darkSpyro

Please, just go well for me this time; college ended up to be not so great, so at least, let me enjoy this coming up. And hopefully I'll start actually getting somewhere with my life. But then again, at least I finished college successfully, but I don't really know what I want to actually do.

I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take. Why is this happening, again? Did you ever notice how quiet it is at 3:00 in the morning? It's extremely quiet.

Nice to know ya'll don't like me anymore. Getting mad about things you never would have before. Why are you so irritable recently? Are you seriously still stuck on that incident from a WEEK ago? If you don't want to be my friend just tell me to my face rather than trying to make me guess.

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Nice to know ya'll don't like me anymore. Getting mad about things you never would have before. Why are you so irritable recently? Are you seriously still stuck on that incident from a WEEK ago? If you don't want to be my friend just tell me to my face rather than trying to make me guess.

Oh, I continue to like you. And I'm upset about things I was never upset about before because I care more now than before. And I'm sure this incident was stretched out by you. I don't want to leave you, but I want to just tell you how I feel about you. I could've blown this off and spent my time elsewhere if I really didn't care. It's just you began as such a calm person and now I see lots of anger. It worries me, and that's what would make me leave. I would feel horrible leaving, definitely. But I would at least help you on the road to recovery. That whole thought before was just the spark of restoration, and I hope I can guide you through the end. Really, I care about you and seeing you torn up hurts me in ways unthinkable.

Anger? I don't see where I've been angry. More irritable yes but not angry. Most of my personal thoughts yesterday were for people irl anyway.

Okay look, let me tell you why I wasn't on yesterday:

3:00-4:30 Music Club (I always have this on Tuesdays)
4:35-5:00 I was on dS
5:00-5:30 Studying homework etc.
5:30-6:10 Chores and other, if I was still online at that time it's because I rarely turn off my computer or even chrome, I only do so when I go to sleep or go to school.
6:10-6:30 Supper
6:30-8:20 Cleaning up snow, I'm not kidding, we had a blizzard, and cleaning it all up was hard even with my brother's help.
8:20-8:35 Showering.
8:35 I was gonna go on dS but my mom said I'm on my computer too much, so I read and played my Ukulele until maybe 9:20
9:20 Sleep, I grabbed my 3DS only to see you posting about me ignoring you, after that I wanted to talk to you, but you weren't online(or you were on private status)so I went to sleep.

And don't say that these are ****ing excuses.

Too late, I don't care anymore. And it is an excuse because I posted on your gb during one of the times you were online and you still didn't respond.

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Too late, I don't care anymore. And it is an excuse because I posted on your gb during one of the times you were online and you still didn't respond.

Sorry to barge in, but that "I don't care anymore" is pure anger.

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Too late, I don't care anymore. And it is an excuse because I posted on your gb during one of the times you were online and you still didn't respond.

Sorry to barge in, but that "I don't care anymore" is pure anger.

No it's not. The only reason I'll get angry is if you keep accusing me of such.

This place is as boring as heck.

Little pussy. You can talk all the **** on Facebook but you never meet me up to "beat my ass" You're scared aren't you you little *****. I'm 6 inches and 40 pounds bigger then you, so Sit your damn mouth.
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And SaS and CommanderGame, you fight like a married couple!

Yeah, you ain't leaving.Leaving dS is not as easy at it looks .

Today's finally the day...

Please... Hear me out...

I wish you'd please just give me space and stop following me everywhere and SWITCHING INTO MY CLASSES THAT'S NOT OK.........

i tried, feeling like this just don't go away. oh well, i got other thing to think about

BLARRGHHHHHHHHHH.
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I hate wood work or whatever we call it now, hate hate hate it, urgh, why did I pick it?! I haven't started my project and today I'm going to look like a total idiot, all my friends have left for cooking so now so I'm left in a class of just boys who I never talk to, iuiwhfeudiweghdwusuiyheduihuidyweiudyweudiyweudiyweduiyweduiwyeudywueidyuw.

I'LL SURVIVE.

I feel like my mind has become completely suicidal, and my heart completely death-bent. Hardly taking to anyone has helped me realise this, and doing so by choice emphasised it.

All you're doing is proving my point more that you want me gone. The two of you are seriously pissing me off now. Your stupid smug attitudes and thinking you know me better than I know myself are the reasons I'm leaving this damn place.

You're still avoiding me.

SaS did you get my PM?

Yes, I MAY not leave but I'm still pissed off at 2 individuals.

I just want you to know that I'm here for you if you need it. You made me feel so much better when I was constantly getting bullied and berated I owe you.

I'm sorry, what should I do to regain your trust?

To be honest, most of the reason I feel this way is NOT you(↑), despite how it seems.

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I hate how both sides of this try to act like the other side is the devil or the other side is stupid or whatever else.

Why can't we all just shut the **** up and go get some ice cream or something?

It only it were that easy.

And I'm confused now...

