darkSpyro

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Now, I'm all alone. Just because I tell my secrets and my tastes that make me happy, then, insensitive people I know in my life decide to get away from me and also my family, they do not want to support what I need, then more loneliness for me.

My only friend is myself, and those who still want to give me a chance and to prove that I'm worth, and not a complete stupid loser in the life.

Please don't think you're alone. You do have friend's here that worry and care about you. You need to do things that make YOU happy, it shouldn't matter what other people think. By all means you are not a loser, you're a very kind, friendly and thoughtful man, please quit bringing yourself down. If you ever need to talk to someone, others and myself will be there for you.

And in the end, what are we? Just stars upon a darkened sky...

Oh that's nice. I can see you ignoring me.

This is starting to physically hurt. Something so simple, yet I feel so many suffocating me, dragging me to places I don't want to go. They call it justified. That I am wicked.

..But how can I be evil, if I was made this way?

It seems you might have left me alone again, which is fine. I'm better off without you. Next time you magically decide you want to notice my existence and decide to come over, I'll be ready to stay inside, I swear. I'll make sure you see what you've lost. I'm done hoping that you'll finally see what's in front of you. When you started coming over again, I had hope, especially after the crap like "you looked cute today" and "I want to kiss you lol" that you texted me. Then you got depressed over something she said over the phone, left, said you'd text me, and never did after pretty much a week. I'd contact you myself, but no. I know it could just be that you're busy, but knowing you I can't believe that. But it's odd, I'm not mad. I should be after all this, but I'm not. I think it's because this week has helped me realize that I really am better off without you and that I can very easily get over you. Next time you try it I'll just say, "Sorry, you should have seen me earlier." and leave it at that. I was wrong to think there was a reason you kept showing up in my life, but it's okay now. I've gotten the confidence now to believe that I'm too good to be your back up or your blanket for when you feel rejected by your exes. Just.Freaking.No. Sorry. Bye.

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: Seiki

I wish I lived in the world of Kingdom Hearts. I'd live in Traverse Town, maybe Twilight Town. If lucky, I'd explore different worlds from time to time, not just stuck in one. I'd want a keyblade, Pumpkinhead if I could have it.

Just give me a keyblade and I am satisfied.

Oddly, I'd rather live in the Kingdom Hearts universe than have a keyblade. Though I'd settle for just having a keyblade if presented the option.


Quote: Pixilism

Quote: Seiki

I wish I lived in the world of Kingdom Hearts. I'd live in Traverse Town, maybe Twilight Town. If lucky, I'd explore different worlds from time to time, not just stuck in one. I'd want a keyblade, Pumpkinhead if I could have it.

let's be best friends please

lol, ok.


Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: Seiki

I wish I lived in the world of Kingdom Hearts. I'd live in Traverse Town, maybe Twilight Town. If lucky, I'd explore different worlds from time to time, not just stuck in one. I'd want a keyblade, Pumpkinhead if I could have it.

That would actually be awesome to hang at actually.

Though The World That Never Was is the best world. :3 Such a beautiful world... A nice dark cityscape filled with skyscrapers and neonlights.... Only thing that can beat Memory's Skyscraper is sharing a Sea-Salt Ice Cream with a friend while watching the sunset atop Twilight Town's clock tower.

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Quote: Trix Master 100

[quote=Seiki

I wish I lived in the world of Kingdom Hearts. I'd live in Traverse Town, maybe Twilight Town. If lucky, I'd explore different worlds from time to time, not just stuck in one. I'd want a keyblade, Pumpkinhead if I could have it.

That would actually be awesome to hang at actually.

Though The World That Never Was is the best world. :3 Such a beautiful world... A nice dark cityscape filled with skyscrapers and neonlights.... Only thing that can beat Memory's Skyscraper is sharing a Sea-Salt Ice Cream with a friend while watching the sunset atop Twilight Town's clock tower.

Now that I think about it, That does sound awesome.

On second thought, you all seem to be fine without me. I guess I'm glad I didn't go.

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I don't see why the hell you're such a huge pussy you seem afraid of me. Do I seem like someone to physically hurt someone, especially someone who could (and almost did, unintentionally as far as I know) kill me? I didn't even do anything before to even suggest violence. I don't have the guts to do that, I don't look for fights like you do. And it's not like avoiding me is going to help my mood any you ****ing moron.

