darkSpyro

you block me, I block you. Regardless I still consider you a friend though. We'll get through this incident soon enough.

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you block me, I block you. Regardless I still consider you a friend though. We'll get through this incident soon enough.

Don't know what's going on with you and your friend, but the last time an online friend blocked me out of irrational anger, it took them a few months to talk to me again.

Just a warning in case things do go that way. Hopefully you aren't so unfortunate.

I cannot even begin to describe how pissed off I am with you. You had NO RIGHT to say those things in front of me! How dare you? And you say I'm miserable all the time. Oh deary me, I WONDER ****ING WHY?? Also, if you ever intercept my letters from my own mother ever again I will....well, I don't know just yet, but it will not be nice. Ugh, I can't even bear to look at you or even think about you! You make me want to hurt someone every time I hear your annoying as **** voice. Do not speak to me and we'll get along fine. Preferably go live on another planet and we'll get along perfectly. Stupid *****.

Write out my stress? Yes I have tried that! It doesn't work. I am far too stressed for that too ever work. Being sad doesn't help either. There's a vacancy that cannot be filled. I feel incomplete.

Simply a pill I cannot swallow. I can't find the strength to finish this and it's killing me.

****.
I just want to be left alone right now, okay? You yelling at me was very unnecessary.
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>.> <.<
I liked that movie. Sue me.
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I don't want a horrible b-day like last year, knowing my luck it probably will. As a matter of fact, it's already shaping up to be pretty ****ty birthday already.
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Yes I am socially awkward. I don't know how to make ****ing friends and I don't need you patronizing me about friends anymore, okay? You just keep reminding me that I'm going to spend my entire life alone, ok?
NO I DON'T HAVE A HOMECOMING DATE NOW DROP THE ****ING SUBJECT OKAY? I WILL PROBABLY NEVER GET A ****ING DATE. I'LL NEVER BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE I'M TOO ****ING SCARED TO BE IN ONE. OKAY? (ITS ALL THANKS TO YOU KNOW WHO. *EVIL GLARE.*) I just don't care. It hurt at all anymore. I'm used to never being asked. I'm used to everyone giving me snobby looks. I'll try. But I'm telling you, I'll never be asked to any sort of dance or anysort of date or sleepover.
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I want to trust you again. But I don't think I can.

I'm alone. In the kitchen.


What can I eat, and how much will I eat. e.e


*runs to bag of chocolate chips*

*grabs popcorn and bottle of water*
Time to watch all of the KH cutscenes like a movie!

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*grabs popcorn and bottle of water*
Time to watch all of the KH cutscenes like a movie!

>___> I did that with CoM because the gameboy advanced version is mean and doesn't have the cut scenes.

God had to make worms for dog. >.> Why? My puppy ****ing died because of those slimey whores. So god If youre ALL KNOWIG why did you make worms for dogs he was only 3 weeks old!

Maybe I should stop venting so much.

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Okey dokey, even I can tell this guy is trolling.

Tons of new How To Train Your Dragon merchandise is out...

These cutscenes:

Cry
Laugh
Cry some more
Laugh again
CONTINUE CRYING TEARS OF JOY

....Well...this can't get any worse? Right? Have I paid whatever toll I need too? Will things start looking up?
...
I guess not.

DYLAN:
Dear Dylan,
You will most likely never know this, but I am head over heels in love with you. I think about you everyday, all day long. Seeing you in Mandarin class just makes my heart beat and I feel happy inside. On a scale of 1-10 I couldn’t even grade you, you broke the scale. You’re the entire package of perfection. You’re sweet, funny, hot, cute, have abs, is perfect, and is lovely. Sadly, you must never know I am in love with you, and no one can. To be completely honest, I have had dreams about you so many times and I love them~. Dylan this is what I think of you summed up from my heart: I love you to the moon and back, even knowing you don’t even know I exist. If I could, I would love you, but I can’t. I’m trapped, forced to not be with you. I guess I should’ve just tried to break free, but I can’t, I am just a hollow shell. I can’t even put into words how I feel about you, but I can keep trying to. You are just utter perfection and I love everything about you. Sometimes I will just be sitting there and I think of you and laugh to myself. I stare at you as much as I can (I know, I am a creep) and when you look at me I just look down. I can’t have you know that I am staring at you lol. We’ve talked like, once lol. I worked up all my courage and texted you, it felt amazing. I was so nervous that you wouldn’t know who I was xD. When I’m around you I feel like a different person! My palms get sweaty, my heart thumps, and I just instantly am in a good mood. Dylan I am in love with you, I have been since the beginning of fifth grade and I am sadly in fear that one day you’ll forget me and move on, but I won’t be able too. Your night thinking about you, you are the reason I can even get up and go to school. The day you and Caitlyn began dating, I was crushed. I laid down at home and cried. All my dreams and hopes had been crushed. You were straight and I could never be with you. When you guys broke up, I admit, I was happy a little bit, it restored some hope that maybe, just maybe you were just through a phase. The fact that you haven’t liked a girl in two months is a good sign to me lol. Mainly though Dylan, what I want for you is to be happy, even if it isn’t with me. One day it will come that I will just flat out ask you if you are gay and I will just wait for my heart to be shattered into a billion pieces. The odds of us going on in the future, you being gay, us staying near each other, and us getting married is about as slim as a piece of paper, but I can always hope can’t I? You are what I think about all day, what I think about before I go to sleep, and what I think about as I wake up. Most mornings I just get up and dressed just so that I can go and see you. You’ll never notice me though. Only one person knows that I am bisexual, I couldn’t tell them I was gay, I wasn’t ready. Rylan or Dyan. Either one is fine with me. Well, Dylan, I am gonna stop writing now, I am on the verge of tears, so I will just end this now.
With Lots Of Love,
Ryan~

