What is this pattern? Everyone I care for...they always vanish. IRL: Two moved away and one...died. Then online, two left/disappeared, and one other is still around...but they never show when they're there.
It's either some huge coincidence, or they couldn't stand being around me..
Guys, I know you like chatting and crap, but if you need to talk a conversation please take it to the pms or guestbooks. Because that is a bit annoying.
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*waits for someone to commission me and thinks* In case if you have not noticed that most of this **** is mouse drawn and well done on the damn mouse, of course they are gonna be pricey! Specially since it takes me hours!
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Look I want to pull away from you because I have noticed in the past that you godmodded half of the time, or just didn't use any god darn logic in your character and it's the design on all of your characters, and you also seem to constantly push me around. I'm done being your punching bag. But, yet I can't let go of you? Song that makes sense in this situation.
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Okay look why the **** are you telling me in a stupid ass voice of my posts? It's ****ing stupid ass balls, what am I your punching bag too? Hm? You seem to joke around to me often about my posts. Can you please just stop? Also yelling my name a million times making me yell back, really pissed me off, and mom thought I was talking to her of that. Look I don't do this kind of **** to piss you off, so why the hell do you do it to me? Explain me that.
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Half the time I feel like the only smart one in the family. Or at least the mature wise one that stays out of most trouble. But, GOD BE DANGED YOU GUYS NEED TO ****ING CONTROL THE SMALL ONES! It's ridiculous that you say this will happen to them, and yet they ****ing still do that ****, and you do nothing. WOW! Just wow,...how am I? I don't even..
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
I hope today can fix things. You promised me, and I hope you will not break your word, you promised me. If so, then, honestly I think you do not need more of me. Honestly what the hell is wrong with you, and why you act that way. Only, let me give you a hand, and that between us we can find a solution. Being together, we have always done everything well, but separate is when we become weak.
I just saved you from shame.
However, we are speaking personally over the matter. And by personally, I mean that I'm going to bring someone along to give you a much smaller shame.
In all honesty, I would love to buy some commissions from ya and help out. I'm just really broke on points right now and can't afford them at the moment.
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Ow... My whole body feels so stiff and sore from last night. Oh well. It was so freaking worth it! >w< I was looking forward to that concert all summer and I just LOVED the energy going on during all four of those bands. And I love how out of everyone in the crowd, YOU had to be the one to knock me in the ear in the mosh pit. xD I swear I couldn't hear out of that thing for two minutes, but it was well worth the fun. If you're not hurt in the mosh pit, you're not doing it right.
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How is the small-sized tank top still too big on me? o-o
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I enjoyed spending the rest of the evening with you after the concert series. It's always good to spend some time with a long-time friend! I just hope I didn't scare you TOO much with that video. xD
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OMG THANK YOOOUUUU. ;u; This model is so cute. <3
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I'm getting AWFULLY tired of hearing about you. I always saw you as kind and welcoming, but that's apparently the complete opposite. You're starting to HURT your daughter to make yourself feel better after a stressful day? Are you out of your mind?! And don't even try to deny any of it. I've heard you yelling at her through Skype calls and I was there one day when you two were fighting. It came from simply picking the acne off her back to physically beating her. You're freaking ABUSING your child. She's done nothing to you but try to impress you and make you happy. She does all the household work she can and she takes care of ALL her pets. She wants to make you proud of the pictures she paints, the clocks she builds, and the hairstyles she does herself, but you never show any appreciation. And why on earth would you abuse her for not being social? It's people like YOU who make her like that. She's scared of people because of people like you. She can hardly talk to anyone anymore besides her grandparents and me. She's been cutting and scratching because of you and now she's starting to starve herself because you keep giving her crap for her weight. You need to stop acting like this and show your daughter some appreciation and love.
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
Love, crushes, and all that other stuff are complicating things alright? Everyone has different hearts and emotions. So just because I like people more often than you do does not mean you have to force your thoughts of how relationships should work, inside my head. That's your opinion. You may think it's less "creepy" to only date someone after years of being friends and all, but that doesn't mean I have to be the same way. I like who I like, and I can ask them out when I think the time is right. Which, for me, is not 5 years after knowing them. Now stop criticizing my emotions.
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Gah
Why can't I just tell you everything. Gosh I'm such a coward! I want to be able to tell you how I feel, without these butterflies. I just need you on... To be there for me, like you always are.
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