darkSpyro

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Quote: crystalhero37

Welp, I just realised that I am worthless again. I'm horrible at everything, I'm so stupid, I'm so clumsy, people hate me because of my shyness. I don't know why these feelings randomly come, I don't know why I post it everytime. I don't know why I matter.

I hate how I feel the need to post this. I don't want to bother trying if I know I'll be a failure.

Tbh, I'm not full on depressed, just ultimately confused.. again.

you are not worthless, stupid, or clumsy. the only person that believes this is you. you are amazing person and you will go very far. Im sure i can speak for everyone when i say this, but nobody hates you. Alot of people in the world are shy, and nobody hates them for that because its normal to be shy. Most people are, they just try to hide it, while others may not be able to hide it but nobody hates anybody over that. you really shouldn't put yourself down, you are a amazing person and im honored to have met you.

Thank you ZIU, this truly did help me feel better. In fact, I'm lucky to have a friend like you myself.

I'm just feeling like a fail of life randomly, I don't know how in any way I'm amazing, but once again thank you.

Quote: crystalhero37

I'm just feeling like a fail of life randomly, I don't know how in any way I'm amazing, but once again thank you.

I know that feel, used to happen to me all the time. Just think and focus on things you're good at. Also think very carefully about your relationships with others, I promise you'll realize you mean more to them than you think.

*Hugs everybody tightly*
Thank you so much ;_____; You guys.. have helped me so much. You have no idea how greatful and thankful I am to have you all.

What you guys said.. it means a lot to me. I really have no idea what to say other than saying 'thank you' a thousand more times.

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Next time you'r online, please take five seconds of your precious life to say hi to me. Unless you're busy with your other best friend--OP!!There it is! I sound like a frikin' eight-year-old, wanting her wittle best fwiend back. I thought we were closer than twin sisters. You can just TELL me. You have no idea how much you hurt me, arsehole. And yet, I still love you like a sister. Why, life?! Whyyyyy.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Woah woah, are you okay??? What's wrong?

Quote: crystalhero37

Quote: Jaggedstar

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Woah woah, are you okay??? What's wrong?

Liars EVERYWHERE.

Nice to know you still care. You actually made my next gazillion days. Thanks

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I vote crystalhero37 for being the bestest friend ever on this site

Well...that was inspiring. When you get a PM where someone slaps you into submission...no...that actually helped. He's right. What have I been doing to myself? I'm in a constant pattern. I wake up, feel magnificent, then go to a topic like this and completely blow the feeling away. I become sad again.
The reality is, I'm fine, sure I say stuff that gets me in a bad mood but is that stuff happening now? OF COURSE NOT! So what is there to be sad about?! I came to this site joyous and happy, then turned myself into this thing of pure depression. That's not who I am! That's not who I want to be! I want to be the user I was when I was first here! The way I used to act! Which was the complete opposite from the way I act now! I WILL force myself out of this cage I've been stuck in! I WILL go back to being the old me! Heck for the first half of the day yesterday I was already acting like myself! I should keep it that way!!

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Oh yeah..that felt good. *snickers*

Seriously?
Why are you doing this?
You come here asking us what kind you should get?!
What is wrong with you??
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That felt good just to let out. e.e

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I STILL hate you, Spring!!!

I know the secret to making people happy.

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

I recently got word now that no matter what you do, you'll never get staff. Only one staff member can even stand you, let alone be your friend and want to work with you, so there is just no possibility. Part of me wants to tell you this but I know it'll just ruin you and give you no motivation to try to improve yourself. And I know the threat of eventually being banned probably isn't enough for you. I want to be your friend (and I still am), but you can't go on doing this and acting this way about it. People are simply going to turn on you.

Just get your **** together.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

the mobile rendering

it hurts

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Jaggedstar

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

the mobile rendering

it hurts

Lol, but the videos are worth it.

bubbles~~

If you would have listened to me, you wouldn't be where you are now. All the freakin time I spent talking to you, you went and did that. I don't have that kind of money to get you out. The phone call I got practically threw me over the edge. I have enough problems of my own, and you went and did that? Just sit there and think about what I told you, and when you get out, I will be the first to say to you, I TOLD YOU SO !

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Quote: Jaggedstar

I vote crystalhero37 for being the bestest friend ever on this site

I second this.

Aww you guys... you two are way more amazing friends than me ;A;

Quote: crystalhero37

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Jaggedstar

I vote crystalhero37 for being the bestest friend ever on this site

I second this.

Aww you guys... you two are way more amazing friends than me ;A;

No waaaaay

please... just..... stop..... leave me alone....... don't follow me..........

I do not like being wet and today I got very wet.

ROCHESTER WEATHER, Y U NO MAKE UP MIND?! Eh, I'm just complaining. It's not that big of a deal. Pretty funny, though. @.@

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I do not like being wet and today I got very wet.

That's what she said!

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Quote: spyro and sonic

I do not like being wet and today I got very wet.

That's what she said!

Smosh wouLd be proud of you.

As of tomorrow I'll have been here a year.

