darkSpyro

Quote: DragonCamo

Yes, i am a scardy cat. Almost everyong scares me. Im afraid of the dark, ghosts, zombies, bugs, and so on. Im afraid of Horror movies.

this except for bugs and dark.

Let's see:

1. You are stupid.You can't go an minute without making a mistake, also, if you don't have any chores for me to do, STOP MAKING THEM UP.
2. CAN YOU STOP POINTING OUT THE SMALLEST OF THINGS?You LIKE being angry don't you?Urgh...
3. You're perhaps the only decent person here.

I want to come out... but I don't know how people will react. I don't like living in secrecy, hiding my true feelings and actions... but I fear no one will love me anymore if I come out of the closet.

Oh look, im in the suicidal stage again. My heads flooding with ways to kill myself again. I feel like **** and my self esteem is now non-excisting. But who would care right? You and everyone elses lives would be way better with me gone right? I woudn't be there to keep you back or the annoying people right? I don't have anybody that would stick wi me through everything. I never did. I don't have a best friend or any really good friends at that. We as the human race are selfish. We all are. Why do we want friends? So we're not alone. Thats why everyone wants friends. It all comes down to me, me, me. Some choice to surround themselves with friends. Others choice not to. I dont have a choice. I dont have lots if friends. Im not special. I have no special talent. Im not good-looking, no matter how many people call me handsome. Im not smart, no matter how many people tell me i am. Im not popular, but then again, no one says i am. Im annoying, says everyone i know. Im not worth the space. My mother dosne't love me, my step mother is an evil *****, everyone at school makes fun of me, even if it is a game, it still hurts me. Whoever said that words can not hurt you, go to hell. What are you, a spoiled rich kid who went to a private school? Words hurt worse then stepping on a ******* lego. Emotional pain is the worst kind. And now, has i sit here venting my frustrations on a kids site, i come to realize that the reason i act so stupid is that i want attention. That sounds like a pretty narsistic thing to say right? I act dumb because i know that it will bring attention to me, yet i hate being e center of attention. How does that work? Also, im gay. So i know that thousands of people that dont even know we, hate me all because of who i love. WHY DOES IT ******* MATTER! I LOVE WHO I LOVE AND IT NO DIFFERENT THEN A GUY LIKING A GIRL! People think thats gay guys want to **** every cute guy they see. They think that we all wearing pretty little dresses and dont like sports. Haha not true. Beng gay dosne't mean that we love ****, it means that we are attracted to the same sex. We like other men, or for girls, they like other girl. It dosen't matter who we love as long as we are happy.

There was no textbook information for any of my classes, so I have to wait until EVERYONE'S back and probably storming the bookstore en masse. Excuse me for trying to be proactive. =_="

**** yeah.

i hate small talk

I said no pickles :T

Quote: Carmelita Fox

i hate small talk

so how about that weather

Quote: Carmelita Fox

i hate small talk

What about medium sized talk?

Come back to us...

Wow. I can't believe I can't even summon enough confidence to ask a simple question.
Good god.

I do NOT like my family.

You treat me like crap, make fun of the things I'm insecure about, tell me I'm ugly, tell me that there's no chance I'm getting anywhere in life, and then you're offended when I don't want to spend time with you?

That's not treating someone like family.

That's treating someone like an outcast.

Well, a new term is starting again. Naturally I'm very nervous, because I have a tendency to think courses will be too difficult for me to handle... =_="

This be wonderful.

i can't believe i still have that bite mark on my neck you dirty boy

For the first time in awhile I can truthfully say, I had a good day.

RHYME UNINTENTIONAL

cute.

Well, I just want to end my life. I mean, this weekend I've been having thoughts about suicide, I won't, but I'm sick of myself and someone.
You costantly yell at me to get the point across, haven't you noticed when you talk to me nicely I work harder and quicker? You keep reminding me of my grades not being as good as they used to, you call me lazy when I do everything for you, I've never talked back to you, and you treat me like I'm five. If I feel like you hate me, I feel like it's no use living, like no one loves me. I know people do, but you're my mother.. I seek comfort from you. I still love you, but this is what's making me want to die, it doesn't sound bad how I say it, but it feels awful.

... I hate being a teenager.

Quote: crystalhero37

Well, I just want to end my life. I mean, this weekend I've been having thoughts about suicide, I won't, but I'm sick of myself and someone.
You costantly yell at me to get the point across, haven't you noticed when you talk to me nicely I work harder and quicker? You keep reminding me of my grades not being as good as they used to, you call me lazy when I do everything for you, I've never talked back to you, and you treat me like I'm five. If I feel like you hate me, I feel like it's no use living, like no one loves me. I know people do, but you're my mother.. I seek comfort from you. I still love you, but this is what's making me want to die, it doesn't sound bad how I say it, but it feels awful.

... I hate being a teenager.

Please don't!You're too awesum for suicide!Family sucks every now and then, but you gotta endure!You can do this!Pull through!

Don't be sad...I like it better when you're happy

Don't get yourself down, Crystal!

