darkSpyro

I really want and need to start living for the Lord, but unfortunetly its nit going good so far.

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Aw man, every day I take my tablet to my room so that I can listen to music.while playing spyro, its been months since I've played spyro, the internet keeps destracting me.

don't make mountains out of mole hills

I love reading.
I just don't like reading text.

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: Jaggedstar

@crystalhero

I'm so happy for you! And I'm glad your mum's okay *hugs* Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

This.
Also I'm not sure if by "Anime character" you meant your avatar, because that character was in video games.

Thank you too
I just mean any kid's anime character, not Klonoa in any means

I've read what you've said and I completely understand. No hard feelings.

I'm terribly sorry I failed you once again. I truly am. Give me a few months to work with myself. This Summer will be one of the best I've had yet. An exciting, Scandinavian wedding, my friends from the south are coming to visit, it's my last year in theater and I'll get to make lots of new friends, and of course my favorite thrashing bee, the annual county fair, and I'll be able to see my brother again.

Why am I saying this? Well, to put it quite simply, I think all I need to change is happiness. I haven't been able to find happiness with all that's going on in my life and it's been pulling me back. I've done nothing but fail everything. I've tried to change, but my constant depression keeps that from happening. However, I'll make this Summer memorable and be as happy as I can be. I'll see my old friend again and maybe take her to the fair. We can go swimming and have a little party. I get to be a bridesmaid for a wedding and we're serving the brunch at our house. My brother will be there and I love him. I got a super fun part in the play and some of my old friends who I haven't seen in a while are in it, too. It's going to be a fun year! I'm excited. :3

So no need to apologize for what you're doing. I completely and utterly understand. I gotta stop being a drama diva and you're right. These things take time. I was just too weak to go on my own and I was afraid of being by myself. But you know what? I'm NOT alone. I have my family. I have my friends. They're there to help me. You just have your own problems to take care of, as do I. We both just need some space.

I'll leave you alone for this season. I plan to not speak to you nor your friends until at least half way through October. Maybe not even until November. My OC's birthday is in October and maybe my family will do something special again this year to make me happy again so I'll keep that in my list of things to do before attempting to change again.

I feel this is my true key to changing. I just need to stop lingering in depression and change into a happy person. I hope you see this, because I won't be explaining it again. This is the last thing I wish to say to you before I move on to my next journey. I hope we meet again later down life's trail. Good luck to you and I hope you have a happy Summer!

'Til we meet again, friend.

Oh...I'm sorry I really wasn't on at all today. I hate not getting the chance to talk to you.

Quote: crystalhero37

Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: Jaggedstar

@crystalhero

I'm so happy for you! And I'm glad your mum's okay *hugs* Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

This.
Also I'm not sure if by "Anime character" you meant your avatar, because that character was in video games.

Thank you too
I just mean any kid's anime character, not Klonoa in any means

Aw okay.

Quote: Gem-A-Knight

Oh...I'm sorry I really wasn't on at all today. I hate not getting the chance to talk to you.

*hugs*

*hugs*

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...I wish I didn't just jump to these conclusions. But I just feel so left out sometimes. I'm nice too. I've never done anything here to hurt anyone's feelings. Though people have hurt my feelings, here.

I'm a nicest person too

I feel as I have ruffled you, really, and what am I supposed to do about it? Censor myself...well, I'm always open to talk about it with you.
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I constantly feel like saying sorry...because people don't always say what they mean, and because of it: I can never be certain, y'know? I wish I remembered to say what I mean in some situations.
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I can't sleep well, my fever's ravaging my consciousness right now and all I want is it to stop. My immune system...this all came from a small cold passed on. Wow.

Ow...sneezing hurts. :c
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It still haunts, doesn't it? I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Heh this song... I heard this when..
I loved that feeling, it was so special. But now it feels different, more like war.
But I don't care about that now, I like my current life. At least it's still in my memories.

I'm kinda bawling my eyes out now thanks to this, I dunno why, tears of happiness from the past I guess. I miss it a lot yes, but at least I had a chance to feel it. I'd rather with what I have now. Not looking back, not giving up and not letting go.

It's kinda funny now that I look at it.

Gah I feel like hugging you all now ;A; This song really makes me feel emotional and want to bring cheer and love to people. It's like I want people to know I care.

I really am sorry if I'm a bit much with this It's just that I really enjoy feeling this happy again.

Confused?

last week of school and for some reason im really sad

and i know your moving to new york but
please dont go
now matter how annoying you are
we're gonna miss you ok. you're the one who made up the group's drawing journal and we all drew in it and now it's going away along with you to ny

please dont go

I couldn't be happier. Really. This is GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Screwed up again. uuuuuruururrrrrrgggghhhh...
So close too.
But yet, so far away.
But still the best chance I've had.
Make that 2nd best.
Tied for 2nd best.

it's really hard to impress you sometimes, isn't it

you tell me i don't have to be perfect, but yet you want me to be. i don't understand anymore. one minute you're kind and fun to be with, the next you're yelling and screaming and hurting our feelings.

i can't wait for summer because of the computer programming job, you'll be out almost all day, and we can finally have some peace.

