darkSpyro

I feel a big emptiness in my heart every day, and I do not know how to fill. There are days I feel a little love, but that is not enough. All my life is normal, but sometimes I hate it, but no reason for suicide, as I have heard other cases that happened. It's something that I have not yet discovered. And I feel a great fear for that, because I do not know if I'll be ready for that.

I don't quite feel like myself anymore. I feel like I've been replaced with something much darker and much more angry.

Well sheeeesh, if you guys dislike me than you can least let me know so I can improve.

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You guys are giving owner and moderator positions out like it's ****ing candy. I left for two days and you gave three more people owner and almost EVERYONE mod. There were hardly any members left.

It's not my chat and all but damn. At least since I've known you and her for years now I'm an owner too, so they can't touch me and only you two can, but what if they abuse and neither of you are on? There were two owners before, and me and her could handle it fine...

Just wait. By next week I guarantee nearly everyone will be owner and there won't be a single member or maybe even mod position left. Heck, you might even start giving main owner out too...
Although I do only go there to talk to you two, so I guess as long as they can't touch me I'm okay. But once you give main owner to everyone, that's when I'll have a problem.

I think you trust people far too easily.

(not directed to anyone here)

Why the hell did you do that? *****, our friendship is completely done with. You dare ask me what I'm getting my Mom for Mothers Day, then ****ing laugh at me because I started to cry. You knew damn well that she died. Did you say that because I was in a good mood, I'll never know. Stay the **** away from me and never come back. You're a heartless *****, and to think I called you my friend.

WOW. Well, that was uterly embarrassing. At church, me and my cousin were asked to do communion. When i turned around to walk to the spot, i ran into the donations podium, making it fall. Yep, what a clumsy fool i is.

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WOW. Well, that was uterly embarrassing. At church, me and my cousin were asked to do communion. When i turned around to walk to the spot, i ran into the donations podium, making it fall. Yep, what a clumsy fool i is.

I've done that. Not nice.

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WOW. Well, that was uterly embarrassing. At church, me and my cousin were asked to do communion. When i turned around to walk to the spot, i ran into the donations podium, making it fall. Yep, what a clumsy fool i is.

I've done that. Not nice.

And that's when you remember these very important words...

Weights lifted of shoulders, but now have the trouble on whether my parents are ok.
I'm happy that they accepted me, but now I'm troubled by their tears.

DOES THIS MEAN I CAN CALL MYSELF A FRESHMAN?

When i say that America is the stupidest country, why does everyone at school look at me weird. I have my own opinion. Now, lets see exactly WHY i hate the so called 'Murica.
1. We are first in a lot of things. For Ex, First in Rape, Teen pregnancies, McDonalds resturauntes, and other things
2. The government isn't for the people, its for money.
3. They say that people have a say, yet you say one thing the government doesn't like and they`re all over you
4. They say you have the freedom of religion, yet old times, the Mormons were frowned by the rest of America.
5. The government hides many things from the public.
6. You can't trust the government with all the scandals.
7. There is still segregation in the South.
8. We are scared of anything not like us. Americans thought lower of the African Americans because of their skin color. During Immigration, they made it extremely hard for Asians to get in the country because they don't look like the "average" american.
9. We are the bullys of the world. We forced Japan to open trading routes with us. This later on, hurt us as it was a cause for them bombing Pearl Harbor.
10. In the old days, we could force any law and we expected the whole world to follow it.
11. We ignore a car bombing in Iraq during the Boston Bombing. I shouldn't say only, but only 3 people were killed. yes, 144 were injured. My social studies teacher told me that this is because a car bombing is a common occurance so we don't think it's as bad as something that happens at home.
12. we are extremely racist. They ****ing tackled an Arib man that was running from the Boston Bombing because they thought he was the bomber. They had no proof and only did it because of his nationality. Lets see, i think no matter what nationality you are, you will run for your life if a bomb goes off near you.
13. We blame everyone else. We never blame ourselves.
14. We can't make one single decision because people in Congress are to busy thinking about how it will affect them then it will affect us.
15. We only like things like us. We tried and tried to make sure ever country had the same system as us. We hated the Soviet union (now Russia) because they were Communists.
16. When we had to choice between Taiwan and Communist China for one of the 5 most powerful countries in the world, we chose Taiwan because it had Democacy.

I probably have more too if i felt like typing more.

i still have feelings for you. i hate them, its always to painful. i really hope i didnt fail that assignment just because you were there.
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i still dont know why ive stayed away so much, i have no reason.
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after being gone i feel like i dont fit in anymore, dont know if i ever will again
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i really need to rant about this
dont read if you haven't seen iron man 3 and plan on it

...I just wanna be left alone

I will be waking up early tomorrow to have a nice mug of hot chocolate with marshmellows, eat eggs and waffles, and purchase bacon, which I will eat as well. :3

It doesn't hurt me anymore. So why do ya keep doing it?

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I now understand why you hate me.

Must.Stop.Watching.Digimon.

Quote: CommanderGame

Must.Stop.Watching.Digimon.

NO. DON'T STAHP.

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Quote: CommanderGame

Must.Stop.Watching.Digimon.

NO. DON'T STAHP.

I DUN WAN 2 STAHP

BUTT AI HAV TOOOOOOOO

OMIGAWSH I GOT TOP POST ON PAGE 137 OMG.
Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: crystalhero37

Quote: CommanderGame

Must.Stop.Watching.Digimon.

NO. DON'T STAHP.