Thank you, everyone, I actually started crying reading these. It just feels like I'm waste, but I guess you're right, just gotta deal with it and think happy. I don't like thinking about it, but it just comes when I remember school and family. I'll try to forget about it.

you will hurt so many if you do such a thing, crystal :c

*Hugs everybody* Thank you.
I really don't know what to say.

i wonder if i should try that dead or alive volleyball game
then again, i have never trusted friend recommended games. for a good reason
this game is not making that trust any better

Make.a move or someone else will...

Quote: crystalhero37

Well, I just want to end my life. I mean, this weekend I've been having thoughts about suicide, I won't, but I'm sick of myself and someone.
You costantly yell at me to get the point across, haven't you noticed when you talk to me nicely I work harder and quicker? You keep reminding me of my grades not being as good as they used to, you call me lazy when I do everything for you, I've never talked back to you, and you treat me like I'm five. If I feel like you hate me, I feel like it's no use living, like no one loves me. I know people do, but you're my mother.. I seek comfort from you. I still love you, but this is what's making me want to die, it doesn't sound bad how I say it, but it feels awful.

... I hate being a teenager.

Don't do that.

AHHHHHH! Why did I do that?! That was a horrible decision! Thank GOD everything will return to normal in 2 weeks!

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A lot of my least dreadful problems can be fixed easily, but my most dreadful ones can't. I wish that would just switch for once...

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I feel like I'm a horrible person. I have made so many wrong desicions...

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It's hard to pretend that I don't love you...but what else can I do? It seems to be helping...

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Ending life would make all my problems go away...should...it be done...

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NO! I hate this side of me! Why do you have to take me over this way!!! I hate that I was born with such a horrible disgusting trait!

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I need help...lots of it...

Damn it!
Now I have to browse for more headphones.
again

Yeah. I'm the immature one..

You talked about me behind my back after I broke up with you for making me feel used
You told your friends to stay away from me.
You dated a girl back in the 6th grade because of damn dare
You like certain bands because people tell you to.
I may have blocked you from facebook but there is a logical reasoning. I didn't want you close to me. I didn't want you to see the stuff I posted anymore and tell your dumbass, perverted, druggies you call "friends" about it.
I didn't say anything about it to anyone.
I did give you a look that would kill if it could. But who wouldn't?
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"You're laughter is annoying" says the person listening to One Direction.
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Trust issues really suck. That is all...

No matter what, everyday is hell. And I have a burning feeling inside that can't take it anymore.
Sometimes, I don't know why I'm waiting for that day. Deep down, I just want to leave this world now.

Pixilism seems like a friendly guy.

Also, I feel like to play Spyro, but I don't want to as I have played it so many times a couple of years ago. Spyro's trying to get hold of me again! No! I've got too find a different game to play, I'm pretty sure I haven't played Spyro since 2011, which is a record breaker for me. Although in the back of my mind, I may have played it last year, but I don't remember which one it was, so I probably didn't. God damn you Spyro! Leave me alone, and yes in that way too. It's so annoying.

Ack, looking back at serebii, I miss the old way we used to talk. I wasn't so affectionate and goofy as I am now when I talk with you.


Quote: Trix Master 100

Quote: crystalhero37

*Snip*

Don't do that.

I'll try not to. *Huggles*

Quote: Pixilism

Quote: crystalhero37

*Hugs everybody* Thank you.
I really don't know what to say.

It was nothing. C:
Just feel better, yes? :3

Okay, I will C:

This should work.

I wish I could block all these ads, it's so annoying now that the whole site keeps dropping everytime I go to click on a link, I end up clicking on something else, ahh well, that's just dark52 being ignorant for you.

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

I wish I could block all these ads, it's so annoying now that the whole site keeps dropping everytime I go to click on a link, I end up clicking on something else, ahh well, that's just dark52 being ignorant for you.

i hate that, too. i think i clicked stuff and nonsense, and it gives me a website for computer whatsits.

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

I wish I could block all these ads, it's so annoying now that the whole site keeps dropping everytime I go to click on a link, I end up clicking on something else, ahh well, that's just dark52 being ignorant for you.

i hate that, too. i think i clicked stuff and nonsense, and it gives me a website for computer whatsits.

I keep getting ads for a new Seat.

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

I wish I could block all these ads, it's so annoying now that the whole site keeps dropping everytime I go to click on a link, I end up clicking on something else, ahh well, that's just dark52 being ignorant for you.

i hate that, too. i think i clicked stuff and nonsense, and it gives me a website for computer whatsits.

I keep getting ads for a new Seat.

just clicked on a diabetes ad, i cant stop it. i just click too high.

You know that crappy feeling where you're like that girl in the bar that absolutely no one hits on, no matter how drunk they are?

Yeah, I've kinda got that feeling right now.

Quote: VeronicaTheFox

You know that crappy feeling where you're like that girl in the bar that absolutely no one hits on, no matter how drunk they are?

Yeah, I've kinda got that feeling right now.

so, you turned 21?

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: VeronicaTheFox

You know that crappy feeling where you're like that girl in the bar that absolutely no one hits on, no matter how drunk they are?

Yeah, I've kinda got that feeling right now.

so, you turned 21?

No. The bar thing is a point for comparison.

If I could go into bars, do you really think I'd still be on a cold streak?