I really miss you... Please cuddle with me tomorrow or something, I really need it.

Can't wait! Going to Panama this summer!

I want to but....

MATH IS SO ****ING AGGRAVATING! WE HAVE ****ING REVIEW TESTS ALL ****ING WEEK FOR THE STUPID ASS REGENTS. WE HAVE A STUPID REVIEW PACKET AND I DON'T KNOW HALF OFF THE STUFF. WHY MUST I DO MATH? WHEN I GROW UP, I'M GOING TO BE A POKEMON MASTER, NOT A MATHEMATICIAN!

i really wanna play mario kart wii or neopets: the darkest faerie right now

must

not

be so lazy

and get off my butt to get it...

My heart still skips a beat when I see the 1 new message thing

Quote: Bravo101

My heart still skips a beat when I see the 1 new message thing

Ugh, I know. Especially when I am expecting something.

Ugh, you're beginning to disgust me. I hate a ladies' man no matter who they are. Those absurd nicknames of yours induce nausea.

*Looks at toe*


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I know what's going on here, don't think you're fooling me. I'm not mad, I just find it amusing that you really think I am that stupid.

Gah, please forgive me... It was nearing 3 A.M. for me, I didn't quite understand the reply, and I was dumbfounded by my fatigue...I bet you hate me now; I saw the immense serving of disappointment in that one word. I screwed up bad.

7:00 AM waking up in the morning gonna be fresh gonna go downstairs
I've already had a bowl have had cereal all that's left is darkSpyro
loggin' on loggin' on to mah little profile, gotta check mah gemsss STAHP
GOTTA CATCH THAT SPARX
I SEE I'M BLUEEEEE
IT'S A BLUE SPARX, BLUE SPARX, CELEBRATING CUZ IT'S A BLUE SPARX
EVERYBODY'S LOOKING FORWARD TO THE YELLOW YELLOW.

yay im blue sparx again

I didn't even notice until now, I feel really bad about it, I'm sorry.

I'm so angry at my parents. They're truthfully, VERY lazy when it comes to my hobby, Skylanders.

Quote: CommanderGame

7:00 AM waking up in the morning gonna be fresh gonna go downstairs
I've already had a bowl have had cereal all that's left is darkSpyro
loggin' on loggin' on to mah little profile, gotta check mah gemsss STAHP
GOTTA CATCH THAT SPARX
I SEE I'M BLUEEEEE
IT'S A BLUE SPARX, BLUE SPARX, CELEBRATING CUZ IT'S A BLUE SPARX
EVERYBODY'S LOOKING FORWARD TO THE YELLOW YELLOW.

yay im blue sparx again

guestbook
AND CONGRATS!! welcome to the club

I think I have some sort of depression disorder.

woah, i enjoy this song
it's a bit melancholy but
i find myself rocking back and forth to this song
it's great
thank you for rebloggin this

I thought you would fix things for me, make me better on the inside, but all you're doing is hurting me more.


Maybe this was a bad idea after all...

Only 50 pages left until I get to see if Sticky topics do have the old 200 page limit. <.<;

I can't believe I met you on Roblox. You're pretty nice! I really hope I don't sound like some idiot to you because you have to explain a few things to me, though. I hope Dad can get me a proper mic soon, like he said he would, because you can't seem to hear me very well with my earbuds on Skype.

I want to tear out my heart and give it away
to a person more deserving one day
and if I see the worst in everything
it's all I'm going to get, that's all I'm going to get
and if you think you are better than me, you're right!
[hums along]

Why do I always have to feel so horrible of myself after that?

Watch and learn.

I'm sorry for overreacting and causing all this trouble. I did not know what I was thinking.

I really hope everything will get sorted out. I don't know what to do if it isn't. I cannot be forced to spend another seven weeks being treated like that, or someone will end up seriously hurt.

Ugh, I hate the kids in this class so much.

Ugh, I hate sprained ankles so much.

Ugh, I hate everything so much.

So desperate for a girlfriend...

Quote: Matteomax

So desperate for a girlfriend...

is that a rare pokemon?

Quote: Wild

I want to tear out my heart and give it away
to a person more deserving one day
and if I see the worst in everything
it's all I'm going to get, that's all I'm going to get
and if you think you are better than me, you're right!
[hums along]

This soooo much.

This is just cuteness and funny randomness overload. I LOVE IT.

As I read more and more about certain things, I realize that, apparently, I have the awesome power to make people squirm and act like I'm killing them and everything they love just by existing.

And the best part is, I cannot understand why.

Quote: Matteomax

So desperate for a girlfriend...

Why?.