darkSpyro

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

^Did they like it?????

I think so. I'd practiced about 15 times cause it kept getting delayed. @.@

Quote: HIR

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

^Did they like it?????

I think so. I'd practiced about 15 times cause it kept getting delayed. @.@

Wait... What was it about? And congrats, it always feels good to get something that huge off your back.

your attempt at these quotes is very entertaining
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dam you itunes, your so annoying. at least i got the song now
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and of corse after waiting an hour its canceld. oh well
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yep i still have feelings for you

You all say you're there for me, but I feel like none of you care...

aaaaaah my head

don't take your frustrations that have nothing to do with me, out on me.

erghhh. every time i post i think of 20 ridicules ways that sombody could be offended or take it the wrong way. i really wonder if this is a good or bad thing. *sigh*

Ever since the you said something I would never had bought would happen, I was been very discouraged. I cannot even understand why this is happening. It effects everyone in the program and a lot of people will not be in it next year if this happens. I'm just so upset.

Goddammit. I wont be on often until the weekend as i have to use my phone. My ipad is broken nd my internet is done so i wont be until it is fixed.

WTF S and S??????????????????????????????????????? I don't know how to respond... You're too serious!

It's hilarious because she hasn't done anything as bad as some of your idols have.

Quote: Skelamor

You all say you're there for me, but I feel like none of you care...

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Look at my wonderful ipad that broke...

I really don't like you...
Whenever you come around I am attacked by Allergies...
This is very frustrating and uncomfortable for me.
Curse you, Spring!

i forgot what comes after autumn

You can just ask me to do what you currently wish for.
Are you afraid of me? No?
Do you feel that I will see you in a different way?
Why?

I STILL hate you....
*CoughcoughSPRINGcough*

This is the happiest I've felt on here since February 2012. Wow. I guess people were right...the things that caused some sort of pain really did change me for the worse. Others had said I was too serious and down all the time...when the first time I joined here I was apparently a really playful and joyful user...Have certain events or people really changed me that much? To the point where I was no longer a joyous person?

Bioshock Infinite spoilers.

Why the universe hates me. Why the world wants to make me a bad person. When I try to do things well and right, everything goes very wrong, and when I see cheaters or bad people, to them, the things go very well. And I know that when I'm a bad person, it is as if my life was perfect. But I do not want that, I do not want to be evil and be a cheater, sometimes, I want to be in another life. But you, life, you want me to continue in this. For what? Remain a failed and that all goes very wrong with me and my family.

If this is the dark or secondary law of the life, I prefer to kill myself, and not to suffer in this damn world.

Well that was a lot to finally get out.

I wonder if anyone noticed that I just changed my avatar like 10 times.

Quote: spyro and sonic

I wonder if anyone noticed that I just changed my avatar like 10 times.

I probably would've if I hadn't logged off.

Apparently I slept through a bad thunderstorm last night. Seems I cannot be woken easily.

even listening to this song doesn't help. i don't know why i feel like this, i don't like it

Welp, I just realised that I am worthless again. I'm horrible at everything, I'm so stupid, I'm so clumsy, people hate me because of my shyness. I don't know why these feelings randomly come, I don't know why I post it everytime. I don't know why I matter.

I hate how I feel the need to post this. I don't want to bother trying if I know I'll be a failure.

Tbh, I'm not full on depressed, just ultimately confused.. again.

Quote: crystalhero37

Welp, I just realised that I am worthless again. I'm horrible at everything, I'm so stupid, I'm so clumsy, people hate me because of my shyness. I don't know why these feelings randomly come, I don't know why I post it everytime. I don't know why I matter.

I hate how I feel the need to post this. I don't want to bother trying if I know I'll be a failure.

Tbh, I'm not full on depressed, just ultimately confused.. again.

you are not worthless, stupid, or clumsy. the only person that believes this is you. you are amazing person and you will go very far. Im sure i can speak for everyone when i say this, but nobody hates you. Alot of people in the world are shy, and nobody hates them for that because its normal to be shy. Most people are, they just try to hide it, while others may not be able to hide it but nobody hates anybody over that. you really shouldn't put yourself down, you are a amazing person and im honored to have met you.

Quote: zook it up

Quote: crystalhero37

Welp, I just realised that I am worthless again. I'm horrible at everything, I'm so stupid, I'm so clumsy, people hate me because of my shyness. I don't know why these feelings randomly come, I don't know why I post it everytime. I don't know why I matter.

I hate how I feel the need to post this. I don't want to bother trying if I know I'll be a failure.

