darkSpyro

I FOUND THE OPACITY! AFTER ALL MY DAYS ON SAI!

[not for anyone hear]
i really felt "out of the band" this morning. y'all can't stand me can ya. maybe ill have a chance to prove myself, that i can be enjoyable to be around. ive made you people laugh plenty of times. i guess im just not in your "private world" of stuffs. in all it acctully sounds pritty boring when i say it like that
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i love being right, and i was able to predict everything that just happened.

I'm genuinely honored that you trust me this much.

In these days I found my other self, that is: my dark side. It frightens me to know that is still inside of me. Knowing that this is a past that I've always wanted to forget, but still haunts me even in my dreams and nightmares.

As if for this time I need my dark side to favor me in something. My question is, why until this time (in my 19 years)? Well, something I will have to do. And if anything, I'll have to auto-stop me, before committing an irreparable mistake forever.

I don't understand why I sit back and endure this suffering instead of doing something smart like dying.

Oh yeah.

Love makes you do stupid things.

In all honesty, she is the ONLY thing I have left anymore. I never quite thought I could lose it all, but somehow I did. I can't give up. I can't hurt her like that.

Masquerain~~

Quote: VespiDragon8

In these days I found my other self, that is: my dark side. It frightens me to know that is still inside of me. Knowing that this is a past that I've always wanted to forget, but still haunts me even in my dreams and nightmares.

As if for this time I need my dark side to favor me in something. My question is, why until this time (in my 19 years)? Well, something I will have to do. And if anything, I'll have to auto-stop me, before committing an irreparable mistake forever.

I haven't seen my dark side in awhile. I feel it threatening me though. In time... In time...

I'm scared to approach you. I don't think that's normal. Why do you hate us? Are we at a dismal level of intelligence compared to you? I'm scared, really. I cannot find a way to get to you.

Well, I admit it: I'm avoiding you. I tried getting help from you and you sent me on my way, naked. I understand you were in a bad mood but it seems to be worsening. Unless this phase ends, I'm afraid I don't have the guts to speak to you unless you approach me.

Did that go well or not? I really have no idea.

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Stop shoving food down my throat. Please. I know I may be underweight, I know I am physically weak, but your constant forcing of me to consume is starting to hurt me. Please stop. I will eat when I am hungry.

Why does everyone think its okay to pick on me and nobody else?

I think... I may possibly be slowly becoming a pegasister.
Today at school I've been singing the 'Morning in Ponyville' song in my head, and it made me be in a real positive mood. To be honest if I wasn't in that mood, today would've been a pretty bad day. That song just makes me so positive and happy.

Thank you MLP FIM ;A;

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Mind blown moment:

In the episode 'As seen on TV' Mr Krabs gets angry at Squidward for getting too much stuff for the KK advert, and one of his complaints was:
"- A SECOND Krusty Krab!?"
But he made a second one in the movie.
I know by then he could probably afford it and it would benefit him more and give him profit.. BUT STILL D: D: D:

Just stay the hell away, you've caused enough trouble.

I'm not in a bad mood and there's no reason to avoid me. It was just a disagreement.

Hmm.. I'd really like to say something, but I'm not sure how to say it. I'm affraid I may offend the person.
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I feel like deleting myself or time travel back to the beginning of the year.

Why does everything I say make me feel like an arrogant *****? Why can't I just say anything other than stuff about ME?

I tell you i'm not eating because i'm dieting and you encourage me.
I tell you i'm not eating because i'm upset or not hungry and you get angry at me.

What the hell. No. Just stop.

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Are you avoiding me? ;__;

I'm shocked you actually did it, you nearly never do.

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I've never been this stressed in my life.

>____> WOW THE ULTIMATE FAIL
I did the wrong page for Math Homework
No wonder i got all the answers wrong....

I know how much you hated such people. Hopefully your views have changed since then, otherwise my mom and I are going to have severe problems with you in the future.

After all...how can you hate us?

