darkSpyro

Everything goes by so fast, you wait for one particular moment and then it's gone. I could never see the point in life, I've always just kinda wanted each moment to not go by so fast, yet it always does.

Omigog I'm so obsessed with this song.

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I'm still suspicious about this, it's too much of a coincidence. But I'll just go with it for now.

"Do you know what's happening tomorrow?"
Yes.

"Are you worried about tomorrow?"
No.

"Do you care about what's going to happen tomorrow?"
No.

"Do you understand about what's going on tomorrow?"
For the last time, ****ing yes.

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Well don't you feel hip.

Get off my back. I'm not buying that for you. I threw all my money away on video games.

ticks..ticks!...TICKS!
I said ticks not tits!
Hopefully this will be clear by tomorrow :d

Vent time.

I deserve my own privacy! Don't you dare try and say you always knock before coming into my room, because you and I both know that you don't. What is this crap about me not being allowed to have my bedroom door shut under the age of eighteen?? What do you think I'm doing in here, drugs?? You obviously don't trust me. Well, I don't trust you. I hope to hell that tomorrow will bring the news I want; the news you're dreading.

You will never do that again. If you do, I will slap you whether you're my grandmother or not. You do not come barging into my friend's house demanding that I come home! I WAS HELPING HER WITH HOMEWORK!! You bang on the door like you're a ****ing policeman, barge in and yell in my face?! What the **** gives you that right?? And you cannot call me a b****! Heh heh, I thank evolution for middle fingers. You know earlier, when you said I looked like I'd put on weight? Yeah, uh, that hurt. STOP ****ING POINTING OUT EVERYTHING ABOUT ME!! Then later, when I decline pizza for dinner, you yell at me for turning anorexic???? WHO IN THE NAME OF YOUR GOD DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??

Pffsh yes, I can't believe I finished this project this morning. I'm so relieved.
But I feel lazy because it's due today anyway Oh well, IT'S DONE.

Darn, its that time of day again :/

It's summer. Why do I have to deal with this assignment? Of all the summers to get it too. I don't care how long it takes, it's called summer vacation for a reason.

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I've been so ready to just close everything out. Shut down. Just like before...

People..... Just people.....

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I don't give three shakes of a **** if you can't eat yo damn lunch in the office! Neither can I! But when [Boss' name] isn't here, I'mma take advantage of it and eat my **** lunch in the **** office! I'd rather eat there with you guys, the people I call friends, instead of being that sad loner in the back of the cafeteria eating alone because he has no friends in there.

i wouldn't be failing math if i could just speak in front of the class......

The way you guys treat guests is just depressing... And some of you are older than me... I even asked once, "I don't get why people treat guests like spawns of Satan." Then one of you gave a persuasive essay on why you'd rather have an account than be a guest... Then a little sheep kept saying "YEAH" to everything you said...

Yeah good for ****ing you, I'd rather have an account than be a guest as well. Do you see me treating guests like dirt and telling them, "I HOPE U FAIL" over and over? They're people, just like you, the only difference is they don't have an account. What if their parents won't let them get an account, or they don't have an email, or they just don't want an account? They have every right to still play, just like you douchebags. The only difference is they don't have an account. Big ****ing whoop. How the hell is that any business of yours?

I really don't get why. Every single game I've been to and there's a guest, people act incredibly rude to them and keep calling them stupid JUST because they don't have an account, and quite frankly, it's ignorant and disgusting.

It's a dude without a goddamn account. Not a hacker who is threatening to take down the whole site.

YES. YES.

Finally.

oh my
you're disappearance
i actually wouldn't mind it. i mean, online, of course. not from life

Your ignorantly-passive nature humors me. Sometimes I want to slap you and remind you that I still exist because you seem to forget my prescence often after the transition...

gem a knight this is not about you kthxbai
p.s. stop registering my thoughts as towards you

I should check that out. Sounds interesting.

Beware the Starfire's light,
For it shall shatter the darkness of the night.

When Shadows dare show their might,
Starfire Dragons shall always fight.

Upon the Shadows darkest plight,
All evils shall be brought to sight.

Within the Dragon's heart so bright,
All shall be brought to light.

The more I talk to you, the more I feel... Awkward.

Wow, sunblock is always so useless for me. No matter how many times I apply it to my skin, I end up getting burnt anyway. >.< Oh well. Today was super fun and it was worth the burnt shoulders. x3

Oh.

..

I feel so disconnected. I don't really understand you, you don't really understand me. It's hard to really carry out a conversation with you, and it's always awkward. I'm pretty sure that's a bad thing, considering you're my dad...

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Was it something I said? D:

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Don't do that. Really. You're making me cry. Never do that again. At least, not so soon...
You know I can't take it. Still. I've never been so... Depressed.

