Holy crap, why the hell would she assign us new seats and put you behind us again? You ****ing annoying moronic twat. Leave her and me alone with your annoying high pitched voice (lol i wonder why) and maybe keeping your trash in your seat with the rest of the trash would be nice too. I mean, what's even the point in annoying her and writing on our window like a ****ing tool? And she's not "your *****", it'd be nice if you quit telling her that because all it does is make you sound like a pansy who needs a giant punch in the face. With a plane. Then again, a plane might be a little too nice for someone like you.
You think because she's younger than you you're cool for always annoying a 5th grader and ugly 8th grader (it's quite obvious, even for a piece of dimwitted trash like you) to your swaggot friends? I'm sure they think anything you do is cool since they got your bare tiny dick up their tiny asses. I can hear your annoying voice now... "LOL BRAAAAAAAAAA IM TTLY NOT A STUPID TRASHY DIP**** ^__________^ LOL TTLY BROOOOO"
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(translation: sorry, just hating the people at my school, can't wait until I can drive)
Ignoring me isn't going to solve anything, y'know.
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I really miss you... Seriously. I wish you didn't have to move away. I had some of my greatest memories with you. I miss you more than ever now.
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Oh, so I posted a picture of my new cross necklace on Facebook and you're not a Christian? Please, send me more hate messages like I just killed your children in a terrorist attack.
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oohhhh you so funny~
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I can't do this... I want to help you, because you're my friend and I don't like seeing you hurt... But I can't help when you're hardly listening. It feels like I'm just there for you to vent, yet you ask me to help you, and then completely ignore what I say and go on telling me how much you love him. It's almost like the rest of my life...... Yet this is different. I'm here, but for all the wrong reasons. I shouldn't be here to sit and watch you fall apart as you ignore our advice. And when you hear something you don't want to hear, you disappear, yet I know you're still there because you're talking to our friend, who proceeds to tell you to stop ignoring our advice. You told him you would, and I see you changed your status, so that's good... But I don't believe it. I can't... and what's going on... you just don't know (and probably don't care) how much stress it's putting on me, all the negative energy it's giving me on top of the negative energy I already have. You also have to understand, there's something going on with me, and this energy only edges that problem on, though I doubt you would know what I'm talking about, I don't know if anyone will. I can't explain because it's like my finger goes to backspace whenever I try to explain it... but yes.
So yes, I'm about to give up... I don't know if that makes me a bad friend, but I think you need to realize a few things, and those few things don't seem like they're going to go through your head through us explaining it to you... I'll see though.... I just can't do this much longer...
Why can't people just accept my choices? Why is my religion such a big deal? Hell, why is who I love such a big deal? Why can't you people just accept me for me, and not some make-believe creation of your stupid idealistic fantasies of picket fences and blue skies?
I can't do this... I want to help you, because you're my friend and I don't like seeing you hurt... But I can't help when you're hardly listening. It feels like I'm just there for you to vent, yet you ask me to help you, and then completely ignore what I say and go on telling me how much you love him. It's almost like the rest of my life...... Yet this is different. I'm here, but for all the wrong reasons. I shouldn't be here to sit and watch you fall apart as you ignore our advice. And when you hear something you don't want to hear, you disappear, yet I know you're still there because you're talking to our friend, who proceeds to tell you to stop ignoring our advice. You told him you would, and I see you changed your status, so that's good... But I don't believe it. I can't... and what's going on... you just don't know (and probably don't care) how much stress it's putting on me, all the negative energy it's giving me on top of the negative energy I already have. You also have to understand, there's something going on with me, and this energy only edges that problem on, though I doubt you would know what I'm talking about, I don't know if anyone will. I can't explain because it's like my finger goes to backspace whenever I try to explain it... but yes.
So yes, I'm about to give up... I don't know if that makes me a bad friend, but I think you need to realize a few things, and those few things don't seem like they're going to go through your head through us explaining it to you... I'll see though.... I just can't do this much longer...
I'm sorry I made you feel that way... I'm just do much in love I almost forgot about you guys. It's just I'm having a tough time, and I am sorry it seems like I'm ignoring you.. You have always been more of a sister to me then a friend. Il try and make it up to you..
You are the best person I have ever met in my life, and I want to be with you for the rest of mine. If I could just be beside you now, I could make it all better
*In reply to J-stars thoughts* J-star, you know what this means? Moar hugs.
*Hugs you to death* Like I've said before, don't you forget that you're; Awesome, amazing, helpful, funny and super dooper kind, don't forget it, EVERRRR >:C
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Despite this horrible feeling, I'll keep trying to hang in and I'll try to be happy on here.
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Gonna sound so stupid, but here goes.
I've just realised, life is a magical gift, you out of all the possible children that your mother could've had, you came. The feeling of laughter, true laughter and fun is the greatest feeling. The comfort from your family and friends, how you feel like someone understands you, cares about you.
The purpose of life depends on you. I could not be here today, but I am. Sad times may come, but it's the price to pay when you go through this adventure. I may want to die, but that means leaving all of these great things behind, my future, who knows what can happen? I'll only know if I keep going. I'll learn new things, maybe even find out something remarkable. I should be egg'd to death for even thinking about suicide, when people have much worse lives than me.
.. I litterally realised this after remembering that 'magical' music from Pokemon combined with Summer Forest music.
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I'm afraid of saying something "too much", but I will do anything for you to not be so deeply upset anymore. It's extremely painful to watch. To the point where I want to stay home today and try to relax a bit. I can't work on anything knowing you feel the way you are.
And please don't put on a happy mask in front of me. It's never worked before, I merely played along. It certainly won't work this time, but I also cannot play along with any fake happiness you try to show this time.
*In reply to J-stars thoughts* J-star, you know what this means? Moar hugs.
*Hugs you to death* Like I've said before, don't you forget that you're; Awesome, amazing, helpful, funny and super dooper kind, don't forget it, EVERRRR >:C
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