darkSpyro

When am I going to feel happy...

Gah... I feel I triggered something and I am willing to apologize and stop it from progressing.

So now it's basically my fault that my father and you are having troubles? You want to know why he was always so mad at you? It's because your a total *****. Your evil and only care about yourself. You say that my father is just putting on an act to get you back, well doesn't that sound familiar? Like the act you put on so my dad would think you like me, but the minute you two got married, you hated me. It's not fair because i was going through a phase every child goes through. The phase of wanting everything and crying when i don't get it. Being disobedient and having a temper to get what i want. Well that was a stage sweetheart, i am more mature than i was then and i will be more mature then you any day. Seriously, who in their right mind (though i don't think you had a right mind) punishes a child by making them EAT ON THE FLOOR because they PUKED WHICH CAN NOT BE FORCED. You treated me like a dog, complaining about everything i did. Because of you, i am self conscious about everything i do because im afraid of people judging me or finding some reason to pick on me. Gold digging slut.

Quote: BoboDilla

When am I going to feel happy...

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Everyone says im going to Hell because of what i do and who i am, well at least it will be hot there during the winter ^.^ If it even exists >__>

And if you try to 'reason' with me, I won't understand. You say you don't condemn, but by saying what you consider my actions to be, you kind of already have. After all, where would I be going in your bright and fuzzy world? Gah, I don't even know anymore.

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I'd like to make myself believe
That the planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

You may seem friendly but, does everyone else know the real you? Huh? You ****ing lazy ass munch. Honestly, if I ever get the chance to leave but, still have my things. I would ****ing take it, because all you do is sit on your ass and play that ****ing poker game not caring for your family at all. You think I'm friendly but, on the inside I can make your life a hell. Honestly if there were such a thing a portal to the no zone like from the comics, I would ****ing toss you right the hell in it. Because you are such a disgrace, abusing the dogs, obsessing over rabbits that are not our problem anymore, playing poker, and worst of all not getting off your ass to find a ****ing job. Also you said you "fixed" the L button on the DSi but, you don't ****ing understand how it works, it's still stuck, it may need repairs outside and possibly inside as well. You wonder why I get upset when you ****ing try to fix my DSi, well because you can make matters more, much more worse than ****ing needed. Honestly I think we should just ditch you for death, because you are not worth carrying.

OMG! I'm so sorry! D: It completely slipped my mind that you would think I'm her...I'm sorry. I understand why you locked your guestbook. I hope you read this. I didn't mean to do that.

I'm so angry. It's like I lost all ability to draw or make anything in the last few weeks. Art and writing block of the century? Family curse? Yeah, I'll blame it on a family curse.

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I miss you. ;n;

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Argh. Just as I got happy, I've spiraled into depression again. Why, I do not know. Maybe the amount of chocolate in my bloodstream is running low...

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This thread isn't for entire conversations. Take it to PMs, because it's getting annoying. /minimodding

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That was the final ****ing straw. I've realized yet again why I hate you, and why I always will. You're the reason we are in our current situation. Your lazy ****ing bunny obsessed, internet poker addicted, sack of dirt. You are not supportive at all and will jump the handle at the slightest things. That's why I hardly talk at all, I might as well be mute. I am afraid something I say will set you off and you will attack me again. When I turn 18 I am so out of here it's not even remotely funny. **** you.

What are you going to do when we are out in the streets? I seriously hope you change to be better, but that's like telling a rock to turn into an airplane. Mom can do so much better than you, you ****ing piece of trash.

Hell, I might not even wait until I am 18. You hit me once and I can get an excuse to leave. I've had an offer to stay with someone already, because they know how you are, and you won't be welcome.

Your eldest son hates you. Congratulations, you ****ed up as a parent.

I know exactly how you feel. My dad is a horrible abusive prick too, and I still have a mark on the side of my nose when he smacked me with ****ing cooking pot on the side of my face, and it burned me.

I graduate tommorow...and I'm not happy about it.
All my friends...gone....they're all going somewhere for the summer, and after that, we're in different schools.

I feel empty...I don't want to leave school tommorow...please.....
I feel sad now

Sometimes I don't know what to say to you. You always start the weirdest of conversations at random times. I feel bad. I can tell you're desparate. It's just... Hard for me to really communicate with you. I feel like I'm talking to my friends dad, not my own.

We should do stuff together more often.

Oh that's just great. I'm freakin tired and you're going to start your ****. Not now, I just don't care anymore. Shh, can't you shut your ****ing mouth for 2 damn minutes. Damn I wanna go to bed. What I would give to get my hands on a freakin muzzle right now. blah blah blah. Shh, go to bed!!!!!

DID I EVER TELL YOU... That I get a kick out of when you call her those names and she says the most unenthusiastic stuff back at you as if you were the most standard/awkward pair of UNLOVING friends? And this happens EVERY DAY (almost):

Sending recipient: "Good night, pumpkin! <3 Love you."
Responder: "good night."

Show more enthusiasm, please! For the sake of your "relationship"!

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You guys should break up... I don't care that you are back together after years because you guys are full of **** when you mingle, and my sisters can relate to that.

I think I overreact a little too much when I don't respond.

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I think I overreact a little too much when I don't respond.

Only a little bit.

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I think I overreact a little too much when I don't respond.

Only a little bit.

Lol. Sowwie.

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I think I overreact a little too much when I don't respond.

Only a little bit.

Lol. Sowwie.