I wrote this a while ago and my love is just stronger and stronger. I can't get him off my Mind I wait for him to post a new picture on Instagram, I think about him all the time and I can't have him. I just can't. He's the one and I can't have him. I'm so sad about this and it's so hard to think of it. I just want you to be mine forever

Rant that involves a lot of language:



SO ****ING DONE.

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*snip*

need a hug?

I've never really loved anyone before.

Sometimes I feel like I can't.

I hate having mucus at the back of my throat -_-

All-nighter… Successful. Tired, but SUCCESS.

A rest is just what I needed.
Now, to just avoid seeing the posts or messages I made while I felt nauseous.
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.. Hmm, I wish you the best of luck. It would be hard to accomplish this. I don't blame you if you're worried about this or back away from it.
I did that myself for months.

Just know whichever choice you make, you're still my close friend and I respect your choice. This is just my own personal problem I need to learn to solve, it's a part of growing up and learning self confidence.

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DYLAN:
Dear Dylan,
You will most likely never know this, but I am head over heels in love with you. I think about you everyday, all day long. Seeing you in Mandarin class just makes my heart beat and I feel happy inside. On a scale of 1-10 I couldn’t even grade you, you broke the scale. You’re the entire package of perfection. You’re sweet, funny, hot, cute, have abs, is perfect, and is lovely. Sadly, you must never know I am in love with you, and no one can. To be completely honest, I have had dreams about you so many times and I love them~. Dylan this is what I think of you summed up from my heart: I love you to the moon and back, even knowing you don’t even know I exist. If I could, I would love you, but I can’t. I’m trapped, forced to not be with you. I guess I should’ve just tried to break free, but I can’t, I am just a hollow shell. I can’t even put into words how I feel about you, but I can keep trying to. You are just utter perfection and I love everything about you. Sometimes I will just be sitting there and I think of you and laugh to myself. I stare at you as much as I can (I know, I am a creep) and when you look at me I just look down. I can’t have you know that I am staring at you lol. We’ve talked like, once lol. I worked up all my courage and texted you, it felt amazing. I was so nervous that you wouldn’t know who I was xD. When I’m around you I feel like a different person! My palms get sweaty, my heart thumps, and I just instantly am in a good mood. Dylan I am in love with you, I have been since the beginning of fifth grade and I am sadly in fear that one day you’ll forget me and move on, but I won’t be able too. Your night thinking about you, you are the reason I can even get up and go to school. The day you and Caitlyn began dating, I was crushed. I laid down at home and cried. All my dreams and hopes had been crushed. You were straight and I could never be with you. When you guys broke up, I admit, I was happy a little bit, it restored some hope that maybe, just maybe you were just through a phase. The fact that you haven’t liked a girl in two months is a good sign to me lol. Mainly though Dylan, what I want for you is to be happy, even if it isn’t with me. One day it will come that I will just flat out ask you if you are gay and I will just wait for my heart to be shattered into a billion pieces. The odds of us going on in the future, you being gay, us staying near each other, and us getting married is about as slim as a piece of paper, but I can always hope can’t I? You are what I think about all day, what I think about before I go to sleep, and what I think about as I wake up. Most mornings I just get up and dressed just so that I can go and see you. You’ll never notice me though. Only one person knows that I am bisexual, I couldn’t tell them I was gay, I wasn’t ready. Rylan or Dyan. Either one is fine with me. Well, Dylan, I am gonna stop writing now, I am on the verge of tears, so I will just end this now.
With Lots Of Love,
Ryan~

I wrote this a while ago and my love is just stronger and stronger. I can't get him off my Mind I wait for him to post a new picture on Instagram, I think about him all the time and I can't have him. I just can't. He's the one and I can't have him. I'm so sad about this and it's so hard to think of it. I just want you to be mine forever

Thats so sweet joe. It's hard, i know, to like someone who that seems to never be able to like you back. I know the feeling of butterflies, the feeling of your mind going numb, getting your breathe taking, the feeling of being in love with someone. My feelings for Dan are a mixed bowl of emotions and hormones. I feel love, pain, joy, saddness, and many other emotions when I think about him.