ARE YOU PISSING KIDDING ME! YOU GO AHEAD AND STEAL MY ART!?!? HELL ****ING NO! Remove that worthless edit of data NOW!

The plastic bags I use as garbage bags for my small garbage can kept falling into the garbage can. The solution? Some office clamps! ^.^;

You guys really are my second family. If this place was taken away from me I couldn't live with myself.

Man, track was difficult today... I had a 30 minute "jewel" run through the woods, meaning your individual miles should take no longer than 9 minutes to complete. The woods are scary and it gets dark in some parts, and the fresh vegetation didn't help so although I did the workout successfully, I must admit that I did get nervous and I had panicked in some parts. I was alone going in but thankfully a friend joined me out. After that, we had 3 200-meter sprints, which are 1/16th of a mile each. I went pretty hard on those as well, being I stayed ahead of varsity today and I was able to breathe through my nose directly after the run. Something tells me I can run harder, but the burn I feel in my legs is the same since I started. My only enemy is lactic acid, really.

Instead of lying to yourself, why don't you ask?

SERIOUSLY!!! I THOUGHT THE INK BLOT LOOKED LIKE A BUNNY ON A POGO STICK!! HOW IS TAHT SO FUNNY???!!
The whole class laughed and my teacher said "Damian, you are weirder than i thought"

I must say, I've felt far happier this year than I ever have, so far.

But yet at the same time I'm still afraid and depressed.

I mustn't panic.

"i'm not sure why she was banned, maybe someone abused their powers..."

Well, what did you expect with the fact most people are moderators and quite a few owners?

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I get you're obsessed with __ (rather not say). No need to keep saying it over and over and mentioning it when I mention any other class, sheesh.

Oh crap, hopefully this storm isn't too bad.

do I have to pick up this **** that isn't even mine but, I blamed for it any ****ing way?

I do not know if I should have put this on "Random thought" topic, but I guess this is personal observation after all. I have recently noticed that people have unnecessary needs and urge to always be something and somewhere. I mean sometimes it makes me feel sad for them.

It seems everybody has put their mind-set in reaching robotic goals in life without even sacrificing a moment of thought that why do they want to reach them. I cannot understand the people who set those same goals of different type of relationships and career as a future manager of something. It seems very black-and-white and usually is derived from the peer pressure rather than own personal enlightenment.

So all I have to say is that even though it seems that one should always go on and on forwards in various aspects of life, it can be hazardous. I think that one should always give oneself a moment of calm to think about the main reasons that what does one really want out of one’s life.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Oh crap, hopefully this storm isn't too bad.

It's ironic how this turned out.

I randomly burst out laughing in French class today...

I don't want to order pizza... I have to walk to the store and get it after my long day in school and another hefty workout in track. :/

Oh crap, another storm.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Oh crap, another storm.

Storms are amazing. Just send 'em my way

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Again? Really? Getting tired of this now. Either we're friends, or we're not. Simple.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: spyro and sonic

Oh crap, another storm.

Storms are amazing. Just send 'em my way

That would be quite a long distance ma'am.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: spyro and sonic

Oh crap, another storm.

Storms are amazing. Just send 'em my way

That would be quite a long distance ma'am.

Well you must try, good sir

It's storming here too. :y

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Wow.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: spyro and sonic

Oh crap, another storm.

Storms are amazing. Just send 'em my way XD

This way too! >:O

I actually really wish somebody challenged what I said so I can actually explain my reasoning and have it not fall on deaf ears.

Quote: Wild

I actually really wish somebody challenged what I said so I can actually explain my reasoning and have it not fall on deaf ears.

My family tell me that I talk back too much, and that I'm a "know-it-all"...maybe I could try to put myself to good use for you?

and at the end of the game we got to play minecraft happily ever after THE END

Why must I disappoint so many? This is mighty saddening.

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Goodness, please cease this foolishness! I will not consume anything unless I feel the involuntary need to do so. Nothing can change that.

Damn you people.