darkSpyro

I won't give up. I know you're out there, somewhere.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to realize my dreams...

Me and my friend were sitting in homeroom thinkng of ways to kill each other or cause each other great pain . I hoped shed set her hair one fire and she took it to far and hoped that i would step on a lego.

Okay! It's official. I'm loosing my mind, and in many ways.

Quote: DragonCamo

Me and my friend were sitting in homeroom thinkng of ways to kill each other or cause each other great pain . I hoped shed set her hair one fire and she took it to far and hoped that i would step on a lego.

Stepping on legos is painful?

I hope I finish in time, maybe a month wasn't enough.

Quote: VeronicaTheFox

Quote: DragonCamo

Me and my friend were sitting in homeroom thinkng of ways to kill each other or cause each other great pain . I hoped shed set her hair one fire and she took it to far and hoped that i would step on a lego.

Stepping on legos is painful?

Its a really old and overused joke on the internet. Stepping on a lego barefoot is the worst pain imaginable

I miss you.. Why does it seem like you are getting more volatile with every passing day? I know you can't even look at them without going off anymore, and I know it's my fault, but still, it's not good for you.

Ugh...

I would do anything to make you feel better.

i don't want to give up, but i don't like what i see ahead
even if i wanted to give up, i couldn't
because apparently i'll "hurt those that love you"...pssh

i don't like this.
not one bit.

This is wonderful!

i want to give up, i want to forget about you. its just too painful. but i can't no matter what do, i can' forget about you

You should be all in a real happy mood more often. It's hilarious. I feel lucky to have you as a friend. Kind of scared we might not talk next year though, unless by major stroke of luck we get lockers close to each other again, might not really see each other much. That'd be a shame.
You look cute when you smile like that too, even if you think different...

//casually pastes something from one of her blogs
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The brunette sits alone on her bed. A blue light radiates off of her computer screen. She clicks and scrolls, moving the page but finding no joy, only heart break. She receives a skype message from an old friend. Oh… He only wants to talk about her…

The thought echos in her mind, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. She isn’t sure if she is apologizing to herself, or everyone who has social contact with her. Perhaps it is both, maybe she feels sorry for everyone.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

The words keep rebounding within her head. Why? Why should she be sorry, what has she done? She sits alone every night, away from family, away from friends, away from society, but all for what? No matter where she turns she is only a minor, unimportant detail. Why can’t she just accept that?! She can’t! She can’t! She can’t! She doesn’t understand why it hurt as much as it does. Why can’t she just understand and make the pain go away? Is there something wrong with her? Yes. What is her problem then? WHAT IS IT?! She is so confused, her head hurts! Why can’t she be accepted and loved?! Why?! Why must the only people who love her be the people forced to? Her mother loves her. But what is a mother’s love to a teenage girl? Her father claims to love her, but she sees past his armor with the help of her mother and her own wits.

A brunette girl sits alone on her bed, wondering, pondering. What does it mean to be truly alive. For if she realizes she’s not living, she might as well be dead.

I’m sorry.

long time no see, packgrrl

I have not been able to eat for the past two days. I've stuffed into waiting rooms filled with annoying children and bad TV shows. I'm tired. My head is pounding. My legs feel like Jello. Come tomorrow, I'll have a billion things shoved in my face.
I am lonely. I feel like no one cares what happens to me. Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if people say "She's better off dead."

**** that topic, making me loathe myself and ****. I am still wondering whether it is better to be accepted my many or mean a lot to a select few. Because I despise the former right now.

Ugggghhhhhh I'm so itchy, and thanks to me scratching, it feels like I burnt myself there, and it really stings too

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I'm done making thoughts (posts on here) about you. I hope this is the last one, I'm just tired of it.

You're really never coming back...are you? ...I'm sorry...

What would make you happy? Hm? If I became what YOU want me to be? To become some false little stained-glass window figure for you? To strip away my identity and make myself like every other worthless cookie cutter person out there? Do you have so much of a problem with me not fitting into YOUR ideal little pipe dream utopia that you condemn me like a coward from the coziness of your lofty little ivory tower?

If you had any balls, you'd get off your high perch and say you have a problem with who I am TO MY FACE! But you can't... You can only hide behind a mask, taunting me and throwing insults my ways from inside your castle of smoke and mirrors.

I'm so happy, it's like a sudden burst of sunshine, nothing saddening is coming to mind I love it so much! I can't go to bed because of it Hope it lasts for a while.

that hurts more then it should.

I can't be the only one that noticed how much this thing has exploded since it was pinned....

Such a sad movie.

Quote: crystalhero37

I'm so happy, it's like a sudden burst of sunshine, nothing saddening is coming to mind I love it so much! I can't go to bed because of it Hope it lasts for a while.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE HAPPEH!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG ITS FINNICKS PORTRAIT!

Quote: CommanderGame

Such a sad movie.

Boy In The Striped Pyjamas?

my heart has never been going this fast in my life

now a break, starting with the hardest task of all, getting you out of my mind

I wish I knew where my parents are. They're not answering their phones and now it's dark out...

wow, what happened to you?

(caffeine)

i didn't even read the above post before posting this
oh god coincidence

Oh my, my inner hunger games fan has burst out.

Quote: Wild

(caffeine)

i didn't even read the above post before posting this
oh god coincidence

wait, what?
i/msorry¿

Quote: CommanderGame

Oh my, my inner hunger games fan has burst out.

LET IT OUT! LET IT THRIVE! DONT DENY YOU FATE AS A CATCHING FIRE WATCHER!

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: CommanderGame

Oh my, my inner hunger games fan has burst out.

LET IT OUT! LET IT THRIVE! DONT DENY YOU FATE AS A CATCHING FIRE WATCHER!

ARHAUHFOIHASFOIFHAOFAS

IT KILLS
HELP DC

Wow, taking her insults and throwing them back at her (pretty much saying "NO U") when she simply asked you airheads to give her the tape but decided to mess around? It must have taken you so long to come up with that. Such originality coming from you boys.

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You think hurting innocent people is fun? What? Not that it surprises me, coming from someone like you. I hope that bites you in the ass one day and you see just how disgusting your actions are. Still be nice if you left us alone, but maybe one of these days...

Quote: wspyro

Quote: Wild

(caffeine)

i didn't even read the above post before posting this
oh god coincidence

wait, what?
i/msorry¿

your upside down question mark cleared my response list
crap

I'm so not sorry.

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Just shut up already.

Quote: Wild

Quote: wspyro

Quote: Wild

(caffeine)

i didn't even read the above post before posting this
oh god coincidence

wait, what?
i/msorry¿

your upside down question mark cleared my response list
crap

please
stop
playing
with
my
head

Anything but that, anything.

Suddenly, something feels REALLY wrong.

I can't figure out what it is though.

i should try to finish that skyrim game

its a break, i should be happy. why don't i feel good? i should be happy, i want to be happy, but im not.

My digestive system hates me tonight.