darkSpyro

Feels good, man.

I don't think it's safe to post anything anymore.

i am showing my true self i am free of the chains

It's almost over. This hellish world they've named middle school....It's almost over...and I've survived.

You can come for me when I say you can. Right now, I have to live.

That doesn't even make any sense. Am I simply completely ignored? I already help solve something in a topic, yet, people find the need to solve it themselves and bring the matter up again. I would say that they may have not seen my post, but if they go back to the page to quote something just above my post...I don't see how they could miss it.

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Well that was a really horrible, sickening, life threatening, experience.

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What more can I possibly do?!

Hm, nightmares.

Interesting, fragile little things. But for something so fragile, they can cut deep wounds.

It's hard to say whether or not they do anything to me, these days, beyond typically making me disgusted. But disgust is certainly better than the terror I'd usually feel, or the sick satisfaction others might.

Hm, I shouldn't bother posting when I'm half-asleep. I wonder if I'll look at this post later today and wonder 'Man, why'd I post that?'

But somehow that seems...doubtful.

Not sure if past will help me or harm me....

GGGGGGGGG- Nickelodeon you've spoiled us DDD
*Twitch*
I love how the 'GO' from Super Brawl looks EXACTLY like the one from SSBB. I guess that's the joke though

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Aaaannnd so that's what the picture meant *facepalm* hopefully it didn't offend anyone >.>

In the life the things happen for a reason and have a level:
Great things, unique, very good, good, normal, somewhat depressing or sad, very sad, bad, very bad and the ***** things. Mostly I have felt the ***** things, since I turned 18 years old.
Ironically most of the children I met in my childhood they said that "I want to be older of age", and do whatever they want (ignoring really what is this real life). And now, I say "I want to go back to being a child", and back with my happy life.

I'm not a bad person & I'm not irresponsible with myself, it's just, it's the life that is very unfair with me. But that's why life want everything to be unfair to me, because maybe know that I got the good or great in the end? I doubt it much and probably I would not be alive for that time.

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That doesn't even make any sense. Am I simply completely ignored? I already help solve something in a topic, yet, people find the need to solve it themselves and bring the matter up again. I would say that they may have not seen my post, but if they go back to the page to quote something just above my post...I don't see how they could miss it.

The only reason I brought it back up was because I didn't want to appear as if I couldn't defend myself. If I appear to not be able to do that because I neglected the matter, in a way, I really WOULD be doing that.

It doesn't seem like Zap's gonna respond (he doesn't do that sometimes) and even if he does, I made my point clear enough despite being angry at Zap for what he's been doing recently. I won't respond because I don't want to waste my time arguing over a show with talking animals rather than taking up more time to study for my big test coming up in less than a week. It's out of the ordinary for me to NOT argue about things like that, but it's for a good reason.

So no, I didn't ignore your post. I read every post in that topic but was too angry (see: above^) to consider what I was getting back into by fighting back. It's kind of like when people use the "over 9000" meme, even though its overstayed its welcome. Beating a dead horse, if you will.

I wasn't really directing that at you though...I mean people listen to you more than they listen to me anyway. So if anything I didn't mean this towards you at all.

Oh great, its snowing. Tomorrow its supposed to be cold and rainy. What a wonderful time to have a track meet. And to add to this wonderfullness, i have a huge case of stage fright. Lots of people in blechers watching me run. Thats not scary at all.

YA THAT'S RIGHT I'M GON B SINGING *****ES.

Not like I had much of a choice, we're a boy only team....when you're 11-12 not many boys sing

And I'm the only one that can english properly

But dis song

Locked out of Heaven

How da eff do i sing dat?

Freedom, friendship and food.

GET IN ***** WERE GOING SHOPPING!

Quote: spyro and sonic

Freedom, friendship and food.

tl;dr: Life

Goodness, I must have seriously overestimated how much you really care. This sickens me dearly, but I am somehow relieved. Now it will be quite a bit easier to put that into place.

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I am an expert at this, so don't worry about a single thing. I will not progress any further than you are comfortable with.

Heh heh heh...

How can life come from that which is dead?

That realizaion hurts. I now am fully aware that I am unable to do a damn thing. Maybe that is the reason I have been cast into the shadows.

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: spyro and sonic

Freedom, friendship and food.

tl;dr: Life

Agreed entirely. Those 3 things are all I need to be happy.

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Thank Chaos I only have to do this once more. Sitting in a room for 7½ hours is torture.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: spyro and sonic

Freedom, friendship and food.

tl;dr: Life

Agreed entirely. Those 3 things are all I need to be happy.

And someone you <3

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Huh....I don't sing that bad.My voice isn't so squeaky anymore either!YAYYYY

You complain about your extracurricular activities all the time when they're not canceled... Why the hell did you even join them in the first place then?
I'm probably the only one besides maybe two other people who aren't in an extra after school thing here... ._.

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Keeping us in assigned seats because of something OTHER CLASSES did is such a dick move... And putting me in between two boys who talk a lot and throw pencils at each other all the time and other things was also a dick move... You do let us watch Face Off, which is amazing, but how can I enjoy it while being hit by pencils and not being able to spoil it for my friends and talk about it with them because we're being punished for something we didn't do?
Thanks for ruining that class for me and making me dread it.