It's just hard to not take the fact you'd rather talk to two people who throw you around and step on you and treat you like dirt more than me personally. Then again, for as long as I've known you, you're just a prick. I don't need you in my life. You're easily forgettable. I'll be over it by midnight, tops. Good luck facing life with your kind of attitude.

Would it kill you to say please? Somewhat angrilly demanding your order while shoving money in my face is likely to get you a hateful glare in return, prompted by somewhat sloppily filling your order with not so great customer service. Keep it up and some people might even sneeze or spit in your food.

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Contrary to your belief, working in an amusement park concession stand is not that fun. I am usually alone in the stand, which sucks on slow days. On top of that, not everyone is nice, and the music in my area sucks horribly. Sorry I decided to have a little fun by jokingly saying "Absolutly not" when you asked for a drink refill. I still took your cup as I said this and do believe I was smiling, which should've been indication I was still going to fill the order.

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I can't believe you walked up to a guy in a [place I work at] uniform in Walmart and asked him for help regarding the store. The uniform doesn't even use the same colors and has the park name on the chest. I have no idea where they sell drink coolers here, I just stopped by after work to look at Skylanders.

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Impatient *****. I aksed you to wait a moment, not because the drinks weren't ready to be served, but because I was getting ready to put sugar on churros. I even had a plastic glove on and I think a churro in my hand. Can't you wait 2 minutes before getting a sports bottle? The stand just opened, it's not like you've been waiting in line or I'm closing anytime soon. It wouldn't kill you to just wait a moment while I finish getting the stand ready.

I want to let you know you're not fooling anyone, but why am I holding myself back?
Is like I don't want you to be embarrassed.

I honestly don't know why I'm bothering to try to be your "friend" still.

... I really feel sorry for this guy. He wasn't even cruel and everyone's acting like he's a big jerk.

HHHHNNNNNNNNGGGGGG That's the cutest thing I've seen all month.

Everytime I visit you in the hospital, I just get more depressed.
I just really hope you'll be okay and can come home tomorrow.
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I can't even think out my posts right, and my hands are all shakey. Sooo.. sorry if what I say makes no sense whatsoever.

You're the best teacher I've ever had, I'm incredibly happy you're gonna be my math teacher again next year.

Quote: Pixilism

Mom you should take me to the dentist.

So post it in here instead of actually telling her lol.

I despise it when an individual on here posts on this topic stating (directed at me) "You're ignoring me". If you think I am ignoring you, then why are ignoring me and not posting on my profile? If you really want to talk to me, don't whine and moan, just approach me. Common sense...

WHY DO YALL THINK I HAVE PROBLEMS D: EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL, INCLUDING TEACHERS THINK I HAVE PROBLEMS DX.......

People have reached a new level of rude. Before it was the stupid of setting the bottle down and saying "refill" without saying what drink, now someone actually handed me the bottle and said "fill it" in a demanding tone. I don't know if you noticed, but you received a dirty look for doing that.

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(Another stand calls on the radio saying a customer is requesting a manger)
"Ooo, dis gon' be some juicy gossip when I go on break!"

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[One of my supervisors], quit asking me to enter the stand when you are changing out the cashier for [stand name]. I like to stand at the window by the cash register in that stand and creepily stare at the cashier as they put their till in the drawer. You can see me just fine from inside the stand. And no, why should it weird me out to creep on the cashier? It's only weird for the guy I'm staring at.

Damn it, that didn't need to happen again, in the worst places too. Stay safe everyone....

People say that your brain is the size of both your fists, so everyone I come in contact with must have really small hands... :/

Aww I'm so happy, dad didn't just bring breakfast - he brought mum back too She's okay! She's really tired, but she looks like she's feeling so much better! I'm so relieved.

Thanks everyone who replied to me. I feel better getting that off my chest.
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Why are you always so like that? Why do you think the world is against you? All I do is try to help, try to make an effort to be a part of your life, but you act like I'm a liar and don't care. Listen, I care for all my friends. All. Of. Them. Including you. At first I felt bad for you, and tried to help you, but you still are like this. I just want to help, and you won't let me. I'm at the point where I think I need to change my attitude.
Also, I don't think you realize how much you're hurting me. Just because you're constantly like that doesn't mean that I am too. I have feelings, and you're hurting them.