What the hell bro?

We're still a bunch of squabbling children...

When summer comes, we're going to Disney World and Universal.


Why can't school end sooner?

I've been playing Pokemon since the original Red and Blue, I'm now going to have my first wi-fi battle with a somewhat slammed together team.
I really should have worked on a better team.
I'M SOOOOOOO DEAD!

I think I'm obsessed with Pokémon AMVs...

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You dumb dog. >.>

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Honestly, I don't care anymore. I'm off to live in the forest with the wild cats the roam around here.

I guess this is where the guilt starts?
I know I was harsh with wording but it was hard to say it another way at the moment. I suspect you didn't reply because you've never been quite insulted like that before... I apologize for being such a jerk.

Holy crap Android is amazing.

I hate this mouse. It trips me and has to click the wrong things.

I think I might need to wash my hands. Laundry soap is just to strong of a smell.

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Holy crap Android is amazing.

you betta b-leev it

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Quote: CommanderGame

Holy crap Android is amazing.

you betta b-leev it

and I'm using a cheap phone, a Galaxy Ace 2 X

The best part is that angry birds is FREEEEE

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Wow. That made my love for you even stronger. I swear, if anyone makes you cry again I will punch them so hard they'll never be able to speak again. I love you so much. I always will.

New obsession, oh boy. ._.

Please don't!

I made it out of the friend zone I feel accomplished I asked her to the Halloween dance and she accepted her name is Sirena

Rayman 1's music can be profoundly beautiful at times.

MUST.STOP.USING.PHONE
ARGHGHHGGFGGNJII

I still love my iPad though *kisses*

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New obsession, oh boy. ._.

..........

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New obsession, oh boy. ._.

*snip*
..........

That was... Interesting.

Hey... I found a way to break my constant going on DS! Thank you KH~

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You may be back, But you're not really back. You're just going to go back to your regular schedule, and I'll just get t see you for a few minutes again. *sigh*

Oh god, not another one. DX

THERE'S NO STOPPING IT. IT'S NO USE

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Oh god, not another one. DX

THERE'S NO STOPPING IT. IT'S NO USE

IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS
IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS IT'S NO USE TAKE THIS

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Silver. That is all.

Someone called my avatar?

I'm so sorry. I know it was in the past, but sometimes it still bothers me.

You're immensely loyal, you know that? Why else would you still be talking to me? I acted so immature, so rude, so insensitive to you years ago, and I know you remember, yet you continue to willingly converse with me. Yeah, it was years ago when I was new to the internet, but it was for more than one occasion. Hell, it went on for a few years until I finally matured and realized what I was doing was wrong.

And I hope that link I sent you actually did help you and you didn't just say it did to make me feel better. I'm sorry you're going through heartbreak and I hope you get over it soon. You deserve it.

You know, you're right... You're handling this one very well. It's not half as bad as the last one. It makes me feel worse since, if I recall, I was an enormous asshole to you about that one. I wasn't even an ounce sympathetic about it, just because I didn't understand why you were so hurt about it.

I still don't understand, since you two almost never talked and he was just a role player of your favorite anime character at that time (you thought he was actually that character but still), but that doesn't mean I can't give you support... It hurt you a lot, I don't think my attitude helped.

I still don't agree with a lot of things you do, like be obsessed with anime and role play and obsess over certain anime characters, but again, still doesn't mean I can't give you support when you need it. You're still a great friend and you can definitely take a hint.

Thanks again.

And my sadness worsens. I honestly feel as if I am spiraling into depression. I can't get you out of my mind, no matter what. You're literally all I think about. Today you liked my post on Instagram and I just kinda asdfghjkl'ed. But thinking about you makes it worse. Like, today I was talking to my mom and I started thinking about you and I don't even know what she said. You make me smile and I love to stalk your IG <3 Even your voice is ****ing perfect like how. How can you be perfect yet unattainable. I just cry and listen to Lana for hours on end at night thinking about you. I don't know what I would do without you. I couldn't live without you. I would still love you even if you went away. I can't even begin to express my love. I am so ****ing sad and I just want to end it all. I can't even be in a room with either of my parents for more than ten minutes without it ending in us screaming at each other, the person I love will never love me back, even my dogs stay away from me. I have so many enemies on the internet and i have no where left to go. I am just trapped in my room with no one to love me back. I don't even want to wake up every morning, I would rather never leave and have to face the world. I am just so sad. And if I was actually speaking this to you irl it would be near impossible due to how many tears are rushing down my face and how hard it is to speak. I am so unhappy and unwanted and I have nowhere to go. I don't have anywhere I am accepted and I just don't want to go on.