Oh man I LOVE that feel I get when I run off the bus at the end of the day since I despise all of you... Disgusting, filthy pigs. Most of you don't even do anything to me personally and the ones that do only do it once in a while and it isn't even bad at all, but yet I still despise being the same race as you stupid mules... Yes, I often hear what you're talking about through my headphones because you love screaming, and it's sick. Don't you know how to act humane? And making fun of the mentally disabled kid for something you (YES I SEE YOU ****ERS ALL THE TIME DOING THAT) do yourselves, which is apparently a-okay then?

I truly cannot describe how much fury and disgust you fill me with. Doesn't the zoo ever close?

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how come you dislike that one girl for being self-centered but yet when we finished the group skit instead of doing as I planned and getting the rest of the group's approval and changed whatever they wanted to you said "nah i think it's fine" and printed it?

great. just ****ing great. now i have my internet on my computer back so i can post on here. but my ipad is still busted. i luckly have all my songs on itunes on the computer and my apps i can always download on my phone but my pics will be gone. and all thats ****ing wrong is that the screen is strected and i cant read anything. my computer is slower than molasses going up hill in the winter time. its sad when your so los because you dont have an ipad. but it was part of my daily routine.

Overall these past 12 months were the best of my life, even with all the pain they brought.

Why is it that so many local commercials in Rochester have issues with sound mixing? Even Kalispell, MT seemed to do a better job. <.<;

I hate headaches..
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aaaaaaaaaaha so anxious

I'm not even mad. So why am I acting like this?

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I definitely hope the end of the year will not make our friendship cease to exist. You and that guy are the only ones that I actually find it a treat to see.

Smiling is free! It's a cost effective use of your time!

This game is making me laugh so much

Right now I'm seriously feeling like leaving this stupid place. I've grown some fear of even posting, afraid I'm going to get jumped at any second, or something like that. And in the site's defense, that's more me than anything else. I got what I wanted, I'm aloud to be happy on here again without worrying about that anymore, but I've still grown a fear that I'm going to do something stupid. So when anyone makes a response to something that makes me feel like an idiot, I get overly sensitive about it. On top of that, it feels like sometimes there isn't much to stay for. Yes, this site is a good source of entertainment and hearing and seeing how users here can act makes me want to stay, because a lot of people here are really nice. But I don't feel like my existence really matters, which it dosen't, here or irl. I've stayed this long without going insane from boredom because of the chance to talk to Randy and Blacky, and a few others. One of my old best friends hardly gets on anymore because of school, and even then we don't talk about much. My old best friend on the entire internet left over six months ago because of me, and even though we're talking again, she dosen't want to come back to darkspyro because, well, why should she? Me and Sapphire never talk on here anymore, we talk on skype. Most of the friends on here I've ever had either don't come on anymore or don't talk to me anymore. Yet I'm still here because I do find some comfort in lurking around, and while I'm terrified of posting, I manage to do it anyway, just to try to be part of something.

So I don't know what to do. Think about it, I guess. If I feel much worse, then yeah, I should go.
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Spring break sucks. It's the most boring break ever for people like us, who don't have friends who want us to go out and hang out with. No, we sit in the house doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over until the break ends.

Quote: wanderist

Right now I'm seriously feeling like leaving this stupid place. I've grown some fear of even posting, afraid I'm going to get jumped at any second, or something like that. And in the site's defense, that's more me than anything else. I got what I wanted, I'm aloud to be happy on here again without worrying about that anymore, but I've still grown a fear that I'm going to do something stupid. So when anyone makes a response to something that makes me feel like an idiot, I get overly sensitive about it. On top of that, it feels like sometimes there isn't much to stay for. Yes, this site is a good source of entertainment and hearing and seeing how users here can act makes me want to stay, because a lot of people here are really nice. But I don't feel like my existence really matters, which it dosen't, here or irl. I've stayed this long without going insane from boredom because of the chance to talk to Randy and Blacky, and a few others. One of my old best friends hardly gets on anymore because of school, and even then we don't talk about much. My old best friend on the entire internet left over six months ago because of me, and even though we're talking again, she dosen't want to come back to darkspyro because, well, why should she? Me and Sapphire never talk on here anymore, we talk on skype. Most of the friends on here I've ever had either don't come on anymore or don't talk to me anymore. Yet I'm still here because I do find some comfort in lurking around, and while I'm terrified of posting, I manage to do it anyway, just to try to be part of something.

So I don't know what to do. Think about it, I guess. If I feel much worse, then yeah, I should go.
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Spring break sucks. It's the most boring break ever for people like us, who don't have friends who want us to go out and hang out with. No, we sit in the house doing the same thing over and over and over and over and over until the break ends.

i hear ya sister

And with that, I am ever so slightly more free.

Does anyone remember meh?

Quote: Bravo101

Does anyone remember meh?

You weren't gone for long at all... D:

SHADDUP

:'(

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“Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? Well, think about it. Maybe you’re playing a part on a great stage with only yourself as audience.”

MUST WATCH THE MTV AWARDS ON APRIL 14th AT 9:00!!

"Hey, how'd your birthday go?"

*dosen't answer and immediately signs off*

WTF? Is there a problem? You haven't talked to me in two days, your birthday comes, and you do thank me for saying happy birthday, but when I ask how it went you sign off and refuse to talk to me? Fine then.

Maybe he had to go