Tbh, I'm not full on depressed, just ultimately confused.. again.

you are not worthless, stupid, or clumsy. the only person that believes this is you. you are amazing person and you will go very far. Im sure i can speak for everyone when i say this, but nobody hates you. Alot of people in the world are shy, and nobody hates them for that because its normal to be shy. Most people are, they just try to hide it, while others may not be able to hide it but nobody hates anybody over that. you really shouldn't put yourself down, you are a amazing person and im honored to have met you.

Thank you ZIU, this truly did help me feel better. In fact, I'm lucky to have a friend like you myself.

I'm just feeling like a fail of life randomly, I don't know how in any way I'm amazing, but once again thank you.

Quote: crystalhero37

I'm just feeling like a fail of life randomly, I don't know how in any way I'm amazing, but once again thank you.

I know that feel, used to happen to me all the time. Just think and focus on things you're good at. Also think very carefully about your relationships with others, I promise you'll realize you mean more to them than you think.

*Hugs everybody tightly*
Thank you so much ;_____; You guys.. have helped me so much. You have no idea how greatful and thankful I am to have you all.

What you guys said.. it means a lot to me. I really have no idea what to say other than saying 'thank you' a thousand more times.

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Next time you'r online, please take five seconds of your precious life to say hi to me. Unless you're busy with your other best friend--OP!!There it is! I sound like a frikin' eight-year-old, wanting her wittle best fwiend back. I thought we were closer than twin sisters. You can just TELL me. You have no idea how much you hurt me, arsehole. And yet, I still love you like a sister. Why, life?! Whyyyyy.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Woah woah, are you okay??? What's wrong?

Quote: crystalhero37

Quote: Jaggedstar

Great. I KNEW nobody cared. Well, **** it. I'll be staying in my room today.

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I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

Woah woah, are you okay??? What's wrong?

Liars EVERYWHERE.

Nice to know you still care. You actually made my next gazillion days. Thanks

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I vote crystalhero37 for being the bestest friend ever on this site

Well...that was inspiring. When you get a PM where someone slaps you into submission...no...that actually helped. He's right. What have I been doing to myself? I'm in a constant pattern. I wake up, feel magnificent, then go to a topic like this and completely blow the feeling away. I become sad again.
The reality is, I'm fine, sure I say stuff that gets me in a bad mood but is that stuff happening now? OF COURSE NOT! So what is there to be sad about?! I came to this site joyous and happy, then turned myself into this thing of pure depression. That's not who I am! That's not who I want to be! I want to be the user I was when I was first here! The way I used to act! Which was the complete opposite from the way I act now! I WILL force myself out of this cage I've been stuck in! I WILL go back to being the old me! Heck for the first half of the day yesterday I was already acting like myself! I should keep it that way!!

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Oh yeah..that felt good. *snickers*

Seriously?
Why are you doing this?
You come here asking us what kind you should get?!
What is wrong with you??
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That felt good just to let out. e.e

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I STILL hate you, Spring!!!

I know the secret to making people happy.

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

i hate seeing you like this. you of all people shouldn't feel like this. it pains me too see you sad. i don't blame you , you have the right to feel however you want, i just wish there was more i could do
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great, another bullet. it is so painful, knowing im not good enough. once is bad, twice is worse. but three times its too much. And even to be reminded of my failure every single day, its unbearable. i wish you never said yes, its been far to painful. not worth it, have i done somthing wrong? have i done something to deserve this torture? i suppose only i could have this much bad luck, everyones better, and thats just how it will be....

I recently got word now that no matter what you do, you'll never get staff. Only one staff member can even stand you, let alone be your friend and want to work with you, so there is just no possibility. Part of me wants to tell you this but I know it'll just ruin you and give you no motivation to try to improve yourself. And I know the threat of eventually being banned probably isn't enough for you. I want to be your friend (and I still am), but you can't go on doing this and acting this way about it. People are simply going to turn on you.

Just get your **** together.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: X-Treme

I know the secret to making people happy.

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

the mobile rendering

it hurts

Quote: ThroneOfMalefor

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Jaggedstar

Please share.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3IaMyYw4tJw

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GqbgFtKwdHw

the mobile rendering

it hurts

Lol, but the videos are worth it.

bubbles~~

If you would have listened to me, you wouldn't be where you are now. All the freakin time I spent talking to you, you went and did that. I don't have that kind of money to get you out. The phone call I got practically threw me over the edge. I have enough problems of my own, and you went and did that? Just sit there and think about what I told you, and when you get out, I will be the first to say to you, I TOLD YOU SO !