Stupid allergy/disease/whatever. *rages*

i have infected you, yes! now i can talk to someone irl about it. you have been Arrowized!
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not even you can change my mood now!
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your not as bad as i thought. you can be nice sometimes. maybe you can be a friendly acquaintance

Stupid Track practice......my legs ;A;
I was getting in my friends car and i got a charlie horse (>_<)
Then i went home and layed in bed to make it feel better......yep got a chatlie horse in my other leg and spoke some colorful launguage

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Stupid Track practice......my legs ;A;
I was getting in my friends car and i got a charlie horse ()
Then i went home and layed in bed to make it feel better......yep got a chatlie horse in my other leg and spoke some colorful launguage

Did you just start track????? OMg fAngASM (of le sport)

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Stupid Track practice......my legs ;A;
I was getting in my friends car and i got a charlie horse ()
Then i went home and layed in bed to make it feel better......yep got a chatlie horse in my other leg and spoke some colorful launguage

Did you just start track????? OMg fAngASM (of le sport)

Yep...

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Stupid Track practice......my legs ;A;
I was getting in my friends car and i got a charlie horse ()
Then i went home and layed in bed to make it feel better......yep got a chatlie horse in my other leg and spoke some colorful launguage

Did you just start track????? OMg fAngASM (of le sport)

Yep...

What do you do? And trust me, you'll stop feeling the post-training pain after a month or so!

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Did you just start track????? OMg fAngASM (of le sport)

Yep...

What do you do? And trust me, you'll stop feeling the post-training pain after a month or so! ^^

I dont know, i started this year ^_^ lol. I was going ti join last year but i chickened out. Ill probably doing the sprinting events as i run really fast for short distances but i have horrible stamina

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Yep...

What do you do? And trust me, you'll stop feeling the post-training pain after a month or so!

I dont know, i started this year lol. I was going ti join last year but i chickened out. Ill probably doing the sprinting events as i run really fast for short distances but i have horrible stamina

Oh, okay. I do everything from 400-1600m and 5Ks. You should train to raise your stamina, though! D:

I really dislike it when you seriously talk about your religion like it's a fact. No, no, it's not a ****ing fact (to everyone, anyway). You don't go like "well, it's your opinion. I think blah blah blah, but I understand you not agreeing," you go "MY RELIGION IS BLAH BLAH BLAH AND ITS A FACT BELIEVE ME OR ILL GET PISSED GOSH U WONDER Y IM PISSED ALL THE TIME!"

You are my best friend and I adore talking to you! But I just don't like when you mention religion outside of our friend group's inside joke. This is my only complaint about you really, since otherwise you're such a great friend.

I also hope that story I assume I inspired you to write (since you asked for advice) is going well too.

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What do you do? And trust me, you'll stop feeling the post-training pain after a month or so!

I dont know, i started this year lol. I was going ti join last year but i chickened out. Ill probably doing the sprinting events as i run really fast for short distances but i have horrible stamina

Oh, okay. I do everything from 400-1600m and 5Ks. You should train to raise your stamina, though! D:

I know, it sucks ;A;
Ill probably do 2 running and 1 feild because im better at running. But i dont know what im going to do for feild

*sigh*

You have so much hate.
Is no wonder you're trouble so constantly.

Maybe if you learned to not be so angry with everybody, you'll find a more relaxing side.

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I dont know, i started this year lol. I was going ti join last year but i chickened out. Ill probably doing the sprinting events as i run really fast for short distances but i have horrible stamina

Oh, okay. I do everything from 400-1600m and 5Ks. You should train to raise your stamina, though! D:

I know, it sucks ;A;
Ill probably do 2 running and 1 feild because im better at running. But i dont know what im going to do for feild

THROW JAVELINS AT THE BYSTANDERS PL0x I WILL LAUGH! *Ahem*, pole vault. Do you weigh more than 170 pounds?

lol guys, I may have been slightly annoyed with you 2 but I certainly don't hate you. You still are my best friends and always will be.

Depression why you still lagging me down in the morning.

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lol guys, I may have been slightly annoyed with you 2 but I certainly don't hate you. You still are my best friends and always will be.

I like hearing that, but the visuals... I have stripped your Guestbook and shooed you to another forum. I'm still feeling guilty and odd.

i'd love to know what you're talking about; but i never do.

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lol guys, I may have been slightly annoyed with you 2 but I certainly don't hate you. You still are my best friends and always will be.

I like hearing that, but the visuals... I have stripped your Guestbook and shooed you to another forum. I'm still feeling guilty and odd.

My gb was crap anyway, it NEEDED to be redone. I've been going on that forum for a while, you didn't push me anywhere.

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Oh, okay. I do everything from 400-1600m and 5Ks. You should train to raise your stamina, though! D:

I know, it sucks ;A;
Ill probably do 2 running and 1 feild because im better at running. But i dont know what im going to do for feild

THROW JAVELINS AT THE BYSTANDERS PL0x I WILL LAUGH! *Ahem*, pole vault. Do you weigh more than 170 pounds?

I weigh 180

Maybe I can read your mind.

Or maybe, I've actually been stalking you.

Je je
Or maybe they have just been lucky guesses and/or you've already told me about it and you forgot.

I'm in a horrible mood and I'm about to snap.