Why do I stay up so late knowing I have to work in the morning?
Curse you !
Oh how I hate that you are so addictive.
For now it is once again time to say:

Good Night Everyone!

You're so kind. I love it.

****, why can't I say anything, it's just a skype message........

I laugh at it, find it stupid when people act as if their lives are over without it... And while they certainly could stand to not let it ruin everything... Sometimes I wonder if maybe I'm a bit jealous of those who have it? It's something I can never have, anyway.

Woooo! Let's be ourselves! So I was walking down my street and this squirrel come running down from a tree, and I got my headphones on so I'm not seeing it right. Carrien a bag of Doritos(nacho cheese), and I dropped one. I stop and lean over to pick it up(5 second rule guys), but that brave squirrel charges by picking up one of the pieces, cause it broke on the fall, scaring the **** out of me. I fell to my butt, knocking my headphones to my shoulders, missing out on my song, "Bonfire" by Knife Party. I managed to save what was left of my chips though(lol). Dat squirrelly thieve made my day... after I got over the after effect of being startled to the point yo butt hits pavement.

Night all!

NIGHT HotDogAndZap

(G'night HDAZ!)
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I hate it when I delete a post in forum games and someone replies to it. I feel awkward and bad.

I have some lyrics quoted from a few songs... Best I can do besides a whole life's story...

"Isn't it great to be different? Isn't it wonderful to be exactly who you are? When you learn to start accepting yourself, you'll become a shinning star." Great To Be Different by Forrest Rain.

"I apologize if I ever made you sad, but I will not he sorry for being who being am. This is who I am... How could you try and change who I've always been? What did I do wrong? I never wanted any of this. I'm sorry if I offended any of you, but I am who I am there's not much more that I could do!" Between Fairytales and Happy Endings by Prince Whateverer(not a typo, really is "whatevERER")

"Give me a smidge of confidence, give me a speck of something that makes sense. Give me a dear dependency. Give me a dash of Loyalty... I could save my lonely soul for you, but the feeling in my heart can't follow through. You can give your broken heart to me, 'cause you know I'll stay with you, that's why they call me Loyalty." Loyalty by Acoustic Brony & Mando Pony.

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@BallisticBeats: you're too random sometimes...

the only emotions i have are no emotion and various shades of anger

Wow that hurt. That hurt bad. I think the little respect and admiration I had for you is gone. Thanks, "Dad."

Child, I am so proud of you for understanding that gaming reference.

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Hashtags are now added to Facebook. What is my life? ;~;

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You guys make me feel so awkward, yet so happy at the same time. xD

I feel so happy. That's a change to how I usually feel. c:

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Take meh to teh pool! D:

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I need to get started on that, but I'm too lazy today. Maybe tomorrow.

I don't like this....

NO! That's still not right! No matter how much I try I end up with a trash can full of crumbled paper! Why can't I draw anything that's apart of my own imagination? I see it, it''s there, it looks amazing, but when I try putting it on paper it looks horrible... I'll never have my own character..

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

NO! That's still not right! No matter how much I try I end up with a trash can full of crumbled paper! Why can't I draw anything that's apart of my own imagination? I see it, it''s there, it looks amazing, but when I try putting it on paper it looks horrible... I'll never have my own character..

i know dat feel bro
i know dat feel

you just gotta have confidence

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

NO! That's still not right! No matter how much I try I end up with a trash can full of crumbled paper! Why can't I draw anything that's apart of my own imagination? I see it, it''s there, it looks amazing, but when I try putting it on paper it looks horrible... I'll never have my own character..

Oh my gosh. I know that feeling so much.

So much.

Quote: Brightscales

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

NO! That's still not right! No matter how much I try I end up with a trash can full of crumbled paper! Why can't I draw anything that's apart of my own imagination? I see it, it''s there, it looks amazing, but when I try putting it on paper it looks horrible... I'll never have my own character..

i know dat feel bro
i know dat feel

you just gotta have confidence

Yeah..
I'm trying. :c

just dont be such a perfectionist and just try your hardest in your pieces, even if there are some mistakes u dont know how to fix yet
keep pratcing and pratcing
i cant draw from my head either, but honestly dont stop drawing
it used to bring me to tears sometimes if i couldnt draw perfectly

I JUST BROKE A STAINLESS STEEL SPATULA MAKING A BEEF BURGER

Quote: Brightscales

just dont be such a perfectionist and just try your hardest in your pieces, even if there are some mistakes u dont know how to fix yet
keep pratcing and pratcing
i cant draw from my head either, but honestly dont stop drawing
it used to bring me to tears sometimes if i couldnt draw perfectly

Okay. Thanks.
Yeah that happens to me sometimes as well.