darkSpyro

Venting, don't bother reading plz c:

I'm gonna find the courage one day. I'm gonna find it because there will be no way for me to hide anymore. I'm gonna find the courage and reveal this part of myself one day.

But today is not that day.

I'm almost there. 6 more weeks. I gotta buckle down and have that new found brand of Targaryen determination. I can do it this time. I know I can.

Dooodleeedoooo.

Why do people say we are meant to be together? Sure we always hang out and are hat buddies. We always go into an alter-reality by me pressing the button on your backpack together. We are best friends. We make each other laugh and I'm always taking your backpack to math class for you. Sometimes you even come to sit with me and Rachel. We are both crazy... Why is middle school so hard

I'm pushed, and thrown, never released to see the light that gives me hope.
One by one, the ones I love, let me go, break my heart, and throw me aside.
Unwanted, put down, I've lost trust on everyone I know.
Never to love, and never to be loved, I feel alone.
Maybe one day though, the one I need, will show.
Hopefully.

I know you are trying to tempt me over to the wrong side, to the wrong crowd. I know what you and your friends are like, and I'd rather spend my time with people who care about me than underage binge drinking and having sex. I know you have feelings for me, I've known that since last year. I've heard the things your little cronies say about my girlfriend, and if you or they ever so much as look at her the wrong way, I will NOT hesitate to strike against you. I don't care about what you think of me, you can't change me, nor will I be forced into a change. Back off.
Or else.

Y'know, what was I thinking? This doesn't matter! I'll just try to enjoy everything.
I don't care how you treat me anymore, treat me like that, I treat you like that! Fair 'n square right? :3

Always be yourself, no matter what.

When people say not to read a rant/venting..

it gets me curious and i read anyways... .-. sorri

I hate these points in time where I want to do something but at the same time I don't.

I hate the responsiblity of having to take care of my teeth >.> i have a small case of ginga vituce. Wonderful.

I don't know anymore.

i feel like you have wronged me in some way, when it is really i who have wronged you. even though i dont know how
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im bugging you, going on all the time. im sorry, but im pritty sure you dont know how a feel. you succeeded on the first try. ive failed twice. and the worse part is, i failed cause im me.....

(Just people at my school) You say you hated being bullied...yet you don't even realize that you're bullying other innocent people.

If you're not willing to change, why should they?

Intriguing. I must know...more of this.

You are driving me insane Evan!!! ARGH You don't have to raise your hand!! Just get up and walk to the line!!! It's not that hard!!

Wow...how in the world did 1 hour turn into 5 hours? Man...I don't think you'll be on for the rest of the night either...

*sighs* Well that sucks. I already miss you a lot whenever I'm at school, but now I miss you even more. I talked to you for an hour..

Lol, now THIS is the CH I wanna be.
Random, pic/gif spammy crazy ol' me.

#KnowsIshouldn'tcarebutohwellI'mhappyANDIWANNASHOWEET.

When you're not here to talk with me I feel like I don't really have a point of staying on here.

Quote: crystalhero37

Lol, now THIS is the CH I wanna be.
Random, pic/gif spammy crazy ol' me.

#KnowsIshouldn'tcarebutohwellI'mhappyANDIWANNASHOWEET.

non-happy CH is an apple

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: crystalhero37

Lol, now THIS is the CH I wanna be.
Random, pic/gif spammy crazy ol' me.

#KnowsIshouldn'tcarebutohwellI'mhappyANDIWANNASHOWEET.

non-happy CH is an apple

Aww :3
Very true, depressed CH is definitely an apple.

Nobody really gives a ****. Not sure if I do now, as a result of that.

Ouch.

Wow, really? That sure did hurt.

I think I should just simmer down the gifs and pics just a bit now...
Okay I regret spamming them now, my internet is REALLY slow.
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I hate doing your assignments.... You've gotta LEARN to do them yourself... I'm really sorry but it's so frustrating doing this.

>"Not a therapist"
>Got a new Skype
>"Needed an escape"

Ok then. I won't bother you anymore.

This is starting to hurt more.

so im an idiot because when the teacher asked what a sonar was i moved my finger in a circle and made dinging sounds.

Error: idgaf.

Oh, it looks like it's that time again...that sad time again...

No need to get between us and talk loudly to her. I like having eardrums that aren't bleeding from your extremely high voice, thanks. I can't avoid you, so I really hope after that you don't bother us even more after that. I'd love to tell you off, but talking to you is like talking to a wall.

A true example of a (modern) gentleman...

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>in math class
>teacher asks someone to give a number to find the square root of
>kid says "69"
>class laughs

WOW 69??!?!?!?? DATS LIEK SO FUNNI AND ORIGNUL LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL XDDDDDDDDDD

My friend joined today. PREPARE FOR THE ANIME BOMB! READY YOUR WEAPONS! PREPARE FOR THE WEBSITE APOCALYPSE!!!!!!!!!!

Did I do something..?

Ohh...I'm worrying again..

I find it funny how the entire skylanders section has longer posts than anything on S&N

You will all just watch me
Caring as little as you always do
As I hatch a devious plan
Unkown, but massive
One that will lead
To my fall, my demise
But ultimately
I will be on top
I will be truly victorious
A perfect execution, in more ways than one
The ultimate passive ploy
Making a mark in all the right places
My physical destruction is but a mere step
A required setback
One so minor
Because one can still do so much
When they aren't alive.

So what am I waiting for?
I've got the tools, I've got the plan
Any waiting now is only cowardly.
But even if
My plan is so clever
It still is quite sad
That in order to accomplish my goal
One that should not be too difficult to achieve
Just to make an impact
To make an effect on the world
It must come to my downfall
My elimination

My death.

Quote: DragonCamo

I find it funny how the entire skylanders section has longer posts than anything on S&N

It has quite of few of word-smart 30 Year olds ._.

I know it will happen. I can feel it. I don't know when, but I know it will come for me, and I'll be unable to stop it...even if I wanted to.

I am Super High School Level DONE WITH YOUR ****

Uh oh.

Quote: Spyrobaro

I hate you, math.

I hate you so ****ing much.

Doesn't everyone?

Holy omergeez that made me laugh a lot.

Quote: Bean Sprout

You will all just watch me
Caring as little as you always do
As I hatch a devious plan
Unkown, but massive
One that will lead
To my fall, my demise
But ultimately
I will be on top
I will be truly victorious
A perfect execution, in more ways than one
The ultimate passive ploy
Making a mark in all the right places
My physical destruction is but a mere step
A required setback
One so minor
Because one can still do so much
When they aren't alive.

So what am I waiting for?
I've got the tools, I've got the plan
Any waiting now is only cowardly.
But even if
My plan is so clever
It still is quite sad
That in order to accomplish my goal
One that should not be too difficult to achieve
Just to make an impact
To make an effect on the world
It must come to my downfall
My elimination

My death.

You know, that offer to talk is still open...

The one thing I absolutely need is annoyingly out of my reach.