make an exception for you? You've given me no reason to.

A joke is all I was to you, and you've never given me reason to believe you think otherwise now.

I want to tell you this, but to be honest I'm kind of afraid. You brag about how much you love fighting and I'm pretty sure you COULD hurt me if you wanted. Sorry I'm trying to avoid you but I don't want to risk anything...

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But they posted all the GIFs.

Oh yay! I'll have to download all of them later!

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Quote: weebbby

But they posted all the GIFs.

Oh yay! I'll have to download all of them later!

I just did a little bit ago. And now to do my cycles of dragons for avatars rather than keeping my Silver Dark named Crystal forever.

Hooray! My crush ignored me again today!

I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
but your blade it might be too sharp.
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
I may snap and I move fast
but you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

omg yay
OMG YAY.

Yes! October! The time of harvest. The leaves are already changing. The field near my house is currently being harvested right now. Ah, the excitement. Ah the allergens... ;~;

I love how my area does all these amazing things to celebrate the fall. All the free activities are so much fun. I always love the Halloween/fall harvest festival down at the local farm. So many amazing memories. I hope I can go again this year. And I hope I can go down to the market, and get a good pumpkin or two!

My Halloween costume is going to cost about $65 dollars or more ^.^

**** you all. You have no idea how hard this is for me.

I hate math. I really want to burn my math homework right now.

AND IT ONLY GETS HARDER

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I am who I am. Nobody can change that. I'm proud of myself, and I like who I am. Try and change me! I dare you! I am myself, and you can't do a thing about it. I'm not talented, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, but I am me. And I wouldn't have it my other way. I may look down on myself, but I refuse to believe I am worthless. Everyone is here for a reason. We're all special, were all unique. We're ourselves. We shouldn't be ashamed of it! They're just jealous thy don't see the world like we do. Don't let others bring you down! You are the only judge of you. You're the only one who can change yourself. But why would you want to? We're all perfect.

Lets show the world that! Nothing will bring me down! I feel amazing!

I am amazing,
I am me.

Hmm...

I hope my blood doesn't stain my shirt too much.

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"I am bad, but that's good. I will never be good and that's not bad. There's no one I'd rather be, than me."

*Dies*

RALPH. RALPH. RALPH.
INeedToStopWatchingThatMovieSoMuch <3

I once watched that movie every day for a week


Dammit now I want to watch it again

私はこれから読み他人を必要としないもののために日本語を使用する必要があります。

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I'm thinking of starting up a new RP. An SAO one.

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素晴らしい、今私が待っているこだわっている。さらに悪いことに、事態は悪くなってきています。それはまだそれほど悪くはないが、物事がはるかに長い上に行けば...

Darn razor blades.

I would be really happy right now if I weren't thinking of you. It's always you. Never anything else. And it always brings me down.

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Oh no. He likes me. It's kinda obvious, actually. How did I not notice sooner? Wtf do I do? Nobody has even shown any interest towards me, especially a dude. Do I act casual? Pretend I don't know? Blow him off and never speak to him again? Nobody has ever acknowledged me before, I don't know what to do. How to act. I don't have experience with people, only animals. I guess people are like chimpanzees. Leave them alone and give them what they want, and you'll be fine. Don't do that, and they'll rip you face off. I'll have to transfer my knowledge on animals to people. Maybe that'll work? I just dunno. I don't feel the same way about him. Do I? Ugh, it's hard to tell anymore. I've never loved anyone before. Ive never loved, I've never been loved. Quite simple. It's hard to tell if I ever will. I guess if I want to figure out other people, I should figure out myself first.

I learned how to burp at will today.

How dare you blame me for something you were too hung over to remember. I tried to leave the paper on the counter to remember it, knowing damn well I'd forget in an hour, but no, all you were concerned with was finishing sleeping one off and made sure it got stuck somewhere it'd be forgotten.

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*whistles*

Why does it seem like everything just blows up in my face no matter what? Even when it isn't my fault, when the world comes crashing down, I'm the one who gets blamed. I just wish there was a way to make it all stop.

4 paragraphs is good for now.

I have the sudden urge to listen to the Polkamon song again.
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That moment when you really want to use a certain avatar but you know it'd probably weird a few people out.

Did you just post "I only want to talk to one person now and she's in none of my classes" on FB? Really? You're welcome for always being there and listening to you rant about those two people more than twice each AND about your new "hot" boyfriend who you never shut the flying **** up about.

Sorry to hear that she is spreading rumors about you. I've had rumors spread about me before (not the same kind she's spreading about you though), but you know what? I NEVER took it out on everyone else, especially people who try to help me. Never. I'm sure it's stressing but it is not our faults and we did nothing to deserve getting the cold shoulder.

The rumors are about you sending that boyfriend who you barely know dirty pictures of you, and you say you're not but you send him dirty texts. To be honest though, what's the big difference? I get pictures are worse but you're still being filthy and I know I sure as hell don't want to hear about it. And I realize you despise the girl who spread the rumors because she "touched your stuff" and you made a big deal about it (what do you know... I let you vent about THAT to me too), and I dislike her too now, but still! I do so much for you people and most of you just shrug it off...

I need some new offline friends because I'm really starting to despise you and a few others. You guys are so careless and selfish.