Beo e de boop e de boop, I want to go to sleep.

god im such a screw up

>is dead
>needs sleep
>on darkspyro typing personal thoughts

It turns out all I really needed was a wake up call.

i remain too stubborn to directly ask for attention wow

Anyone need big snorlax hugz? ;A;

I feel ridiculously lonely and depressed more often than I feel happy.

Quote: seablossom

I feel ridiculously lonely and depressed more often than I feel happy.

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Wow, all you do on Facebook is post things like "OMG TEXTING MAH BF <333333333~~~~~~~!!!!", repost all those stupid love quotes or whatever, and moan about how "OMG LONELY" you are. As if you even know what the hell that feels like you ****ing spoiled brat. You have people surrounding you all the time, you're friends with nearly everyone for some reason I can't begin to comprehend, you get away with everything, you have more guy friends (and probably boyfriends) than Taylor Swift and you're only 14 or so, and you always have a friend who's willing to comfort you.

Yet you have the audacity to continuously post about how lonely you feel. Disgusting little ****.

I'd unfriend you if it weren't for the fact you'd notice and if I did I'd STILL see your crap because all my friends will either comment on it or like it. It'll show up either way. Good thing I don't go on FB too much anymore.

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Trust me, I highly dislike him as well, but why do you keep saying "OMG HES DISGUSTING" yet go hang out with him 24/7?

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I'm glad you guys are talking to me, it's been lifting my mood a bit

Darn kids running around the store, occasionally ripping things up. Well at least I did get an uncommon Sonic character doll though :3.
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I want to revise a crappy barely plotted story for awhile now. Just to afraid for stuff. I also need to finish another one that I never finished because that is when that piece of crap froze on me for a while.
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(irl at school)
Look good friend of mine, I don't wish to have this "Night life" that you call it. I don't wish to do so because it makes me feel terrible. Whenever I say "no" you throw a depression fit over something you should have completely thought of what the other person would say or do. Also, I understand you love me and all but, I don't feel the same towards you, like I said weeks ago "I only consider you a friend nothing more, nothing less.", that and my heart belongs to someone else thank you.
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(A person that is normally at school)
Dang girl, you are a different person when at home. (From the stories she told to the group) Marshmellow wars, tape pranks, Backyard fun time, Scaring the crap out of people in your tree, you are just random when outside of school!

(Warning, cheesy and childish level in the message below is VERY high, most of it is a waste of time )

I have NO idea how and why, but I'm really really happy. I wanna spread it to everyone. I don't care if I'm childish, I just wanna be silly and be nice. It's hard to describe, but I don't care about the purpose of my life right now, it feels like right now it's about giving to others, not what I recieve, it's not just about myself, I just want happiness everywhere. I feel like I can accomplish stuff. That things are fine. That I'll keep running. Keep improving, I can be me! I like me! I'm not a stuff up, I'll keep going and never give up!

This is so random, but I feel like being crazy, I feel so. Happy! I'M HAPPY AGAIN. I haven't been this happy in forever! I feel like who I was before 'boohoo' me came, but happier! I don't care what others may think of me, at least I try! And I'll keep on trying! If people think I'm weird or whatever, I don't care! I'll be there for my friends, I just want them to be happy! I promise with my heart that I'll try to put you all before me and never let this rubbish happen again.

I freaking love you guys ;___; Thank you for everything.

This is so random, cheesy and somethig you'd expect from a childrens' small anime character, but I don't care. I love being this happy. I can stay up all night.

@crystalhero

I'm so happy for you! And I'm glad your mum's okay *hugs* Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

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Quote: Jaggedstar

@crystalhero

I'm so happy for you! And I'm glad your mum's okay *hugs* Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

Thank you so much J-Star *Hugs tightly* I AGREE, BEING CHILDISH IS HEAPS FUN >:3
And I think My mother coming back helped me be happy a lot too, I wasn't expecting she'd ACTUALLY come back today!

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Jaggedstar

Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

THIS MENG O

YIPPEEE! *hugs*

I miss living somewhere with little humidity. *sigh*

Pumpkin Party in Sea Hitler's Water Apocolypse is best song

i am bored

Quote: Jaggedstar

@crystalhero

I'm so happy for you! And I'm glad your mum's okay *hugs* Who gives about being childish?? STAY HAPPY AND AWESOME AND HAPPY AND BUBBLY!!

This.
Also I'm not sure if by "Anime character" you meant your avatar, because that character was in video games.

That... might not have been a good idea. And I don't think either one of us got anything out of it. We really should get out of each other's lives, maybe?