No problem, it's fine. X3

Your lane is ending. You amy have to merge into my lane, but I don't have to let you over. Quit trying to run me off the road to get into my lane.

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I swear, I type like I'm dyslexic.... -.-

(I'm not by the way.)

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I swear, I type like I'm dyslexic.... -.-

(I'm not by the way.)

Don't worry we all have those typo moments.

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^*may

You have a way with words... I wish I could express all my thoughts with a single auxiliary verb... :0

I actually hope I don't get in the way of something. I want to help, and it's too late to take back what I posted, but I have this feeling that the one I asked help of will worry, and then the guy Im worried about will dislike me for getting her worried about him.

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You have a way with words... I wish I could express all my thoughts with a single auxiliary verb... :0

Oh lol.

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

I actually hope I don't get in the way of something. I want to help, and it's too late to take back what I posted, but I have this feeling that the one I asked help of will worry, and then the guy Im worried about will dislike me for getting her worried about him.

no if you edit you can delaet a comet

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Quote: Gem-A-Knight

I actually hope I don't get in the way of something. I want to help, and it's too late to take back what I posted, but I have this feeling that the one I asked help of will worry, and then the guy Im worried about will dislike me for getting her worried about him.

no if you edit you can delaet a comet

No I knew that, but in someone's guestbook you can't.

oh you ment GB woops

Quote: SPARXisAWESOME

SO. ADDICTED. TO. DARKSPYRO e__o
*Twitches*

This so much

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IUEWYE@NTCYYU@#CYDUX @EY, I can't get to re-size this avatar without it looking pixelated.

i wanna snuggle yooou ;m;

I had it back so briefly....but where'd it go? I want to be happy again..I want my heart full of joy to come back. I really haven't been myself for the past month. Why do I have to be so sad all the time? When there's nothing for me to really be upset about...

Well, at least people aren't spamming images.

Hey it's no problem that you don't want to talk. I completely understand. I just hope everything turns out alright, if you do need anyone to talk to, imma here for ya.

Sometimes I think people would just message me...of course, people often aren't like that at all. I don't tend to message people either...and I used to, all the time. I just became tired of having to talk to people first or not at all.

I guess appearing online and appearing invisible makes no difference. [lurks]

So I had to check your mail because it seems my order confirmation didn't get to my email for some reason. Then I notice an order confirmation for seasons 1-5 of Teen Titans, obviously for my brother, because he's hopelessly obsessed with the damn show. It was almost $60.

Why the hell are you wasting money on those? We have almost all the episodes of TT recorded on DVR! It'd be nice to get rid of them so we can have more room, but it kind of ticks me off that you want to waste money on them when you never let Mom spend money for herself (especially when she is sick and can't go to work, no matter how much you deny it). Also, you do realize we need a new stove top after you BROKE THE OLD ONE?

A new couch would be nice too, since all the cushions are gone except one. Some new lightbulbs for the kitchen and bathrooms could be nice as well. Also, an overhead fan for the exercise room. Perhaps a microwave that isn't old and crap (since you broke the old one and food literally catches on fire in it now) or at least a stand for the new one? Wow, look at all these things EVERYONE could use and no one's buying because we're wasting all our money on DVDs no one needs or will watch in a month anyway!

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I hope I get my two EEnE keychains in the mail soon so I can decide where to put them on my trapper <3 They're so cute!

Going to be pretty angry if someone decides to pull a "OH WOW THAT SHOW'S OLD SO IT AUTOMATICALLY SUKS AND U SUK 2" on me like someone on Skype did, though... -_-

Sadness....

I'm still happy whether you like it or not pal.
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I feel like so much of a troll with this avatar, I love it.

am i not good enough?

OH NO! I hope you're okay. I'd hate if anything bad happened. I sure hope you're all right...

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Hello 1 AM depression, so kind of you to stop by while everyone is busy or asleep and can't help me.

Exactly.

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Welp, resting made me feel a little better so, whatevs. XP

I didn't think I'd be sad.

If I could replay my 6th grade over and over I would....I'm so sad...so many people are gone!

I have these weird short moments were, it's like, i snap and i feel like chucking something at a wall. I just bite down really hard and it goes away. I don't know why i have them. Sometimes, it happens and if i have, say, a stuffed animal in my hand, i'll either throw it on the floor or smash it against something.

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I have these weird short moments were, it's like, i snap and i feel like chucking something at a wall. I just bite down really hard and it goes away. I don't know why i have them. Sometimes, it happens and if i have, say, a stuffed animal in my hand, i'll either throw it on the floor or smash it against something.

Hello DragonCato.

*technophile rage moment*
Your crap iPhone is NOT better than mine... Stop shoving that jewel-encrusted piece of horse **** around like it's the most amazing thing.
IT HAS BETTER GRAPHICS THAN UR PHONE! No, it doesn't. You iSheep think your puny screens match up to our larger, more beautiful ones when they DON'T.
IPHONE IS FASTER THAN UR ANDROID!!!!11!1ONE! Your dual-core 800MHz sundial is dead weight compared to my quad-core 1.7GHz device.
ANDROID HAS 2 MUCH JUNKWARE ON DA APP STORE!! Same can be said for Apple.
ANDROID IS 4 POOR PEOPLE!!! My phone costs more than the 64GB variant of your phone...
I CAN MUKTITASK!!!! Nope. You have a little system app sandbox that suspends only little apps while Android has true multitasking.
JAILBROKEN IPHONE IS THE BEST!! Still can't do as much as an untampered Android.
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Challenge me with more prior knowledge next time. Goodbye.