darkSpyro

There comes a point when watching this fails to be amusing.

hooray where back there again! [eye roll] oh well, its just another weekend of me trying to get you to tell me what i want to know. it could be worse, i just wish youd tell be sooner

Quote: Spyrobaro

I was actually feeling kinda confident in myself before this.

It's ****ing sad that such a small thing caused so much pain.

Aww. :c *hugs*

I finally told you some of the things that have been haunting me, and the things that have been chipping away at our bond, because our bond was strengthen by us opening our hearts.

But telling you what I told you doesn't feel good at all. It's supposed to be good to get things off of your chest, but telling you something like that can never feel good.

The meaning of life is to let other people live their own respective lives and you live your own life. This is one in a who-knows chance to expercience life in this universe of ours, so we must use it to maximum benefit without violence and useless quarrels between each other.

Okay, I'm certain these Ash avatars are making me stupid or something

Hm, possibly loving a fictional character?

Sure, why not?

Quote: wspyro

Quote: Spyrobaro

i hate most of you UGH

*if you think this is about you there's a 99.99% chance it isn't so calm*

im the .1%

why baro
why

me too.

That was the saddest yet most heart-warming story I've ever read.

I'm done. I'm ****ing done. There isn't anything left. Not a thing. If I just stopped, no one on both conversational dimensions would not care. It isn't worth it. Nothing is.

Jeebuz that was the best written fanfiction I've ever read.. and I haven't even finished reading it.

I jumped off the schools indoor bleachers onto a giant mat.

Yeah. I don't feel "loved", and instead of talking about it to me you instead threaten sending me into adoption.

What is your secret message

There isn't a single reason for continuing. My only bit of pleasure has become a rampaging mound of assholes. No one gives a damn about my accomplishments, as they will get me nowhere but a place of mere stability.

But could I do it? Is it possible to pull this out, when my certain theoretical path dictates that I won't be able to start over?

I must wake up at 5:45. It's 11:31 and I'm darkSpyroing...

It's good to have you back.

I've been a lot happier and more myself, with you around. Then there's been other friends that have really cheered me up. It's nice to think I'm not really alone anymore.

(That wasn't directed at anyone above)

Thank yo so much for vigilantly sticking with me. I know I may have made you want to ditch me, but you kept on with it, when I offered little to nothing in return. You have no idea how much I appreciate that.

Well, looks like I'll never be able to play that game...
*Le' sigh*, oh well..
._.
Back to Pokemon for now!

You wrote something a while ago that mentioned you felt lonely. I hope I helped change that.

Oh my, look at the time!

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That is you, isn't it?

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Oh, so it was me...

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I can't even cry anymore.

Quote: Spyrobaro

it's almost four in the morning and i want to sleep BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE OF THIS PAIN IT'S STILL THERE GAH

the PAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN

Hmmm.. you're definitely changing in personality and behaviour.
I know it's not any of my business, but I am quite shocked.. not in the good way.

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Not one Ash avatar will suit me for more than 50 seconds.
Ever.

Thats just great. now its blown a hole in my already fragile self-confidence, which i no longer have

Today's going to leave me feeling miserable, empty, and insignificant...

Wild got an avatar. It's the apocalypse. ;~;

please don't read this

I'm trying, SO hard, to be happy for you. Really, I am. Not just happy that you're happy, but to not appear miserable about other things in front of you.

Thing is, I'm holding back so much bitterness. If it weren't for the fact that I truly love you, I'd have lost my patience a long time ago. I wouldn't do this for anyone else. I try to ignore all of the neglect you cast upon me. All of the times I feel forgotten. I tell myself that if I do that and wait for some kind of better future alongside you, things will be better, better than they ever were between us.

How long do I have to keep waiting though? Or am I supposed to let all of the harsh facts out one day? Because I don't want to do the latter. Yet, I don't know how much longer my heart can handle this. If everything else in my life was good, I might be handling this better. But that's not the case.

Why am I still here.

WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?

You have no idea how I feel right now.... I don't know why you say those things, but, I... I really can't anymore, Or maybe I'm just a ****ing idiot, yeah, I'm pretty sure that's it. If only she was there, my only chance of having a somewhat normal childhood, ha, I'm so foolish. God, I don't understand people, these emotions, anything.

It's good to have the apartment clean. Except for the part where my back hurts. <.>

spyro and sonic whyyyy
spyro and sonic whyyyy
spyro and sonic whyyyy
i like sonic nowwww

That went better than expected.

It's good to know that sometimes bad things and very bad, there is something hidden that is good. The hard part is knowing how to use it.

Generally my life has been more with bad and very bad things, so it's a habit. The sad thing about that is occurring with my family, but when I'm with my IRL friends and their families, everything is the opposite.

I've just realized you aren't suited for this job at all. You're WAY to sensitive to have half the forum.

I`m coming home, i`m coming home
Tell the world i`m coming home
Let the rain, wash away
all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
and they`ve forgiven my mistakes
I`m coming home, i`m coming home
tell the world i`m coming home...

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Quote: Bravo101

I've just realized you aren't suited for this job at all. You're WAY to sensitive to have half the forum.

This is coming from the guy that *****es about the mods constantly. I doubt you'd do a better job than who you're talking about, Bravo.

These are my personal thoughts, and you have no right to comment on them at all. Go away because I honestly don't care about your opinion nor do I value it.

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Quote: Pixilism

Quote: Bravo101

I've just realized you aren't suited for this job at all. You're WAY to sensitive to have half the forum.

This is coming from the guy that *****es about the mods constantly. I doubt you'd do a better job than who you're talking about, Bravo.

These are my personal thoughts, and you have no right to comment on them at all. Go away because I honestly don't care about your opinion nor do I value it.

Then why did you comment back if you didn't care?

Quote: Bravo101

Quote: Pixilism

Quote: Bravo101

I've just realized you aren't suited for this job at all. You're WAY to sensitive to have half the forum.

This is coming from the guy that *****es about the mods constantly. I doubt you'd do a better job than who you're talking about, Bravo.

These are my personal thoughts, and you have no right to comment on them at all. Go away because I honestly don't care about your opinion nor do I value it.

You're displaying your personal thoughts in here. Where everyone can see them.
You're pretty much asking for them to be acknowledged.