I DUN WAN 2 STAHP

BUTT AI HAV TOOOOOOOO

WHAAIAIIIIIIIIIIIIII. D:

Quote: crystalhero37

OMIGAWSH I GOT TOP POST ON PAGE 137 OMG.
Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: crystalhero37

NO. DON'T STAHP.

I DUN WAN 2 STAHP

BUTT AI HAV TOOOOOOOO

WHAAIAIIIIIIIIIIIIII. D:

BCUZ MAI EYES HURT

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: crystalhero37

OMIGAWSH I GOT TOP POST ON PAGE 137 OMG.
Quote: CommanderGame

I DUN WAN 2 STAHP

BUTT AI HAV TOOOOOOOO

WHAAIAIIIIIIIIIIIIII. D:

BCUZ MAI EYES HURT

YOU MUST BE DIGIVOLVING.

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*Mind blown randomly* This is just so hilarious and ironic.

Heh, such a small thing was able to lift my spirit.

There are many reasons I do not like Mondays. It is the only one who really hate it.

Even in the other days I have more work to do and yet I like that.

On Sunday, finishing the weekend, are very great. It is this radical change of weekend to Monday that I do not like.

Okay, something cool for every day, even on Monday, are the breakfasts.

You go on about being depressed because you're single and your mum tells you to do chores. You say you want to kill yourself because of TWO *****es at school giving you a hard time. Do you know what depression is? Obviously not, because you're always laughing, always out with your friends. You're 12. Younger than me. You don't need a boyfriend yet. An your mum had two other kids besides you, so of course she's gonna want you to help her!! SOME people go through much worse things than you. I just wish I had the guts to tell you.

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You broke the sound on my laptop! Dammit.

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....Was this my fault?

Am I really that much of a loser? ;__;

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Am I really that much of a loser? ;__;

NO.

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Quote: TorchSheep

Am I really that much of a loser? ;__;

You are not a loser!

trust me ur not torchsheep

Quote: TorchSheep

Am I really that much of a loser? ;__;

Don't say that, because you're NOT a loser.

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

Nope.... AMY'S MY ROLE-MODEL TOO!

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

Mine's a rabbit.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

Nope, not at all.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

Honestly, Sonic has had a bigger influence on who I am than my parents have.

I know people would scoff at that, but I do feel honest in saying this.

With the latest bout of spam, I feel myself missing the Stuff & Nonsense of about 2 weeks ago. ¬_¬

I hear people ranting about how this site has gone downhill, and they always talk about "the good old days." I feel sad, for I wasn't there to see this site in its former glory. Is this site that bad now? I thought the Internet was full of people like this. Trolling jerks that only care to please themselves, and the few gods of the Internet, that are there to help, not hurt you. Why?

I don't normally get angered by people online but this is pushing me to the limit.

I'll be in a good mood but then I remember that you won't be at our school anymore for my whole high school time and it hits me like a brick.
At least stop mentioning it like you're so happy, please. I'm not, and I don't like hearing about it as if you're happy to leave us. It's rather insulting.

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I'm happy you trust me and like to talk to me about your problems and such. That's not sarcasm either. I'm glad to be the person you can vent to, especially since I agree with everything you say. You listen to me too, so thanks for that.

And if she is really doing that to you after all these years, she needs to stop. Just plain out stop. That's disgusting and hypocritical. Then again, coming from her, what would I expect? She's pretty much the lowest of the low, and yes, I'd say that to her face, because she needs to know what she's doing is flat out wrong. Well, I want to, but won't, since you told me not to.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Is it bad that my biggest role model is a hedgehog?

MY ROLE MODEL IS A MAGICAL OMNIPOTENT WHO HAS A TASTE IN YOUNG GIRLS

I'm not even gonna bother with you sir, it's not worth my time.

DO YOU KNOW WHY I ACT LIKE A CRAZY IDIOT!!?? DO YOU KNOW WHY I ACT LIKE I SHOULD BE IN A METAL HOSPITAL?! ITS BECAUSE THAT HOW I KEEP MY ANGER AT BAY. THATS HOW I KEEP YOUR STUPID ASS COMMENTS AND OTHER ****ING COMMENTS FOM BRECHING MY DEFENSES. WHEN I ACT STUPID AND RANDOMLY SPIN AROUND, IT MAKES MY MIND ENPTY. ALL MY EMOTIONAL AND ANGER DISSAPPEAR FROM MU MIND FOR THOSE FEW PRECIOUS SECONDS. SO THAT WHY I ACT THE WAY I ACT. THATS WHO I AM, AN IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, GO **** YOURSELF

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

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TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

No you're not. Don't listen to someone who just insults you like that. Tell Purple(she's back again) to **** off.

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

I honestly think that you're a really nice person. By all means you're not stupid, loud, or rude. You're very friendly and you are a caring person. I think you're a great person, don't let people drag you down, just be you, okay?

Why? This feeling that comes for no reason...I hate it...as much as I have come to realize that people love me here...it's as if this feeling purposely tries to throw me back into feeling alone and scared..Then I don't wanna talk to anyone anymore. Maybe people on the Internet just isn't enough..?

Quote: huge dotd freak

TO EVERYONE ON DARKSPYRO, AND ANYONE UNFOTUNETE ENOUGH TO COME INTO CONTACT WITH ME.
Im so.sorry, I'm stupid, I'm mean, I'm loud, I'm rude, I'm a jerk, and I'm aa downright terrible, fake, human being.
AnPurples right, I'm nothing more then an atention whore.

Stop... I spoke to you only a few times but the conversations we had were rather pleasant. You are not stupid, rude, or ignorant to any extent.