Quote: CommanderGame

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Quote: CommanderGame

tl;dr: Life

Agreed entirely. Those 3 things are all I need to be happy.

And someone you <3

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Huh....I don't sing that bad.My voice isn't so squeaky anymore either!YAYYYY

I don't need a bf/gf.


I told you that months ago.>.<

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Quote: spyro and sonic

Agreed entirely. Those 3 things are all I need to be happy.

And someone you <3

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Huh....I don't sing that bad.My voice isn't so squeaky anymore either!YAYYYY

I don't need a bf/gf.


I told you that months ago.>.<

I know.

I'm not gonna be Masterchief V.2.0...don't worry e_e

Quote: CommanderGame

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Quote: CommanderGame

And someone you <3

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Huh....I don't sing that bad.My voice isn't so squeaky anymore either!YAYYYY

I don't need a bf/gf.


I told you that months ago.>.<

I know.

I'm not gonna be Masterchief V.2.0...don't worry e_e

What?

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Quote: spyro and sonic

I don't need a bf/gf.


I told you that months ago.>.<

I know.

I'm not gonna be Masterchief V.2.0...don't worry e_e

What?

Remember that whole "What do you call someone who isn't attracted to either gender?"
"Desperate. "MC
And bla bla bla

Quote: CommanderGame

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Quote: CommanderGame

I know.

I'm not gonna be Masterchief V.2.0...don't worry e_e

What?

Remember that whole "What do you call someone who isn't attracted to either gender?"
"Desperate. "MC
And bla bla bla

Ah yes, he tried so hard to get me a gf.

Shoes

This game is awful but I can't just not finish it.

I'm really worried about you. Please be alright.

man why I so good looking

That document is more disheartening than anything I have ever read. The class list removed 80% of the people at my school and 95% of the reason I would ever look forward to that place. Those were the only people I could call my friends, and the only people who offered company that I enjoyed. Without them, there isn't a single soul out there who treats me as if I have human feelings. This is terrible.

I think the reason I feel so lethargic is that I've gone 7 straight weeks with no break of any sort. Going through an entire term without any sort of break is quite tiring. @.@

>gave us assigned seats in English class a while ago
>asks if i can sit behind friend because other friend who usually sits behind her is absent
>"NOPE GET BACK TO YOUR DAMN SEAT"
>your daughter asks if her friend can sit behind her because that person is absent too
>"OH SURE SWEETIE"

Now that's just biased, unfair, and moronic.
And yeah, I'd say that to your face, twat.

i occupy a certain place
having nothing to say

Ultimate stress attack... I really need to let this out. It's not really worth the read.
*Twitch*
You STILL haven't done anything!? This won't get done in time if you just lounge around! You have the file to our work (why, why, WHY did I agree to that!? Why didn't I make a copy for myself!?) I know these are the holidays and all, but I'd like to get some things done.. like the planning.. I'm the one always calling you I'm the only one that cares about the mark it seems.. Don't you at least care that I really want a good mark for once? This is why I hate working in groups/pairs, it stresses me a whole lot... The school does it TOO much. I take back what I said about the little ammount of effort you put in.. I want a good mark whether you like it or not, so I am willing to do the work if you don't.
(Here I am bashing my friend when I'm on here 24/7)

Uuugghhh.. Then again maybe she's kinda right... these are my holidays and it's supposed to be my break.. but I can't handle an other bad mark, I've been on a roll so far, one horrible mark will probably make me hit rock bottom and make me do really bad again...

Maybe this time I'll just keep up what I'm doing: Do nothing and finish the work on the week we come back....

Quote: spyro and sonic

Freedom, friendship and food.

The 3 f's in life.

I watch the first episode of littlest pet shop...and now I'm addicted. Curse my love for animals!!

Geez I stress too much. I'll get this done, and if I try my best.. it'll be okay.
I can't blame my friend for it all when I have been lazy as well doing nothing..

Next time I'll just ask to go by myself no matter what.

Quote: Bean Sprout

That document is more disheartening than anything I have ever read. The class list removed 80% of the people at my school and 95% of the reason I would ever look forward to that place. Those were the only people I could call my friends, and the only people who offered company that I enjoyed. Without them, there isn't a single soul out there who treats me as if I have human feelings. This is terrible.

School plus loneliness is the worst. I'm really sorry to hear it had to happen to you. I've been experiencing this all year, so I know what it feels like.

Finally this is going away.

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Quote: Bean Sprout

That document is more disheartening than anything I have ever read. The class list removed 80% of the people at my school and 95% of the reason I would ever look forward to that place. Those were the only people I could call my friends, and the only people who offered company that I enjoyed. Without them, there isn't a single soul out there who treats me as if I have human feelings. This is terrible.

School plus loneliness is the worst. I'm really sorry to hear it had to happen to you. I've been experiencing this all year, so I know what it feels like.

Thank you. Although I have yet to experience it (I only saw the list) it is quite disheartening o read it like this.

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I don't know what to say or do..